Lost Loves Rekindled Closed

Walking arm entwined back to where the car is parked. We get in and head to Chris’s home. I watch him out the corner of my eye smiling to myself as the lights of the other car’s shine threw lighting up Chris’s face while outlining his jaw bone. As he stops at the local store he goes in and out quickly. We were both deep with in our own thought of what’s to come as our meet within a glance smiling toward one another. As he turns in and parks we get out and walk to the elevator.
Pushing the button the elevator doors open we step in side as he pushing the number to his floor. I turn to him my hand slipping over his chest, placing my lips apon his I kiss him sensually. I pull back when we reach his floor. I smile up to him as we walk out to the hall.
 
Her touch sends sparks through my body and i return her sensual kiss as we ascend in the elevator. I notice her looking up at me as we walk along the corridor towards my room. Stopping just in front of it i pluck a key out of my pocket and unlocking first, then opening it i hold the door open.

"It may not look much but i feel it is quite comfortable and cozy."

Entering the room i walked across to a small cabinet and taking out the wine bucket filled it with ice before starting to chill the wine. Turning towards Donna our eyes met, my feelings for her were as strong now as they had been during college. I searched her eyes for similar feelings as i crossed the floor that lied beneath us. Taking her face in my hands i kissed her softly as the room came alive under the moonlit sky.
 
As we descend the elevator and down the corridor to his apartment. Opening the door I hear him saying it not much though it is quit comfortable and cozy. Smiling as we enter He headed to puts the wine on ice. I turn shutting and locking the door. I place my purse on a table nearby, as I walk in to the living room looking toward Chris as our eyes meet. His eyes searching mine, I know the look upon his face as I watch him come close. Seizing my face within his hands as he softly clams my lips kissing me.
My knees become week as I feel the long of my desire burn within the pit of my stomach. Wrapping my arms about his neck I begin to kiss him back with passion of my own. Slipping my tongue between is lips as it softly brushes his. Moaning deep in my throat edging my body closer to him feeling the heat radiate between us. My mind racing with the past passion, desire, longing I once felt now opening my heart once more.
Pulling slightly back within a heated whisper “Oh Chris, How I longed to see you once more. You always meant the world to me.”
 
As our kiss continued our tongues danced inside each other's mouths my passon and lust burned deep.

I felt her pull back slightly and looked into her eyes as her words flowed forth. "Donna i have thought about you for so long my heart has ached and i've even cryed myself to sleep some nights."

Moving my hands to encircle her waist our kiss reignited as the fire burned in my loins. Tracing my hands over the small back and down i let them cup each of her buttcheeks drawing her closer to me so that our hearts were almost touching each others.
 
As Chris’s caress awaken my utmost passionate desire, my need of his affection yielding no relief as I tremble hearing his confession. Emotions over whelming my mind as my heart aces with in my chest yearning for his love once more.

My mind swarms in thought of his wonderful touch, gentle kiss, cuddling warmth, intoxicating smell, his passionate desire of pleasing in our love making.
* Sighing * deeply as the acing desire building madly within the boundaries of my womanhood.

“Oh Chris, You do know how I loved to make love with you. Your passion driving my beyond my wildest dreams knowing the blissful pleasure you brought out of me.”

Moving my hand between us softly caress his chest while I kissing him with my own sensual passion.
My fingers finding the button of his shirt they undo the first, then second continuing until all where freed, reveling his most magnificent chest to my wondering eyes. I entwine my fingers within the fine hairs twisting feeling his heart pound beneath.

Slowly pulling my lips from his I move up under his chin softly tracing my way down his throat across his chest caressing softly with my lips. The moistened heat of my heavy breath spreading over his skin where I kiss as my blood boils lustfully.
 
Her kisses over my chest were sending little sparks all through my body. My mind raced with thoughts from time we had spent together long ago and also of was this right so soon after meeting her again. Sheesh i was caught between a rock and a hard place. If i stopped her she may think i dont love her and if i do it she may think im only after her body.

