My Wife Is My Goddess

All of a sudden I awoke. After gathering my senses I realized that I was alone on the beach and my beautiful russian bride was gone. I blamed myself for consuming too much alcohol earlier and passing out on my wife under a palm tree. Glancing at my watch I saw it was almost two o'clock in the morning. How long had I been asleep ?

Looking around I noticed that I was the only one on the empty beach. The full moon was bright and I could hear music far off in the distance and could see some lights shining on what would have to be a beachouse or a club. Barefoot I headed that way throught the fine sand. As I got closer I saw it was a large two story beachouse and a party was taking place. The rap music got louder and I could hear people celebrating.

" Hey man, what are you doing here ? " A voice asked. I could detect the aroma of marijauna. Two black men were sharing a joint.

" I'm just looking for my wife. " I answered.

They both laughed but I didn't think it was very funny.

" You have to have an invitation, man to attend this private party if you know what I mean. " the tall black dude said.

" Yeah no white boys are welcome here. This party is for black men and white women only. "

" Okay I was only trying to find my wife. Do you know if she is here ? "

This made them crack up and start laughing again. " Hey brotha, there is so many fine white bitches in there that you can't count them all, you know what I'm saying ? "

" Well she has blonde hair. " I said starting to feel uncomfortable.

" Really, half them white chicks in there have blonde hair. " the tall one said getting in my face.

" Why don't you just git out of here boy before you git your ass kicked. If your sweet white wife is in there with Ajax she's probably getting some big black cock in her pussy right now if you know what I'm saying. " the other one warned.

Not wanting a confrontation I backed off and left. I had a feeling since it was the beachouse that Ajax owned my loving wife was in there. Feeling dejected I walked back to the hotel, hoping it wasn't true and that my bride would be waiting for me in our room, dressed in sexy lingerie and lying on the bed.

No such luck.
 
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" Hey sleepy head, wake up, yes ? " I whisper. My hubby is in a deep sleep on our bed. I am pleased that he does not snore too much. He stirs and then blinks his eyes upon seeing me lying in the bed next to him, stark naked.

" Did you miss me my loving sweetheart ? " I ask, running a soft finger across his lips. Carl nodds.

" I am sorry to leave you alone on the beach last night. I just got very bored when you fell asleep. I decide to take a walk on the beach by my lonesome. It was a nice and romantic full moon. " I offered, not giving any more explanations. " Shall we order breakfast from the room service, darling ? I am famished ! "

I was pleased that he was not angry. My husband was a nice gentle man who did not ask many questions. Many men I have known from my country are possessive and think they own everything you do. This I can not tolerate in a demanding man. I think Carl is not like this, and is willing to do as I like. He treats me just as a princess deserves to be. My husband is a sweet and understanding man.

" Why dont you place the order while I shower...after we eat I can have a nap first before we both enjoy the day with each other. " I suggest to him...
 
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I am relieved that my beautiful bride is back. Just looking into her deep blue eyes melts my heart. I know that no matter what, I will never find a more wonderful girl on this earth. Natasha is my goddess and I know I will worship her forever, even though she has a mind of her own. I want to ask my wife about last night but decide not to bring it up at this time, it could wait until later. If one thing I learned from my wife is that she doesn't like to be questioned about her whereabouts. Natasha is a free spirit despite being married woman. Honestly I don't mind letting her make most of the decisions going forward and letting her be in charge, if that is what it takes to make her happy.

While my gorgeous mail order russian bride goes to take a shower, I order room service for us. I am tempted to join her in the shower and wash Natasha's back and other body parts, since it will be several minutes before our breakfast arrives but decide to wait until another time. We have the rest of our lives together and I will have alot of chances to spoil my wife and give her the attention she deserves.

Emerging from her refreshing shower Natasha sits down naked, in all her glory, to drip dry, in front of the mirror on the nightstand.

" Would you like me to brush your hair sweetheart ? " I ask, hoping she gives me permission to do so. Natasha smiles and nodds, seeming to like the idea of her attentive husband servicing her.

Clad in my panties because Natasha insists, I start to brush her long thick blonde hair. Just being next to her causes my cock to start to get hard inside the confines of my panty that she insists I wear. My cock is literally throbbing and I hope Natasha notices and has mercy for me and my condition. After all it is our honeymoon for christsake ! We should be making mad passionate love right now, if nothing else !
 
