My first little crush?

[BiCuriousWriter]

Through the years I've started playing with toys up my ass and later live-sized cock-shaped dildos. I became very interested. Watching shemale porn, then solo guys with nice hard cocks, then MMF and gay. I've had a good first experience (see my First Time story) with a guy and want to explore more.

But I've always felt hetero romantic and bi sexual. Never felt anything more for a guy.

Until recently. A new colleague joined our team. Late 20s (I am in my 50s), not very masculine but also not feminine. He always mentions partner instead of girlfriend or boyfriend. I find myself thinking he was cute. And I surprised myself by realising I might be feeling a little crush. I'm thinking of him regularly and he's in my fantasies often. I never thought I'd be interested in kissing a guy, but him I would.

I have no problem with the feeling. I also know nothing will happen. He's a colleague, both have partners, and he is so young. But I'm enjoying the feeling, and still find it positively surprising I have a bit of a crush on a guy.

Just wanted to share that. Here is the only place I know of that I can.

 

[Kuriousnomore]

I don’t want to kiss every guy, but yeah, some I really could.

 

[BiCuriousWriter]

I guess the fantasy that is forming in me mind could be structured and put into a story...

 

[whiteasianlvr]

So much of our attraction and sexuality is in our minds - that psychological space in our heads and hearts where we call home. While "getting off" is the physical end of it - the rest is so much deeper. So enjoy your head space as long as your longing doesn't hurt you!

 

[BiCuriousWriter]

So much of our attraction and sexuality is in our minds - that psychological space in our heads and hearts where we call home. While "getting off" is the physical end of it - the rest is so much deeper. So enjoy your head space as long as your longing doesn't hurt you!

Great way of putting it to words, thanks.
Yep, enjoying it as long as it does not hurt. The guy is in another office, we hardly ever meet, but online.

 

[jimfix44]

Good luck and keep us updated. You never know what can happen.

 

[BiCuriousWriter]

Good luck and keep us updated. You never know what can happen.

I think a story about my fantasies will be finished before anything will ever happen.
But we do visit the other office now and then. I hope to get a little more personal...

 

[Simplyafemme]

Mmm, it doesn't happen often, but when it does - wow!! Can't keep your eyes off him, want to stand near him, you try not to show how much you like him, but can't wait to see him again. Then a thrill when you realize - I think he likes me. You fantasize about him kissing you, wanting you, but you're scared to make the first move. Oh yes, been there.

 

[BiCuriousWriter]

Mmm, it doesn't happen often, but when it does - wow!! Can't keep your eyes off him, want to stand near him, you try not to show how much you like him, but can't wait to see him again. Then a thrill when you realize - I think he likes me. You fantasize about him kissing you, wanting you, but you're scared to make the first move. Oh yes, been there.

It's a bit soon for most of that, the feeling is there, not overwhelming.
But you're right about the rest, yes.
Being scared about making a move has more to do with us both having a partner than anything else.
I am quite convinced he has a male partner. Would love to meet them both, feel the atmosphere when I can slip into the conversation a hint about being bi.

 

[Simplyafemme]

I remember in my late teens having a huge crush on an older married man. He was handsome, and seemed so safe and strong and I couldn't get him out of my mind. I was conflicted then with my sexuality then but couldn't deny the feelings. He could tell how I felt but wasn't Bi, but was very kind to me and friendly, so I felt okay with my feelings, but I sooo wanted him to hold me and I fantasized over and over about him teaching me sexually. Even now my memories of him are warm and very hot.

 

[OlderBtm4U]

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Just wanted to share that. Here is the only place I know of that I can.

Thanks for sharing

 

[dingdongditchding]

Through the years I've started playing with toys up my ass and later live-sized cock-shaped dildos. I became very interested. Watching shemale porn, then solo guys with nice hard cocks, then MMF and gay. I've had a good first experience (see my First Time story) with a guy and want to explore more.

But I've always felt hetero romantic and bi sexual. Never felt anything more for a guy.

Until recently. A new colleague joined our team. Late 20s (I am in my 50s), not very masculine but also not feminine. He always mentions partner instead of girlfriend or boyfriend. I find myself thinking he was cute. And I surprised myself by realising I might be feeling a little crush. I'm thinking of him regularly and he's in my fantasies often. I never thought I'd be interested in kissing a guy, but him I would.

I have no problem with the feeling. I also know nothing will happen. He's a colleague, both have partners, and he is so young. But I'm enjoying the feeling, and still find it positively surprising I have a bit of a crush on a guy.

Just wanted to share that. Here is the only place I know of that I can.

hot, good luck. I talked to a young adult today who was very femme

 

[Easyroll]

Mmm, it doesn't happen often, but when it does - wow!! Can't keep your eyes off him, want to stand near him, you try not to show how much you like him, but can't wait to see him again. Then a thrill when you realize - I think he likes me. You fantasize about him kissing you, wanting you, but you're scared to make the first move. Oh yes, been there.

Been there too..! .. Most of my life

 

[TryGuy35]

Mmm, it doesn't happen often, but when it does - wow!! Can't keep your eyes off him, want to stand near him, you try not to show how much you like him, but can't wait to see him again. Then a thrill when you realize - I think he likes me. You fantasize about him kissing you, wanting you, but you're scared to make the first move. Oh yes, been there.

So fun and thrilling feeling, finding reasons to walk by them and catch their attention. See what eye contact you can notice. Cock jumps with the thoughts of what could/might be

 

[ColtonWrites]

It's a bit soon for most of that, the feeling is there, not overwhelming.
But you're right about the rest, yes.
Being scared about making a move has more to do with us both having a partner than anything else.
I am quite convinced he has a male partner. Would love to meet them both, feel the atmosphere when I can slip into the conversation a hint about being bi.

