Bidin~Time
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I just wanted to say hi to Never.
Hi Never!
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I tried to watch it but I just couldn't do it.
not lars von triers.
that's common. that dude is really great at making sex depressing and revolting. also, life in general. nymphomaniac was fucking impossible for me. i haven't even tried antichrist yet mainly because i have no desire to kill myself.
http://www.healthline.com/health/depression/melancholic-depression
Try not to get in a pissing contest with me about psychiatric diagnoses, Pumpkin. I know my stuff.
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Brought about by many things: the mournful strumming of a Spanish guitar on the radio, those soft and misty days where the sky drizzles but never storms, or an idle thought that tugs you downward toward the still places in your mind.
It's not that you're sad, no, but you wouldn't say you're happy either.
The soul slumps a little, and you're not really tired, but you don't have much in the way of energy. Hours might tick by as you sit alone, not doing much of anything.
There's a lack of connection. You're just sort of drifting, and you look up to find it's 3 am. Not sure how you found yourself there again, but 3 am suits you. When the city falls asleep, it leaves this big space behind that makes it easier to breathe.
Because you are a responsible adult (or try to maintain the appearance of one), you'll trundle off to bed soon. You have work or chores in that bright, busy world the rest of humanity swims in, but wouldn't it be grand to linger in this deep, cool place you've found? You could spend days here - months.
There's no real leaving it though; I seem to carry it with me wherever I go.

So there is no difference between the wistful longing that can be brought on by a memory, or perhaps music, which I would call melancholy and melancholic depression? Genuinely curious.
Never was always a bit downbeat.
Melancholia is a static clinical depression, I call it a FUNK or MALAISE or BLUES.
http://bjp.rcpsych.org/content/184/6/534.full
Seems to be more lethal for folks who self medicate with alcohol and drugs.
Had I known people would flock to this thread, I'd have made it about wriggling puppy dogs or some-such.