Innocence Lost (Closed for AngelofyourNighmares)

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Rose thought she might hyperventilate at the site of damien’s name she knew this wasn’t real why would someone want to trick her by using his name she wondered. She gripped the table as she stood and started pacing back and fourth that bourbon in her coffee was sounding pretty good right about now. She shook her head and finished the coffee letting the heat course through her veins. She no this was not happening she was angry that someone would use damiens name. She washed to cup but was shaking so bad that she didn’t dare put it away.

She sighed to herself she needed to blow off steam a yoga class sounded good but at the same time she didn’t want to leave the house either. No she was staying in she went into the living room and put the tv on she needed a distraction. Mindless tv was always a welcome distraction. She was almost blindly texting him she thought to herself. She knew this was all a mistake and a misunderstanding it had to be at least that’s what she was telling herself. She wasn’t really giving him a chance to really answer back so to speak.

She needed him to know that someone was using his name and playing games. She took a deep breath and turned the tv off even this wasn’t good enough if a distraction she thought. Her face turned every shade of white as she read his message... she was confused had she even read it correctly she wondered and re was what he had typed. She could see the bubbles and knew he was typing something else up at the moment. His words went all through her, she had wished for this to happen maybe not in this was but something along these lines.

“Damien tell me you are joking” she texted back her heart racing as she laid on the couch. Holy fuck this was really happening she thought. She had many more questions.

 

[TirithIre]

Damian had grabbed a towel to dry his sweat off a bit when she didn’t immediately reply. Having set down the phone for a moment he had picked up the towel and had dried off his hair before he heard the ping come through again. Leaving the towel draped over his shoulders, Damian picked up the phone and opening up the message he frowned slightly.

The truth was that Damian wasn’t sure if he should be pissed or not. Did she not want him? Did she want to have her virginity taken by some stranger? He was more confused than anything at the moment so he decided to be blunt and honest with her.

I’m not joking Rose.

The first text went through even as he was working on a second, his temper somewhat getting the better of him as he did.

What’s the problem? Am I not good enough for you?

Immediately after he sent it he did feel a pang of regret. He hadn’t really given her a chance to respond in an appropriate manner. At the same time Damian also was wondering just what the big problem was. Moving to the chest press bench he sat down on the padded edge of it as he worked to catch his breath, waiting more patiently for her reply than before.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She paced the living room back and forth she would have burned a whole through it so to speak if that saying was for real at least. She laughed at herself good lord she was delirious and sounded like a complete idiot. She took a deep breath why was she even upset about this she had always wanted Damien but at the same time the reason she never told him that she wanted him was one because of her brother, two because she was a virgin, how could she ever please a man like Damien after all? She always asked herself.

She felt bad at her words it had nothing to do with him after all she thought to herself it was just really the way he was going about it or rather the way she was going about it. She took a deep breath and ran her fingers through her long red hair. She had always wanted Damien to be her first but not because he purchased her so to speak. She bit her lip as she waited for him to reply and once more she paces the living room. She read his text and could sense that he was not happy with her she knew his moods well for the most part at least.

She needed some water so she went to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle from the fridge before sitting at the island shaking her head. His next words however cut her like a knife. “Are you insane Damien your more then enough.” She texted back a little angry herself. She sighed to herself and decided just then what her next move was going to be. “Are you home?” She texted. She wondered if going to house was smart or not.

 

[TirithIre]

Well Damian had no idea what was going through her mind at the moment. He knew that she would be shocked and stunned at the revelation, but Damian honestly felt that she would be relieved or even happy that he had gone and done what he had. Of course, would he have preferred to have her for himself without having ‘purchased her’? of course! However at the moment, it had seemed like the best course of action.

He didn’t know why she had kept asking if he was joking, and he didn’t know why it spiked his temper… he just knew it had. As she said that he was more than enough it certainly did help to allieviate his anxiety over things. He was considering his next move himself when she asked that via text.

I am, for the day.

He smiled slightly since she was clearly wanting to talk to him face to face as opposed to over text which honestly he preferred as well.

You remember where?

Damian hadn’t moved in the last five years, he was quite proud of the smaller villa style home which he had gotten on the more outskirts of the city. She'd know the way, but he still sent his address to her just in case she had forgotten.

The front door will be unlocked, come through to the pool when you arrive.

