Minx The Sphinx's Boudoir

[Rayne_Clowd]

( sounds seriuous blade I hope the mess is cleared up soon. )

 

[TheScarletBlade]

(Its not the first time I have been under investigation but they will soon find out that I didn't do anything wrong and that guy is just full of shit)

Looks up with a slight sigh

Looks like we are those left behind

 

[amchentai]

Seems like everyone disappeared tonight.
^^()

And I've got to head out as well so I'll see you later!

Gets up and exits closing the door softly behind me

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

<I slowly and reluctantly stand up a frown on my face and look of deep concern.>

Sorry Rayne, maybe some other time, things have gotten a little difficult with something and I can't divide my attention. It's...very very difficult...

<I retrive my clothes and head for the door quickly, a look of deep concern etched on my face as I leave with a wave to blades.>

<smiles warmly> "its okay I understand"

< sits up and watches him leave > I hope he is ok!!

<smiles to blade> so hows that book coming?

 

[TheScarletBlade]

Looks up at Rayne with a somewhat disheartened look

well its kind of like a choose your own adventure book and right now my two options are both not very good right now

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Looks up at Rayne with a somewhat disheartened look

well its kind of like a choose your own adventure book and right now my two options are both not very good right now

So why not re write it and change direction....who knows it may dazzle and surprise your enemies. That's the best part of writing you can always start again or change the ending and its not giving up its just choosing a different plot.

 

[TheScarletBlade]

Offers her a slight smile

its hard for me,I am just to used to slugging it out to the end. I am to damn stubborn to give up and I refuse to let anyone get the upper hand on me but its hard....its really hard.

My mind set for never giving up is that eventually things will be better and it will be all the more sweeter when you finally win: take the war on terror for example: It sucks,right now a lot of people are dying and it seems kind of pointless but I keep fighting because I know that maybe when its all over,if somehow I survive, I can say that I did my part and finally live in a world free of suicide bombers and attacks directed toward innocent people.

I usually just have to remind myself that in a fight its not how hard you hit,its how hard you GET hit and keep on going. This is just the same way, I can bang my head against that Brick wall all day and it won't make much of an impact but eventually if I keep doing it,I will bring that wall down.

 

[TheScarletBlade]

Hey Rayne,I gotta run down to the laundromat to grab my clothes and put my other clothes in,it will take maybe 10 minutes but I will respond the minute I get back

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

What you forget though is your not really fighting a war so its not the same, your dealing with people and how they feel and what they want......you can not control that with determination and pig headness, as it is not yours to control. And so while you may feel one way and want one thing.........that does not mean that the other people do.

You have to realize its not a war and that there for it is okay to bend and change.......you may find that to end up having sweeter and far less frustrating rewards.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Hey Rayne,I gotta run down to the laundromat to grab my clothes and put my other clothes in,it will take maybe 10 minutes but I will respond the minute I get back

( no worries....wanna come do my wash I hate washing....3 year olds make to much of it. )

just really think about what I said before you do respond.

 

[TheScarletBlade]

What you forget though is your not really fighting a war so its not the same, your dealing with people and how they feel and what they want......you can not control that with determination and pig headness, as it is not yours to control. And so while you may feel one way and want one thing.........that does not mean that the other people do.

You have to realize its not a war and that there for it is okay to bend and change.......you may find that to end up having sweeter and far less frustrating rewards.

Its funny and I don't want to sound dramatic or anything but I really don't know the difference. I enlisted when I was 17 years old,graduated early from high school and I have been fighting the war ever since. I have always found that things turn out poorly if you don't put 100% and then some into what you want. I assure I am not trying to be pigheaded but determined, yes I am determined. I know what I want and I go for it? whats wrong with that? tomorrow the whole world could suddenly crash into the sun and everyone would die, or like when we were in afghanistan, when we were driving into town we could be blown up by an IED like I was.

Life is to short to sit to the side and read a book. As for bending and changing, well that is no biggie,I don't mind trying another strategy but the objective stays the same, or else its a failure anyway. I can't stand to Fail,its the biggest pet peeve of mine because in my line of work,If I fail: I die or someone else dies. I found that out the hard way once and I never want to repeat the same mistake....

((I don't mind doing laundry,I am good at it since I have been doing my own since I was 8,lol))

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Yes Blade, but as I said this is not life and death, this is not war and there is a difference Wether your able to see it or not.

Didn't your mother ever tell you "what you want and what you get maybe two different things" meaning just because YOU want something does not always mean you will get it.

You can not control another persons emotions and desires, if Fae does not want you or to play your game, she wont. And the same goes for Minx.......push something hard enough and you just might break it for good and not in the way you want to.

But what I am saying is why let your own determination to get what you want ruin what might be just fine and maybe even better if you change your goal or accept that you just can not always get what you want just because you want it...no matter how badly that may be.

Desire alone does not achieve, and you may think your working at it and showing dedication....but is that how they see it?? And is that what they want, have you even stopped to ask?

 

[TheScarletBlade]

Yes Blade, but as I said this is not life and death, this is not war and there is a difference Wether your able to see it or not.

Didn't your mother ever tell you "what you want and what you get maybe two different things" meaning just because YOU want something does not always mean you will get it.

You can not control another persons emotions and desires, if Fae does not want you or to play your game, she wont. And the same goes for Minx.......push something hard enough and you just might break it for good and not in the way you want to.

