well sweetie with those lips I kinda leaning towards believing him
). I wish I could have another stab at it. ^^() ). He lives in Queens so it's not too far away, but far enough so that we never met prior to this weekend.
So I didn't get any sexy bj or fucking pics, but I did take a few snapshots of me in that second dress I had bought. I wanted to see what it looked like on me before I returned it. Tell me what you guys think.
I sure hope he did, although I suppose there's no real way of ever being able to prove it. Haha. I'd like to think I'm good, but I've heard too many guys talking about experiences with girls who say that they're great and then end up being terrible. I don't want to get a big head about it. I guess the best form of action is just too keep showing how much I enjoy doing it. 
I think its interesting that he's never been able to cum with a woman. Sometimes I wish I had that problem. I usually cum way too soon and then its all over
We're closing the relationship for a while to work on it, which is good. I'll need to focus on him after my two ventures with other guys...mainly because I enjoyed them too much and our fear of my craving more seems to be coming to fruition. =/
10 years (we were both 12 and my family had just got aol at the time...he was my first internet friend and the only one to last from my aol years
Big-up to your main guy Zerg! Not everyone can "share" and for some it's better to remain as fantasy, but with the right people and situations it DOES work...and I've always championed the positive natures of "poly" in sex, sexuality and the erotic. Keep it going, keep it wet, keep it hot!
Yeah, we have a long history and when we were 12 we even had a little internet relationship thing which seems silly to me now, but it sure was fun back then. We cyber...a lot...so the sexual tension was always there. I did often feel in the past that he'd only talk to me when he was horny and wanted some assistance, but in the last two years or so, we've talked a bit about other things. Hopefully now that we've met face to face and know each other a little better, we won't just talk about sex. Not that I want that to stop completely.
I suppose twice in a day and a half is pretty good as it is, but when I go on a sex binge, I just keep wanting more. I regret not unbuttoning his pants in his car and sucking him off. I regret not moving behind him, massaging him, and kissing his neck while he worked on his laptop. I regret not sneaking into the men's bathroom and going into the shower stall he was in at 6 in the morning when no one else was awake. (It would've been really bad if we were caught, but so hot anyway...)
I've thought about writing something about the experience, but I'm not so sure. I think he'd be upset just by my talking about it on here. He said he's not the kiss and tell type.
I consider myself extremely lucky to be with Zerg because most other men wouldn't have allowed me to do this and remain in the relationship. I suppose being single again could be fun because of the sexual freedom I'd have, but I know I'd end up craving the intimacy that a relationship provides. That and after 5 years, it would be pretty stupid to end a relationship so I could get my groove on, even though I actually did toy with that idea. My ideal situation would be to find a way that I could continue to share these experiences with my friend and stay in my relationship with Zerg, but that may be wishful thinking. Maybe if I'm lucky and he feels he can trust me with it again, he'll let me play again. And this time, I'd make sure I took pictures. ^^()
Also, I know that my tuba friend wouldn't do anything with another guy, and although my internet friend might, I think it would be weird.
Merry Christmas Dear Luces, hope Santa is good to you
