Georgia directory?

[savannahdreams]

I think it is.. I don't have any of my own yet.. I do have a wonderful stepson that I think of as my own. But I am hoping one day.. I get to have a lil one of my own.

i'm going to get a bite to eat and then i'll be back later to check in. i'm starving! i bought lunch for them and then hardly ate myself. so all i've had all day was breakfast around 9am and then 2 potatoe cakes around 2pm. *heading to scavage her cubboards for something decent to eat*

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

i'm going to get a bite to eat and then i'll be back later to check in. i'm starving! i bought lunch for them and then hardly ate myself. so all i've had all day was breakfast around 9am and then 2 potatoe cakes around 2pm. *heading to scavage her cubboards for something decent to eat*

Yeah I would say you needed something to eat

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

I am going to turn in for the night. Have a good night everyone!

 

[bamagirl]

thank you

I just got home from Statesboro and he is adorable. I normally think newborns are ugly, but he wasn't.....except when I was trying to change his diaper and apparently he wasn't finished shitting yet...GROSS! seeing my neice like that, hearing what was going on through out the night by phone, and hearing about the rest of it today....it does really make me think i'm right about not having any of my own...but holding that lil darlin in my arms...that had other thoughts surfacing...makes me wonder if it really does make it worthwhile.

congradulations hun

I think they are worth every pain.I wish the pain wasn't so bad though lol
I would not trade my babies for nothing and would go through it all over again for them.

 

[savannahdreams]

congradulations hun

I think they are worth every pain.I wish the pain wasn't so bad though lol
I would not trade my babies for nothing and would go through it all over again for them.

thank you.

see, that is what has me so torn in two about having children. i'm 27 years old and don't know if i want children. I love children,; i absolutely adore them! I have worked with children since my early teens and have never regretted any of it. But my thing is, I know how I am emotionally, I know how I loose patience, I know how psychotic I am, and I know how I just want to scream at my cats sometimes who are like children to me. If I can't take the shenanegins of my cats, which are fairly independant, then how the hell am I going to emotionally be able to care for a baby. I raise baby animals on pet bottles, but also after a short while I am on my last nerve and can't take having to give the constant attention needed. Yes, I've heard that when it's one of your own it's different, but I can't trust that, because I know _me_. At the same time I am petrified of childbirth, I mean PETRIFIED of it, I do want children....someday. Well, that somebody can't be put off a whole lot longer if I don't want to be 55 years old when that child graduates from high school. I think I do want to have kids, but then I look back at _me_ and the pain and everything that goes along with childbirth and think....I'll worry about it tomorrow (typical Scarlet O'Hara style) while taking every precaution NOT to become pregnant now.

Specialists have told me it will be difficult for me to get pregnant anyway,
so the decision may not even be in my hands to be honest. All I know, is that eventually I have to decide if it is worth it and if I want to take the chance of subjecting a child to _me_ and then the Lord will decide whether I can or not.

who knows, maybe I'll just always be the aunt that they all run to when things go bad. the "cool" one, the one they can trust and have on "their side". that's not such a bad thing.

 

[Jayzan]

Morning All,

Hope everyone had a good day yesterday. I had a pretty nice day, however its been busy as hell around here. I did go and look for another truck. I found one I like in Hardeeville, its fricking awesome. I'll let yall know if I get to get it. Then I'll post a pic to show everybody.

SD, Darlin, I understand your dilemma about having kids. I was 26 before I got married, and 34 before I had any kids. I thought that I needed to get ready to have kids, but it turns out, if you wait until your ready to have them, you'll never have them. You can never be ready to have kids, you dont even know what to expect. But once you have them, you'll wonder what took you so long. You have to think of it as an extension of you. The responsibility of children is very hard, but there is so much joy that you never really see the difficulties head on. I'll tell you another thing, if you've ever thought that you have loved something to the fullest, you have no idea how much love those kids bring out of you. Have you ever loved so much, that you would give your very own life, in place of someone elses? Well you would in a heartbeat for your kids. Trust me darlin when I tell you there is nothing in the world to compare with having kids. You'll learn patience, trust me. I know you say your cats bring out the bad in you, well cats dont look back at you and cry. You dont have to worry about being too hard on your kids, once you look at that face crying, you'll melt.

