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Aurelia Antonius
A festival air filled the camp, as the servants took advantage of the journey to celebrate in a way that never would have happened were Nebankh there. She allowed it to continue, as it would serve to distract Creyton from thinking too deeply about the events occuring around him. She had found that she was enjoying him entirely too much to want to kill him. At least, not at the present time.
Upon entering her tent, she had removed her clothing. There were times when the feel of the night air upon her skin was simply irresistable to her, and tonight was one of those nights. The cool breezes caressed her skin, causing her nipples to harden slightly. As she reclined upon the soft coverings that had been arranged for her comfort, her mind drifted over the years, indeed, over the centuries. There were few faces she could easily recall. Caesar, of course. That face could come to mind instantly. He had taught her so much about power, and and about what it took to control and weild it. Mark Anthony, ah, he had taught her about sensuality, and the delights that existance could provide. When he had died, part of her soul had died with him, and after she abandoned her mortality, she learned to not regret the loss of that tenderness. Such softness could bring about her distruction, and that could not happen.
She could feel Creyton as he approached the tent, but again her mind drifted. She had spent a great deal of time alone after her supposed death. While she had been taught to expect deification, part of her had doubted that it could truly be. As a child, the talk of living gods and goddesses upon the earth had seemed to her to be in part a story for the uneducated masses, and part political ploy for those who may wish to seize power. Her only thought upon embracing the deadly kiss of the cobra was that she could not exist with out Mark Anthony, that anything at all was preferable to the endless pain that she was living through. When, instead of killing her, the bite had indeed merely taken away the capacity to feel that pain, it had been overwhelming. Over time, she embraced this destiny, revelled in it. She had, however, kept people at a distance from her. Servants and slaves were, of course, necessary to maintain ones surroundings, but they hardly counted as people.
Creyton lifted the flap of the tent and peered in, but just before he did so, she closed her eyes, resting her head back upon the soft cushions surrounding her. She does nothing to stop him from gazing his fill, but she does not encourage him to come to her. Her nights belonged to her. Well, to her and to Nebankh. Only he could truly understand what the night meant to her.
Ah, Nebankh. As her thoughts shifted to him, she felt a brief shadow of an emotion long since dead within her. Her intellect told her clearly that if she were still able to feel love, Nebankh came the closest to being able to claim that bounty from her. He was her companion, he was the one who understood her desires, her needs. He was the one who kept the oblivion of the coming ages from overwhelming her. Suddenly she was filled with a need to see Nebankh, to know that he was safe, and that he was still loyal to her. Such a thought seemed suddenly absurd to her. In the years upon years that he had served her, there had been but once that his attention to her had strayed, and that had been when he was still struggling to accept and make peace with the destiny that he now shared with Cleopatra alone. She had been forced to deal with the situation harshly, but the lesson was one learned well, and never again did his eyes fall upon any woman other than herself.
It did not take a great deal of time before Creyton, receiving no encouragement from her, let the flap fall, enclosing her once again in her solitude. The first day of their journey was behind them now. At the end of the day tomorrow, Nebankh would arrive in Aquis Sulis. As he was two days ahead of them, they had three more days of travel before they would meet up with him. When that happened, her existance would again take on its familiar and comfortable pattern.
Closing her eyes, she let her thoughts drift, capturing half forgotten memories of the ages she had lived through. In this way, she let the night drift past her.
A festival air filled the camp, as the servants took advantage of the journey to celebrate in a way that never would have happened were Nebankh there. She allowed it to continue, as it would serve to distract Creyton from thinking too deeply about the events occuring around him. She had found that she was enjoying him entirely too much to want to kill him. At least, not at the present time.
Upon entering her tent, she had removed her clothing. There were times when the feel of the night air upon her skin was simply irresistable to her, and tonight was one of those nights. The cool breezes caressed her skin, causing her nipples to harden slightly. As she reclined upon the soft coverings that had been arranged for her comfort, her mind drifted over the years, indeed, over the centuries. There were few faces she could easily recall. Caesar, of course. That face could come to mind instantly. He had taught her so much about power, and and about what it took to control and weild it. Mark Anthony, ah, he had taught her about sensuality, and the delights that existance could provide. When he had died, part of her soul had died with him, and after she abandoned her mortality, she learned to not regret the loss of that tenderness. Such softness could bring about her distruction, and that could not happen.
She could feel Creyton as he approached the tent, but again her mind drifted. She had spent a great deal of time alone after her supposed death. While she had been taught to expect deification, part of her had doubted that it could truly be. As a child, the talk of living gods and goddesses upon the earth had seemed to her to be in part a story for the uneducated masses, and part political ploy for those who may wish to seize power. Her only thought upon embracing the deadly kiss of the cobra was that she could not exist with out Mark Anthony, that anything at all was preferable to the endless pain that she was living through. When, instead of killing her, the bite had indeed merely taken away the capacity to feel that pain, it had been overwhelming. Over time, she embraced this destiny, revelled in it. She had, however, kept people at a distance from her. Servants and slaves were, of course, necessary to maintain ones surroundings, but they hardly counted as people.
Creyton lifted the flap of the tent and peered in, but just before he did so, she closed her eyes, resting her head back upon the soft cushions surrounding her. She does nothing to stop him from gazing his fill, but she does not encourage him to come to her. Her nights belonged to her. Well, to her and to Nebankh. Only he could truly understand what the night meant to her.
Ah, Nebankh. As her thoughts shifted to him, she felt a brief shadow of an emotion long since dead within her. Her intellect told her clearly that if she were still able to feel love, Nebankh came the closest to being able to claim that bounty from her. He was her companion, he was the one who understood her desires, her needs. He was the one who kept the oblivion of the coming ages from overwhelming her. Suddenly she was filled with a need to see Nebankh, to know that he was safe, and that he was still loyal to her. Such a thought seemed suddenly absurd to her. In the years upon years that he had served her, there had been but once that his attention to her had strayed, and that had been when he was still struggling to accept and make peace with the destiny that he now shared with Cleopatra alone. She had been forced to deal with the situation harshly, but the lesson was one learned well, and never again did his eyes fall upon any woman other than herself.
It did not take a great deal of time before Creyton, receiving no encouragement from her, let the flap fall, enclosing her once again in her solitude. The first day of their journey was behind them now. At the end of the day tomorrow, Nebankh would arrive in Aquis Sulis. As he was two days ahead of them, they had three more days of travel before they would meet up with him. When that happened, her existance would again take on its familiar and comfortable pattern.
Closing her eyes, she let her thoughts drift, capturing half forgotten memories of the ages she had lived through. In this way, she let the night drift past her.