Lost soul searching.

[ultimate_nerdslut]

Oh I know where my mate is. She's just not being co-operative.

Seriously... me being "lost" refers to knowing myself. It's become apparent the best way to get to know myself, is to share myself with others. Who I share myself with, may shine light on a facet of myself that I may have not known before.

I'm an odd optimist, but nonetheless an optimist. This thread has inspired many a good laugh, and a few good friends. I guess that's why I've bumped it. One can always use more friends.

We'll see where the fuck this leads me, because for all I am certain about... me is not one of them.

*hugs*

Well, I would definitely count you as one of my good friends now. *smiles*

And because I am a good friend and care about you....

Bump!

 

[Auraka6669]

*hugs*

Well, I would definitely count you as one of my good friends now. *smiles*

And because I am a good friend and care about you....

Bump!

Thanks.

Surprisingly no more responses to my ad.... perhaps it is time to let this thread die...

 

[ultimate_nerdslut]

maybe...

 

[Auraka6669]

maybe...

And maybe not.

I'm feeling random again.

 

[skittles_lm]

are you ever not random?

 

[Auraka6669]

are you ever not random?

Yes.

Even when being random, I have a plan. An idea, something to do. Although there are times even I am not aware of it at the moment.

But try to recall a time when my randomness wasn't premeditated.

Fuck I'm such an oxymoron.

You know. I think this is why I don't get many replies.... then again. I prefer quality over quantity.

 

[skittles_lm]

Yes.

Even when being random, I have a plan. An idea, something to do. Although there are times even I am not aware of it at the moment.

But try to recall a time when my randomness wasn't premeditated.

Fuck I'm such an oxymoron.

You know. I think this is why I don't get many replies.... then again. I prefer quality over quantity.

poor Sir, quality is hard to come by, isn't it?


lol, it'll happen for you when it is meant to

 

[Auraka6669]

poor Sir, quality is hard to come by, isn't it?


lol, it'll happen for you when it is meant to

It is. Some times I wish I'd just put down.

"I r mastar!!1one!11fuckit!eleveneven!11!
pm me 4 me 2 stuff ur puss with my 14 inch cawk."

I might at least be having a little fun on the way to quality.

 

[HottieMama]

Shit..how are you not getting responses? i personally think you're great.

 

[Auraka6669]

Shit..how are you not getting responses? i personally think you're great.

The biggest issue seems to be attachment. I've had a few run ins with... "Everything looked great, up until that point."

Me, being the guy that I am. I got to be honest. The fact of the matter is that I am hopelessly in love. Emphasis on the hopeless. :|

With that being said, I do realize that a bond must be made to enter a D/s relationship. From where I sit I can stand love. I understand it. I love my friends and family, even my work (she is my mistress.) BUT being *IN* love are two different things.

This is not about romance. Could it be? Perhaps, but out of the gate. You're looking at an uphill battle sugar.

Like I said, some times I wish I was simple. Or a brute. Or didn't have a conscience. Hell I'd settle for the chance at good conversation, with an open door.

Which if nothing else, this thread has brought me much of. With that said, I want to thank everyone I've talked to, and continue to talk to. My friends.

Here's to maybe one more. Or a few.

 

[skittles_lm]

Shit..how are you not getting responses? i personally think you're great.

Don't be fooled my love! You want to be Dommed, come back to me!

Meow, I like this one Auraka, she's awesome

 

[Auraka6669]

Don't be fooled my love! You want to be Dommed, come back to me!

Meow, I like this one Auraka, she's awesome

I am so confused. Who's being fooled? and who's getting dommed? And while we're at it. Who's on first?!

PS. Who's going back to you?

PPS. Yes she seems very nice

 

[skittles_lm]

I am so confused. Who's being fooled? and who's getting dommed? And while we're at it. Who's on first?!

PS. Who's going back to you?

PPS. Yes she seems very nice

LOL she and I have been playing a bit, here and there...

No, Who's on second. What's on first.

 

[Auraka6669]

LOL she and I have been playing a bit, here and there...

No, Who's on second. What's on first.

Oh? Interesting.

Wait, wait, wait now. Who's on third then?

 

[skittles_lm]

Oh? Interesting.

Wait, wait, wait now. Who's on third then?

Is who on third?

And it is...interesting!

 

[Auraka6669]

Is who on third?

And it is...interesting!

You said who was on second.

And *THIS* ladies, and perhaps gentlemen if you're lurking around these parts for god knows what reason... is the essence of who I am.

Skittles, you'll never cease to amaze me.

 

[skittles_lm]

You said who was on second.

And *THIS* ladies, and perhaps gentlemen if you're lurking around these parts for god knows what reason... is the essence of who I am.

Skittles, you'll never cease to amaze me.

lol, And why is that? I am hoping it is a compliment, whatever you meant by it...


gotta love me, you know you do

 

[Auraka6669]

lol, And why is that? I am hoping it is a compliment, whatever you meant by it...


gotta love me, you know you do

Because you do. And it is a compliment... not a great one. Although you know how hard those are to come by.

 

[skittles_lm]

Because you do. And it is a compliment... not a great one. Although you know how hard those are to come by.

Gee, Thanks! I am swooning with delight here...


Hiya Drak, thanks for the heads up!

Have you guys met?

Ahem, Drak, Auraka. Auraka, meet Drak.

2 of my favorite guys, right here! My lucky night!

 

[skittles_lm]

nice to meet you Auraka


A favorite huh ? how sweet

LOL, Auraka, tell him that he obviously doesn't know me very well!

Sweet he calls me! rotf!

 

[xdrakkarx]

my last post was deleted ....what happened ?

 

[skittles_lm]

my last post was deleted ....what happened ?

We are fucking with his personal...his way of telling us to get lost?

Come play on my thread!

 

[Auraka6669]

LOL, Auraka, tell him that he obviously doesn't know me very well!

Sweet he calls me! rotf!

Well that came out of left feild.

You're not sweet. And my bed is still cold

 

[Auraka6669]

We are fucking with his personal...his way of telling us to get lost?

Come play on my thread!

Actually, I had nothing to do with that.

 

[skittles_lm]

Actually, I had nothing to do with that.

really? what happened then? do you know?

cold bed eh? get a girl!