Lost in the world

She made an offer. It wasn't a lot -- not in the grand scheme of things -- but I can appreciate her offering the sum extent of what she had.

"I appreciate your offer, Marie -- I really do," I say, my tone softening. "Now, let me make you a counter-offer. Instead of trading your virginity away for mere room and board, how about you stay here for a month, maybe two -- not as my guest, but rather as my... employee? You can earn your keep by keeping the house clean, doing chores -- that sort of thing. You can work off your monetary debt to me directly instead of working for someone else and handing me the cash. And while you live here, we can get to know each other, perhaps even become friends. And at the end of that time, you will owe me nothing and you can leave to enjoy your freedom. Or, you can choose to stay here -- with the original conditions of my first offer."

I thought about taking her virginity, and how I had to admit that, YES, I wanted that very much. But I wasn't so sure if I wanted to simply rip it away from her, all because I had the fortune to have money and a roof over my head. Perhaps I was someone else when I first saw her, and now, after a few weeks, I find that I... evolved.

Maybe. Then again, maybe not. I realized that YES, I did want to rip away her virginities -- all of them. I would like to hold her down, to force myself upon her, to see her tears streaming down her face, to hear her plaintive wails as I fucked her in every possible way.

But I wanted to do all those vile, evil, wicked things to her knowing that she asked for it first. I wanted her to stay here, knowing what would happen to her and what I would do to her -- over and over again, and despite her most fervent protestations.

"If you stay decide to stay here, you will obey all my commands without exception, in exchange for the privilege of living here as my kept woman – and that is all the payment you will receive. You will have clothes, a car, your own cell phone -- perhaps even go to college at my expense... And you may choose to leave at any time, but if you do, you will leave with only the things you had when you returned."
 
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