He honestly figured a swim would help cool him off, so he got up and bringing his phone with him he headed out to the pool to take a swim. He didn’t want things to be awkward between him and Rose… he honestly hoped that she wouldn’t break off communication with him after all was said and done. A million thoughts racked around in his mind as he headed out. At least it was a nice day, he thought to himself before he set his phone down on one of the couches and then went swimming until she would arrive.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Rose had so many thoughts racing through her head of course she wanted Damien she had always wanted Damien but she couldn’t just come out and say that either. She was happy of course that he was the one that had purchased her yet at the same time it complicated everything and the last thing she wanted was to cause a rift between him and her brother or make things between him and her complicated either. She bit her lip as she waited on a response from him if he was going to be home they needed to talk she knew that.

She sighed her thoughts and her emotions were now all over the place. She smiled to herself she could finally have Damian in all the ways she wanted him even if it wasn’t in the most conventional of ways. She could tell by the tone of his text messages that he definitely didn’t like her questioning him. She took another long deep breath just looking around her small kitchen she had really gotten herself into a mess of things. She felt like it was forever before Tommy had texted her back. She smiled to herself when he told her he would be home for the day she knew her intentions now she walked to her bedroom to change her shirt.

The last she wanted to do was to continue to text him she needed to see him. “I remember everything.” She texted back quickly as she brushed out her long red hair. Normally she would have preferred to wear something a bit sexier in front of Damien but she needed to see him and knew he wouldn’t care what she looked like she thought she still looked cute. She smiled when he sent her the address. “Okay.” Was all she texted back before looking herself over in the mirror one more time good enough she thought. https://pin.it/6FEhDW0

She headed out to her beat up old car that she loved and drove in silence to Damians house. https://pin.it/6fV9JJ8

 

[TirithIre]

Damian had no idea what Roses thoughts were at all. He didn’t understand why she seemed upset that he had gone to the lengths that he had, but he had decided that he didn’t want any other man touching her, not unless she truly wanted it. As she had said that she remembered everything, he had sent the address anyway just in case. He had on a pair of light black shorts which he wore as he dove into the pool.

The cooler water felt very refreshing and relaxed him a lot, though as he came up for air he decided to do some laps before Rose arrived. When she did she would find Damians words were true, his front door was unlocked and as she made her way through to the rear of the house where she knew that the pool was, she’d see that he was swimming laps.

Working hard, he glided through the water before he came up for air at the edge closest to her, though clearing the water out of his eyes he laid his forearms on the edge of the pool as he smirked slightly to her.

” Hey there… fancy you come to visit.”

Honestly, Rose may not think that the top was sexy, but Damian was willing to bet he’d be able to put her into a potato ruck sack and she’d still make it look good. Now that she was there, he felt a bit awkward, so pushing himself up and climbing out of the pool his muscular frame flexed handsomely as he climbed out and headed for the towel that he had left by his phone.

Truth be told… he didn’t really know what to say to ‘start things off’, so he sure as hell hoped Rose had some idea!

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She took a deep breath driving with her Windows down enjoying the cool breeze that blew Through her hair. She sighed to herself she felt bad she didn’t want him thinking this had anything to do with him he was more them enough... so much more she thought. She wanted him more then he would ever know, she truly did remember everything he probably didn’t read much behind her words however. She took a deep breath not driving to fast to Damien’s home. She had so many thoughts racing though her mind and she couldn’t seem to get them all to fit together.

She didn’t Want to be this confused but she was and her emotions were running amok in her head. She parked her car and did as he had instructed her she had forgot how beautiful his place was she thought to herself as she found him doing laps in the pool... he was like a Greek god she thought. She smiled at him when he spoke to her. “I was in the neighborhood.” She was with a slight smile. She tried not to stare she hadn’t seen him in months and he was still as mouth watering as ever. Good god she thought to herself.

His tattoo on his chest always drew her in. It was great work she thought. “You look good.” She said a bit awkwardly... what the hell rose

 

[TirithIre]

Damian had always found that swimming calmed both his body as well as his mind. He found that when he was swimming, troubles of the world just seemed to disappear. Yet as he came up for air and saw Rose there, his first thought within his own mind was Damned she looks good.... Smiling as she said that she had been in the neighborhood, Damian knew that was a lie based on their texts, but he didn’t point that out, the banter was honestly a bit nice, it was more natural than the texts had been.

Moving over he picked up his towel and was drying off when she said that, though he glanced to her he chuckled, that ringing deep sound carrying through the air.

