Looking For Life

[WhiteWolf]

Stacey watched them wak away and shook her head with a chuckle.

As we walked back, heading towards my room I smiled a bit. "You never did say what you had in mind.." I enqired curiously. "We seem to be heading to my room though."

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

I looked over my shoulder as we started walking out the barn. I could see Stacey as she shook her head w/ a smile. I was sure she knew what was goin on, but she didn’t call him back so…we just kept going. As we walked hand in hand and side by side, I felt the heat rising to my cheeks.
"You never did say what you had in mind.." he asked, as I looked up at him w/ a smile. "We seem to be heading to my room though."
“uh huh…you are a very observant one aren’t you?” I said kiddingly
“Try to be. Have to pay attention to detail when you do the competitions, but you know that.” He finished as he leaned over and kissed my cheek. I smiled as we kept walking.
Soon we were at his door. He reached in his pocket, pulled out the key, and unlocked it. He was such a gentleman and let me in first. I walked past him and sat on the bed. I know it was more than likely giving him an idea, but I sat cross-legged. He came and sat next to me and leaned in to kiss me. I don’t know, but I tried to resist. It didn’t work for he kissed slowly as I leaned back against the headboard. Soon I felt his hands on my sides as I let out a moan. As I realized what was goin on, I gently pushed him off of me, as I looked up at him.
“Jesse, baby—no…not yet. I want to get to know you some more.”
“Kes—you do know me. You know me better than most!” and he went back to kissing me up and down my neck.
“No I don’t. I mean…I want to know you personally. Not just sexually. I mean…” I took a deep breath and looked up at him, “I am going to be around for awhile. I have taken a job here at the hotel. Frank offered it to me and I took him up on it. I will be working the desk and book keeping.” I finished as I let my finger trail over his chest. Jesse’s eyes got wide as a large grin came across his face then he let out a huge laugh.
“You have? Oh baby! This is great! I can see you whenever I want!” He said as he leaned down, wrapped his arms around my neck, and held me close.
“Yes baby. Yes you can.” I looked in his eyes smiling. I was so happy w/ him, but he had to know about Frank and I too. It was only fair. I mean…Frank knew about him. He must have seen there was something going thru my head for he asked if anything was wrong. I kept pushing it off telling him no as we sat there holding eachother and talked about our lives growing up and how we got into riding. Then he asked me again.
“Nothing is wrong Jesse.”
“There is something wrong Kes. Please tell me. I know we have only known each other for a VERY short time, but….I can tell something is bothering you. It isn’t my sister this time. We know that. Come on baby….you can trust me.” He said as he held me tight and kissed my head. I wrapped my arms around his waist as I took a deep breath. I didn’t even look up at him when I let it flow.
“I knew about it last night before you and I went to the barn. After our time together I went back to my room and Frank brought me my phone. When he did, he ate me out wonderfully. After I came again, he had to leave. As he did I told him then that I would take the job. Then his book keeper Patty showed up and I…I…” I broke down in tears as I explained it to him. He just held me close and comforted me as I took a breath and continued w/ him, “she came in and I don’t know what came over me, but I went down on her then Frank came over and we all had a wonderful time. I have my room as a fringe benefit, but also…I will be having a meeting there at noon everyday w/ Frank and I am not sure about Patty. Last night I was happy and excited to be w/ Patty, but today…I don’t know. It just doesn’t feel right. I know Frank is the definite one. I had to tell you baby. I just had to! I just don’t want to…” I turned my head to sob in his chest. I couldn’t look up at him and I didn’t finish what I had to. I didn’t want to lose him is what I was trying to say, but I had to tell him the truth. I sat there still holding him and he was still stroking my head. I gulped and closed my eyes as I awaited his reaction……

 

[WhiteWolf]

I just sat there holding her as he let it spill forth. All of what she was saying sinking into me. Frank...Patty...her job, the noon meetings, all of it. And....it hurt worse than a knife tearing into me and digging out my heart. But still I held her. I didn't know what to say, I was finding it hard to say anything at all. But finaly after a long momet I was able to speak. "Kess..I..I really don't know what to say hon...I realy don't. Except that it's oyur life and oyu have to liv it as you see fit. That may not be what you want to hear but..." And then I just couldn't talk anymore. I wanted to leave the room but found I was unable to do that as wel. Yes I hurt, yes I was upset, but still....I still had feelings for her. Feelings that were bond and determined not to let anything she said effect the way I felt toward her.

