HKBJ

[freakygirl]

pc,i don`t have a gun.if i had one i would give it to freakygirl.

You just want me to go back to prison

uh huh.. no way.. been there.. done that... ain't goin' back..

 

[nasty]

To be honest, HKBJ, I felt EXACTLY how you feel. Sometimes I think to myself, the only reason I'm still here is because I was too chicken to pull the trigger,(or, in my case, slit my wrists.) The trick is, to think positive. My life is MUCH better, now. I have a good job, many "acquiantances," in RL,(I don't consider them friends, because I don't hang with them after work.) I have MANY Lit. friends, and, if things go as planned, I MAY have a steady gf.

 

[Shylady]

Ok HKBJ you are 28 years old, no one ever promised you an easy life. Have you ever taken time to read anything anyone else posts? There are alot of people here that have been thru hell and back. Some people vent and cry, but they listen to advice given them and don't continually act like a dumbass.

Wake up and look at people around you. Not everyone here has lived some kind of fairy tale life. Just about everyone at lit has had some kind of promblem at sometime in thier life. Most of them work hard to recover and/or get help. You should take lessons.

You repeat over and over that you only want a friend, the first rule of freindship is being a friend yourself. I know alot of people have offered you very sincere help, myself included. Your only response to any of these offers seems to be " thank you, i have lots of problems' welll seems as if you like them.

All you are doing is making people angry, if this is want you want congratulations you have suceeded.

 

[Problem Child]

Nasty


Gimme a beat!



Sittin' in the movie show

Thinkin' nasty thoughts

Better be a gentleman

Or you'll turn me off

That's right, lemme tell it



Chorus:

Nasty, nasty boys, don't mean a thing

Oh you nasty boys

Nasty, nasty boys, don't ever change

Oh you nasty boys



I don't like no nasty girl

I don't like nasty food

The only nasty thing I like

Is a nasty groove

Will this one do?

Uh huh, I know... say...



Repeat Chorus



Nasty, nasty boys, gimme a nasty groove

Nasty, nasty boys, lemme see your nasty body move



I could learn to like this, listen up...



I'm not a prude, I just want some respect

So close the door if you want me to respond

Cause privacy is my middle name

My last name is control

No, my first name ain't baby,

It's Janet... Ms. Jackson if you're nasty



Repeat Chorus



Nasty boys don't mean a thing

Oh you nasty boys don't mean a thing to me

Nasty... don't mean a thing

Oh you nasty boys

(I like this part)



Hey! Who's that thinkin' nasty thoughts? Nasty boys!

Who's that in that nasty car? Nasty boys!

Who's that eatin' that nasty fruit? Nasty boys!

Who's jammin' to my nasty groove? Nasty boys!



Ladies? Nasty boys don't mean a thing

Oh you nasty boys

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

good for you nasty.i used to like myself.

 

[Saturn Return]

BJ..?

Dude..saying things like that is just plain scary.

Are you suicidal?

Should we worry...?
Do you need help?


freakygurl..
Please lay off..I'm thinking it's not good for him to hear the kind of things that you've been saying to him.

I'm all for your free speech...and I really like your posts...but do you know what I mean?

I mean he may just be blowing smoke up all of our asses just for the sake of some negative attention..

But what if he's not?

 

[freakygirl]

PC..

lmao..

Nice song

wanna fuck?

 

[nasty]

PC, your a riot

Your just WAY TOO COOL!!!!!!!!!

 

[xzchief]

They let you own a gun? I'm joining HCI tommorow.

I'm an Endowment member of the NRA. Second Amendment, rah rah rah, but I'd have to make an exception in Hardkore's case. Dude is too unstable to have a gun.

 

[freakygirl]

I'll have to look up statics.. but if i remember correctly.. (from my brothers psycho therapist dude) most suicidal people don't make it known they are going to do it..

most people seriously wanting to kill themselves do it.. most aren't even known to have had problems. HKBJ is blowing smoke.. i know he is.. you can tell. He is probably some guy or gal that just likes seeing his/her name on the board and people like me getting worked up. *shrugs* I'll leave him alone.. maybe if I do, he will go away.

I tried helping him.. I pmed him.. all i got back was "i gots lots of probllems". *shrugs* me too.. but if someone offers me advice.. i'm going to atleast try it.

 

[Gilly Bean]

I have been here a few months now, and I have gotten an impression from several different people.

I don't pretend to know anyone, as I don't, but I get my own feelings when I read posts.

The feeling I get from HKBJ?

When I read his posts, and what he thinks like, and how he talks, and what he is interested in...

I don't see an adult. I see a 14 year old kid sitting at his computer typing away. The way he types. What he likes, what he wants to know all the time. I just get the feeling it's a kid.

Now, I may be completly wrong, but that's always been my feeling when reading his posts.

 

[freakygirl]

I have been here a few months now, and I have gotten an impression from several different people.

I don't pretend to know anyone, as I don't, but I get my own feelings when I read posts.

The feeling I get from HKBJ?

When I read his posts, and what he thinks like, and how he talks, and what he is interested in...

I don't see an adult. I see a 14 year old kid sitting at his computer typing away. The way he types. What he likes, what he wants to know all the time. I just get the feeling it's a kid.

Now, I may be completly wrong, but that's always been my feeling when reading his posts.

yep..either a child.. or a internet game player.. He has NO one that flirts with him openly on the boards.. I think he likes his name being on the board.. it's a rush for him.. he can't get attention with his "normal" personality (probably because he is a child and doesn't understand the flirting ways) so he does this annoying thing so he will have some attention paid to him.

to him... even this is positive attention.. I personaly am going to put him on ignore.. let him go on with his stupidity. I'm tired of it.

