Haunted House

[afternooner]

Harold

He smiles back at her and then seeing her face tense as she hears Johna and she whispers his name, Harold begins to realize how close they are as brother and sister. He remembers the competion between him and Johna. competition for Sams attention they had become bitter rivals and now he understood why.

He couldn't blame Sam for loving her brother as much as she loved him, but it was hard accepting it. Maybe it was time he did. But could he trust Johna enough to try to make him understand that his love for Sam was sincere, that he didn't want to hurt her any more than johna did. That they both wanted to protect her even though they were doing it in diferent ways. He looked at Sam again and kissed her forehead tenderly.

I understand sweetheart We need to include Johna in our circle of safty I must get over my fear of him before I can handle what's going on in this house.

he got up and rummaging through his suitcase found a sweatshirt.

He held it out to her and turned his head while she slipped it on. He wanted to show her that her respected her privacy, but even though he was turned away an image of her breasts, her firm stomach and her soft rounded mound appeared in his mind he shivered as he heard the rustle of the cloth against her skin.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Samantha

"I understand sweetheart We need to include Johna in our circle of safty I must get over my fear of him before I can handle what's going on in this house."

Samantha automatically took the sweatshirt her father handed to her and slipped into it. She felt irrationally disappointed.. and .. rejected somehow. She knew Harold was trying to please her, but..

She drew her legs up under her as she sat on the bed, looking and feeling abandoned. That was twice in a row she had been rejected. Well Johna had pushed her away with force and didn't want her near him.. and now her daddy.. just as they had been close... he.. had pulled away from her... it wasn't violent and it wasn't rejection either... but somehow it hurt just as much...

Maybe it was all Johna's fault, he was downstairs still and the frightening noises were still coming up the stairs. She tried not to imagine what he was doing down there. She looked at Harold's turned back. She did not realise he was trying to be respectful, she just saw that she was being blocked out.

Without thinking she slipped off the bed and wordlessly out of the door... she turned down the landing moving away from the stairs.. away from Johna..and Harold.. in her emotional and irrational mind she felt that they didn't want her. She turned into the bathroom and locked the door. Sitting down with her back to the door, she wrapped her arms around her knees and lowered her head onto her lap.

She didn't know if Harold had noticed or followed her. She swore silently to herself. She should have known. She should never have decided to move back in with her family, even on a temporary basis.. though.. no one could have predicted that things would turn out to be this... bizarre... she was being called upon to deal with forces beyond her control, both human and supenatural.. and succeeding in neither....

 

[afternooner]

Harold

Watching Sam go out the door Harold felt like shit. She hadn't reponded to his words of understanding of his willingness to share her with her brother. She hadn't even smiled. He thought of all the times that they had misunderstandings before, she always bounced back with a quick smile and a tender kiss. She used to say

I love you daddy

Well now Daddys heart was breaking he needed to hear those words again he needed to hear his precious daughter say, I love you. It was his fault for feeling those sexual feelings for his daughter but he couldn't help it maybe it was time to have a birds and bees talk again. Like years ago when her mothr refused to, he took over and did it.

He went out and knocked on the bathroom door

Sam, let me in. we need to talk. I love you and in this strange house, we need to be together. Please open the door ...Sam, please....



OOC: DM your pm box is full again, lol

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Samantha

Samantha jumped as she heard the knock on the bathroom door. She raised her head still sitting huddled against it.

"Sam, let me in. we need to talk. I love you and in this strange house, we need to be together. Please open the door ...Sam, please.... "

She hesitated.. undecided. His voice was soft and pleading... he loved her and wanted to be with her... she stood and unlocked the latch moving away from the door sitting on the side of the bath, watching the door...

"..ok daddy.."
She spoke quietly..

 

[afternooner]

Harold

Reaching over harold ran his hand through his daughters hair. he put his hand under her chin and tilted her head up towards him.

Remember Sam when you were little and we talked about sex how someday you would be a woman and would need to know how sex was a part of love a way for a man and a woman to express all the deep feelings they had for each other. Maybe I wasn't very good at explaining it but I tried to make you understand and wanted so much for you to be different than your mother. I wanted you to share your love with me not hold it back like she did. She seemed to think that sex was a dirty vile thing and ...well.. After Johna was born we didn't have sex again. So you see my sweetheart....