Lifting Donna's face away from my chest i looked into her eyes as my words come out "As much as this pains me to say it, I do believe we are rushing this a little bit, It has been ages since we have even spoken or contacted each other." Furthermore i added " a few more weeks or even months to fully get to know each other again doesnt sound that unreasonable does it."

Taking a cigarette i lit it and walked across to the window letting my words fill the darkened room.
 
Feeling his hand upon my face as he bring me up to look into his eyes. I hear the turmoil with in his words as he spoke. My Heart pounded knowing he spoke the truth. When he turned and walk to the window, I stand there looking at his back as I gain my composure. The wondering goes through my mind as I try to suppress my need that was built.
" Yes your right Chris, It has been years and we should find out about one another." I walk to him as I place a hand on his should. " I will not rush if from here on out." Letting my hand drop I turn and walk to the near by chair and sit. " When you are ready It will be you to make the first move. I did 't want you badly as I thought of times we spent in each others arm." Looking to the floor I finish say what U felt need to be said. " I wanted it again I am sorry for rushing you."

Folding my hand in my lap as I close my eyes to think. * Wow, now how does he see you, you should have controlled your self. You should have known better. * I scold my self within my mind.
 
I feel Donna walk across and place her hand on my shoulder...... I listen to her words then her footsteps as they move across the floor before they stop. Turning slightly i listen to her words as she sits in the chair. Finishing the cigarette i walk across to the icebucket and taking two glasses uncork the bottle and pour us each a glass. My movements are methodically planned out as i carry the glasses back across. Resting mine on a table i half kneel and lifting her head from her hands whisper "I understand how you are feeling" as our eyes met and our thoughts sent via the window to the soul. Putting the glass in one hand i took the other hand and softly kissed the back of it. "Time is something we have heaps of unless you are unwell and not telling me."

I let the words linger a little as i lifted my glass and took a few sips all the while watching Donna.
 
I hear his movements about the room then looking at his feet as he stoops on one knee in front of me Lifting my face as our eyes meet, placing a glass of wine in one while he kissed the back of the other as he spoke in a whisper of his understanding. As we gaze into one another’s soul as I hear his words over and over in my thought.
“Time is something I have a lot of I am willing to be patience.” Bring my hand to his cheek as I softly caress with my thumb. Leaning close to him placing a tender kiss upon his lips then pull back as I sit up straight up. Bring my wine to my lips I slowly sip. As the feeling and the emotions still run throw as well as my desire for him. Standing moving around him I walk to the window with glass in hand. I stare out in to the darkness with only the light of the city shine.
“So Chris, What have you been doing with your self the past ten years” I try to say in a calm voice.
 
I feel Donna's lips touch mine briefly before she sits back. Standing she walks past me and stops looking out the window toward the city, the moonlight highlights her quite well and my mind and body is racked once again with thoughts. Then she speaks or attempts to in a calm manner. Taking my glass i walk across and lighting resting my hand on her waist draw her head closer to my shoulder so as to whisper." These last years spent apart have seen me not stay in one place for very long but i hope that will change, my main source of income has been from security work."

Furthermore i believe there are a few opportunities for skilled workers with that area of expertise in this city. "I actually have a job interview lined up tomorrow and all going well should be starting work next week."

Turning Donna so that our eyes met i said "Would you like to stay or can i take you home."
 
As I sip the wine looking out the window. Feeling your arm about my waist laying my head against your shoulder as you speak of you traveling for you job and the interview for tomorrow. Smiling as you say if you get the job you would start next week. As you face me looking into my eyes ask if I like to stay or return home.

"If it would be no trouble I will stay seeing the hour is late, providing you have the room Chris. I don't wish to put you out." I say softly.

I sip the rest of the wine I again control and composure. " I will how every need to borrow something to sleep in and I would need to use your shower if that's all right?"
 
Donna's words are softly spoken and listening to all of them i only take a few minutes to decide the course of action needed to be taken.

"Of course i have the room indicating the double bed."

Walking across to the wardrobe i take an old white shirt of mine, crossing the floor i place it over a chair for Donna to use.

"The shower is just through that door indicating the one on the right hand side of the wardrobe."

Noticing Donna had finished her wine i wondered if she would like another one. "Would you care for another drink and maybe some music as well."
 