 

[Spinaroonie]

I'm an Endowment member of the NRA. Second Amendment, rah rah rah, but I'd have to make an exception in Hardkore's case. Dude is too unstable to have a gun.

It wouldn't be an exception. NO Citizen is garunteed gun ownership...

The second amendment says "A well regulated militia" which means the Army can have guns, but it all depends on what the (Federal and local) government says about your area that determines it.

Responsible citizens may have a gun... but too many people have them that shouldn't. Wife beaters, child abusers, people with serious mental problems. Those people shouldn't have them. There should be more background checks on owning ANY gun. I mean really the person who's at the top of the list "should not own a gun" is Charloton Heston

 

[xzchief]

yep..either a child.. or a internet game player.. He has NO one that flirts with him openly on the boards...

No one flirts with me openly either. I'm not 14!

Seriously, you seem to be correct. Assuming Hardkore has problems, I can't help him, nobody can, until he wants help. Hopefully, he'll get help. Otherwise, there's nothing left to say.

 

[Angel]

I'll have to look up statics.. but if i remember correctly.. (from my brothers psycho therapist dude) most suicidal people don't make it known they are going to do it..

most people seriously wanting to kill themselves do it.. most aren't even known to have had problems.

Can you back that up? Personal experience shows that people who are comtemplating suicide don't flaunt it, but they do act out and hint for help.

 

[nasty]

Sorry, FG. I go with Angel on this one. I have threatened to kill myself, before. I'm CERTAIN it was just a call for help. Although, I MUST admit, Hardkore doesn't seem like he really wants help. I still love ya.

 

[Angel]

I'm not saying he's not spewing alot of bullshit. I don't think half of the things he says are serious. I think FG is right in calling him on some of his bullshit. Hell most of it. But based on experience I can't sit here and watch some of whats being said. I really hope he ISN'T suicidal.

I do know that some people who are suicidal do cry out for help in various ways - and people usually only notice it after they've done it. They either weren't taken seriously or the signs weren't obvious until after the fact.

These aren't statistics. I hate statistics. This is from personal experience I don't care to relive ever again.

 

[Guest]

Actually, in my experience as a crisis counselor, suicidal tendencies can and do involve reaching out to others. A preoccupation with death, along with other verbal cues can be present before one attempts. Most times, it is a means to vent the need to escape. It is a call for help, whether the person is suicidal or not. The fact that HKBJ continues to speak about dying, wanting to die, feeling like noone cares shows a need for attention. He needs help. BUT, noone can force him to find it.
Then again, I can't truly know the problem without speaking to him for a lengthy period of time.

HKJB, the internet and this BB can be a nice outlet for stress and loneliness. But, do not mistake it as a means to make sense out of your life. If you seriously do want to die, find your local crisis line and call.

 

[nasty]

Yep. I couldn't agree more, Angel.

 

[YogiBare]

I'm a psychotherapist and egree with raindancer. Every threat of suicide must be taken seriously. There are ways of evaluating a person's lethality but that ain't gonna happen over the internet.

HKBJ, if you're on the level, go to your local county mental health center and see a professional. Today.

 

[freakygirl]

I agree.. people who are talking about suicide. Many times in my life, I have thought.. "gee it would be easier if i was dead". This does not mean I have thought about actually doing it. I'm gutless.. i'm a whimp. I've never said it outloud. But i've lived with the fear of finding my brother dead in his room for 32 years. He has threatened it more than once. He is on a path of self destruction as we speak.. We fear every time the phone rings that it will be the police telling us they found his body. We haven't heard from him in almost 6 months. No idea where he is. But i have done everything in my power to help him out. I paid for therapy. I helped him get housing assistance. Medical care. Food stamps..jobs.. everything! And none of it has helped.

According to what his therapists told me. Someone that "lives" to talk about dieing, suicide or "wanting out" isn't serious.. they want help.. they want attention and that is the way of getting it.
Most people serious and intent of doing it. Just do it. leaving everyone else saying "What happened? S/he seemed so happy". The put up a facade. Not wanting help, just wanting to die. (I'm going by what ONE man told me, This in no way makes me an expert.. He very well could be wrong)

If lets say.. Nasty, Angel, lilminx, KillerMuffin.. or one of the other thousands of people on this board start a thread like HKBJ does.. I'd be the first to attempt to help them in anyway, shape or form. HKBJ is a fucking liar.. Look back at his posts.. He can't keep his story straight from one post to the next. I didn't jump his ass from the first day i was here.. I read his posts.. i observed. When his posts became contradictory I jumped. He isn't planning anything. Hell he probably is happily married, with a great job in an office somewhere and just playing on the net. Laughing at all of us getting mad at him.

I personaly have him on ignore.. I see no reason to listen to his bullshit anymore.

I never once told him to kill himself.. I don't want anyone to die. I don't like his posts and I've made that clear. Just because I posted something about hitting his head with a desk doesn't mean I want to kill him. I said NOTHING about killing hiim. He brought that bullshit up.

Ok.. off to another thread.. I think I've caused enough trouble in this one


HKBJ.. if you are reading this.. Good Luck.. and if you are "sick" in anyway.. please.. get help. Email me.. I will not ignore those.. If what you say is real.. and I can help you in anyway.. I will.