Hrold waited to see Sams reaction her reaction to the fact that her brother who was older than her was her half brother and that she was not his daughter......

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Samantha

Samantha felt her father's hand on her hair and sighed as he ran his fingers through it.. the touch always comforting, always a way of reaching out to her. She allowed him to raise her face to him and listened to his words as they came out in a rush...

"Remember Sam when you were little and we talked about sex how someday you would be a woman and would need to know how sex was a part of love a way for a man and a woman to express all the deep feelings they had for each other..."

She blushed, she knew about sex... she was grown up now, didn't he realise...

She did not interrupt as he continued;

" Maybe I wasn't very good at explaining it but I tried to make you understand and wanted so much for you to be different than your mother. I wanted you to share your love with me not hold it back like she did.
She seemed to think that sex was a dirty vile thing and ...well.. After Johna was born we didn't have sex again. So you see my sweetheart.... "

Samantha had listened with increasing horror... he said things about her mother he did not want to know and then.. he had said...

"ohh my God!"
She exclaimed softly
"... so... Johna isn't really my brother and you..... "
She choked a sob...
"You're not my daddy...?"
She sank to the floor distraught.. sobs wracking her. No wonder they both treated her... strangely, especially now she was older....

She wrapped her arms around herself and wept.
"..but... I... want you to be my daddy..."
She murmured brokenly.....

 

[afternooner]

Harold

Harold watched in horror as Sam sank to the floor sobbing. He cursed himslf for causing this and wished he could take it all back. but it had been said and he had said it. now all he could do was pick up the pieces.

He gathered Sam into his arms and carried her into the bedroom. He layed her down on the bed and then kneelt down beside it.

My dear Sam you are my daughter in every way except by birth I knew from the start that you had another father a birth father but your mother and I never talked about it. maybe she thought I didn't know but even before you were born as I watched you grow inside your mothers body I began to love you and then when you were born I felt like you were mine to love and to cherish forever.

Then when I had these feelings for you that were not fatherly I was confused. Confused because You were in my heart, my daughter so I tried to push them aside and even now I think of you most of the time as my daughter.

so I can be your daddy forget about our biolgical differences and be my daughter again. Please Sam, I love you so much.

I reach up and take her hand and guide it to my tear stained face for I have been crying too crying for the love I almost threw away by my careless words.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Samantha

Sam was in pieces as she sobbed, brokenheartedly.

Unable to stop Harold as he gathered her in his arms, she sobbed all the more.
Harold carried her and layed her on the bed and kneeling spoke to her softly and gently, but nothing could take away the pain of the words he had spoken. His words sounded soothing, but Sam did not listen. The facts could not be altered. She wasn't his, but she still belonged to her heartless unloving mother and .... god knew who her real father was... she realised with a start.

Harold sensing her withdrawal took hold of her as he continued..

"... so I can be your daddy forget about our biolgical differences and be my daughter again. Please Sam, I love you so much..."

Only as her hand touches his face does Samantha realises that Harold too is crying...

"Daddy!"
Sam cries instinctively and wraps her arms around him.. pulling him down to her as she half rises on the bed... She kisses Harold, still sobbing and holds tightly to him as if he is her last lifeline, tears still falling... broken by what he has told her... wanting it to go away to not be true.... she sobs...

 

[afternooner]

Harold

Daddy!

He heard her say and his heart lept up into his throat. Never before had that word meant so much to him It was as if a great weight had been lifted from his chest, a burden that he carried ever since he felt those other feelings about her. He felt so free and loving and as she clung to him he noticed that those feelings were now gone, that he loved her as a father and as a friend, one who would care for her and never hurt her.

If only he could take away the pain that she was feeling now, if only he could somehow share that pain and make it less. If only he could get so close to her that they would feel together the love they shared without reservation without believing how it ought to be, but just accepting it for what it was.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Samantha

Samantha continued to cry silently now... as her "daddy" held her... she remembered when she was little, he used to stroke her hair and calm her.. stop the bad things..going through her head.... but... now....

She clung to him...
"..hold me... " she begged.... as she pulled him to the bed next to her and curled up against his chest wrapped in his arms.

She needed to feel close to him. She did not want to lose him, whatever the facts were she loved him... and needed him...