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

It seemed forever that we sat in silence. Now I was the one that knew he was upset, but he had good reason to be. I felt him take a deep breath and let it out a few times then the rumble of his voice was in my ear.
"Kess..I..I really don't know what to say hon...I really don't. Except that it's your life and you have to live it as you see fit. That may not be what you want to hear but..." He said nothing else just sat there still holding me. I felt the tension in the room so I wiggled out of his embrace. I got up and just paced the room. I wanted to go back to my room and think this all over. I wasn’t going to give up on it though. I wasn’t going to run. I was going to work this out. It had only been a couple of days we knew each other, but my feelings were so strong already. I kept having a song going thru my head as I paced and it was totally how I felt at this moment. Especially the chorus part…
WHY AIN'T I RUNNING, WHY AIN'T I GONE
HOW DOES SHE HOLD ME WITHOUT HOLDING ON
IN LOVE OR A FIGHT SHE'S STRONGER THAN STRONG
SOMETHING'S NOT RIGHT IF THERE AIN'T NOTHING WRONG
IT'S GOT ME WONDERING, WHY AIN'T I RUNNING
WHY AIN'T I GONE
I had to go w/ that song. Ofcourse change the she to he. I had to be strong and work thru this. I couldn’t run. I just ran from a relationship. Granted that one was for a long time and he started changing, and this one just starting, but this one I wanted to salvage. I needed to! I didn’t know how just yet, but I knew I had to. I looked over to Jesse still sitting on the bed. He just sat there as he stared at the wall ahead. After silence of close to an hour, I slowly started to make my way back over to the bed. I took a deep breath as I sat at the far end from Jesse. I sniffled still not able to find words. He looked up at me and I could see the tears in his eyes. He started to shake as his eyes shut and the tears started to trickle down his face. I felt so bad! I know I was the one that had done this to him, but I didn’t know how to fix it. I got up, moved to stand next to him, and leaned down to kiss his cheek. I left his room and made way to my room again as the tears started to well up in my own eyes. As I was rounding the corner to my room, I ran into Frank. He must have just been looking for me. I just looked at him and I was sure he could tell there was bothering me…..

 

[WhiteWolf]

Why wasn't she saying..why was she sitting so far away...these thoughts ran through my head. Earlier she had thought I had sslept with someone else right after I was done with her. Now I come to find out that she in fact had... started to shake, fighting the urge to scream in frustration. I suddenly felt numb all over, I didn't evennotice thetear the trickled down the side of my face. But even through this I still had strong feelings for her that I couldn't denie. Then she stood, kised my cheek...and left.

Stacey saw her leave the room as she began to fight her own urges to cry. Shehad been walking across the parking lot to Jesse's room to let him know she was going into town for a bit. Walking up ot the door she found it art way open already, so she walked n. Seeing Jessestill staring bankly at the wall she cughed and cleared her throat to try and get his attention. Nothing. "Jess?" She spoke softly. She could feel the tension that still lingered in the air. "Jess are you okay?" Still nothing. And then he just fell over and went to sleep, his body having shut itself down from the numbness. Walking over to him she sat on the side of the beside him and placed a hand on his arm. She had never seen him thisway, Jesse had told her that he and Kessie had just met and all but she hadn't guessed his feelings for her were obviously this strong, she had an idea of what had happened but wasn't sure if it was a fight or not. After a few minutes Jesse began to speak in a low almost quiet hush. But she could hear him. He related to her everything she had told him, his voice was monotone. With a sigh she ran a hand through his hair. "Jesse..." she began "For her to come out with all that stuff probably took a lot of guts on her part, and it may have even hurt to have told you. If she hadn't cared she would probably have kept it to herself but she cared enough for you to let you know what was going on, rather than to have you find out on your own." She looked down at him, his eyes were closed, he was barely breathing but he was still taking in air, and what was mor was she could feel his pain. On of the disadvantages of being a twin, although they weren't identical since they were brother and sister she could still feel at times what he was feeling.

"I think I've fallen for her.." I said, my voice barely a whisper now as sleep took me.

Stacey looked down at him and nodded, then began to hum a song there Momma used to sing to help comfort them if they were scared or confused.

 

[catlover]

Frank

I was thinking about Kessie. After all, she was on the payroll and I had to get her started in her job, but she had fallen asleep after we made love, and Patty had gone, so I let her have her rest thinking we could catch up later.

She was clearly upset, and I took her hand and walked he back to the room. She told me what she had told Jesse, and no wonder she was so emotionally drained. She said she had just gotten out of a long love affair, and here she was right into another with two men she just met. At least I thought so until she started asking about my school days, and it dawned on me that we knew each other in a previous life, way back when.

It seems I was a senior and she was a freshman. I didnt know her but everyone knew me. I was the star of the football and basketball teams, and then wrent off to college. She moved away and we were in different worlds but fate had brought us back together again

She told me about Jesse and his sister. All I could do, with a wife and child at home, was tell her she was free to do whatever she wanted to do, while I wasnt available to her except on a casual basis. She smiled and said "OK, let's get to work.