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It is nice having a husband who brushes my hair for me. When we return from our honeymoon he will learn to give manicures and pedicures that I like to have. Carl will also have a list of daily chores to perform. Maybe I can turn him into my little 'maid' on the weekend when he is not at work. Carl would look very cute dressed up as a girl with a makeover. Thus we would have to shave his legs first and the rest of his body hairs...this will teach him a lesson that from now on we are in a female led marriage and I am in charge of everything. Already I control his orgasms, when and where he may have one with my permission only...

I can tell my husband has a little stiffy inside his panty as he brush my hair. It seems Carl always has an erection when in my presence. If it was not very little I could take advantage of him but it does not do much to please. But he is learning other ways to satisfy me, such as good oral skills...the best thing yet Carl seems to like his role and will do anything I want, if I permit him to have 'reward'. He does not know that they will be few and far between...

" What shall we do today sweetheart ? Go to the pool or the beach ? The choice is yours. " I ask satisfied with my hair is groomed enough for today. It does not matter to me, both places will have a male admirer or two. It is if to say men find me irresistable and my reputation { beauty } proceeds me...my husband will just have to get used to it.

" Hmmm which color bikini should I chose to wear for today ? " I ponder, going through my many options. I finally decide and show my selection to Carl..." Do you like this one ? "

Carl justs nodds and looks like he is in agony. It is not difficult to know the reason why, since his little stiff penis is threatening to burst out of his tiny sheer panty. Feeling sorry to see him suffer I approach and fondle his dickie.

" You have been a very good boy darling, perhaps I will let you have a reward in the near future. " I make a promise in his ear. Carl manages to smile, a hopeful expression on his face. I am aware he wants it now but that wasn't going to happen yet. That was for me to decide. As far as I was concerned Carl hasn't done enough to earn one, it had not been that long...besides I want to hear him beg me for it...a skill he was lacking !

For a moment Carl seemed like he was going to break down and beg but he held onto his control. If I told him too I am sure he would have done it in a heartbeat. But it was too soon and I wanted him to suffer more...

" Let us go to the beach...I need to work on my tan. Please get into your swim trunks and gather our things ! " I said suddenly breaking contact and donning my bikini.

Carl groaned in agony but did as he was told. Once in the elevator, I warned him to avoid so much alcohol since he was, a how you say, a lightweight and could not handle too much before passing out, like he did last night...in my country everybody can drink very much vodka and still function alot...it was not my fault if my husband passes out at the beach and leaves me all by myself and bored.
 
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I followed my bride, carrying her beach bag of cosmetics and stuff, feeling a little like her loyal puppy dog. I couldn't take my eyes off her sweet little ass in the bikini she was wearing underneath her see through wrap around skirt. God she was so damn gorgeous, no wonder no body could resist looking at her, both males and female. I just wanted so more alone time with her, we had only been intimate the first night we got here, otherwise it was like we were always doing something in public or around other people.

I agreed with her when she scolded me in the elevator calling me a lightweight. True I was never a big drinker, even in college and I promised myself I would be careful and not consume too much in the near future. The last thing I wanted was for my bride to run off to who know where again on our honeymoon.

Arriving on the beach, somehow we ended up beside the twin palm trees from last night. There were only a few couples scattered here and there. I sat on a beachchair in the shade and watched my beautiful wife begin to apply lotion on her arms and legs, wishing she would have asked for my help in doing so. It was not to be, but I found it quite arousing to watch my wife smear the lotion on every inch of her tanned skin.

It was then Natasha forgot to get a tropical cocktail and said she was thirsty. Would I please be a doll and go get her one. Wanting to please her I dutifully walked back to the tiki bar at the hotel to get her one.

I waited for the bartender to serve me, he was busy flirting to two young females and completely ignored me like I was invisable. He even waited on two more guys who just walked up after me and started talking to them. I cleared my throat a couple of times but he continued to ignore me. Finally after at least five minutes he took my order. I left him a dollar tip and he was lucky to get that.

