First Time Anal

My first and maybe all anal with exception of one was taken, non consensual. Being forced by lovers during vaginal penetration. In my case I happen to enjoy large cocks, so imagine the pain and distrust as I believe anal or anything less traditional should be discussed. I had someone tell me, why are you upset, you have clearly had anal before as I was able to penetrate, huh?

I had a very gentle older gentleman take his time to allow me to experience anal passionately, but he came before I could actually enjoy it... Not for everyone, but I am at age now, try try try again....
 
Initially, I was just pleased my ass survived intact. There wasn't any real pain, but during the act the thought of his dick puncturing the sides wasn't far from my mind.

There's a kind of pride you were able to take it, you reflect on the thrill, and wonder if that vacant gelatinous throb will subside or if it it'll ever be safe to walk on the nice carpet.

It's a weird satisfaction you feel that's hard to explain but your sexual confidence rockets and you just know your ass is going to get ploughed again and again.
 
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