sparrowhawke50
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- Joined
- May 26, 2006
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I have not posted or signed in for over a year. My lady, my love, my life........my wife and I posted pictures and thoughts and had a great deal of pleasure reading and communicating here. A crazed drunken driver stole her mind from me nearly a year ago and a couple of weeks ago the rest of her followed. I have killed my old ID and will never use it again. I recognize old friends here, but please don't guess and try to console me. It is not possible. I want to say thank you to all who are kind to those in their 50's who like to come and play. And Rose, who will never grow old, thank you for your kindness. I gave up my home, my computer and my internet to care for her and now I am using a friends email address because I don't even have one. Don't pity me, I had thirty years of the best a woman can offer a man.
When we last signed off we were debating smoking with some of you. My lady smoked rarely but I hated that she always insisted on her cigarette after sex. A smoking picture sparked this debate and I was not kind. I am so sorry now, and would give anything to see that beautiful woman smoking next to me tonight, leaning back on the pillow with her hair messy and her upper body bare to my eyes. One arm would be behind her head and the the other hand holding her cigarette next to her face. I would tease her for the perpetual heavy underarm stubble or short hairs she didn't bother shaving very often and I didn't really mind. So, now I am sorry for not appreciating all the good things in life that I took for granted.
There were several pictures of my lady and a couple of other ladies smoking after sex that I no longer have. I foolishly sold my computer when I needed money for her care and didn't think about the hard drive that the new owner reformatted. All that beauty lost. If any of you remember those discussions and have such pictures I would like to have them. You will probably criticize me for being anonymous, but the old me is gone, I was part of a pair and I will never use that identity again.
Again, thank you. This forum is as close to 100 percent kind as I have ever witnessed. The bad apples are few and far between. The kind comments on my ladies pictures made her feel good. The compliments on my saggy old body and tired weazer made her laugh. You folks are the best.
I will check this forum for a while on my friend, Bob's computer, but I will no longer post. Take care and keep making each other happy.
When we last signed off we were debating smoking with some of you. My lady smoked rarely but I hated that she always insisted on her cigarette after sex. A smoking picture sparked this debate and I was not kind. I am so sorry now, and would give anything to see that beautiful woman smoking next to me tonight, leaning back on the pillow with her hair messy and her upper body bare to my eyes. One arm would be behind her head and the the other hand holding her cigarette next to her face. I would tease her for the perpetual heavy underarm stubble or short hairs she didn't bother shaving very often and I didn't really mind. So, now I am sorry for not appreciating all the good things in life that I took for granted.
There were several pictures of my lady and a couple of other ladies smoking after sex that I no longer have. I foolishly sold my computer when I needed money for her care and didn't think about the hard drive that the new owner reformatted. All that beauty lost. If any of you remember those discussions and have such pictures I would like to have them. You will probably criticize me for being anonymous, but the old me is gone, I was part of a pair and I will never use that identity again.
Again, thank you. This forum is as close to 100 percent kind as I have ever witnessed. The bad apples are few and far between. The kind comments on my ladies pictures made her feel good. The compliments on my saggy old body and tired weazer made her laugh. You folks are the best.
I will check this forum for a while on my friend, Bob's computer, but I will no longer post. Take care and keep making each other happy.
