Fantasy and Reality

[shyvirginsub]

I tremble and squirm as he kisses and licks his way up my legs. Parting them subconsciously as he gets to my inner thighs. I groan and bite my lip when he stops eyes widening as he pulls out a black blindfold and wraps it around my eyes. I manage to keep from whimpering as he says " Little cum-slut, you can keep talking, pleading, and begging. I may listen to your suggestion but I will do what I wish." Now relying on my other senses I strain my hearing as I feel him climb off the bed. I'm imagining all sorts of things as I hear him rummage through the wardrobe. "Please Sir, don't hurt me too hard yet! " I manage to beg in a fearful whisper.

 

[MasterKenz2000]

The busy searching stops and comes the total silence. No movement, no footsteps. The time drifted off slowly with you alone almost naked laying blindfolded with your hands tied above your head.

I had quietly sneaks out of the room to pour myself a glass of wine. Sitting on the high stool, I watch you from a far distance through the open bedroom door.

 

[shyvirginsub]

When all goes silent I get nervous thinking that at any moment something is going to happen and I'll be helpless to stop it. When nothing happens after a couple of minutes I begin to worry. It seems an endless amount of time has gone by and you still haven't returned. I begin to tug at my bonds holding my arms above my head.

 

[MasterKenz2000]

I silently gets back into the room with a flogger in my hand. Snap.......... I hit the bed next to her, making a loud sound. She screams immediately and begin to beg without even knowing what it is. I slam the flogger up her thigh making her scream again.

Then, I drape it over her soft skin teasingly. Drawing it up along her lovely figure, It finally comes to her naked breast. I apply the flogger on her breast and nipple.

She is getting very inconsistent now, as her words are so unclear. She begs for mercy not to hurt her and then she moans with pleasure. She screams at times and groans occasionally. I cannot tell if it is the pleasure or the pain but I guess it is both.

 

[shyvirginsub]

I'm sobbing in pain and pleasure but soon the pain begins to be too much never having gotten off on extreme pleasure. My body seems to be burning all over my breath catching in my throat. I don't remember if we discussed assafe words or not but I've got to try. "Red Master Red! "

The thought of some pain turned me on but not a lot and I needed to see if he would respect it. I had stopped touching myself the moment it seemed to be getting to sadistic I'm not a masochist and won't pretend to be either.I worry about making him upset.

 

[MasterKenz2000]

I can sense your fear although it was just role play and all in writing, so I make some explanation to relief you. "This is just a mind game and I am testing your limits. A true slave will need no limits when she trust her owner and offer herself to him. Meaning to say, she will do ANYTHING to please him. It is the Master that would set a limit for her because he cares for her and decides what is good and what is not for his slave."

I explain further "If I just take your limit, then you are not willing to try new things and the feeling of pleasing a master, the feeling of fear, humiliation, pleasure will be reduced. It is fine when you tell me your discomfort now but it will be more fulfilling if you offer yourself completely when you actually meet up."

I did not stop because a flogger is not too damaging like a cane or whip. It is just a short stings and goes away almost immediately. Just as you begin to protest "Red Master Red! " I shift the position to your pussy. I slap the flogger at your pussy now and gently drags it over the swollen lips.

 

[shyvirginsub]

Dam it he didn't understand! I wasn't looking for a Master/slave kind of relationship. I wanted a dominant/submissive relationship. With set limits agreed upon by contract that set hard and soft limits and communication to help understand one another. I had been browsing the castlerealm site and plenty of it struck a chord with me. It was getting late so I made my excuses and logged out I didn't know if I would play with him again.