MistressOfAlaok
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Eva listened tentatively to Jack's explanation about what he had meant. As he started to speak, she did feel as if he wasn't really saying what he meant by 'Dominant', but rather giving an explanation of the concept. She was familiar with that, but didn't say so, not yet at least, as she wanted to listen and see how Jack would explain it.
As he went on about power dynamics, Eva nodded along with him, showing her understanding. Then Jack began to state how he was Dominant and what this meant to him, all the while staring directly at the girls face. She swallowed hard as she listened, feeling something insider herself grow. It was a feeling that wasn't uneasiness, yet it made her uneasy. It wasn't turning her on, yet she was turned on. Her mind reeled at words such as 'obedience' and 'ownership'. They clashed inside her head. The rational part of her mind - the part that had been trained to think those things barbaric and old-fashioned - clashed harshly with the memories of all the stories she'd read on the topic, the stories that had turned her on, the research she'd done. Stories were just that, stories. The girl in the stories might get tied up or be instructed by her Dominant, but through Eva's research, she had noticed there was more to it than just those events happening, those things done by the people in the story. When done right, there seemed to be an emotional part to it to, something that struck deeper than just superficial pleasure. Was that what Jack spoke about?
"Most people see it as merely a sexual kink, an occasional spice to dabble into or sprinkle in every so often." Jack explained. Eva bit her lip, but couldn't help asking. "Is that so for you? Is it something you just... dabble in? Or is this a constant for you? Are you always Dominant?" she asked. Part of her hoped he'd say it was just a game, the kinky stuff would come out of the closet on a special occasion, maybe after a bit too much to drink, that seemed quite... normal? Part of her however, hoped for a different answer. Why? She couldn't tell. Or maybe she didn't want to admit to herself why she asked. In the end, why would it matter? If anything was going to happen tonight, or in the future... They weren't entering a relationship, were they? It would just be casual, so it wouldn't make a difference if he was as he explained all the time, or just when he felt like spicing up the sex. Wouldn't it? Would she want anything different? Eva mentally kicked herself. Don't go there, don't open that can of worms now!
Then Jack began to speak of bondage, pain. Images of scary instruments she'd seen online flashed in front of her eyes, as well as some not so scary 'toys', she'd read about or seen, but never tried. It was so much to think about!
But her charming neighbour wasn't finished yet, hitting her with a bombshell. "For example, if I were to ask you, would you stand before me and strip for me? Would you stand close to me where I can reach you and touch you, and stand completely, stark naked in front of me?" Eva choked. On what? Probably just air. She coughed once and gasped for air after. Was he serious? Now? Her eyes darted around her, noticing the open blinds in the living room, noticing the left over food still on the table, noticing her slightly trembling hands, noticing the glass of wine still full. Finally, she noticed Jack staring intently at her, moving only to brush his hair aside and adjust his position. To the young woman, he looked like a predator. A scary, dangerous predator, yet the kind you'd keep staring at in the zoo, the one you couldn't get enough of coming to see and the one you wanted to know everything about.
Except, they weren't in a zoo and this predator wasn't locked up in a cage and there was no little plague next to him to explain everything about him. This predator kept talking to her, as if throwing out bait for it's prey. Jack seemed to offer her something, something Eva didn't recognise, but yet she was drawn to it. All sensibility in her told her to run, yet she couldn't. So many questions ran through her head, so many, they jumbled together and even if she wanted to, she couldn't have formed them. Good thing Jack had mentioned he wouldn't want her to say a word anyway... Wait? Good thing? Shouldn't I be outraged by that? Eva wondered for a second. But yet, his words went with a disguised plea. A plea to trust him. Besides, she had now been silent for a while, so she was already kind of obeying, wasn't she?
Damnit! This was *not* how she thought tonight would go! Sex? Sure, she would have loved to, with how much she had fantasised about Jack. Kinky sex? Well, she had no experience, but if he had sweetly asked if he might have handcuffed her, she wouldn't have said no! She'd have happily stripped for him in his bedroom. She'd have even considered fucking with the blinds still open, if he had gently taken her hand and passionately kissed her in front of the window... But instead, he commanded her to strip, right here and now, in the middle of dinner, in his bloody kitchen! Still completely silent, but with a churning stomach and a terribly blushing face, Eva abruptly stood up from her chair and...
Kicked off her heels, then bent to take her socks - white with bright purple polka dots - with them and stuff them in the shoes. She grabbed them hem of the short shirt and began to lift it up, exposing her lacy black bra. She wriggled out of the shirt, as it was not only on the short side, it also was on the tight side, hugging her boobs closely. She let it drop on the chair she had been previously sitting on. The chair she had stood up from, stood up, meaning to run. Yet she was here, trembling hands undoing the button of her shorts. Silent and somewhat scared, Eva looked intently at the floor as she pushed her shorts down to the floor...