Angel, good morning little one. I hope you have a better day today. I'll be here when you get up.

Bama, good morning to you. Hows everything on your end of the world.

Everyone please have a great day.

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

Goodmorning everyone.. Have a wonderful and blessed day

 

[SpankMyMonkey]

I can't believe I am going to say this....but.....I agree with JAY. My first was a surprise. I never wanted kids, and was not ready by any means. When my wife told me she was pregnant I freaked out. But standing in that delivery room....my wife cut open....watching my con come into the world was the most monumental day in my life.

I was nowhere near ready to have kids, and if I had waited I would still not be ready.

My to Canadian Cents worth

Spank

 

[bamagirl]

Good Morning Ya'll

when I had my first child and she died I swore I would never have any more kids that the pain of losing one was to much to bear.well Luckily the lord took that decision out of my hands and I got pregnant while on birth control pills. I thank god for that now because the two kids I have now are worth any pain they are my life.You will learn patince you never thought you had and like Jay and Spank said love like you will never feel for another.
you will also learn exaparation and frustration but that is normal.walk away count to 10 or a 100 and go back back for more.
What ever Decision you make SD im sure it will be the right one for you being a beloved Aunt isnt bad either.

 

[Jayzan]

How bout that, Spank, I never thought Id see the day either. But at least we know, we are of the same mold.

Kinda scares you huh?

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

How bout that, Spank, I never thought Id see the day either. But at least we know, we are of the same mold.

Kinda scares you huh?

Its scary even to me

 

[savannahdreams]

thank you, you guys for sharing all that with me. i really appreciate it. those are the things that i hope will happen with me. i'm not waiting until i'm ready, it's mainly the fear of subjecting a child to _me_ all the time with knowing how i am.

ya'll have made me feel alot better about it for when i do have children. but first i have to find a willing groom that i want

hope everyone is having a great day!!!

i can't wait to meet you guys next month

 

[savannahdreams]

hey DA, what are you doing this week? (don't dare ask who...giggles)

wanna do lunch one day? i think i can slip away from the office for a few hours one afternoon

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

hey DA, what are you doing this week? (don't dare ask who...giggles)

wanna do lunch one day? i think i can slip away from the office for a few hours one afternoon

I would really love to but I can't this week. Things are a little crazy right now. Hopefully soon they will get back to normal.

 

[Shy_Voyeur]

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[Dirty_Angel26]

Wow Angel, I have to say... I really like your new AV.

Pet that Kitty for me when you get the chance.

And have a good night.

Will do darlin.. and be thinking of you .. You have a good night as well

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

Where is everyone tonight?

 

[savannahdreams]

Where is everyone tonight?

i'm here...

i really do love that av also DA. i LOVE cats, and combined w/ a sexy woman...that av just reeks sensoul sex appeal!!!!

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

i'm here...

i really do love that av also DA. i LOVE cats, and combined w/ a sexy woman...that av just reeks sensoul sex appeal!!!!

thankyou

 

[Ammo44]

i'm here...

i really do love that av also DA. i LOVE cats, and combined w/ a sexy woman...that av just reeks sensoul sex appeal!!!!

You both do..........

 

[bamagirl]

Good Evening ya'll

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

You both do..........

thanks darlin

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

Good Evening ya'll

Hey bama.. how are ya?

 

[bamagirl]

Hey bama.. how are ya?

I am good hun just getting ready to go to work

but I am off 2 nights after tonight yayyyyy

how about you?

 

[Dirty_Angel26]

I am good hun just getting ready to go to work

but I am off 2 nights after tonight yayyyyy

how about you?

Tonight I am battling a wisdom tooth wanting to come in and my gums swollen on the other side as well