Micro management

[wwot40]

so... maybe 2 years ago there was a male dom I chatted with once in awhile
he was in texas .. as time went by he got more and more aggressive with asking personal questions and for some reason i just felt compelled to answer ..

he would act like he was entitled to answers or like i owed him answers
the more I answered his questions .. the more personal the questions got

he was very aggressive .. and i sort of felt like .. pushed into a corner like i had no choice to answer

and sometimes when he didn't understand .. I would have to explain situations to him
This went on for a couple months ... and after awhile he knew almost everything ..
(My life at times can be very complicated)

it was easy to open up to him because we had never met and we were never going to meet

But the more information he had the more power he was gaining over me .. and then the black mail started ...

this whole thing sort of morphed into a daddy daughter thing with him controlling everything that happened in my sex life

like if a guy asked me out I would say.. let me think about it .. then ask daddy and he would decide... before the date we would get together on gmail chat and go over what i was gonna wear and what would happen

flirt with this guy
stay away from that guy
when i had sex with my BF how it was gonna happen and how he would cum
etc etc

he was like a mentor but at other times sadistic. But he was VERY smart and sort of clever. But he was like ... people smart .. not book smart ..

Really want some like 40 plus .. worldly .. experienced

but as the months past once in awhile he would say things that raised a red flag
and when i lost trust for him it just fell apart

when the "thing" fell apart it sort of left a void ...
been looking for someone ever since but...
Chemistry is a must ..

Single parent .. I have a young daughter this must not affect..
I also work full time so in no way could this affect my job or my income..
I wont be asking you for anything besides your time and your mind
For the right man .. with the right mental ability...

Hate to just say this out right but ..
When i was .. my step father kept a lot of control over me .. who i could date .. what i could wear and some other things that left me a little ...

Trust is paramount and once broken can never be recovered.

 

[Tigertiger55]

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