” You know, I was just thinking that about you Rose.”

He dried off but then plopped himself onto one of the lounge couches that were outside. It was a beautiful and honestly hot day temperature wise. Yet he looked to her and sighed ever so slightly as he reached out, offering her a hand to him.

” Look, I don’t want things to be awkward between us. The whole auction thing, I won’t tell your brother if you don’t, but I’m not going to lie, I wanted to have you for myself. You deserve more than to be with someone else.”

He wasn’t the ‘best’ choice of men to be with in regards to life choices or whatnot, but he WAS tall handsome and very much interested in Rose, so there could be worse as well.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maybe rose wouldn’t feel the way she felt about him had he not been so good to her and or so damn sexy at the same time. She had so many thoughts going through her head at this point as she bit her lip. She couldn’t help but make a lame attempt at the joke that she had made as she smiled at him gently he was so hot coming out of the water like a fucking Greek god it wasn’t fair that he was this damn hot. She loved the sound of his laugh when she admitted that he had looked good. He had always looked good that was the problem she thought to herself.

She blushed at his words her cheeks turning a bit as red as her hair. She watched as he plopped down drying his hair off rose wasn’t ready to sit just yet she thought, her heart was racing just looking at him god she wanted him she had always wanted him. She should have dressed a little cooler she thought to herself but she wasn’t to hot either there in the shade. She took his hand with ease the last she wanted was for him to be any kind of upset with her she smiled gently she took a deep breath and hit her lip as she looked at him.

She didn’t want things to be awkward between them either honestly that was the last thing she wanted, things were so complicated between the two of them. She blushed when he admitted that he had wanted her for himself but at the same time she was sure he didn’t mean that in the way she wanted him to. She took a deep breath at the thought of her brother. He was right about that she shouldn’t be with anyone but him but she wouldn’t dare admit that to him. She looked at him softly as she smiled at him tenderly.

“I was just shocked Damien it had nothing to do with you I was just stunned it had nothing to do with that. You are more then enough. Much more.” She said softly. “I am so sorry that I acted like that.” She said looking away from him.

 

[TirithIre]

Damian had grown up with both Rose and Jamie. She may not know it, but her mother had been more of a mother to Damian than his own mother had been at any point. It was part of the reason he hadn’t really hesitated to bid on the auction. He had figured out quickly that Rose was doing it to help her mother. Damian knew of Rose’s mother’s fight with cancer, but he didn’t know the financial side was so bad.

Beyond that however, he didn’t want Rose to be with anyone else. Damian couldn’t really pinpoint the moment that had come to be so important to him… but it was. As she blushed like that though Damian smirked ever so slightly, though as she took his hand qith ease Damian gave it a re-assuring squeeze before he was gently pulling her over to him, so that she stood in front of him.

As she explained that she had been shocked… he was thinking of asking why but when she said that he was more than enough for her, Damian’s smile broadened into a grin.

” You know Rose… I have wanted you for a long time now… I just figured you were too good for me to be honest. I’m not the best man in the world, but I’m also not the worst.”

He found he was rambling a bit and he didn’t even really know why… or where he was going with all of this. Letting her hand go he instead moved his hands to her hips, his eyes searching for her to look to him though he finally spoke again.

” Rose… Look at me. I want to see those eyes of yours.”

His hands squeezed her hips firmly, holding her possessively, and he had a good idea that they both knew just where this was headed.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She had been in love with him as long as he had been friends with her brother, but she would have never put herself through that type of rejection. She knew she was a bratty teenager when they met but Damian had always treated rose with kindness and care she thought to herself and she knew was one of the biggest reasons she felt the way she did about him. She didn’t want him to know how she felt about him it would make all of this that much more complicated. She also didn’t want him to know the real reason she had been so shocked was that she didn’t want the reason why he took her virginity was because of money, that was her biggest issues honestly.

She took a deep breath, rose was a pretty closed off person for the most part and she didn’t tell anyone anything to personal. Rose was grateful however that it would be Damien who would be her first... even if she knew it would completely complicate everything. She took a deep breath why did all of this have to be so complicated she wondered. She couldn’t help but blush at her own words after all this was all very new to rose and she had no idea well no real idea of Damians lifestyle and also his sexual lifestyle. She basically admitted her own shock.