We walked back to the office and I turned her over to Patty to indoctinate her in the bookkeeping. I would work with her later on the desk clerk stuff, but while she could hear, I called my wife and told her we had a new employee and I had to work late working with her on her training.

She glanced at me with her thumb up, and we both smiled knowing our training sesson was just a little while away

OOC Sweets - your PM box is full - tried to answer yours but it wouldnt go through

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

Frank said nothing only wrapped an arm around my shoulder and walked me back to my room. I was shaking uncontrollably and holding back sobs. As we walked and he comforted me, I got that feeling again that I knew him. This time it was stronger though. I couldn’t think though. My mind was on other things.
Frank opened the door as I just walked slowly to the bed. I fell on my stomach as I just lie there letting the tears roll. I heard the door shut and lock so thought that Frank had left. I started to beat the bed under me as I cried out in frustration. Throwing a hissy fit like a child then got calm. I just lie there sobbing into the blanket then I felt, the bed move under me as I felt Franks large hands rubbing up and down my back. He was trying to comfort me, but this time, it wasn’t going to work. He was whispering to me, telling me it was goin to be alright, and placing light kisses on the back of my neck. I shruged as he kissed my neck, not sure what he had in mind if anything. I mean…I was vaunrable right now so…he could totally take advantage of that if he wanted to.
“Not now Frank.” I said as I sniffled and tried to regain my breath. I turned my head to the side to look at him as I explained to him about how I told Jesse everything. About me taking the job, about Patty, about him and I, and the daily noon meetings that were to take place. Frank just assured me everything was going to be fine as he searched for something else to talk about.
“So—what brought you here anyway Kessie?” He enquired a I felt him move to straddle me. He was sitting on my butt as I felt his hands start to massage gently. I turned my head to look straight ahead again as I started to feel a little more relaxed. I started to explain to him about Bret and how he had changed on me. How it had been a wonderful relationship for about two years and then he wanted me to give up the life I knew so I did the only thing I saw fit. I packed up and left his sorry ass back in Texas and here I was. Frank was working on my muscles and I felt like a puddle in his hands, but as soon as I said Texas…he seemed to slow. “Texas huh?”
“Yeah. I was born and raised there. What about you?”
“Oh…I grew up in Texas too.”
“What part are you from?”
“Nacogdoches. Went to Nacogdoches High School…Home of the Nacogdoches Dragons!” He said. My eyes got wide as he said it and my body tensed. I couldn’t believe it! I reared up on my arms sending Frank falling to the floor. I turned to look down at him as he lay on the floor. I pushed the hair behind my ear as I just kneeled there on the bed. “What the hell Kessie? Are you okay?”
“Oh my God! Frank. I am so sorry. I am sorry. Forgive me. Just when you said where you are from, it caught me off guard. I went there too! Class of ’96. I’m sorry…” I kept apologizing over and over as I helped him off of the floor and got him onto the bed. I went to the freezer, as we talked about it and found out he was the Frank I had a feeling it was, and took out a hand full of icecubes. I kept looking over at Frank smiling and so excited. I couldn’t believe this! Of all place to meet up ya know? I put the ice in a towel, wrapped it up, and took it over to him as I placed it on his head where he bumped it. He held it there as I sunk to the floor. I kneeled next to him looking up at him w/ a huge smile on my face. We talked about the old days and telling each other what we know of fellow classmates. I couldn’t believe it! Here we were together again. Fate works in mysterious ways.
I knew that there would be no relationship that I had dreamed of years ago for he told me about his wife and child. That made me feel a little more at ease in a way. I think he could still see there was hesitation in my eyes.
“Kessie—You are free to do whatever you want. I am not going to be available to you except on a casual basis. Don’t want the wife to find out ya know? I promise you…everything will be okay!” He said as he looked at me and took my chin in his hand. I smiled at him as he turned and got up. He took the towel over to the sink, returned to me, put out his hand to help me up. “Okay…let’s get to work.” I just looked at him astonished. “Work, work silly. Wouldn’t really call givin you some lovin work ya know.” He finished as we walked toward the door.
As we reached the office, I could see Stacey standing outside Jesse’s door. God she looked mad. She had good reason to be. I had just totally hurt her brother. I let my head drop as she looked my way. I couldn’t look at her.
I followed Frank behind the desk to where we met up w/ Patty. As Patty was showing me the book keeping, Frank called his wife to let her know he would be late. He was going to show me how to do the front desk after Patty took off for home. I looked over at him w/ a smile and a thumbs up then went back to paying attention to Patty. Wouldn’t be long until he was giving me my training session……

 

[WhiteWolf]

And as she waited, Stacey came in. She walked up to the desk and cleared her throat as she looked across the desk to Kessie. "You and I need to talk..." She said flatly. She didnt wait until they had gone to someplace private, she starte to lay it all out right here and now. "Jesse told me what you said...Jesus..how could you?? And you hought Jesse did what you did go and do.I mean, he's hurting Kessie, he's hurting bad. I've never seen him this way and he's only known you two days! If you don't know how he feels about you let me put it this way, He's never acted this way over any girl before, ever!. I think you should go see him, at least get him to talk and stop shutting himself out." And with that she walked away, she didn't go back to his rom, she headed for the Barn to do some work.