"I love you daddy...." she whispered hoarsely... "..don't leave me... "

 

[amon_darknight]

Johna

*sits there still frustrated and sad, he pulls his cd player out and puts a cd in and starts to listen to it, calming him down, he gets up and he looks to the stairs and than he sees his dad and sam walk into a room togheter and again he is pissed again as he loads his guns and he runs to the stairs and goes up to them and he kicks the door open that Harold and Sam went into, he sees them on the bed holding eachother and sees a look of lust in hsi Dads eyes*

JohnaAD GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HERE YOU SICK FUCK, NOW

*he draws one of his hand guns on his dad and has a very angry look on his face*

Johna:YOU REMEMBER WHAT I TOLD YOU ALONG TIME AGO, NOT TO FUCKING EVER TOUCH HER AGAIN AND IF I EVER CAUGHT YOU THAT I WOULD FUCK YOU UP HAROLD. YOU PROMISED, YOU AS A DAD ALWAYS BROKE YOUR FUCKING PROMISES, YOU ARE A FUCKIGN BAD FATHER, NOW GET AWAY FROM HERE OR I WILL MAKE YOU FUCKING PAY WITH MUCH PAIN!!!!

*stands there with his cold eyes looking directly at his father*

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Samantha

Sam looks up her face tearstained... and screams.

She throws herself ontop of her father protecting him from the gun.

"NOoooo!! JOhnaa!! Don't!!
Leave him alone...!... besides.. Harold isn't my dad... so.. even if he were... which he isn't... it's none of your God Damn business anyway.... !!! "

She screams at him... totally careless of her own safety.

"You either put that gun away or you gonna have to fucking shoot me first!!!"

She shouts, tears streaming down her face.

 

[amon_darknight]

Johna

*sees the events happening before it even happens, he knew she would protect him, but why?? *

Johna:get out of the way sis

*see she is not going to move, he unloads his guns once again and he holsters them, than looks at Sam with a sad sad face of rejection and backs off*

Johna:so you are in love with him? you dont know the things i know about him sis, but if you want him than i can do nothing to stop you, i will have nothing to do with you or you father, this is the most horifying thing i could have ever expected from you, I am hurt and oh fuck it and fuck you Dad.

*he walks out of the room and downstairs to the kitchen and than to the back of the house where he sits on the floor by himself, it looks like his heart was shattered*

 

[afternooner]

Harold

As Sam jumped up and protected him,Harold looked up at his son,he knew this was going to happen sooner or later and he was ready for it. The truth needed to be told and now was as good a time as ever. Sam has already told Johna but he tells him too so that it will sink in.

Johna, you can blow me away right now, if you want but it will serve no good purpose I will be dead and Sam will hate you for killing me and you will be alone again. Do you want that? Theres something else you need to know, Sam is your step sister and she is not my child even though I raised her and shes always been a daughter to me. So if your angry at me because you think of our relationship as incestous you're wrong and if your angry at me because you're jealous then you are more guilty than I am Can you live with that knowledge after you have wiped me out. He watched as Johna feeling rejected walks out.

 

[amon_darknight]

Johna

*walks around the room alone, adn unloved and very much depressed, he feels so cold for what he said, he was engaged for a while but than the girl just dumped him adn took all his money and left him to die, he is feeling the same way now as he felt at that moment, when he lived on the street and in his car, than he got back into the police work and soon after that he was promoted into the feds after busting the alphabet case. He yells out*

Johna:IM GOING TO DISAPPEAR AGAIN LIKE I DID BEFORE AND THIS TIME IM NOT COMMING BACK,

*he sits in the floor and than he lays there staring at the ceiling*

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Samantha

She knew she shouldn't, but she felt nothing but relief when Johna left the room. Again his foul words and his foul language shocked her. She sat as he hurled abuse of her and her father.

God her life was a mess... how could he say all that to her.. about her...

She looked up listening to Harold explaining... it was clear he loved her, but in which way... the wrong way.. it was so confusing... but she didnt care anymore... she just needed him..

"..daddy..?"
Her small voice appealed to Harold.. as she sat on the bed pale and tearstained... She looked lost and frightened... and she had saved his life, been willing to give his for the only father she had ever known.

"...daddy...?" she repeated a tremor in her voice.

 

[BadForm]

Lonely Heart

Out on the veranda at the back of the house where Johna lay, a woman sat quietly, writing. She was a beautiful brunette, in her early 20s by the look of her, and apart from the sad look on her face she seemed more peaceful than anyone else in the house. Perhaps that was why Johna didn't notice her at first.