She couldn’t believe however that he would even question that he was enough he should have known her a little better then that after all. She couldn’t believe his words she was baffled and stunned and skeptical was he just saying These things cause he felt sorry for her and didn’t want her to feel ashamed either. “Why would you think your not good enough?” She asked wondering if he would tell her the truth. She was grateful though by his words even if they didn’t mean anything more then him feeling sorry for her.

When he placed his hands gently on her hips as she still failed to meet his eyes her heart skipped several beats and for a moment she didn’t think she was breathing though she knew she was. She took a deep breath and gently met his eyes.

 

[TirithIre]

Of course Damian had no idea that Rose was in love with him at all. Then again, especially over the last few months Damian had ‘pulled away’ so to speak. He of course was still friends with Jamie and didn’t think that would ever change, but, well his thoughts about Rose had been very conflicted so he didn’t want her having to make the choice of whether he was a good guy or not… because inside himself he knew he wasn’t.

As she asked him why he thought that he wasn’t good enough for her Damian didn’t move his hands from her hips, though for a moment he did look away from her. He wondered just how much of the truth he should tell her, but… well he did know why he felt that way so he let out a slight sigh as he finally looked back to her.

” Well… there’s two main reasons…”

He paused slightly but kind of mentally shrugged to himself.

” I know you probably think I’m a good guy… but I’m not. I work for a Drug Cartel, and though I’ve never done drugs or peddeled them myself, I have done a lot of things that I’m not proud of.”

He was fully expecting her to pull away or be disgusted with him, but since she didn’t initially respond he figured that he would ‘get it all out in the open’ so to speak.

” The other reason is… well I’ve always wanted to not only fuck you, but utterly use you in a sexual way Rose.”

Damian actually blushed at his own words, so he sighed heavily more at himself.

” You are so… well pure. You’re hot and beautiful and you’re kind and gentle, and I’m like… the opposite of those things.”

He didn’t really know why he said ALL of that, but it was the truth and she seemed to want to know it, so Damian was honest with her. Honestly, after all that, he FULLY expected a slap, or her to tell him to fuck off… he deserved it in his own mind.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Rose could feel how red her face was and how flushed she was just looking at him. She was trying to look everywhere but at him but that wasn’t happening. They hadn’t been as close as they once were but she had just figured it was because they both led very busy lives after all. She took a deep breath and bit her lip there was so much going on that she didn’t know wether she was coming or going. She hated feeling like this not knowing which way was up or which way was down. When she asked him why he didn’t think he was good enough she felt him tense up slightly and sort of look away from him.

When he looked back at her she gave him a reassuring smile but didn’t say anything she needed to know everything rather she wanted to know everything consequences be damned she thought to herself, she didn’t care why he thought he wasn’t good enough for her the main thing she knew is that deep down inside she knew it would never ever matter to her. In reality she had never felt that she would be enough for him if she ever truly admitted her feelings for him. When she heard his voice she was shaken away from her own thoughts.

Here goes nothing she thought to herself as she awaited for what Damien wanted and needed to tell her. She felt him stop for a moment but didn’t move his hands from her hips kind of holding her in place more or less just wanting to hold onto her she thought to herself. She wanted to protest when he commented on what he thought she felt but she didn’t instead she just let him continue. She would be a liar if she had said his admission didn’t stun her but then again at the same time it didn’t bother her either hell all these years she assumed he worked for the mob, she almost laughed at herself well it was almost the same thing.

If he had expected her to run off or pull away or feel terrified she didn’t and she wouldn’t. His words made her blush all over if he only knew how much she had wanted him. She could sense him admitting all of this to her had been hard and she wanted nothing more then to reassure him. She was pure he was definitely right about that, but she wanted him she always had and she had loved him not because of her family but because she was in love with him even though she wasn’t quite ready to admit that. She didn’t feel as if he was the opposite of those things at all, she had much to say as well.

She looked at him softly and smiled at him. “Damien... I always thought you were in the mob.” She said trying to stifle a giggle. “As far as you not being good enough that’s a cop out I am a grown ass woman and can clearly make my own decisions.” She said firmly. “What other sexual ways though is what I am curious about.” She said softly. “Also never think your not good enough a good man wouldn’t have spent 250 grand on a woman to get her from sleeping with a stranger....” she said tenderly. “If anything I didn’t think I would be good enough for you.” She said softly.