Smiling as he points out where everything was, then goes and grabs my a night shirt to wear. Thank ask if I would care for more wine.

"Yes, please Chris, I would like some more thank you." I hand him my glass as I walk and sit back in the chair.

"I will shower after I finish the wine. I am sure you'll need up early in the morning so you shall need your rest." Saying in a caring voice as I watch him take and refill my glass.
 
Taking the glass from her hand i watch as she moves and sits back in the chair. As i walk across to pour another glass for both of us i hear her words and know that they are heartfelt. Humming a little to myself as i walk slowly back to her and place the glass in her hands i smile before resting my glass on the table near the bed. Sitting on the edge of the bed i let my eyes roam over the room and then over Donna's body. Moonlight illuminates her face so well.

"Donna i can stay up for another few hours if you would like to, but as i will need to take you home in the morning so as you are not late to work it may be best to go to sleep."

Removing my shoes, socks and shirt i glanced across at Donna and said "feel free to freshen up before going to bed if you would like to."
 
Watching as he refills our drinks then walking to me handing me mine. Then turning walking to the bed he sits as he glances around the room filially resting his eyes on my. Smiling sweetly as our eyes meet while he speaks of the time he still has and taking me back to my home in the morning for work. Sipping my wine as I watch him remove his shoes, sock, then briefly looks away as he takes off his shirt as he turns glancing back to me as he say to feel free to freshen up before going to bed.

With our eyes still in contact glancing him up and down “Yes I do have a busy day tomorrow afternoon. I don’t have to be at the job till 10 in the morning. “ I sip the wine then stand as I take the shirt off the back of the chair and head to the bathroom wine in hand, pausing at the door I turn to Chris. “ Pardon me I will freshen up now that way when we decide to sleep I shall be ready.” I head in the bathroom as I shut the door behind me unaware that it didn’t close tightly.

Hanging the shirt over the towel rack, I proceeded to take off my shoes, blouse, skirt, slip, bra, stocking then panties. I turn going to the shower leaning in I turn on the hot then the cold. Placing my hand under the faucet I check to make sure it was just right. After doing so I climb in pulling the shower curtain closed, reaching the knob I turn it to the shower head. Standing under it I let the water cascade down my body. I wash my hair, then the rest of my body paying particular attention to my sex. Then rising off I stand under the water as it hit the nap of my neck running down my back side. Turning I shut off the water and climb out. I take one of the towels and dry off then I bend wrapping my hair in the towel. I take Chris’s shirt and put it on. I gather my clothes folding them. I make sure everything was back in place grabbing my glass of wine I walk out of the bath room.

I walk and place my clothes on the chair I was sitting in. I turn and walk to the bed sitting be side Chris. I finish the wine placing the empty glass on the table beside his. I Look to him as our eyes meet I smile saying. “I needed that. By the way what side of the bed you sleep on?”
 
As our eyes met i heard Donna answer my question about work and smiled a little....... A little time passed and she soon headed into the bathroom to freshen up. Hearing the shower running i glanced across and noticed the door had not been shut fully, this could be her place as well as mine i thought to myself. Sipping my wine i lit a cigarette as i heard the water stop and then the soft footsteps of Donna enter the main room and breathed in her sweet aroma as she sat next to me on the bed.

I had put my glass down on the table before she got back and just finishing my cigarette i turned to face her. "Donna you can choose which side of the bed as most nights i have been almost sleeping in the middle." A smiled pursed my lips as i wondered whether that had been taken well or not.

Standing i walked slowly around the end of the bed and stopped just at the bathroom door before turning around "I will let you decide which side whilst i take a quick shower."
 
Watching as he turns to face me smiling as he answer my question about which side he wanted. Softly I giggle then smile widely at him. He stands walking to the end of the bed stopping just at the bathroom door then turning to look at me. Then saying he will let me decide while he showers.
“That’s fine you will see when you come out what I have decided.” I say in a giggling voice as I watch him go in to the bathroom. Standing I turn and look down at the bed as I reach for the covers pulling both sides back. I then climb in staying to the opposite side of where the tables with our wine glasses are, I know he like’s to get up for something to drink in the night. Oh how I remember them days. I climb under the covers pulling the towel off my head I lay it over the pillow then pull my hair up above my head and lay back on the towel. Reaching down I pull the covers up over my breast as I lay my hands crossed over my belly.
I lay there in deep thought about everything that has happened this day as my eyes close to rest some whilst he bathed.
 
