Victoria_2001_02769
I'm done.
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- May 8, 2003
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spiritshadow67 said:I sit here wondering
When will it be my turn
When will I feel again
When does the hurt go away
Then my phone rings
I hear your voice
I hear the softness
I feel… I hear
So scared
My heart wants to believe
My soul wants to leap
I want so much
To learn to trust
Once more to love
My hand blindly reaches
I feel your hand take mine
The comfort of that warmth
My eyes slowly open
Revealing watery blue eyes
Filled with mistrust
You know the abuse
Of my past…
The reason for my distrust
In your soft eyes
I see the gentleness
I see the soft glow of what could be
If I only take the risk
How I long to feel
How I long to touch
And be touched
How I long not feel alone
My eyes drift shut
I take a slow deep breath
My hand in yours
As I step out…
I slowly exhale
Feeling all pain of the past leave me….
I have a feeling that your turn is just around the corner, my dear. I like the smooth and mellow tone to this penning.... especially where you say "My eyes drift shut. . . ". One can almost feel the warmth of the other hand as it closes your within its warmth, and one can almost hear the slow exhale of your deep breath as you let that breath fill with the pain from the past... and you blow it away, as you make way for new feelings and letting joy fill all those now empty places where the pain lived.
'Tis time to let it go sweetling.... it will only tie you down and keep you a prisoner within yourself. Enjoy what is in store for you, but never cease to go slow... and to be cautious.
I'll look forward to talking to you soon my dear... I've missed you these last few days... but it's good to see you writing again. We both know how cathartic it is... and it liberates the soul so it can fly and be free once again.
Victoria
