Jenn1982
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Kane just sat there in silence...in the middle of the street. Samantha was having a harder and harder time not second guessing everything she’d said. Sure it was true and would’ve been said at some point along the road but maybe this hadn’t been the best choice of timing. He was already pissed off and she’d just basically exploded at him. She knew a big part of her worry was because now she may have pushed him to say fuck it and just send that video to all her co-workers and Tim. It would add insult to injury to know she was the cause of her own ruin.
There was a small part of her that was worrying that would also mean the end of her little tryst with Kane...and that thought made her hate herself. How could she be worrying about that at all, what was wrong with her?
Headlights from behind them illuminated the vehicle and Kane pulled his car closer to the curb but then went right back to doing nothing. She couldn’t do anything but sit and wait for him to do something. If she tried to take any of it back or apologize for being harsh it would only come off as patronizing. She risked a quick look over at him but he was just sitting there like some kind of statue...a very hot statue. She couldn’t tell if he was pissed off or embarrassed or bored. She went back to looking out at the street in front of them and fought the urge to fill the silence with something, anything.
"Fine...fuck it. Your never gonna let this go....so...."
His words actually startled her and she glanced over at him as she started to drive again. She waited for him to continue but he just pulled out his cell phone and started texting. She restrained herself from reprimanding him for texting while driving. She desperately wanted to ask who he was texting, fearing it was Tim. She couldn’t really see the screen well enough to see what he was typing so she turned her eyes back to the road figuring she could at least try to keep them from crashing.
"You must REALLY think I'm an asshole. I mean, you GOTTA know I was never gonna actually use that against you. I mean ok that was the whole point but for reals... Do you think I'd ruin your marriage and your career because you didn't wanna fuck me."
She looked over at him with disbelief...was he really trying to act like she was the ridiculous one for believing him? For that matter did he actually think that he’d done or said anything to come across as anything other than a selfish asshole? She was pretty sure his questions had been rhetorical but regardless she kept her mouth shut for the time being since anything she would say would insult him even more.
"Your funny you know that? You could of told me to fuck off right off he bat...way before I had any recording of us... You could of let it go, not done anything in the car and more than likely gotten off with just a very bad argument with Tim. IF I even lied to him about the bathroom like I said I was going to. But no... you chose to give me a handjob...and then a blowjob and then you fucked me... go ahead and tell yourself it was all me. But think about this... You made it very easy for me."
Apparently, he wasn’t pulling any punches with his rant and as much as Samantha hated hearing it she knew he wasn’t wrong. He may have kept things going with the blackmail threat but she hadn’t put up much of a fight. At the time she wouldn’t have seen it that way but looking back she knew that deep down there had to have been a part of her that wanted to let him coerce her into it at first.
She didn’t know what she was supposed to say. Admitting he was right about that would make it seem like his actions were warranted and she definitely still believed he was 100% an asshole for how far he’d taken things. Denying it would just make her seem a spoiled bitch who refused to take responsibility.
She was temporarily saved from making a decision as they pulled up in front of Eric’s place. Kane slowed to a stop and a few moments later Eric appeared. He walked over to the car and tossed something into the window before nodding at Kane and walking back to the house.
Samantha looked down at the flash drive in her lap and realized it had to be the recording of her blowing Kane. For a second she considered asking him if he really expected her to just trust that Eric hadn’t made copies either at Kane’s request or just because Eric seemed to be a total creep. Good sense prevailed though as she decided that for now, she should just take this as the win it was. She picked the flash drive up and dropped it in her purse before turning to Kane.
“So not all of your rant was total bullshit. I could’ve stopped you at the beginning but I didn’t really want to. And I...really appreciate you giving me the recording.”
She sighed and knew she would probably regret her next decision.
“I don’t actually, uh, want to go home yet. Can we go to your place for a while?”
There was a small part of her that was worrying that would also mean the end of her little tryst with Kane...and that thought made her hate herself. How could she be worrying about that at all, what was wrong with her?
Headlights from behind them illuminated the vehicle and Kane pulled his car closer to the curb but then went right back to doing nothing. She couldn’t do anything but sit and wait for him to do something. If she tried to take any of it back or apologize for being harsh it would only come off as patronizing. She risked a quick look over at him but he was just sitting there like some kind of statue...a very hot statue. She couldn’t tell if he was pissed off or embarrassed or bored. She went back to looking out at the street in front of them and fought the urge to fill the silence with something, anything.
"Fine...fuck it. Your never gonna let this go....so...."
His words actually startled her and she glanced over at him as she started to drive again. She waited for him to continue but he just pulled out his cell phone and started texting. She restrained herself from reprimanding him for texting while driving. She desperately wanted to ask who he was texting, fearing it was Tim. She couldn’t really see the screen well enough to see what he was typing so she turned her eyes back to the road figuring she could at least try to keep them from crashing.
"You must REALLY think I'm an asshole. I mean, you GOTTA know I was never gonna actually use that against you. I mean ok that was the whole point but for reals... Do you think I'd ruin your marriage and your career because you didn't wanna fuck me."
She looked over at him with disbelief...was he really trying to act like she was the ridiculous one for believing him? For that matter did he actually think that he’d done or said anything to come across as anything other than a selfish asshole? She was pretty sure his questions had been rhetorical but regardless she kept her mouth shut for the time being since anything she would say would insult him even more.
"Your funny you know that? You could of told me to fuck off right off he bat...way before I had any recording of us... You could of let it go, not done anything in the car and more than likely gotten off with just a very bad argument with Tim. IF I even lied to him about the bathroom like I said I was going to. But no... you chose to give me a handjob...and then a blowjob and then you fucked me... go ahead and tell yourself it was all me. But think about this... You made it very easy for me."
Apparently, he wasn’t pulling any punches with his rant and as much as Samantha hated hearing it she knew he wasn’t wrong. He may have kept things going with the blackmail threat but she hadn’t put up much of a fight. At the time she wouldn’t have seen it that way but looking back she knew that deep down there had to have been a part of her that wanted to let him coerce her into it at first.
She didn’t know what she was supposed to say. Admitting he was right about that would make it seem like his actions were warranted and she definitely still believed he was 100% an asshole for how far he’d taken things. Denying it would just make her seem a spoiled bitch who refused to take responsibility.
She was temporarily saved from making a decision as they pulled up in front of Eric’s place. Kane slowed to a stop and a few moments later Eric appeared. He walked over to the car and tossed something into the window before nodding at Kane and walking back to the house.
Samantha looked down at the flash drive in her lap and realized it had to be the recording of her blowing Kane. For a second she considered asking him if he really expected her to just trust that Eric hadn’t made copies either at Kane’s request or just because Eric seemed to be a total creep. Good sense prevailed though as she decided that for now, she should just take this as the win it was. She picked the flash drive up and dropped it in her purse before turning to Kane.
“So not all of your rant was total bullshit. I could’ve stopped you at the beginning but I didn’t really want to. And I...really appreciate you giving me the recording.”
She sighed and knew she would probably regret her next decision.
“I don’t actually, uh, want to go home yet. Can we go to your place for a while?”