all women are complicated. Bi or not
That's true, but there's complicated in the whole "absolutely terrified of balloons because one popped in my face when I was nine" and there's the whole multiple ex-girlfriends thing. Like anyone, I reserve the right to pick and choose who I sleep with. Some attributes I find attractive, others I don't. Lots of ex-girlfriends is one that doesn't push my buttons, a quick fling in the past with a girl and the ability to appreciate other women, hell yeah
, but multiple ex girlfriends, that's kinda pushing the boundaries of what I'm comfortable with?So Xaos, it's been a year since you posted this... what's going on with you? Did she let you off the hook?have you met someone new?
Because we go to college together, it was very difficult at first, I have to admit. I broke up with her using, like all men do, some excuse that avoided the fundamental thing that was eating me, and just went about my Summer, not really thinking about it, or her. We had lunch once, kissed outside her house by accident. That was really it. Returning to college... she really was 'over' me, it hit me, pretty out of the blue, and I spent some time hurting over it. Thinking what might have been.
I needed a few months quiet time, buried myself in the back of lectures, away from everyone, licking my wounds.
Over time, though, I recovered. I asked her for time, she gave it to me. The other night I walked her home from college, we waved goodnight, and, it's perfect. I like her, I'll always like her, considering this is Lit I should probably mention that she once gave me an orgasm I will never forget, so in control, so loving, but some things you have to just let slide, even if it does come with a tinge of regret.
Am I dating anyone else?
Nope.
Ha, no wonder I didn't recognize the thread when it came up in my inbox. It's oooooold!
Holy thread resurrection batwoman