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

I stood there w/ Patty as we heard the bells on the door indicating someone was on their way in. With Frank on the phone, Patty started to walk out to the front desk. I turned to see that it was Stacey.
“I will take care of this one Patty. I know her.” I said as Patty looked at me and made her way back to her seat. I went to the desk and waited for Stacey to arrive. I gulped for I knew what she was there for. Stacey stood before me as she cleared her throat and laid it out to me. I thought she would have at least waited to take me someplace private, but no. She gave it to me right there. As she told me what was what and how much I had hurt Jesse, I looked around embarrassed like. I knew how much I had hurt him cuz I was hurting too. Just as much and maybe more! I turned my head to look at Patty and Frank that were both in Patty’s office watching then turned to look at Stacey.
“…He’s never acted this way over any girl before, ever! I think you should go see him, at least get him to talk and stop shutting himself out.” She finished as she just glared at me. I just nodded my head slowly, gulped hard, as she turned around and headed back out the door. I walked a few feet behind her as I watched her walking across the lot. She didn’t go back to Jesse’s room…just kept walking. I looked over to Frank and Patty. I knew that it was the start of my training, but…maybe I should go see Jesse. I didn’t know if the newly found information would help any or not. I was hoping that it would, but I just didn’t’ know.
“Frank—“ I said lightly as I was sure he could see the tears again starting to form. He said nothing….just wrapped his arm around Patty and nodded to me to be on my way. I started to head out, but before I did…I ran back to Frank. I wrapped my arms around his neck, looked at him, and then kissed his sweet lips. I patted Pattys arm as I ran out the door to Jesse’s room.
I stood there nervous as hell. Here Stacey said that Jesse had never acted this way over any girl before, but it was the same for me. I had never acted this way over any guy. Not even Bret! I mean…it took us at least 3mths to get our relationship going and here I was gaga over some guy I had only known for two days!? I took a deep breath as I raised my hand to knock on the door. As I was getting ready to knock…the door opened. There stood Jesse w/ his bag in his hand. His face was tear stained and he looked worn out. My heart was beating a mile a min…I didn’t know what to say! He just glared at me w/ that same glare Stacey had givin me just moments ago, as I watched his chest rise and fall w/ every breath.
“Jesse—“ I started, but couldn’t find any words to follow. I just looked up to him hoping he would ask me in so we could talk it out…..

 

[WhiteWolf]

I had been packing my thngs, just throwing them in the bag as quickly as I could. Finaly having it stuffed full I began to leave. I opened the door...to see Kessie standing there, her hand raised ready to knock. She just loked up at me as I glared at her, then she saaid my name..and nothing more. There was a long pause between us. She started to nod and turn around. As she did I dropped the bag, grabbed her by the arm and pulled her back around to face me, but at the same time stepping forward, letting go of her arm as mine enveloped her in an embrace.

