I wish.......

I'm not unhappy. I just wish it didn't bother me so much that I still don't really feel like belongbelong here. I hang out and post and whatever, but noone would really noticed if I wasn't here. It shouldn't bother me one way ot the other, but it does. And maybe that in itself should tell me I need to find somewhere else to be. *shrugs*

I would notice. I think you're funny and interesting. I like reading your posts. I hope you stay. I think you're pretty cool, personally. I know we don't really communicate much but I think you're cool and it's nice to see you around when I do. I think more people than you realize think the same thing. At first I remembered which posts were written by you because of your Eeyore avatar. I liked that one.

And I like your new avatar. It's adorable. You have beautiful lips.

Anyway, I hope you stay. You seem like a cool person and it's nice having you around.
 
I wish I never initiated a certain pm/conversion last night. Nothing like totally embarrassing yourself. :eek:
Two left feet with one in mouth.

L:rose:
 
I wish I could turn back time and see you again
You're gone too soon and now I'm left with your memory
I wish you were here now because what I'm left with will never be the same
I wish I hadn't chosen what I have over you
It's days like these when I'm stomped and trampled on that I miss you more and more and wonder what you are laughing about right now
I miss you so much, E....
 
I wish I could turn back time and see you again
You're gone too soon and now I'm left with your memory
I wish you were here now because what I'm left with will never be the same
I wish I hadn't chosen what I have over you
It's days like these when I'm stomped and trampled on that I miss you more and more and wonder what you are laughing about right now
I miss you so much, E....

*hugs*
 
Thank you..there's no other love like your first real love. He's been gone for 2 months now...

*hugs* It's like there is no replacement.....
I wish you could feel him again....
Or remember that he's watching over you.
 
Thank you..there's no other love like your first real love. He's been gone for 2 months now...

Mine has been gone for almost 20 years. I wish I could tell you that it gets easier, but I won't lie. I still miss him as much today as I did that day. But you do go on.🌹🌹🌹
 
Mine has been gone for almost 20 years. I wish I could tell you that it gets easier, but I won't lie. I still miss him as much today as I did that day. But you do go on.🌹🌹🌹

Yes, he was the "one that got away..." And I stupidly let outside influences affect my own choice to be with him because society didn't view him as "the norm." Looking back the many years that it's been I wish I was a wiser. When you're 16 you listen to your parents and let others tell you what to do. As an adult it makes me frustrated to now be faced with adults living their lives in fear missing out on simple pleasures.

I can't go back and bring him back. I could've gone back and been with him but I stupidly let others influence me and then things in my life became complacent, lack spontaneity and aren't where I ever wanted to be.

I can't dwell on it--it's over. But I mourn his loss 2 months after because someone needs to remember him.
 
I wish she could serve it in...you just got the break and you are about to give it right back :rolleyes:
 
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