Making my way back to our spot on the beach where my wife was waiting, unable to resist taking a couple of sips from her pina colada, about half way there I noticed a huge black guy in a speedo talking to my wife. Getting closer I saw it was Ajax. My heart sank into my stomach. I paused and observed a few yards away, hesitating and not wanting to confront him. The guy was a beast, all solid muscle and outweighed me by at least a hundred pounds. I heard my wife laughing playfully and I was filled with jealousy.

And dread.

Why the fuck did this guy always show up every day and ruin my honeymoon ! He just wouldn't leave us alone.

After watching them flirt with each other I finally gathered up the courage to approach them and give my wife her drink.
 
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My husband is not gone long before I see Ajax, how you say in American, swagger down the beach. He is always full of confidence and I can guess why, and has a telling smirk on his face. Unlike my hubby, Ajax knows he is a stud and ladies man, that is what he is all about. It is hard to ignore all those muscles everywear, to include that bulge in his speedo. And I think Ajax likes to flaunt it and show it off to the females on the beach...

He notices me, sitting by myself on the beach. Ajax is not bashful and sits down next to me on the beach towel.

" Did you enjoy the party at my beachouse last night ? " he inquires.

" Yes, it was very fun and entertaining for me. " I confessed, preferring not to talk about it. " You promised to tell my husband about my behavior. "

Ajax smiled. " Why would I tell him about his new brides exotic dancing skills and the way you like to show off that hot body of yours ? "

" He does not know that I was an erotic dancer when I was younger in my home country. " I stated, wanting to keep this a secret from him and what happened last night. Carl was very passive to me, which I preffered in a husband, he is easy to control. He can understand that in our marriage I make the decisions and we have a female led marriage of matrimony.

" That boy don't know what he's missing ! " Ajax laughed. " That was one of the best lap dances I ever had ! "

I have to admit it was one of best performances I also ever experienced in my life...

Suddenly Carl was standing over me, blocking out the sun and giving me my drink.

" Oh thank you darling. I am dying from thirst. " I said, absolutely thankful.

Ajax cleared his throat..." Hey boy where's my drink ? Did you forget mine ? "

I could not believe how rude Ajax was being. My poor husband did not even know he was here. Carl just stared at him and did not respond...

" What's a matter you can't get a brother a drink ? I think you better get your skinny wimp ass back up there and git me one, if you know what I mean ! What you waitin' for boy ? " Ajax demanded.

I thought my husband was going to piss his pants, Carl looked so scared and immediately ran off to do as he was told.

" Do you have to be such a bully ? " I asked, shocked at what was happening.

Ajax just smirked, " That boy needs to learn some respect for his betters. Now why don't I put on some lotion on that hot body of yours before your lilly white creamy skin burns to a crisp. "

" I shouldn't let you after you treat my husband this way ! " I protested, but not refusing the offer...
 
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I was fuming as I walked up to the hotel bar to get Ajax a refreshment. Not only was I expected to pay for it but the arrogant black son of a bitch was spending time with my wife. This honeymoon was not turning out as I expected. It was already day three and I had hardly spent anytime with my wife in private or public. What was even worse was my new bride seemed not to mind and enjoyed all the male attention she was getting from other men.

Once again the batender pretented I didn't exist. He was too busy flirting with a couple of pretty females in bikinis. Fucking jerkoff ! I was getting pissed and didn't appreciate being ignored. I cleared my throat a couple of times to try to get his attention wanting to get back to my wife as soon as possible. He didn't respond.

" Hey buddy, can I get a drink over here in the near future ? "

The dude actually glanced at me but continued to ignore me, giving his undivided attention to his female admirers. This bastard was not getting a tip this time.

Frustrated I waited. Eventually the ladies giggled and left and Mr. Charming gave me his attention. " What do you need ? " he asked looking annoyed at me.

I placed my order and decided that I wanted a drink also. True to my word I stiffed the guy, feeling proud of myself. Carrying the drinks I made my way back to the beach where my wife was, or so I thought. Natasha was no where in sight and neither was Ajax for that matter.
 
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I wish my resolve was much different. I should be a better wife to my new husband. He is a very nice man, gentle and kind. I am lucky to be wed to such a man. Men from my country in Russia are different, they are lazy and sometimes abusive and become alcoholics and consume too much vodka. It is a national pastime. This was a reason why I searched outside of my country for a decent man especially from America.