If nothing else you might make a new friend. Its really hard for gay guys to make friends sometimes with men, especially straight men, and he might appreciate knowing he's got a fellow non-het in the workplace.

 

[BiCuriousWriter]

If nothing else you might make a new friend. Its really hard for gay guys to make friends sometimes with men, especially straight men, and he might appreciate knowing he's got a fellow non-het in the workplace.

Well, it is a lot more lbgtqi+-friendly here than in many other countries. In an office of 20 we have 2 women and 1 guy (and another woman coming soon) openly talking about their same-sex partners (married and living together) without any problem. But I know what you mean.

 

[nassauguy_2001]

So much of our attraction and sexuality is in our minds - that psychological space in our heads and hearts where we call home. While "getting off" is the physical end of it - the rest is so much deeper. So enjoy your head space as long as your longing doesn't hurt you!

Amen my friend!!!

 

[Sounding22]

I remember years ago a guy smiling at me, I instantly wanted to go kiss him I’ll never forget that. But things happened and I went elsewhere
But we became friends I didn’t know I was gay but we swam nude at his house and get this the family didn’t care.
The only one I wanted/want to kiss

 

[LegendInMyOwnMind]

Through the years I've started playing with toys up my ass and later live-sized cock-shaped dildos. I became very interested. Watching shemale porn, then solo guys with nice hard cocks, then MMF and gay. I've had a good first experience (see my First Time story) with a guy and want to explore more.

But I've always felt hetero romantic and bi sexual. Never felt anything more for a guy.

Until recently. A new colleague joined our team. Late 20s (I am in my 50s), not very masculine but also not feminine. He always mentions partner instead of girlfriend or boyfriend. I find myself thinking he was cute. And I surprised myself by realising I might be feeling a little crush. I'm thinking of him regularly and he's in my fantasies often. I never thought I'd be interested in kissing a guy, but him I would.

I have no problem with the feeling. I also know nothing will happen. He's a colleague, both have partners, and he is so young. But I'm enjoying the feeling, and still find it positively surprising I have a bit of a crush on a guy.

Just wanted to share that. Here is the only place I know of that I can.

Bisexual but hertero-romantic is my self-description. I feel you, brother. Best wishes navigating your life now.

 

[TryGuy35]

I had a crush while I worked at airport ticket counter. Older man, beard and pierced ears , black hair and hairy. Was not out , was not really hiding it either. Guys I worked with joked to stay away from him and his advances, he was a total flirt….but I loved when he would try to come and grab/fondle me as we worked closely together. Mmm miss those days where we were assigned to work the same shift…was so hard

 

[Raybies93]

Through the years I've started playing with toys up my ass and later live-sized cock-shaped dildos. I became very interested. Watching shemale porn, then solo guys with nice hard cocks, then MMF and gay. I've had a good first experience (see my First Time story) with a guy and want to explore more.

But I've always felt hetero romantic and bi sexual. Never felt anything more for a guy.

Until recently. A new colleague joined our team. Late 20s (I am in my 50s), not very masculine but also not feminine. He always mentions partner instead of girlfriend or boyfriend. I find myself thinking he was cute. And I surprised myself by realising I might be feeling a little crush. I'm thinking of him regularly and he's in my fantasies often. I never thought I'd be interested in kissing a guy, but him I would.

I have no problem with the feeling. I also know nothing will happen. He's a colleague, both have partners, and he is so young. But I'm enjoying the feeling, and still find it positively surprising I have a bit of a crush on a guy.

Just wanted to share that. Here is the only place I know of that I can.

refreshingly romantic story

 

[BiGuy_64]

I don’t want to kiss every guy, but yeah, some I really could.

Been going over to my FWB’s and having fun swallowing and bottoming. Went over a couple months ago and as soon as I shut the door, he kissed me. My first time kissing a guy. Stunned me for a few seconds and then I got into it.

Now, when I go over, we make out for.a while before I go down on him. When he blows in my my mouth, I save some of it so we can make out after.

 

[Fred2575]

It wasn't a crush, but similar eye opening experience. I had FWB that i fell in love with.

From the jump I set the ground rule that I'm never leaving my wife.

All that said, the more we texted and when we were together i found myself completely falling for him.

Good/bad news is tgat he was also falling for me.

My wife and i discussed it and God love her, we were prepared to invite him into our marrige completely and be a thruple.

As it turns out he didn't want to share and we amicably parted ways.

Until that i had never felt that way for a man. Men were simply a sexual thing.

 

[Uncut1969]

It wasn't a crush, but similar eye opening experience. I had FWB that i fell in love with.

From the jump I set the ground rule that I'm never leaving my wife.

All that said, the more we texted and when we were together i found myself completely falling for him.

Good/bad news is tgat he was also falling for me.

My wife and i discussed it and God love her, we were prepared to invite him into our marrige completely and be a thruple.

As it turns out he didn't want to share and we amicably parted ways.

Until that i had never felt that way for a man. Men were simply a sexual thing.

Very hot wife was willing to except that arrangement! Sad he diddnt

 

[sonicor]

I have no problem with the feeling. I also know nothing will happen. He's a colleague, both have partners, and he is so young. But I'm enjoying the feeling, and still find it positively surprising I have a bit of a crush on a guy.

Just wanted to share that. Here is the only place I know of that I can.

You indeed have a place here where you can share that... Many of us have been in your shoes, male or female, the appeal of the younger coworker, of being a mentor, be it professional or sexual (or if you are lucky, both) is a powerful one. I've been fucking my 21 yr old office admin for the last two years now and can say she has been a godsend to my confidence and self-esteem. She has lately started hinting that her boyfriend may want to join us. Good luck with your crush! Enjoy it.