As he went on about power dynamics, Eva nodded along with him, showing her understanding. Then Jack began to state how he was Dominant and what this meant to him, all the while staring directly at the girls face. She swallowed hard as she listened, feeling something insider herself grow. It was a feeling that wasn't uneasiness, yet it made her uneasy. It wasn't turning her on, yet she was turned on. Her mind reeled at words such as 'obedience' and 'ownership'. They clashed inside her head. The rational part of her mind - the part that had been trained to think those things barbaric and old-fashioned - clashed harshly with the memories of all the stories she'd read on the topic, the stories that had turned her on, the research she'd done. Stories were just that, stories. The girl in the stories might get tied up or be instructed by her Dominant, but through Eva's research, she had noticed there was more to it than just those events happening, those things done by the people in the story. When done right, there seemed to be an emotional part to it to, something that struck deeper than just superficial pleasure. Was that what Jack spoke about?
"Most people see it as merely a sexual kink, an occasional spice to dabble into or sprinkle in every so often." Jack explained. Eva bit her lip, but couldn't help asking. "Is that so for you? Is it something you just... dabble in? Or is this a constant for you? Are you always Dominant?" she asked. Part of her hoped he'd say it was just a game, the kinky stuff would come out of the closet on a special occasion, maybe after a bit too much to drink, that seemed quite... normal? Part of her however, hoped for a different answer. Why? She couldn't tell. Or maybe she didn't want to admit to herself why she asked. In the end, why would it matter? If anything was going to happen tonight, or in the future... They weren't entering a relationship, were they? It would just be casual, so it wouldn't make a difference if he was as he explained all the time, or just when he felt like spicing up the sex. Wouldn't it? Would she want anything different? Eva mentally kicked herself. Don't go there, don't open that can of worms now!
Then Jack began to speak of bondage, pain. Images of scary instruments she'd seen online flashed in front of her eyes, as well as some not so scary 'toys', she'd read about or seen, but never tried. It was so much to think about!
But her charming neighbour wasn't finished yet, hitting her with a bombshell. "For example, if I were to ask you, would you stand before me and strip for me? Would you stand close to me where I can reach you and touch you, and stand completely, stark naked in front of me?" Eva choked. On what? Probably just air. She coughed once and gasped for air after. Was he serious? Now? Her eyes darted around her, noticing the open blinds in the living room, noticing the left over food still on the table, noticing her slightly trembling hands, noticing the glass of wine still full. Finally, she noticed Jack staring intently at her, moving only to brush his hair aside and adjust his position. To the young woman, he looked like a predator. A scary, dangerous predator, yet the kind you'd keep staring at in the zoo, the one you couldn't get enough of coming to see and the one you wanted to know everything about.
Except, they weren't in a zoo and this predator wasn't locked up in a cage and there was no little plague next to him to explain everything about him. This predator kept talking to her, as if throwing out bait for it's prey. Jack seemed to offer her something, something Eva didn't recognise, but yet she was drawn to it. All sensibility in her told her to run, yet she couldn't. So many questions ran through her head, so many, they jumbled together and even if she wanted to, she couldn't have formed them. Good thing Jack had mentioned he wouldn't want her to say a word anyway... Wait? Good thing? Shouldn't I be outraged by that? Eva wondered for a second. But yet, his words went with a disguised plea. A plea to trust him. Besides, she had now been silent for a while, so she was already kind of obeying, wasn't she?
Damnit! This was *not* how she thought tonight would go! Sex? Sure, she would have loved to, with how much she had fantasised about Jack. Kinky sex? Well, she had no experience, but if he had sweetly asked if he might have handcuffed her, she wouldn't have said no! She'd have happily stripped for him in his bedroom. She'd have even considered fucking with the blinds still open, if he had gently taken her hand and passionately kissed her in front of the window... But instead, he commanded her to strip, right here and now, in the middle of dinner, in his bloody kitchen! Still completely silent, but with a churning stomach and a terribly blushing face, Eva abruptly stood up from her chair and...
Kicked off her heels, then bent to take her socks - white with bright purple polka dots - with them and stuff them in the shoes. She grabbed them hem of the short shirt and began to lift it up, exposing her lacy black bra. She wriggled out of the shirt, as it was not only on the short side, it also was on the tight side, hugging her boobs closely. She let it drop on the chair she had been previously sitting on. The chair she had stood up from, stood up, meaning to run. Yet she was here, trembling hands undoing the button of her shorts. Silent and somewhat scared, Eva looked intently at the floor as she pushed her shorts down to the floor...