She cast a brief glance towards the desperately depressed man, her hazel eyes drinking in his form before they drifted back to her writing.

"We're not all like Michael, you know," she said eventually, a sultry southern drawl tinging her voice.

 

[amon_darknight]

Johna

*sees the woman and he has a shocked look on his face as he stumbles and rolls to teh wall, he is about to reach for his gun, and he does draw it but he does not aim it at her, he just holds it to his side adn holds his head down and lets out a sad sigh*

Johna:im not going to resist, kill me if that is why you are here, my commanding officer always told me that one of these days there will be someone i will not be able to kill with a gun and they will end up killing me and i guess i just found that person.

 

[BadForm]

Lonely Heart

She blinked a ghostly tear from her eyes at his words, but continued writing for over a minute before she spoke. Then her voice was softer than ever, shaking slightly as if suppressing feelings of pain.

"I said we are not all like Michael... Some of us regret being trapped here as much as you."

 

[amon_darknight]

Johna

*holsters his empty gun and looks at the ghosts seeing her unremarkable beauty*

Johna:Im sorry for my crude remarks, Micheal is a very angry man or ghost or whatever he is. Im sorry for judging you. Is ther anything i could do for you, I mean there must be a reason for you visiting me

 

[afternooner]

Harold

The word, her word.. Daddy... so soft so vulnerable in it's questioning tone, moved Harold. Moved him to feelings of caring, comforting, protecting. he knew what he had to do. He had to hold her and rock her like he did when she was a child, hold her until her confusion stopped until her fears were abated.

Yes, he said I will hold you and I will love you Sam.

He slipped his hands between her shirt and her skin and began to massage her back giving her the warmth of his hands. He kissed her tear stained cheeks and pulled her head to his shoulder his kisses tracing down her neck and back up to her ear he pulled her body closer to his, feeling the roundness of her breasts against him through the cloth. they were so close, he could feel her heart beat. This feels so good for me Sam how does it feel for you . Tell your daddy how it feels....

 

[BadForm]

Lonely Heart

The youg ghost did not look up as she spoke, but seemed to blush slightly at his caring tone.

"I-I'm sorry," she said. "I'm not used to people being kind to me. I just wanted to come and see if you were different to all the others who got trapped here. They blamed all of us for what happened to them, even though..."

She trailed off and seemed to focus more on her writing. A minute or so later she spoke again.

"You must be hungry. Did you bring any food? Nobody ever delivers here - everyone knows about this house and refuses to come."

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Samantha

"Yes, I will hold you and I will love you Sam. "

She smiled softly as Harold sat by her on the bed and slipped her hands beneath the overlarge sweatshirt. His hands were warm and soothing as he stroked her skin, massaging her deeply along her spine, the outwards in circular motions. His light kisses dried her tears and pinked her pale cheeks. Her head guided to his shoulder rested there his kisses light and yet strangely ... warming... ran along her neck and ear as she felt herself pulled closer.. tight against his warm body.

Her breasts crushed against his chest she felt secure. The kisses on her neck and ear had left a trail of tingling sensation... she breathed deeply, although she had relaxed against him, her heart thumping strangely.

"This feels so good for me Sam how does it feel for you . Tell your daddy how it feels.... "

Sam spoke, her voice a soft whisper..
"It feels... so good... daddy... safe... like I never want you to let me go...."
She smiled softly into his chest as his hands continued to work over her back and she felt his hot breath on her neck, on her ear."

 

[amon_darknight]

Johna

Johna:uhh no i dont have any food, i am starving, all i have is smokes, so how many ghosts are in here and what do you ghosts want??

*sists there and just looks at teh beautiful ghost, he feels comfortable with her*

 

[BadForm]

Lonely Heart

She sighed softly. "What do we want? Some, like Michael, are vicious sadists who want nothing more than to torture people to death and bring them under his control. Some like the cop and Mad Marge were so hurt either here or in their lives that they want revenge. Me... I just want company... Company that doesn't involve people screaming and dieing.

"There is food in the house," she said nervously, as if expecting this to be bad news. "If you get desperate that is. I learned before I died that rat really is meat, and bugs really are protein."

She shrugged. "I'm sorry you got caught up in this."