 

[TirithIre]

Damian knew that she was probably thinking he was disgusting, or scum or whatnot. Damian tended to put himself down a lot, it ‘came’ with his mother being a druggy and projecting all her faults onto him, so despite the fact that Damian was an Adonis among most men, he didn’t actually think much about himself. Rose truly seemed to want to know the truth however, and besides, if he wasn’t truthful then there would be the question of how the hell he had come upon two hundred and fifty thousand dollars… so well, this would answer that as well.

As she didn’t pull away immediately nor try to leave, Damian wondered just what was going through her own mind. She seemed to still not really be able to look at him at first, which only caused more worries to run through him, but when she did look to him and said that though tried to stifle a giggle Damian snorted and shook his head.

” Nope, not doing any gangs or mob shit, just enforcing debt collection to pay off my own.”

He winked to her, though as she said that she was a grown ass woman and could make her own decisions Damian actually snorted and had to chuckle to himself more than her.

” You know… that’s the last thing I ended up telling your brother… you’re not a little girl anymore.”

Though as he said that he was about to answer her other sexual ways question, she seemed to think SHE wasn’t worth enough to be with him which only made him somewhat gasp.

” How can you even think that? You’re so fucking hot Rose, you’re kind and you could have any man you wanted…”

He was honestly blown away that she didn’t think she was good enough for him, but Damian did slide his hands up a bit from her waist up just beneath the bottom of her shirt and his thumbs drew over her bare sides softly as he added.

” You want me to show you what I want from you?”

He wasn’t ‘doing it’ because he had won her… it was VERY clear that Damian wanted Rose; namely every part of her!

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Damien obviously didn’t know rose as well as he thought he did if he thought she would think any less of him considering the fact that she had always worshiped him. She wasn’t used to seeing Damien being vulnerable much less with her but she had to remember they really didn’t get too personal with one another, really only being close because of her brother. She didn’t want him to share anything with her that he didn’t feel comfortable with but if any of this was going to work she supposed he had to. She bit her lip never moving from her spot as she looked at him softly his hands still on her hips.

She wasn’t looking at him but not because she was ashamed of him or ashamed of what he did for a living, it was because of her own feelings. She laughed at his comment realizing what he did was just as dangerous if not more so she thought to herself but didn’t bother to say that, it was the last thing he needed to hear at this moment. She looked at him when he laughed at her calling herself a grown ass woman was she really though she thought to herself.. she smiled when he mentioned that he had told her brother the fame thing.

“He hates me now.” She said Sadly and looked at the ground for a moment. She admitted she didn’t think she would ever be good enough for Damien there was so many different ways she meant that she knew she was hot, king and sweet she also knew she was inexperienced and that she had nothing to offer him. She blushed at his words her heart racing as she looked away for a moment she didn’t want just any guy she thought to herself. As his fingers ever so softly slid ever so gently under her black shirt she felt her breathing hitch.

She was actually shaking she hadn’t realized she was.... she only nodded her head. “I.... I’ve never.” What the hell rose obviously he knew that she hadn’t.. she felt even more ridiculous.

 

[TirithIre]

Damian had ‘done’ a good job of keeping his drug lord enforcer job a secret from even Jamie, much less Rose but that in it’s own way was easier to accept than anything else that he could have really ‘thrown’ at her. Yet still, her acceptance of his admission was certainly a weight off his shoulders, and so as he held her like that and regarded her he ‘fell’ more naturally back into his confident persona of who he was.

Her laugher ringing through the air made him smile, though as she said that about her brother hating him Damian sighed ever so slightly to himself.

” I don’t think he hates you Rose. I think he’s angry and confused as to why you’d do what you did. Give him some time, he’ll calm down.”

Damian was right of course… Rose was young and so was her brother… time healed all wounds it was said, and Damian was a firm believer of that. As she seemed to consider what he had said about her, he had a good idea that she didn’t know the first thing about ‘real sex’ and of course she didn’t know about the actual act, she had just auctioned off her virginity after all.

Even as she was shaking slightly he wondered to himself if it was fear, though as she nodded her head and said that, Damian’s usual rich deep baritone chuckle resounded through the back yard.

” Well I would certainly hope not… otherwise besides making sure you didn’t sleep with another man, what did I just spend a hundred and fifty thousand dollars on hm?”

He smirked, that comment in itself much more Damian’s style, though he added easily.

” Besides… that just means I can teach you everything I like and don’t like hmm?”

He didn’t just pull her down and strip her right then and there however… instead, Damian looked to her and added.

