Help me think this through…

[KinkyBBW1028]

This may be filled with typos
on the ramble-ish side of things….sorry, I’m under the influence and had my brains fucked out earlier. Doing the best I can!

I’m 40F and live with my boyfriend. No kids between us and none for me at all. He has 3 grown and out of the house. He’s older than me in his late 50’s. We have a great relationship, but the sex has been few and far between over the last 2 years. We’ve talked about it and it’s due to health issues on his end, so there’s no hard feelings, just an increasing libido with nowhere to turn for a real release.

over the last few weeks he’s been feeling better and our frequency has really increased to 1-3 times a week! The problem is that having his bare cock inside me again really stirred something up….the more he fucks me, the more I need. It’s never enough! I’m also starting to have fantasies about things that never turned me on before….One of them is being with a woman. I’ve tried it twice about 8-9 years ago and didn’t like it. I the wrote it off as something I tried and just didn’t care fire. But about 3-4 weeks ago, a really hot scene popped in my head: I’m tied to a bed completely naked and a woman eats my pussy. She teases my clit and pulls on my nipples…..mmmm she makes me beg for it. Eventually she puts on a nice thick strap on and fucks me missionary…..This fantasy popped up a few times. It surprised me since I’ve already been down this road, but i find it so arousing that I really want to try it again.

Today over brunch my boyfriend and I were talking about our sex life. He mentioned that he would be okay if I were to have a fuck buddy on the side as long as it’s a woman and he can watch every once in a while. He’s done with never touching another woman, and he’s not okay with another guy being involved at all, but he’s very open to me having a girl friend on the side to play with and put on a show every once in a while for him. He then proceeded to fuck my brains out later in the day, and then he reiterated his support for me to have a naughty girl friend. He’s now sleeping and I’m back to rubbing my clit thinking about the possibilities!

So, how do I even begin to explore this?!

 

[Ssbbw4u1974]

Back in the day of Craigslist, I just placed ads in my local area for hooking up with women or a couple...

I was married for a few years before I came out as bi to my husband..I discussed having a lady on the side for me.. He thought that was cheating. I didn't want to have a threesome with my husband.. I'm too jealous.

So, within a year or two of us splitting up..I became very promiscuous.. Ladies, a couple, men...
It was fun and I have no regrets..

 

[LegendInMyOwnMind]

Talk to your boyfriend first and foremost, and it looks like you're working out a good arrangement. Keep the lines of communication open, and stress that your needs center on him, but you need more. Always show him respect for letting you explore this.

That is the exact opposite of what my ex-wife did. She had needs I could no longer meet. My parts still worked, but due to partial paralysis, many sexual choices were not open to us because I physically could not assume the necessary positions. One of the things she craved that I could no longer do was (with consent in advance) for me to pin her down and, in her words, "fuck the living shit out of her." She went behind my back and hooked up with an ex-boyfriend who could do so. But had she come to me and asked, I would have gladly granted permission, gratified that she was getting a need met that I could no longer fulfill. Whether or not she chose to share stories would be up to her; I would have preferred to hear them.

But consent matters. Your own consent always, but when you are married or in a comparable LTR, your partner's consent matters. too.

 

[Squirting28]

This may be filled with typos
on the ramble-ish side of things….sorry, I’m under the influence and had my brains fucked out earlier. Doing the best I can!

I’m 40F and live with my boyfriend. No kids between us and none for me at all. He has 3 grown and out of the house. He’s older than me in his late 50’s. We have a great relationship, but the sex has been few and far between over the last 2 years. We’ve talked about it and it’s due to health issues on his end, so there’s no hard feelings, just an increasing libido with nowhere to turn for a real release.

over the last few weeks he’s been feeling better and our frequency has really increased to 1-3 times a week! The problem is that having his bare cock inside me again really stirred something up….the more he fucks me, the more I need. It’s never enough! I’m also starting to have fantasies about things that never turned me on before….One of them is being with a woman. I’ve tried it twice about 8-9 years ago and didn’t like it. I the wrote it off as something I tried and just didn’t care fire. But about 3-4 weeks ago, a really hot scene popped in my head: I’m tied to a bed completely naked and a woman eats my pussy. She teases my clit and pulls on my nipples…..mmmm she makes me beg for it. Eventually she puts on a nice thick strap on and fucks me missionary…..This fantasy popped up a few times. It surprised me since I’ve already been down this road, but i find it so arousing that I really want to try it again.

Today over brunch my boyfriend and I were talking about our sex life. He mentioned that he would be okay if I were to have a fuck buddy on the side as long as it’s a woman and he can watch every once in a while. He’s done with never touching another woman, and he’s not okay with another guy being involved at all, but he’s very open to me having a girl friend on the side to play with and put on a show every once in a while for him. He then proceeded to fuck my brains out later in the day, and then he reiterated his support for me to have a naughty girl friend. He’s now sleeping and I’m back to rubbing my clit thinking about the possibilities!

So, how do I even begin to explore this?!

Dating apps!