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

We stood there for a moment w/ no words between us. I could see nothing was going to change his mind. He had made up his mind and was going to leave. I just nodded as I turned to leave. I didn’t get to far when I heard the thud of the bag falling to the ground. It seemed to echo, then everything went in slow motion. I felt his hand on my arm pulling me back. He turned me to face him as he stepped in. I gulped as I looked into those eyes. Soon I felt his arm let mine go and his arms wrapped around me pulling my close. I let my arms do the same to him as I held him close. I felt his hands rubbing up and down my back as I did the same to him. I was trying to be strong and not break down in tears as we held each other tight. I didn’t’ want to be out in the open so I started to slowly push him back. He read my mind as he lifted me from the ground, shut the door, and took me into his room. Jesse laid me on the bed then lie next to me still holding me tight. I lifted my leg and let it drape over his thigh as we looked in each others eyes. I lifted my right hand to softly caress his face. I went around his face slowly as he closed his eyes and let out a soft sigh then I just let my finger drop to his chest where I let my hand rest feeling his heartbeat. As it rested there he lifted his hand to let it join mine. He held it so tender. I moved closer to him as my forehead rested against his. We were in his room for over an hour w/ no words. I opened my eyes and only spoke his name briefly, but Jesse hushed me as he kept his eyes closed. I took a deep breath as I closed my eyes and just lie there w/ him. I looked up at the time and knew I had to get back to the office w/ Frank and Patty so I could start learning my job.
"Jesse--I have to get back to the office. I mean...if I don't I will end up w/ no job. We don't want that." I said as I looked at Jesse. He had now opened his eyes and was looking at me. He still said nothing just lifted his hand to brush my hair behind my ear. I had to tell him about Frank. Now was going to be as good a time as any. "Before I go though...I...I..." I was at a lose of words again. I didn't want to have what happened before happen again! I couldn't lose him and Frank! Someplace deep inside I found the courage to tell him. "I have to tell you. After I left you this afternoon, I went back to my room and ran into Frank." I saw it in his eyes...that glare again, but I didn't want it there. "NOTHING happened! I swear to you. Nothing happened Jesse. He just comforted me and then I found out that he and I went to HS together. Strange place to meet, but fate has a strange way of working out. I mean...I had a feeling I knew him the day I stopped here, but I didn't know why. There have been other things that should have tipped me off, but they didn't. Not until he was comforting me did we find out that we knew each other from HS. He is married Jesse w/ a child. Married w/ a child! He and I will only be casual sex, but you and I....you and I...I hope will be more than that. I know I have only known you for 2 days Jesse, but I feel so damn close to you. I don't want to lose you and I don't want to lose Frank again! I have never felt this for anyone....not even Bret. You have to beleive me Jesse...Frank and I may have the casual sex, but you...you would have me for always!" I finished as I brought my head back up to look at him. I was expecting that harsh glare again, but for some odd reason there was a soft look to his eyes, like he understood. We sat in silence again as he continued to caress my cheek and i looked over at the clock. I needed to get back to the office, I needed to know what was going to happen w/ Jesse and I and soon….

 

[catlover]

Frank

We waited for her to return. She was supposed to have a job but seemed more interested in Jesse.

I made up my mind. If she wasnt back in 15 minutes she was out of here

Why couldnt he just let her work here and have his time with her off hours? That was supposed to be the idea, but he seemed to think he was entitled to 24 hours a day, while she had a free room and drew a salary. Maybe he had never had a job. Business doesnt work that way.

 

[WhiteWolf]

As she told me this new news I just ;istened, and when she was done she loked at me. I just gave her a smile. So she would b doing something casual on the side...but she would be mine. I didn't mind this. At least I wasn't finding out on my own by walking into it. But she had to get back to work, she was right about that. So sitting up I slid from the bed and took her by a hand. "Come on, lets get you back to that desk." Her hand fell into mine as she stood and we left the room heading back to the Hotel Office. I wanted to assure her that things were going to be alright with us..but I coud do that later. Over dinner perhaps.

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

Jesse looked over my shoulder at the clock then back to me. Still not sayin a word, he slid off of the bed to make his way to where I was sitting up. He put out his hand to me as he spoke,
“Come on, let’s get you back to that desk.” He said as my hand fell into his, I swung my legs to stand, and we headed over to the office hand in hand. Was this a sign that we were going to be alright? I sure to God hoped so. As we got to the office, Jesse walked ahead of me a little as he opened the door. What a gentleman! I walked in as he followed. I went to where I saw Frank and Patty waiting on me. Frank looked at his watch then to me.
“Good thing you showed up. If you hadn’t been here in 15min…you would have lost your job before you even got started.”
“I am sorry Frank. I had to…um…get something straightened out.”
“Alright, but don’t be late on the clock again.” Frank said w/ a wink and a smile as he turned around to go back to Patty. I turned around to Jesse as I held his hands in mine and looked up at him.
“So…Jesse…we okay?” I asked.
“You just work Kessie. I will be by later and we can talk about it okay?” He finished as he kissed my hand.
“Yeah Jes.” I replied as he let my hand go and headed out the door. He turned to blow a kiss as I smiled then turned to go to the office w/ Frank and Patty and learn my job…..

 

[catlover]

Frank

Patty had been waiting with me, but it was time for her to leave and go home to her husband, leaving Kessie and me alone there at the desk for a while, as the regular desk clerk took a break.. It only took a few minutes to show her the ropes about checking people in, and where everything was that she might need. Besides, if there were a problem Patty would be there to ask, if I weren't handy

I did make it clear that this was the last time she would get to take time off to go see Jesse during working hours, and I didnt want him hanging around either here in the lobby

With the air rather chilly, I left and went home, surprising my wife by arriving earlier than she expected. When I told her I'd be working late, she was sure i would be getting laid by some female, but she was having dinner with the baby, and fixed me a bite and we all went to bed.