” I want you to do a strip tease for me… I know you know how to dance, and there’s a music system over there you can choose whatever song you want.”

It was a good way to get her moving without doing too much to ‘make’ her do what Damian wanted!

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She took a deep breath the only thing she really worried about in what Damien had told her was of him being the one getting hurt, but she didn’t say that she knew that wasn’t on either of there minds at the moment. She smiled gently at him she needed him to understand that it didn’t matter to her all that mattered to her right now was him and this moment even though to be honest she was scared out of her mind. She laughed but instantly felt the same kind of sadness when she mentioned her brother and the fact that she knew he would hate her.

She shrugged her shoulders when he told her that her brother didn’t hate her. She didn’t believe him. She thought to herself she didn’t think he’d ever really understand why she did what she did. She nodded her head in agreement hopping like hell that she was right. She didn’t want to not believe what Damien had said, but at the same time she had to deep down know that her brother would eventually understand everything that she had done and forgive her. She didn’t think Damien realized how nervous she was and how much she really didn’t know about sex.

She for a moment felt slightly more embarrassed when He slightly chuckled at her, she was still shivering all over, half in fear of the unknown and half in some sort of anticipation. She couldn’t help but smile at his words yet At the same time the embarrassment crept into her cheeks once more. She bit her lip and momentarily looked away god she had no idea what she was doing and she hated herself for it, what if she couldn’t be enough for Damien she didn’t even feel right taking his money at this point. He was partially tight she thought to herself though in a sense this made her that much more nervous.

She bit her lip at the way he looked at her, stop shaking she told Herself she didn’t want him to know how truly nervous she was. She bit her lip at his command her entire body turned as red as her hair.... however she did as she was told and walked over the the sound system as she found the song river for some reason this song always turned her on and damned Damien for knowing that she had known how to dance from all the Zumba classes she had taken she was so nervous and she was sure he would be able to sense it.

 

[TirithIre]

It was certainly true that Damian didn’t live a conventional life, nor was it the safest of ‘professions’ out there. Yet at the same time, it did have it’s perks. He had a very nice house, an amazing car, and he did count himself lucky that he hadn’t ended up either in jail or dead so he had already decided to ‘come clean’ with Rose. Now that he had, he actually felt much better about things.

She and her brother would eventually have to sort things out between themselves… Damian never got in between them in that regard. Then again… if he started having an actual relationship with Rose beyond just a one-time fuck which was what Damian was honestly hoping would happen… well that would throw all sorts of ‘wrenches’ into things as well. One thing at a time though.

As she seemed so scared and yet willing at the time, Damian leaned back into the cushions of the patio couch and nodded to her gently. His eyes were soft, kind, encouraging her though he wasn’t ‘backing up’ on his direction for her. As she bit her lip cutely though Damian’s eyes were locked on her.

” You don’t need to be scared… I just want to see your body move and enjoy you here with me Rose… you may not believe it, but I have wanted you for a long time. Forget about the whole auction crap or anything with regard for that. I want you here with me, you SHOULD be here with me and I want even more out of you.”

He knew his words may not necessarily help her anxiety, but at the same time he knew nothing would until she actually got into it. He did want her to know he wanted her not ONLY because he had won her, or that he felt ‘pity’ for her because that wasn’t it at all!

" Now... show me what you've got Rose."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Rose was at a crossroads hearing Damian admit what he did for a living, the auction, her brother, hearing that Damien had always wanted her, hearing him tell her he wanted her to strip for him, it was too much for a moment so she closed her eyes and gave herself a few moments to breath and relax. She took a deep breath trying to wrap her head around everything that had transpired in the last 48 hours. She had been grateful that Damian had been honest with her and that he trusted her enough not to hold anything back from her either.

She couldn’t be more grateful however to have Damien in her life. She didn’t want to think about her brother right now that was the last thing she was thinking of at the moment though she knew it would stay in the back of her mind, especially since Damien was her brothers best friend and because of her feelings for Damien and also because of the way that the auction was playing out. She knew there would be time to think about all of that right now though this wasn’t the time. She bit her lip unable to believe that she was really going to do this, rose had never did anything like this before.

She couldn’t help but bite her lip, she couldn’t hide the fear that she was feeling either. Easy for him to say about being scared she thought to herself she knew Damien would be very experienced and her well she never did anything like this before, her heart was racing and she tried to hide how nervous she felt and how truly nervous she was. Every time he mentioned that he had wanted her for a long time she tried not to hide her elation yet she did. She didn’t know if she could give him what he needed from her not yet....

