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Guys into SPH, did you start out as genuinely embarrassed or ashamed?

I was first introduced to SPH as a teenager when I was forced to accept the immense disparity between the size of my tiny penis and that of my best friend Larry's immense cock. We later measured his massive erect cock as being over 8 inches long and THICK! Whereas mine was (and still is) barely 3 inches long, fully erect, and quite thin. At the time I thought his cock was average and mine was minuscule. I later learned that his cock was unusually big, and that mine was indeed, extremely small. I had no choice but to accept that these were the cards I was dealt with by nature and to make the best of it. I joined with Larry in ridiculing my mini member and in recognizing his sexual superiority over me by agreeing to become his personal cocksucker and giving him blowjobs whenever and wherever he wanted one.
I decided that if this was to be my lot that I would strive to become the best cocksucker I could possibly be. I watched blowjob porn in order to study the cock sucking techniques demonstrated by the female porn performers, particularly their ability to deep throat the huge cocks of their male partners. Larry enthusiastically assisted me in my endeavor by energetically forcing my head down onto his cock whenever I gave him his frequent blowjobs and I eventually was able to accept his huge cock all the way down into my throat.
I was never troubled by a strong gag reflex and quickly came to love the sensation of having my throat completely stuffed full with Larry's thick cock. i particularly liked NOT being in control and NOT knowing how hard he was going to fuck my throat, and for how long he would keep his thick cock embedded deep in my throat! I was unable to breathe with his cock blocking my airway, but I learned to tolerate being deprived of oxygen while his cock was stuffed down my throat and to use my tongue and my throat muscles to squeeze and massage the cock filling my throat for as long as possible to encourage him to reach orgasm and ejaculate his semen directly into my esophagus. I missed tasting his cum, but I loved the sensation of being inseminated with my throat serving as a surrogate vagina.
 
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My 33 year old niece and I have very candid and sexual conversations in text and on the phone. She sends me nudes and even a couple of masturbation videos. Her clit is very small and we were talking about it. She asked me to be honest and tell her the size of my dick. I told her almost 4 inches hard and less than an inch soft. She commented that she thought that was average. I know she said that to make me not feel bad. I asked her to make a SPH video. She was so good that I actually felt ashamed, which just made me cum more than I have in years. I feel dirty talking to her knowing I have a small dick. She said it does not qualify as a cock but as a pee pee.
 
Luv4hotwives said:
I'm into SPH, I genuinely get turned on by it. It wasn't always that way though.

I wasn't aware penis size was really a "big" deal until I think my early teen years. At the time we had the internet by then and all used it, but I wasn't really looking up penis size statistics or anything at that point. It was still pretty new at that time. But we did start talking about it among friends. None of us new what a normal size was, big or small, or what it was supposed to be when we became adults. What I do remember is, all of us boys were liars and we were all universally "6 inches" long lol.

I obviously knew I wasn't that long, I'm not sure when I first measured, but I definitely knew I wasn't 6 inches long. I wasn't embarrassed or anything at the time, because I was still growing and just assumed I'd grow up into an adult with a huge penis!

I didn't start having reservations about my size until closer to the end of high school. I didn't want to be seen flaccid, definitely not completely flaccid, because I didn't want anyone to think I was small. And I still lied about penis size, because by then I knew average and that I was smaller than it. Yet, I didn't feel like I was lying, because I hadn't accepted that I was already as big as I would get. It was also easy to fool myself, because my sexual experience was limited until I was much older, so there weren't any women to confirm one way or another.

However, in the year after I had finished high school, I started checking out statistics online and comparing. I had a couple experiences where I was partially exposed or nearly exposed, that got me thinking about my size more critically. I realized I was done growing and started to measure without cheating or rounding up. I was a little disappointed at first, but that lasted a short amount of time. It didn't take long before I was getting turned on by it. I satisfied it by comparing myself to the statistics and the like. It took me a long time before I found SPH. I had been into humiliation with my fantasies ever since I had started masturbating. So it's no surprise I found my way to SPH.

So for me, I guess it was weird. Until I accepted I was small, I would have probably been embarrassed to have had my size exposed. When I finally KNEW I was small, then the SPH kicked in! At that point, I was embarrassed about my SPH kink, but not ashamed my penis was small.

What was your experience? Were you ashamed about being small at first and it evolved into a kink? Was it always a turn on? Are you regular size or big, but it became an extension of your existing humiliation kinks?
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a girlfriend laughed at my question as to whether it was big. that was the start of my fetish. she said oh my god you are getting hard from me laughing. i’ll give you that you get hard fast but it’s small.
 
Achilles4_0 said:
I was aware of my SP since middle school when all the boys took showers. I was one of the smaller guys and had not yet sprouted pubic hairs. I never gave it much thought and figured things would grow in time. I never had any problems or comments with the few women I have been with. In my 30’s however, I went to a local nude beach and was one of the smaller/smallest guys. I felt embarrassed when guys with large thick swinging cocks would walk by, and these guys always seemed to be the ones with the babes. Eventually, I found it stimulating at the beach when I realized I was smaller than most of the teenagers and when guys with swinging cocks, larger soft than I ever could achieve being hard, would walk by. I would quickly lie on my belly so that no one could see my semi-erection. But what really got my SPH going is when I was reading in a chair and a nice-looking young woman sat next to me. We both said hello, but shortly thereafter, when she saw below what the book was covering, she quickly got up, took her chair in hand, and walked away. My SPH was solidified after I had a minor operation and knew the nurse attending to me. After discharge, I saw her on the outside, and she smiled and said that she saw me, then giggled.
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Interesting. The nude beach, do you still go?
 