Stepping into the bathroom i closed the door over leaving it cracked just a little. Removing the rest of my clothes i turned the shower on and stepped underneath the warm water, it cascaded over my body as i lathered up my body removing a little grime and awakening certain parts of my body as i did so. Thoughts went through my head as i washed my body of Donna's hands exploring, touching and caressing every part of it. Finishing the shower and stepping out i towel myself off and putting on a pair of boxers i opened the door and walked across to the bed. I noticed that Donna had remembered that i did like to have a drink near me at night so taking both glasses i put them on the sink. Taking a small glass from the cabinet i opened the fridge and poured some juice into the glass before returning to the bed. Resting the glass on the table i pulled the covers back far enough to get into bed but noticed that Donna had stirred a little.

"I'm sorry i didnt mean to wake you up." I replied as our eyes met briefly. Propping up my pillow i took a cigarette and lit it before taking a sip of the juice. Glancing across at Donna i wondered how she was feeling or what she may be thinking...... My thoughts were interfered with when my mouth started to open as i looked at Donna again "Would you like to cuddle up with me tonight."
 
Feeling him sit upon the bed slowly I open my eyes as I smile. He speaks in a soft voice saying he was sorry about awaking me. As our eyes meet as I watch his movements he glances over me then asks if I would like to cuddle for the night.


I Smile softly then in a low voice “You did not wake me I was only resting my eyes here thinking. As for cuddling that would be splendid Chris.” Turning on my side I face him, bending one arm putting it under my head, as the other extends as I place my hand on Chris’s chest, as I softly caress it.


“Would you want to cuddle or would it be too much for you? I surely don’t want to upset or offend you Chris. That is by far what I want to happen.” Pulling my hand away I place it on the elbow of the other arm. My eyes softly looking into his.
 
I feel her hands lightly touch my chest and then moves it back slightly. As our eyes meet i smile and lightly draw Donna closer to me. Tilting her head up a little more i lean down and softly kiss her lips. "Of course i have always and still would enjoy cuddling with you."
 
Watching his eyes intensively as my heart begins to pound. As he draws me closer to him leaning down his softly kisses me as my eyes close. Then he speaks in a comforting tone of how is has always enjoyed cuddling with me.

“I have always enjoyed Cuddling with you Chris.” I say in a shakily as my feeling and desires begin to stir once more. Not sure of my control. I lay my head on his chest trying to gain control. Hoping he didn’t see my distress over the feelings that now rages through out me on.
 
I hear her words come out a little shakily and as her head rests on my chest i am vaguely aware that her feelings and desires have once again surfaced. Mine have done so too and as her hand moves to lightly touch my leg i hope she doesnt move it too far or my feelings would be discovered. I moved my hand to lightly caress her back as i felt her breathing change a little. Thoughts raced through my head as to whether this was the best thing to be doing. Reaching out with my free hand i took the glass of juice and sipped some before resting the glass once again on the bedside table. Leaning back a little more and moving my legs slightly so as to get more comfortable my hand slipped from the middle of her back to her lower back as to almost touch the tops of the cheeks of her ass.

Moving it slightly i whispered "im sorry i shouldnt have done that Donna."
 
Oh God how much more can I take of this touchier I think to myself as his hand softly caresses my back. The thoughts the smell, touch, heated warmth of his body every so close to mine. I slip my hand to his thigh, resting it there is more comfortable for me this way. I feel his hand slid low and low on my back as it move future down my back just about to my ass. “It’s alright Chris.” As I try to keep my voice steady so not to alert him.
Moving my hand up slowly to rest on his chest I brush over his shaft. Holding my breath slightly I glance up to his face I watch his feature, Gasping “Oh my I better turn over I am sorry Chris, I do want you, I will not do what you wish not too. Your body so close I can’t help it.” my own features showing an increase in the lines on my forehead, my brows slanting slightly as I knew of his excitement knowing how he felt, I know my own I was unsure if he wanted as much as I.

