Mr_Positive
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Aidan held her gaze, his jaw tightening as she recounted her training, each detail striking him with the force of a physical blow. He listened, and even though his expression remained calm, a torrent of thoughts raced beneath the surface. Her account filled in the grim picture he had only begun to glimpse, bringing to life the bleak reality of her upbringing under her uncle’s rule in the South Seas. The man he had known only through the horrors he inflicted on his own people now loomed larger and more grotesque in his mind, his cruelty revealed in the harrowing stories of his niece’s training.
“Yes, Meya,” he replied softly, letting her see that he hadn’t flinched, even if every word had twisted his gut. “I want to understand.”
It was no surprise now why she bore herself with such distance, so much steel. To survive in her uncle’s domain, she had been forced to harden herself in ways that went against every instinct of human compassion. Cathal’s army might have known the brutality of battle, but nothing like what she had described—this deliberate, methodical breaking of people, an institutionalized cruelty that left no one untouched.
Aidan forced himself to unclench his jaw, aware that his own anger would do nothing to ease her pain. If anything, she needed his calm presence, not his outrage. But he couldn’t ignore the lingering question that had been gnawing at him ever since she had mentioned the “challenges” specific to women. That her uncle would subject them to further horrors was an abhorrent revelation, and he couldn’t help but wonder how Meya herself had withstood such trials.
He glanced down, his fingers unconsciously tracing the hilt of his sword, then looked back at her, his gaze steady. “I don’t pretend to understand the depth of what you’ve endured,” he began, carefully choosing his words, “but I understand the strength it took for you to survive it. That... resilience can be just as much of a curse as it is a strength.”
Aidan paused, taking in the sight of her eyes, now hardened in a way that reminded him of the cold steel of a blade forged in relentless fire. He wondered how often she let herself feel anything at all; for someone trained to endure such constant torment, emotions must have been luxuries she couldn’t afford.
“I suppose you know this, but you’re not there anymore, Meya. You’re free from those... methods.” He tried to keep his voice even, though his mind pulsed with anger at the thought of Ronin and his monstrous practices. “Here, strength isn’t measured by how much you can bear. It’s measured by what you do with the power you have.”
He saw her brow furrow slightly, as though she were absorbing his words with caution, almost skepticism. She had been made to believe that resilience meant swallowing suffering whole and letting it calcify within her, hardening her like stone. But in Gaelica, things were different; his father had taught him that strength was about loyalty, purpose, and the ability to extend one’s hand in peace even when war seemed inevitable. This was the kind of strength he wanted her to see in herself.
Aidan took a breath, lowering his tone. “The Gaelican way doesn’t demand that you lose your humanity in order to be strong. You’re allowed to be both—strong and vulnerable. You don’t have to keep locking yourself away from... everything.” He paused, letting his words sink in. “From me.”
He wasn’t entirely sure where that last part had come from, or if it was wise to say it, but he left it there, a simple truth hanging in the air between them. A cold wind swept across the clearing, rustling the trees, and he could see her shift slightly, but her face betrayed no emotion. Maybe she’d heard him, maybe she hadn’t; either way, he knew she wasn’t someone who easily let her guard down.
Setting his own bowl aside, he looked at her thoughtfully, piecing together a way to make her see that she had value here beyond the fierce training her uncle had drilled into her. She had skills and knowledge that no one else in Gaelica could claim, and that made her an invaluable ally in ways that went beyond brute force or cunning. Yet he sensed she had never been truly acknowledged for who she was, only for what she could withstand.
“Whatever else your uncle tried to take from you, he didn’t take everything,” he said after a moment, keeping his tone even but insistent. “The fact that you’re sitting here—alive, sane, ready to do what you think is right—it tells me that no matter how deep he tried to bury your humanity, he couldn’t quite succeed. Maybe he made you into someone even he didn’t expect.”
“Yes, Meya,” he replied softly, letting her see that he hadn’t flinched, even if every word had twisted his gut. “I want to understand.”
It was no surprise now why she bore herself with such distance, so much steel. To survive in her uncle’s domain, she had been forced to harden herself in ways that went against every instinct of human compassion. Cathal’s army might have known the brutality of battle, but nothing like what she had described—this deliberate, methodical breaking of people, an institutionalized cruelty that left no one untouched.
Aidan forced himself to unclench his jaw, aware that his own anger would do nothing to ease her pain. If anything, she needed his calm presence, not his outrage. But he couldn’t ignore the lingering question that had been gnawing at him ever since she had mentioned the “challenges” specific to women. That her uncle would subject them to further horrors was an abhorrent revelation, and he couldn’t help but wonder how Meya herself had withstood such trials.
He glanced down, his fingers unconsciously tracing the hilt of his sword, then looked back at her, his gaze steady. “I don’t pretend to understand the depth of what you’ve endured,” he began, carefully choosing his words, “but I understand the strength it took for you to survive it. That... resilience can be just as much of a curse as it is a strength.”
Aidan paused, taking in the sight of her eyes, now hardened in a way that reminded him of the cold steel of a blade forged in relentless fire. He wondered how often she let herself feel anything at all; for someone trained to endure such constant torment, emotions must have been luxuries she couldn’t afford.
“I suppose you know this, but you’re not there anymore, Meya. You’re free from those... methods.” He tried to keep his voice even, though his mind pulsed with anger at the thought of Ronin and his monstrous practices. “Here, strength isn’t measured by how much you can bear. It’s measured by what you do with the power you have.”
He saw her brow furrow slightly, as though she were absorbing his words with caution, almost skepticism. She had been made to believe that resilience meant swallowing suffering whole and letting it calcify within her, hardening her like stone. But in Gaelica, things were different; his father had taught him that strength was about loyalty, purpose, and the ability to extend one’s hand in peace even when war seemed inevitable. This was the kind of strength he wanted her to see in herself.
Aidan took a breath, lowering his tone. “The Gaelican way doesn’t demand that you lose your humanity in order to be strong. You’re allowed to be both—strong and vulnerable. You don’t have to keep locking yourself away from... everything.” He paused, letting his words sink in. “From me.”
He wasn’t entirely sure where that last part had come from, or if it was wise to say it, but he left it there, a simple truth hanging in the air between them. A cold wind swept across the clearing, rustling the trees, and he could see her shift slightly, but her face betrayed no emotion. Maybe she’d heard him, maybe she hadn’t; either way, he knew she wasn’t someone who easily let her guard down.
Setting his own bowl aside, he looked at her thoughtfully, piecing together a way to make her see that she had value here beyond the fierce training her uncle had drilled into her. She had skills and knowledge that no one else in Gaelica could claim, and that made her an invaluable ally in ways that went beyond brute force or cunning. Yet he sensed she had never been truly acknowledged for who she was, only for what she could withstand.
“Whatever else your uncle tried to take from you, he didn’t take everything,” he said after a moment, keeping his tone even but insistent. “The fact that you’re sitting here—alive, sane, ready to do what you think is right—it tells me that no matter how deep he tried to bury your humanity, he couldn’t quite succeed. Maybe he made you into someone even he didn’t expect.”