She whispeed that it was nice of me to come home and be in bed with my own wife. I wasnt really in agreement, as I was thinking of Kessie and her love affair while we had sex and then rolled over and went off to sleep.

Kessie had t5alked about going to dinner with Jesse, and i wanted to give her the space. I had her all day tomorrow during working hours, unless of course she decided to just leave and go with him.

There was always Patty, and she would fuck me anytime now that we'd done it the first time today. We would see how tomorrow went

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

We all stood in the office as Patty showed me a little bit. Not much, but a little. Soon she was packing up and on her way home to be w/ her husband. This left Frank and I alone.
Frank showed me a lot in a matter of moments. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I would be able to handle myself. I knew that if I came across a problem, I would have Frank and Patty to go to. I stood there next to Frank feeling so wet and wanting to have him touch me again, but I was being good. I had to learn this job! I knew that what I craved would come in time. Not tonight for he decided to go home to his wife and child, but only because he had heard Jesse say that we could talk about us tonight. I understood, but he could have at least given me a quickie before going home.
Soon it was time for Frank to head off. He left me there at the office alone to fend for myself until the desk clerk came back. I wouldn’t be on a regular shift tonight for Patty and he were both gone.
“It will only be about an hour and trust me…nothing happens at this hour. Pretty slow so…you can handle it. We will train more tomorrow alright?”
“Alright Frank. Take care and I will see you in the morning.” I called out from behind him as he took off to clock out.
“Oh…and Kessie…” I heard him call after the punch. I heard him making his way back up to me. I stood there at the desk as he came and stopped before me. I gulped in anticipation as he came a little closer then leaned in a little, but then stopped short as the door opened. He took care of the customer then came back to me. He took my hand in his as he lead me into the office. He took a seat as I stood before him then felt his hands on my hips. Slowly he started to rub up and down my sides then pulled me down to his lap. This was it! He was going to give me my quickie, but then I saw the serious look in his eyes. I shifted in my straddle as my smile diminished a little. I sat there looking at him like a child listening to their parents when they are younger. “Kessie—I want to make this clear to you. I offered you this job and you accepted, but so far…you have been spending more time w/ Jesse than here w/ Patty and I learning your job. You started out alright today, but as soon as that girl came in to talk to you…you took off to him again. I know I let you, but this is the last time you are goin to get time off to go see him while you are on the clock. I don’t want him hanging out here in the lobby either and distracting you alright?” He said as he took my chin in his hand. I just looked in his eyes and nodded my head. “Alright then…I am heading home. Here is my number should you have an emergency.” He finished as I got up off of his lap and he stood. As he walked out the office, I watched him from behind. A smile found its way to my lips again as I watched him walk out. I really remember that backside from HS and it was always better in the football spandex! MMM!! So tight and from my nooner w/ him…I knew it still was tight under those nice slacks. I shook my head as I called out to him,
“Frank…” I went and stood in the hall waiting for him to come back to the front. As I saw him coming toward me, I started to lick my lips. Soon he was there and I was blocking the way out. I looked up at him, stood on my tip toes, letting my arms wrap around his neck and gave him a soft kiss. There was no resistance at all. In fact…there was a stir from down below. I rubbed the front of his pants as I felt him grow. I let out a light moan as I granted his tongue passage into my mouth. I sucked on it for a little while as I opened my eyes and looked in his. I gave a little squeeze to him as he let out a little moan, but I knew he had to get home so I let my hand drop. I let the kiss linger for a moment longer though as I sucked on his tongue then pulled out of the kiss. “I will see you bright and early Frank. Have a good night.” I said as I moved out of his way and watched that tall figure walk out the door. Tonight I find out about Jesse and I. I was praying so hard that we were going to be okay and that I could have both of these men in my life. I took a deep breath as I thought of both of them. I licked my lips as I thought about tomorrow w/ Frank. Maybe tomorrow he would show me something “hard”…..

 

[catlover]

Frank

Morning came too early. Since I was to bweon the desk at 5 AM, I got up at four and struggled through a shower and breakfastr and into some clothes and went to work. I drove the car around the back and lookede at Kessie';s room I thought of bangng on the door, but if she had Jesse in there with hger or she wasnt there, I'd be disappoijnted, and didnt want that.

So, I went to the desk anbd looked to see if she had any action late last night after I left, and saw nothing of note.

About 9, after checking people out and tending to business, she showed up for my breakj as we had scheduled. I said "good morning. How was your night?" I almost told her I thought about knocking on her door before 5 AM, but held back She cooed a response I couldnt quite hear. It was something like "I thought about you as i hugged my pillow, and wished you had come and visited me early this morning"

Then I told her and we made a standing date to do just that when I came to work every day.

