Hey.

In regards to my name with the facebook pictures. Yes, I'm VERY aware, I always check links before sending them, but since I know that I myself have blocked all my info when people search me. PLUS, I think my name doesn't show up in searches, but it might. Anyways, yea, I know.
 
Yea


http://www.youtube.com********?user...ku_QBmEHr-Sq6M4xFOR2rn2m15bNRuWLLKcbqbD9pYT-Z

Edit: This is a song my friend made for me for christmas (she's in a band now, they're gonna record their first album) Anyways, I made the video of all the pictures I had then (obviously I have more now...)

Anyways. I love how beautiful she sounds.

In the credit I realized I wrote "this move is poorly made by" XD hahahhahhahahahah
 
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Sorry for no update. MAJOR overtime. They laid off the other shift manager, and the other one we have REFUSES to do certain closes so now I will be getting moved to mon-tuesdays off and closing wed-sunday. Since she refuses to close friday sat and sunday, I can't take off the days to go to AKI con, which is REALLY lame, but it's life. :/

I had to come in last sunday to work because they laid her off just before her shift so she got handed a check for the next week and had to go home so I got called in to work (the OWNER of the STORE closed). He called me that night to ask me how to close the terminals down, my boss said to think of it as brownie points since Im the only one that knows how to do it without being in front of the machines.

.....whoo.....


The guy I liked I told him and while he didnt say that he didnt feel the same way, he told me (and I know this to be 100% true) that the stuff he has to deal with in his life right now doesnt make him want to think about any girl.

My fangs STILL havent come in the mail.
 
Kumi...it's not nice for an old man like me to have the kind of thoughts I'm having about you :D
 
You're a very cute girl, Kumi. I hope to see more photos from you soon!
 
I actually broke down and cried today. A friend is going through some tough stuff and the things she said brought back my own pain.

Why can guys be such assholes, it makes me think it's not even worth looking for guys because no one proves that they're not an asshole.
 
You're cute and nice ... what brings you to this erotic website?
 
Everyone's an asshole Darling, it's just a part of life. I've been hurt by a woman or two in my day, and I've hurt them too, though never on purpose.

Hang in there and know that the Joy we find with the people we love will far outshine any loss or pain that follows in their wake.

Good luck.
 
Kumi, many years ago I was deeply hurt in pursuit of a relationship. I came to a realization, though, that I had to almost trick myself into forgetting the pain, but not the associated lesson.

My lame-ass adolescent metaphor was of the caveman sitting by a fire. Entranced by the beauty of the flames, he sticks his hand in to take hold of them. Frustrated that he can't seem to grasp them, he tries harder, until he realizes that his hand is burnt and in pain. He pulls it from the fire and holds it gently, perhaps squeezing out a tear or two. While he's nursing his hand, he notices the pretty flames, and sticks his hand back in.

So often we seek other to make us feel whole. That is a recipe for disaster. When we begin to recognize our own completeness, independent of any 'other,' that's when we can step into a relationship as an equal. In that state, it is far less likely to be hurt because you can't lose that which is most important: yourself.

Lastly, almost always, people behave badly because they're suffering. That doesn't mean you have to accept their bad behavior, but it makes it easier to understand and forgive.
 
PS: Kudos for being brave and telling that guy how you feel. I think his response was measured and respectful.
 
So often we seek other to make us feel whole. That is a recipe for disaster. When we begin to recognize our own completeness, independent of any 'other,' that's when we can step into a relationship as an equal. In that state, it is far less likely to be hurt because you can't lose that which is most important: yourself.

Lastly, almost always, people behave badly because they're suffering. That doesn't mean you have to accept their bad behavior, but it makes it easier to understand and forgive.


Great wisdom and truth Fflow.

Kumi don't ever depend on others to make you happy, people will fail you no matter who they are (parents, siblings, friends, coworkers, etc.) Happiness just like love is a choice more than a feeling IMHO. I choose each day when I wake up no matter what life throws at me, I choose to be happy! :)
 
PS: Kudos for being brave and telling that guy how you feel. I think his response was measured and respectful.

I agree, more so seeing how I know it to be true, he's having a lot of issues with his parents and him not getting along, so he's staying at a friends house, and feels guilty even though he helps pay for stuff. Plus a friends girlfriend has been hitting on him and he keeps telling her to back off and she hasnt been listening.

I kinda wish he said he didn't like me though because he didn't technically answer that part of the whole "I like you" thing.
 
Thanks everyone for the responses, I know things will happen when they happen and I should just let it happen, it's hard to be patient. :/
 
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