But why am I tempted for a man who is not my husband, I ask myself ? Ajax is very charming and seductive. I have to confess I like the way he undresses me with his bold eyes. It excites me...too have such a man look at me that way, even in front of my husband. Ajax is a... how do you say in english, a hunk and very goodlooking to the eyes. He is all big solid muscle and is confident about himself if not aggressive as most black men are. If last night was any proof I believe they prefer white females for some reason. After my husband fell asleep on the beach under a palm tree Ajax was there in the moonlight and I went to his beach house where they were having a party. This I did not tell my husband about. Someone gave me a pill called ectasy and I really did not remember much afterwards. I do remember dancing with alot of white females and flashing my boobs for all to see and it was mostly black men there...

" Come to my house and let's finish what we started last night. " Ajax offered.

" What about my husband ? " I asked, who was getting us refreshments. " He will be back soon. "

" Who cares about his chump ass ? He is just a wimp. " Ajax smirked.

I should have resisted and insisted that we wait for my husband, after all it was our honeymoon but my resolve weakened once again, just like last evening...

" Okay but only for a little while. " I said as Ajax took me by the hand and we walked to his nearby beachouse...
 
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Being unable to see my wife or Ajax anywhere on the beach I sat down under the shade and sipped the one of the drinks I got for them. For some reason I just wanted to get drunk.This was becoming a habit, my wife dissappearing with Ajax every oppurtunity that she got. What a good start to our honeymoon and our marriage. If it was up to me I would cut our vacation short and fly home with my new bride tomorrow. I was tired of her excuses and spending my time alone while she went off with that asshole. I knew deep down inside that I should put my foot down with Natasha and become more demanding but I didn't want to lose her because I was too overbearing.

Hell I was sitting here with a pair of feminine pair of panties on underneath my bathing trunks because she wanted me too. To be honest I knew who was really in charge and in control of our marriage. My beautiful and gorgeous wife was.

Lost in deep thought about how I was going to handle my mail order bride, I didn't notice this black guy walk up until I saw his shadow.

" Hey brother, what you doin here alone, I thought you are on your honeymoon with your beautiful wife ? "

" Yeah well, she is no where to be found. " I said, feeling dejected.

I heard him chuckle, " You poor guy, I saw your new bride last night at a party without you there. Everyone liked to watch her dance. "

" Where was the party at ? " I asked him, having a feeling I already knew the answer.

" It was at the beach house where Ajax lives, right down the beach. He likes to have big parties and invite some of the white females. But only if they are very beautiful, like your wife. "

" What about their husbands ? " I asked, having a sickening feeling in my stomach.

" Ajax likes to make them become good little cuckolds. " Tyrone laughed. " Once these white wives have a taste of his big black cock they become addicted to it if you know what I'm sayin. "
 
It was very early in the morning when I returned to our suite. My husband was asleep of course, like a good boy ! Tomorrow I would have to share a secret with him...Carl deserved the truth about our future together. From now on during our marriage he would have to understand his place in our marriage. Since he is very passive Carl must learn that I am in charge and make all the decisions. He is even lucky that I decided to enter into marriage with someone like him. How do you say I am out of his league ? I think Carl will have no problem proving his devotion for me.

I undress and slip into the bed, naked next to him. Smirking I place my worn panties over his nose, letting him inhale my musky scent.

Carl groans and then suddenly opens his eyes blinking in surprise...

" Hey sleepy head, I'm home. Did you miss me ? "

My hubby nods his head. " Where have you been ? "

" Oh just having some fun at a local beachouse ! You could have come with me but you fell asleep under a palm tree . Did you drink too much ? "

Carl nodded inhaling the fragrance of my panties...

" I had so much fun at the party. Do you want to hear about it ? " I teased...

My hubby nodded eagerly.

" You must promise not to be angry if I tell you about what happened tonight ! " I insisted.

" I promise. "

" I have to confess to you, darling, I have been a very naughty wife. I hope you can forgive me. I just couldn't help it ! "

" What happened ? ''

" Well baby, there were all these big black guys there and a few white females. We tasted some refreshments which made us in a nice mood. I started to dance with some of the other wives...did I ever tell you when I was an exotic dancer at a private club in my home country before we met ? No ?
 