But what I am saying is why let your own determination to get what you want ruin what might be just fine and maybe even better if you change your goal or accept that you just can not always get what you want just because you want it...no matter how badly that may be.

Desire alone does not achieve, and you may think your working at it and showing dedication....but is that how they see it?? And is that what they want, have you even stopped to ask?

Well as a matter of fact my mother didn't really teach me anything since she died when I was young but that is not important right now. What if I do see it but just don't want to accept it? images can be deceptive after all.

I understand you cannot control a person's emotions but you sure can manipulate them,hell, what Fae does to me is good enough proof of that
but that is beside the fact,the fact of the matter is that I am just to set in my ways, I have always felt that I forge my own destiny, that if I work hard enough,I can achieve everything that I have ever wanted. Now whether its luck,some higher power or I just havn't met someone good enough yet but I have not been killed yet so sometimes I DO believe that one man can make a difference but sometimes its so hard to really know.

Plus sometimes people can be so damn difficult...or maybe its just me being difficult. I have never really got along well with people, was the loner in high school and have been in the military my entire adult life,havn't had much social interaction that is any good

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Well as a matter of fact my mother didn't really teach me anything since she died when I was young but that is not important right now. What if I do see it but just don't want to accept it? images can be deceptive after all.

I understand you cannot control a person's emotions but you sure can manipulate them,hell, what Fae does to me is good enough proof of that
but that is beside the fact,the fact of the matter is that I am just to set in my ways, I have always felt that I forge my own destiny, that if I work hard enough,I can achieve everything that I have ever wanted. Now whether its luck,some higher power or I just havn't met someone good enough yet but I have not been killed yet so sometimes I DO believe that one man can make a difference but sometimes its so hard to really know.

Plus sometimes people can be so damn difficult...or maybe its just me being difficult. I have never really got along well with people, was the loner in high school and have been in the military my entire adult life,havn't had much social interaction that is any good

I am sorry about your mother I know what it is like to loose a parent at a young age, I was three when my father had a truck accident.

I know You do see it and I know you don't want to see it, so you ignore it no mater the cost ( that is masochistic) .....that also makes you pig headed and stubborn.

Did you ever think that those things might be the reason why you don't get along with people? Or so you say. Your pushing them away with your attitude and your stubbornness to get your own way at all costs.

The stubborn determination might serve you well in war and that's fantastic as we don't want you dead. BUT when your not at war and are interacting with normal every day people who are not out to blow your head off or kill people, but your interacting with people who would like to be a friend.....those traits don't usually get you far...no matter how determined you may be.

If you wont listen to reason, I wish you well and just hope you don't bite off more then you can chew and end up choking.

 

[TheScarletBlade]

I am sorry about your mother I know what it is like to loose a parent at a young age, I was three when my father had a truck accident.

I know You do see it and I know you don't want to see it, so you ignore it no mater the cost ( that is masochistic) .....that also makes you pig headed and stubborn.

Did you ever think that those things might be the reason why you don't get along with people? Or so you say. Your pushing them away with your attitude and your stubbornness to get your own way at all costs.

The stubborn determination might serve you well in war and that's fantastic as we don't want you dead. BUT when your not at war and are interacting with normal every day people who are not out to blow your head off or kill people, but your interacting with people who would like to be a friend.....those traits don't usually get you far...no matter how determined you may be.

If you wont listen to reason, I wish you well and just hope you don't bite off more then you can chew and end up choking.

LOL if I choked to death, who would keep all the people in here entertained

Plus I dunno if regarding me as a Maso would be the right term,I have just put up with a lot of pain,so whats a little bit more

Tries to change the subject from the kind of grim conversation they were having

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

< rolls her eyes and lets the topic drop >

see yah later i am off to watch a movie.

 

[TheScarletBlade]

leave me all alone huh

Gives her the mock sad puppy dog look

enjoy your movie,I'll be here, hoping minxy might come back soon!

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

leave me all alone huh

Gives her the mock sad puppy dog look

enjoy your movie,I'll be here, hoping minxy might come back soon!

(back....couldn't watch whole movie as little miss woke up and I did not want to give her nightmares....was only Harry Potter Half Blood Prince but she is only 3.)

<walks back in and sits on the end of the bed > "So who missed me?"

 

[TheScarletBlade]

LOL, I am the only person here,so I dunno if anyone missed you

Grins Evilly

JK of course

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I'd tell you to bite me but you would probably enjoy that too much so I will just settle for < sticks her tongue out at him >

 

[TheScarletBlade]

Would I enjoy it?

What do I look like? a dreamy diamond skin vampire from Twilight or something

Mentally pukes at that thought

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Would I enjoy it?

What do I look like? a dreamy diamond skin vampire from Twilight or something

Mentally pukes at that thought

<grins> Perhaps I just know I am tasty, I didn't mention anything about vampires. And I never said anything about biting my neck <giggles>

 

[TheScarletBlade]

I guess I'll have to ask B later because I'll never know,I am a one woman kind of guy....well more like two but I think Minxy is angry at me

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I don't think you have a claim on either, at least not till they consent to you having one (good luck with that) <grins> and B has not had a real taste yet!

And I also never told you to bite me, I said I WOULD tell you to but I didn't ....so don't flatter yourself. <smiles and begins filing her nails>

 

[TheScarletBlade]

I never said I had a claim on them, its more like they have a claim on ME

I just assumed,since no one can resist me after all

Says while he flexes his arm, obviously joking,he just loved pushing peoples buttons,especially a certain someones who was not here