Luv4hotwives said:
I'm into SPH, I genuinely get turned on by it. It wasn't always that way though.

I wasn't aware penis size was really a "big" deal until I think my early teen years. At the time we had the internet by then and all used it, but I wasn't really looking up penis size statistics or anything at that point. It was still pretty new at that time. But we did start talking about it among friends. None of us new what a normal size was, big or small, or what it was supposed to be when we became adults. What I do remember is, all of us boys were liars and we were all universally "6 inches" long lol.

I obviously knew I wasn't that long, I'm not sure when I first measured, but I definitely knew I wasn't 6 inches long. I wasn't embarrassed or anything at the time, because I was still growing and just assumed I'd grow up into an adult with a huge penis!

I didn't start having reservations about my size until closer to the end of high school. I didn't want to be seen flaccid, definitely not completely flaccid, because I didn't want anyone to think I was small. And I still lied about penis size, because by then I knew average and that I was smaller than it. Yet, I didn't feel like I was lying, because I hadn't accepted that I was already as big as I would get. It was also easy to fool myself, because my sexual experience was limited until I was much older, so there weren't any women to confirm one way or another.

However, in the year after I had finished high school, I started checking out statistics online and comparing. I had a couple experiences where I was partially exposed or nearly exposed, that got me thinking about my size more critically. I realized I was done growing and started to measure without cheating or rounding up. I was a little disappointed at first, but that lasted a short amount of time. It didn't take long before I was getting turned on by it. I satisfied it by comparing myself to the statistics and the like. It took me a long time before I found SPH. I had been into humiliation with my fantasies ever since I had started masturbating. So it's no surprise I found my way to SPH.

So for me, I guess it was weird. Until I accepted I was small, I would have probably been embarrassed to have had my size exposed. When I finally KNEW I was small, then the SPH kicked in! At that point, I was embarrassed about my SPH kink, but not ashamed my penis was small.

What was your experience? Were you ashamed about being small at first and it evolved into a kink? Was it always a turn on? Are you regular size or big, but it became an extension of your existing humiliation kinks?
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As time went by...I realized I was small..then getting older..started shrinking...then caging it really made me feel incredibly emasculated and aroused
 
Mine probably started early but didn't turn into a "thing" for me until I was with a truly dominant woman. I was always self-conscious in the locker room (often showering after practice in my boxers or not at all) but it didn't affect me much when partners. I never had complaints or issues pleasing a partner.

Then I met a very dominant woman online who tapped into it (while she was tapping my ass 😂). We met up and the plan was for her to peg me... Among other things. She knew I was bi and submissive with male partners.

One thing led to another and eventually she has me on my back fucking me with a sizeable strap-on. She kept slapping my hand away from my cock and it went limp. After a while, she looks down at it just kind of bobbing around and flicks it with her middle finger. She said, "Awe... Look at that adorable little thing. This is why you need real cock inside you so bad isn't it...?" I immediately responded with my cock stiffening in record time and an earth-shattering, hands-free orgasm.

She just laughed and said, "See, I told you. You don't even need to touch it. Nobody does."

Blew my fucking mind.
 
cubbyfire04 said:
Mine probably started early but didn't turn into a "thing" for me until I was with a truly dominant woman. I was always self-conscious in the locker room (often showering after practice in my boxers or not at all) but it didn't affect me much when partners. I never had complaints or issues pleasing a partner.

Then I met a very dominant woman online who tapped into it (while she was tapping my ass 😂). We met up and the plan was for her to peg me... Among other things. She knew I was bi and submissive with male partners.

One thing led to another and eventually she has me on my back fucking me with a sizeable strap-on. She kept slapping my hand away from my cock and it went limp. After a while, she looks down at it just kind of bobbing around and flicks it with her middle finger. She said, "Awe... Look at that adorable little thing. This is why you need real cock inside you so bad isn't it...?" I immediately responded with my cock stiffening in record time and an earth-shattering, hands-free orgasm.

She just laughed and said, "See, I told you. You don't even need to touch it. Nobody does."

Blew my fucking mind.
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I read this kind of thing often, it just wouldn't even be a maybe in my world. Feels like a fantasy I can never live to, though it is likely a park of a sexual 'thing', not the 'every time'. I guess we live in an environment where fantasy often cannot live up to the reality of it. I do though feel that my desire for something kinky grows, my wive gets more vanilla.
 
TJA said:
I read this kind of thing often, it just wouldn't even be a maybe in my world. Feels like a fantasy I can never live to, though it is likely a park of a sexual 'thing', not the 'every time'. I guess we live in an environment where fantasy often cannot live up to the reality of it. I do though feel that my desire for something kinky grows, my wive gets more vanilla.
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just need to take a leap..🤪
 
At first i was embarrassed, maybe even ashamed. But oddly it turned me on to be small especially when i compared my size to many of the Men teasing me. Women especially dominant ones, often like to humiliate me, which i like, about how my size could never match up with a real Man to satisfy a Woman. as for real Men, when i have have relations with them, they simply remarked because i have the sissy clit, I became the feminine bottom partner. (The receiver, never the penetrator.)
 
chrischrissybottoms said:
At first i was embarrassed, maybe even ashamed. But oddly it turned me on to be small especially when i compared my size to many of the Men teasing me. Women especially dominant ones, often like to humiliate me, which i like, about how my size could never match up with a real Man to satisfy a Woman. as for real Men, when i have have relations with them, they simply remarked because i have the sissy clit, I became the feminine bottom partner. (The receiver, never the penetrator.)
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it’s ok being small. i’m not even small but wife pretends i am. i’m small when flacid and she laughs at it but when erect she says that’s impressive
 
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