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" Did I ever tell you that I was an exotic dancer at a private club in my home country before we met ? No ? "

" No, I didn't know that. " I answered not sure if it made a difference. In fact it was kind of hot to think that Natasha was an exotic dancer and performed for men. In her other life before we were married.

It didn't matter to me what my bride did before we were married. I loved and adored her no matter what. Who really cared if she went to a party and had fun ? Natasha was my wife for happily ever after and hopefully forever. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with my gorgeous russian bride. I could forgive her wanting to have a little fun on our honeymoon, even if it was without being there and as long as it didn't happen again.

" So at this party did you remove all your clothes ? " I asked.
 
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" So at this party did you remove all your clothes ? " my husband asked me.

" You promised not to be angry remember ? " I remind him, as I start to fondle his little dickie in his his panties that he wore to sleep in.

Carl nods his head. I can tell he likes to hear as his dickie gets harder in my hand. It is time to teach him that from now on in our marriage we will play by my rules. He will willingly worship me as a goddess if he wants to stay married and make me happy. I am his princess and everyday Carl will prove his devotion. He must be always dedicated to my wishes and obey what I tell him to do !

" They made us ladies strip and dance for them ! I had no choice, Ajax and his friends were very demanding and dominant. They like to invite white females to their parties and take advantage, even if they are married ! " I whispered my tongue licking the inside of his ear in a teasing manner...
 
My hubby would have to learn his proper place within our marriage if he wants to be with me...:kiss:

A woman of my beauty and class deserves to be treated like a princess. I expect my husband to put me on a pedestal and worship me like the total goddess I am. It is so nice to come home from a long day of shopping and having lunch with my friends and have my huddy prove his devotion and give me a foot massage. Or have him prepare my bath with rose petals and candles and afterward brushing my hair before bed. In the future I will teach him to polish my nails and give proper manicures and pedicures. Yes my panty boy will love to make me very happy. And I promise to tease him without mercy keeping him eager to please me as I wish...

Oh well some males make obediant little pets, willing to do anything for a reward. My hubby is a perfect example of one...
 
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How could she betray me like this ? And with a black man. My bride was nothing but a little slut. Nevertheless I was in love with her and always would be. Natasha was my dream girl ! My goddess that I wanted to worship for the rest of my life, no matter if she was unfaithful.

" Oh sweetheart I was so worried about you. Please don't go off with some strangers ever again ! " I begged her.

" Don't be silly darling, I just wanted to have a good time and have fun with the local guys ! Do you think we can come back here again next year for our first year anniversary ? "

" If you want too baby " I promised, intending never to return to this island again. All I wanted to do is leave this island and go home with my new bride.
 
I decided to give my husband a little more attention for the rest of our honey moon. I would try my best to be a good wife to him for the remainder of the vacation if I could resist the temptation of being around Ajax and his wonderful big black cock ! I told him that I needed to focus on Carl more and gave him my cell phone number so he could call me after Carl left for the office when we got back home. Ajax said he understood and keep in contact with me, since my husband was a cuckold now.

Our future was just beginning and I had everything I wanted so far...

We spent the next few days together, going to the beach and going to dinner in the evening. I did my best not to think about the way Ajax dominated and manhandled me. I did see him in the hotel bar one night chatting with a white female but we did not speak to each other. Meanwhile I was determined to show Carl how to please me when he preformed oral sex on me as part of his husbandly duties. My husband was very eager to learn this, although he begged for release and to be permitted to cum. I told him if he was a good boy and gave me an orgasm with his tongue I would give him a handjob in his pair of panties if he could control himself and not make a little messy until I gave my permission...

Carl never lasted very long so I decided to punish him until he could prove that he had better self control. If he had a premature accident then he would have to wait three more days before having another and if he was caught cheating I would make him wear a cage which he dreaded.

Finally it was our last day and night for our honeymoon to end. I was shopping in the hotel and sat down to have a pina colada at the bar. This is when Ajax approached and sat down next to me. We made small talk while his bold dark eyes undressed me and I could tell he liked what he saw...I always wore things that offered a nice view of my cleaveage and used my big titties to show off to my best advantage. A lady should always look sexy at all times, in public or private it made no difference.