I turn over quickly breathing heavy, the shirt moves high up my back exposing my ass cheek. I pull the pillow under to where only a bit is under my head. I move my hand under my head the other between my thighs clamping my legs about it.
 
I listened to Donna's words as they came out a little shakily and i remembered back a little to what that voice had meant. Her desire and emotions were skyrocketing due to the closeness to the body and touch of mine. She had also awakened the desire and lust within me as she soon found out as her grazed over my shaft. Our eyes meet briefly as i feel the lust and desire burning brightly. I watch a little stunned as she moves away and lays on her side facing away from me. I hear her words spoken before she moves away.

Thoughts race as time passes before i roll a little and look at her as she lays on her side, moving closer i lightly trace my hand across one shoulder then down her arm as i whisper "Donna i do want you, my body is feeling the same way as yours." "I have missed you so much and your touch is heavenly as well as stimulating."

Wanting so much to close the short distance that lays between us i inch my way closer as my arm wraps around her waist moving her back towards me slightly. Tracing my hand across her back and downwards i let it touch the cheeks of her ass as i use my other hand to move around and start to unbutton the shirt. My movements become a little more frantic and wanton as the lust and desire within almost reaches boiling point i whisper "God you have me going here" as i feel her hand move between us to my thigh.
 
My body reacting to his gentle touch as his body moves closer. His word sparking the fires in my mind. Slowly my hand moves behind as it slips between us down to his thigh, His fingers working the buttons on the shirt one by one they came undone. Sighing softly as his hands brushes then softly caresses the cheeks of my ass. As he whisper in my ear the heat of his breath blows my hair as the words sink in of his wanton, yearning and desiring as my body does, as well as my touching is stimulating. His lusting desire drives him more franticly to remove the shirt that was between us.

Rising up to a sitting position swing my legs over the side of the bed. I look behind me as our eyes meet, the shirt falls from my shoulder to the bed exposing all to you. “Oh Chris my desire for you is great as well as my passion. I have wanted to make love to you for so long, I have had you in my dreams many of lonely nights. What shall come of this night of our lusting desire? God, how I want to feel your body close to me, feeling your passion burn in me deep as mine burns around you. Will this be enough for us?” My words trail off as my mind races with the wanton desire as my heart seek more between us as the battle between the two begin.

Lowering my eyes to the floor knowing I still love Chris, deep within confounds of my heart and soul... Wondering would this love I still carry scare him off, How would he embrace my emotions my terms of endearments. How much could he have changed within the ten years we’ve been apart? I haven’t changed much other then my work; I am more secure in my life. Is it my longing to be settled now, wanting a family? Is this what Chris wants, or is there something more he seeks.

“Chris… There is so much thought of you going threw my mind, So much I need to know. Please understand I do want you now more then I have anyone. Just there is so much we have yet to find out from one another.” Pausing briefly so to find the right words to say to Chris.

I placing my hands to the bed on either side, I push myself up off the bed. I walk slowly to the window looking out over the city’s nightly glow. In a consoling voice I speak to Chris of my hearts intent as well of my body’s desires for him. In a hugging manor I fold my arms around me.

“Chris, My body has yearned for you so long, As well as my heart. Seeing you today brings many thoughts and feeling’s rushing back. It’s the same as I wanted for us then as I want for us now. We spoke of it many times when we were together 10 years ago. And now the same thing is haunting me now. We decided then that the time wasn’t right for either of us we wanted to make something of ourselves before we would settle for any more. So we parted our ways only to lose contact. I have laid a wake many nights thinking of you and wanting you beside me. I have you here now, is this going to be enough for me. When I want so much more from you, as I did back then. I don’t want to lose you again with my hearts needs.”

As my though and emotions begin to run wild in my mind, as my chest feels the tight ache that surrounds my heart. I stare out the window unwilling to face him afraid of his rejection.
 
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