I want.....

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IW to stop feeling sorry for myself, first and foremost. It doesn't suit me.
IW to stop being the strong one.
IW people to stop saying "hang in there".
IW to be hugged for no reason at all.
IW someone to say "I'll take care of it. Don't worry."
IW someone to jump in the car and head over here to just BE with me.
IW to be held.
IW a normal life.
IW to feel cherished, just once. For me. Not for my brain, not for what I can do for you, not for my body. For all of me.

Is that too much to ask? Yeah, I thought so too.
 
To not always have to be the strong one. To not always have to fix everything. To not be the person that gets called when crap hits the fan.
 
To not always have to be the strong one. To not always have to fix everything. To not be the person that gets called when crap hits the fan.

Been there done that for 26 yrs.. Done. It changed my life 3 yrs ago .. I walked away from it all. Emotionally,Psychologically.. Just done with it
 
To not always have to be the strong one. To not always have to fix everything. To not be the person that gets called when crap hits the fan.

I still haven't figured out how not to do this. I don't think it's in me to be any other way. Honestly, I think it's more about balance.
 
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