She said she liked the idea of a nooner, but she wanted it to be just us, and not a threesome. She had fun yesterday but being bi wasn't her thing and she didnt want to do it every day.

I poured myself a cup of coffee and went in to talk to Patty. I told her our noon date was off, as Kessie wanted it to be just the two of us. I promised to make it up to her and would meet her about two, and tell her the whole story.

 

[WhiteWolf]

The Night Before....

I waited patiently for her to get out of work. I had called my Sister back at our ranch and had made arrangements for Kessie and I to have a nice quiet dinner. I was dressed in pair of nice looking jeans, a white t-shirt and a pair of boots, freshly polished. I stood beside my truck as I waited outside her room for a few moments before going up to the door and knocking. She must of knew it was me by looking trough the peep hole because I could hear a faint gigle before she opened thedoor. She stood there, her hair done up wearing a casual looking dress. Smiling to her I gave her a kiss and stepped back. "You ready?" I asked as I took her hand in mine. "Yeah, wher we going?" She asked with another giggle. "My place."

The drive to my place was one of quiet conversation as we told each other a little more about ourselves. But after thirty minutes of driving we were finaly there.

A small wodden fence made out of handcut logs ran the parimeter of the ranch, going out to the road. In al the Ranch stood on 60 acres of land. The house itself was two stories with a large yard dotted with trees and flower boxes. The barn and stables were off to the left of the property, 60 feet from the house. In the back there was a pool. As we began our way up the drive we could hear the neighing and whinni'ing of horses . Out in the field I could see Stacey riding Star, her pride and joy, silhouted against the sun as it began to fade on the horizon.

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

As we drove up the drive to Jesses, I could see Stacey riding on her horse. She was just as graceful as Jesse was. I wanted to ride w/ Jesse again. Alright…so not only did I want to ride w/ Jesse…I wanted to “ride” Jesse. I know…I was terrible! I just fell for him totally and don’t know why. It wasn’t a bad thing, but just strange. I just prayed that we were okay. I should know cuz why else would he have brought me to his place if we weren’t alright?
Jesse brought his truck to a stop infront of the house. It was beautiful! I got out slowly and just stood there in amazement. I mean…I always thought my house was huge, but this was larger. He took my hand slowly and started to guide me up the walk. I held his hand tightly as I leaned against his arm.
We reached the door when it opened to a wonderful fragrance and glorious view. I looked up at Jesse w/ a smile. Slowly I walked thru the door and an older woman was there to take my coat. I could only imagine it was his mother then the gentleman that opened and shut the door behind us must have been his father. I was already meeting the parents? This was sort of nerve wracking thus far! I was ready though. I mean…I had very strong feelings for him and he knew the agreement between Frank and I also. His parents could never know that agreement! At least not yet. If they were even his parents. I guess I would find out….

 

[WhiteWolf]

As we walked in and my Mother wasthere to greet us, taking Kessie's coat, and as we stepped my Dad shut the door. I just smiled at them and said "Thanks." Then began leading Kessie into the dining room. There would be time later to introduce them. "My Parents, Sister , and myself all lived here. The Ranch is our buisness.." I began to tell her as we steped into the dining room. The table was set out in food, lit by candles, a bottle of wine was in the center of it all. Smiling I led her to her seat and pulled it out for her, once she sat down I helped push it under for her. "During the sumers we have a camp her efor kids ages 8 to 17, help them learn how to ride, other activities, we have our own litle rodeo right for them to take part in..and other stuff to do." Going over to my seat I sat down, Stacey would be in after a few minutes to serve us. "And during the rest of the year we make a living with just the Ranch itself. My Dad stil loves to ride, and he's taking part in the competitions this year with me...from what I hear." And what I heard I didn't like..my Dad had a heart condition and his Doctor's had told him time and again not to do anything over strenuous. But that stubborn old Coon just wont listen..and still pushes himself to the limit giving it al, in everything he does. "So since you know what I do and where I live you're probably wondering why I stay at the Hotel. Well I needed a litle break to tel the truth. So I went on the road for a couple of months..just me, my truck, and no one else."