Ajax invited me to a big party at his beach house tonight. I was hesitant at first until he told me I could bring Carl.

" Perhaps we will come, let me think about it. " I responded. Things had been a little boring lately and I was ready for some excitement...
 
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The last thing I wanted to do was go to a party at Ajax's beachhouse on the last night of our honeymoon on the island. It wasn't long before I agreed to go with her after Natasha promised to make it worth my while afterward. I could only pray my wife would let me put my dick inside her pussy again, instead of a handjob. Not that they were so bad or unsatisfying but I craved to be inside my wife's hot pussy !

At least I was going with her this time.

I helped Natasha get ready. She looked sensational in her dress and stockings with high heels. I had a feeling this was going to be a night to remember. Thank God Natasha decided not to make me wear the cage although I was clad in panties underneath my dress pants. I had already surrendered control to my beautiful bride and was willing to do whatever it took to please her. Beyond a doubt I was the most luckiest man on the planet.
 
Carl was learning his place in our marriage. He dutifully prepared my bath and washed my back with a soft spongie. Afterwards he dried my body with a towel before sitting down and waiting for him to shave my underarms and legs and trim my pubic hair. Carl gave me the princess treatment, appying scented lotion to my entire body and brushing my long blonde hair. My dress was tight and short and showed off my full cleaveage. I looked totally hot and ready to party. Last but not least I stepped into a pair of matching heels and grabbed my desighner purse. Although it was only a short distance away down the beach we decided to take a taxi there.

I felt like a russian supermodel as we entered, my devoted panty boy following close behind. Ajax playing the perfect host greeted us, or should I say me exclusively, totally ignoring my hubby.

" So pleased that you came...I promise you won't regret it. " Ajax promised whispering in my ear. The beachhouse was already full of mostly gorgeous white females, some married, like I was and alot of black male locals. The music was loud and intense while people where dancing like they were in a rap video.

" Hey white boy most of the other white cucks are over there so why don't you go join them. " Ajax shouted over the music at my husband. " Your wife and I are going to dance. "

Ajax dragged me onto the dance floor and I quickly forgot about my hubby. The last time I was a guest here it was only me and another white girl with Ajax and a few of his select friends and we were the only entertainment...
 
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Feeling neglected I did as I was told. God how I hated that black son of a bitch who seemed to have a hold over my new bride. It wasn't long before I sat down to watch my beautiful dance with Ajax and this black guy sat down next to me and offered me a pipe full of marijauna.

" Smoke some of this shit, it will make you feel better ! " he said, grinning at me.

" No thank you, I don't smoke. "

He laughed. " Don't be such a pussy white boy, it will help you relax. Take a hit. "

It wasn't that I had never smoked before. I had done so several times in high school back in the day. I just couldn't stop watching my beautiful bride dirty dancing with Ajax. Maybe it would help ease my anxiety.

I took a big hit and started coughing because it was so harsh. I immediately to a swig from my beer.

" Good shit no ? " my new friend asked, encouraging me to have another toke from the pipe. Throwing caution to the wind I took another hit. What the hell ? Just then I suddenly realized that I was the only white guy there surrounded by black males and all white females.

' Mama told me not to come
Mama told me not to come, that ain't the way to have fun son ! '
 
I danced to the music with Ajax and several other women. Whatever drug they had slipped into my drink was making me lose my inhibitions. I did not really care that my husband was watching me. How shocked would he be if he had known that I was an exotic dancer before I was married to him ? This was our last night of our honeymoon and I just wanted to have fun ! Blame it on the moon...

Just being around all these black guys was making me hot ! Ajax wasn't wearing a shirt, only a pair of shorts and I couldn't help but admire his broad powerful chest and big muscles. All the females were lusting over him and wanted to be with him, myself included...

" Lets go to my bedroom. " Ajax whispered into my ear, inviting me to paradise.

" What about my husband ? " I giggled.

" He is welcome to watch us if he wants too. He will probably like it ! "

I glanced over at Carl out of the corner of my eye, considering my options. Why not make him learn his role as a cuckold in our marriage sooner than later ?
 
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