The song she had chosen had started to play, and she told herself to relax and just enjoy the music and try to pretend as if he wasn’t there. She laughed at that inwardly as if she even could. She believed him that he had wanted her and not because of a auction but because he wanted her. She bit her lip when he told her to show him what she had. She was still shaking as she slowly started to dance biting her lip ever so gently, as she slowly removed her black top and threw it gently to the side. You can do this she told herself this time and time again as she closed her eyes and enjoyed the music.

She carefully kicked off her shoes, and then moved her shaky hands to the button of her jeans as she slowly undid them and seductively moved them down her full hips and kicked them to the side as well revealing her very sexy underclothes. https://pin.it/5BlIKwu Thank God she wore something sexy.

 

[TirithIre]

The thing with Rose, was that she was probably comparing herself against other women who had been with Damian before. She probably thought she didn’t ‘measure up’ because she wasn’t a slut or whore, but that wasn’t the truth at all. With Damian, he saw Rose for Rose. He always had as well. While a lot of people didn’t see Rose for Rose, Damian only wanted her for herself.

As she tried and failed to hide her excitement over the fact that Damian had wanted her for a long time, Damian didn’t say anything further for now. Instead his eyes were riveted on her as she began to move to the music, and as she slid the sheer black top up and off, Damian’s groan escaped him despite his intent to remain quiet. Instead, as he watched her he had to admit that she was even sexier in real life than in the shoot.

Of course Damian, Rose and Jamie had gone to the beach before so he had seen her in bikini’s and things like that. However, that wasn’t the same as Damian watching her move and dance in front of him explicitly to turn him on. As she kicked off her shoes, He didn’t even notice that her hands were shaking… instead as she moved her jeans down over her full hips and down those long legs of hers Damian grinned.

” Fuck Rose… you’re so hot, and you even dressed up for me.”

He winked to her, though he wasn’t letting her up. Instead, Damian motioned her to continue. After all, a strip tease wasn’t done until she was fully stripped… right?

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She knew she shouldn’t compare herself to other woman, but Damien was very experienced and well rose, she wasn’t and this made her nervous and a little scared all at the same time. She chewed on her lip she had never expected this night to happen, to come to his house and it turn out like this or did she? All she knew was that she was so confused and so in love with Damien, a fact she couldn’t or wouldn’t admit. So much had transpired within the last 48 hours she didn’t really know if she were coming or going at this point.

She took a long deep breath, rose had no idea what she wad doing and the last thing she wanted was for him to be displeased with her in any way. She couldn’t contain the way her eyes lit up at the mention of him wanting her for so long she had wanted the same thing but for rose this wasn’t just about her virginity, for her it was so much more, she was in love With him and wanted more then one night, she wanted more then just to be a girl he basically saved and bought.... he didn’t need to know any of that. She couldn’t believe this was happening or that she was slowly removing her black top.

Her heart was racing and her hands were shaking god she hoped he wouldn’t notice just how much she was shaking. This wasn’t the first time that Damien had seen rose half naked but this was very different she was a grown woman and she was his, she wanted nothing more then for Damien to get his money’s worth but how was she ever going to be enough for him. She was nervous yes, but she felt as if she was putting on a good show or at least she hoped she was. She was breathing hard, she didn’t want him to know how nervous she was how scared.

She blushed so many shades of red when he told her how hot she was, thank God she had worn something sexy underneath. She slowly began to remove her bra and her panties letting them slowly pool at her feet as she bit her lip and continued to dance for him.

 

[TirithIre]

Damian didn’t even think of those other women when Rose was there. He thought she was the only one in the world right then. Even though he had definitely been with other women and knew all the in’s an outs of sex, Damian definitely wasn’t considering that… really at all. After all she doing a great job even though she didn’t know ‘what she was doing’.

As Rose danced for Damian, his eyes could have burned a hole through her, though as she was working hard to please Damian, his expression of desire mixed with awe certainly had to tell her that she was. Even as she continued, when she removed her bra Damian groaned as her full breasts spilled out. They weren’t huge, nor were they small, and as she slipped her panties down, well her naked beauty was complete for him.

” Fuck yeah Rose… you’re so beautiful!”