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

We headed over to the dining room as Jesse explained to me what he did for a living. It was very intriguing. Kind of like my family except for the camp part. I kept my eyes on Jesse as we sat there. It was just he and I as the other people were serving us. It was wonderful. He sat all of this up??!! I was so happy. I found his foot under the table as we sat there in the candle light. Stacey had joined his parents in helping to serve us. The food was wonderful, but the best was just spending the time w/ Jesse. I couldn’t believe I had these feelings for him so soon! I had strong feelings for Frank too, but always had feelings for him no matter what. We talked about our lives and everything. It was kind of scary how much we had in common. Then he told me about having to get a break.
“I know how you feel Jesse!” I exclaimed.
“You do?”
“Yeah. That is why I am here. I mean…I just up and left home to get away. I wanted to go back, but now that I have found you and Frank and have the job…I am not goin anyplace anytime soon!”
“What would make a girl like you just up and want to leave your family behind?”
“Well…” I started to tell him everything that had happened between Bret and I. I got a little misty, but it was okay. I mean…Jesse was all the man that Bret never could be. Sure I knew that could change at anytime, but he and his family already have a business going and so far it hadn’t changed him. Sure he had to get away, but he was back which was more than I could say about Bret. Bret would go away and come back worse than ever.
After dinner we went to the living room to talk more and he introduced me to his parents and then Stacey joined us and we all talked about everything. I didn’t really know what to say seeing I had just met Jesse yesterday. I let him kind of lead me in some of the conversation. I just hoped we would have time alone so I could find out if we were okay and how it was all going to work out w/ Frank…..

 

[WhiteWolf]

After a couple of hours of talk I lookd to my family and kind of shrugged, glancing ot the door. With a few nods they stood up one at a time and began to leave the room. Soon however I heard the front door open and close as they all left the house. Looking over at Kessie I smiled. "Well, you've seen the dining room, and the living room...care for a tour?" "A tour?" She said wit has giggle. "Sure." And we stood up, I took one of her hands in mine and began showing her through the house. She saw the study,kitchen, dining room,every rom in the house. Although I did show her my room form the door we went past it to a set of french doors at the end of the hall. Opening them I took her out onto the porch. The porch overlooked the back yard and the pool, and my Mother's small garden. A white wooden railing ran the length of the porch so no one would fall off.On the porch itself wasa wrought iron table with three chairs, a wooden bench, dec lounger, and a potted rose.

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

As he showed me around, all I could think about was what a wonderful house he had. I held his hand so tight. We ended the tour on the porch overlooking everything. It was a wonderful sight. The moon was magnificent! Being full and all, it lit up the night wonderfully. I looked down to the pool and wanted to go. I turned to Jesse w/ a glint in my eye. Although I didn’t have any suit so didn’t think it would work. I think he saw the look in my eyes.
“Kes—the family is out for awhile if you wanted to go for a swim.”
“But I don’t have a suit.”
“You can borrow one of Staceys or…” He didn’t say anything, just looked at me w/ that smile.
“Or what Jesse?”
“Or we can go skinny dipping. I mean…wonderful night for it and would be even more wonderful w/ you.” He said as he moved closer to me. I backed up against the railing as I held tight to it. My heart was already going a mile a min. I looked up at him as I licked my lips. I wanted to kiss him so hard. I wanted him so much! He leaned in closer as I felt his hand on my cheek, caressing it. I don’t know what got to me, but I broke the silence…
“Jesse…I need to know.”
“About?” He let his thumb stroke on my cheek.
“About us. I mean…are we okay? Is this going to work w/ us? I want it to work so bad, but I need to hear it from you that we are okay. That any arrangement that is worked out be it you or Frank is goin to be okay. I told you about Frank and all, but…I…” I didn’t get to finish before Jesse took my hands in his and started to speak….

 

[WhiteWolf]

"Kess..I love you..as long as come back to me, I think we'll be alright. You could even stay here some nights if oyu wanted. The drive to the Hotel isn't tat long." I then kissed her hands as I lead her from the porch. knew my family woud be away quite a while as I had reserved the house for just the two of us. So I lead her down stairs and out into the back by means of the living room door. And then we were standing on the porch on the ground level. A wooden deck ran around the pool...and there was a wooden fence bult around it as well. Flicking a switch I turned the pool lights on and smiled to her. There wasa diving board and a slide, ladder, and some steps leading down into the water.

 

[angel_of_ur_dreams]

I smiled up at him as I nibbled my lower lip. He loved me? Those words meant the world to me right now.
“Oh Jesse! I love you too!” I squealed as I wrapped my arms around him. As I pulled back, he took my hands in his to kiss, then started to lead me off of the porch. I followed w/ no questions.
As we mad our way to the deck, he flipped a switch for the pool lights. It was larger than it looked from the porch. I loved it. It wasn’t too bright which was a good thing. I stepped down to the balcony next to a chair. As I turned to look at Jesse, I started to lift the dress over my head. I placed it on the chair neatly as I stood there w/ my thong on. I didn’t have any bra. I could see the look in Jesses’ eyes. Not only in his eyes, but I looked down and there was some growth. He fidgeted a little, but then he stripped. He stood there totally naked. My jaw just dropped as I looked at him. I gulped as I felt myself starting to gush. Already? This never happened before! I watched him as he started to walk closer to me….