He couldn’t help but grin as he said that, and even she’d be able to see the reaction from him as there was a VERY definite tent in his shorts where his cock was straining against the fabric. For now though he wanted to let HER decide when she would approach him in her naked glory, and in that as well, in what manner. After all she was his to take her virginity, but he had already told her he wanted oh so much more than just that… he had wanted her for a long time, so Damian couldn’t wait to have Rose all for himself.

Especially with how close she was. It was all Damian could do to not get up stalk over and take her for himself. He was almost like a caged beast, waiting to be let out to play!

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Rose was having all kinds of feelings and thoughts at the moment it was a good thing that she was very good at hiding them. She loved the way Damien looked at her it made her warm inside but he also looked as if he wanted to devour her. She could feel her heart racing unable to believe that any of this was really happening and yet here she was. She couldn’t believe that she had actually danced and was stripping naked before him, she never really imagined herself doing anything like this much less with Damien of all people.

The way he looked at her though made her know how much Damien wanted her he may not feel the same way that rose had felt about him, but him wanting her was more then enough for her. Hearing his groan sent shivers up and down her spine and she could feel how hard her nipples were. She bit her lip shyly unsure of really what to do now she hated the fact that she wasn’t more experienced for him. She blushed a even deeper shade of red at his comment seems her knew very well what to say to make her turn red all over.

She could see how hard his cock was how could she not she thought to herself her heart once more pouunding against her chest as her hands started to shake once more the last thing she wanted was for Damien to see Just how nervous she really was. Oh Jesus she thought do something rose don’t be so stupid she thought to herself yet her innocence was clearly evident in this moment and it was not very easy for her to hide either way. She took a long deep breath and slowly walked over to where Damien was seated unsure of what to do next.

She was right in front of him now and yet she had no idea what to do. “I feel so dumb right now.” She said with a nervous chuckle. “I have no idea what to do and I wish I was more experienced in this moment.” She admitted to him shyly.

 

[TirithIre]

Damian knew she was feeling very awkward in that moment, however to him… well there was no one more beautiful in his eyes! His eyes certainly did convey that he wanted to devour her as that was the truth, though as he watched her with such desire he watched as she stepped out of her underwear and made her way over to him.

As she said that she felt dumb, Damian frowned slightly, though as she said that she wished that she was more experienced in that moment Damian smiled softly to her, his eyes full of desire yes, but also kindness and empathy towards her.

” I actually prefer that you don’t…”

He said it even as he moved and standing, he loomed over her with his six foot tall and oh so handsome frame. The nice, hot day didn’t compare to the heat he felt in his desire for her, and yet he moved his hands to her shoulders, softly running over them he was soon pulling her flush up against him, he pressing her nude form into his mostly naked form.

” As I said earlier… this way I get to teach you… let’s start with a kiss shall we?”

He grinned as he said it, and even as she tilted her head to look to him, he leaned down and pressed a soft yet demanding kiss to her lips. As he did though, Damian let out a content sigh as well.

Finally… she’s going to be mine…

He wanted oh so much more out of her of course… but one step at a time!

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She had to remind herself to relax and be calm over and over again like a mantra her heart was racing with every moment that went by she had longed for Damien for so long... sure she loved him and she knew this was just basically a business deal she wanted this. She could not believe the moment was really here and yet here they were she thought she wondered if he could sense how nervous and unsure she actually was she wouldn’t tell him that though. She bit her lip shyly as she walked over to him and gave him a shy smile after her comment.

What he had said however did ease her mind a little, though still nervous she was glad that he had admitted that he proffered it that way. She looked up at him her heart speeding up once again she had to catch her breath and once more remind herself to breath but to her Damien was like a Greek god. When he pulled her naked body to his almost naked body she gasped at how right it felt against his body and how right she felt in his arms. She smiled gently at him at a loss for words for the moment so she just enjoyed the feeling.

She blushed when he said he would get to teach her, she bit her lip what if she didn’t please him was the only thought that went through her mind. When his lips met her owned she sighed deeply against them she had so many nights where she had dreamt of this moment she felt as if she were on cloud nine and didn’t want this to end any time soon but even she knew realistically all good things must come to a end. She smiled against his lips at his own contended sigh god how she had longed for this moment. She was grateful he had purchased her at this point she couldn’t imagine this moment with anyone but him.

She knew now that she wanted him to be her first and even if it were just for one time that would be enough for her or so she kept telling herself that...