Oh come on, show some god damn faith in me. Do I have to really go over the fucking list of things I did to treat you right. Do I have to list all the things that I did to harm you? Hell didn't you fucking get to speak to your mom like I said you would. Oh yes I see I am such a guy you cant think about trusting., fuck it if you cant trust me go sleep where ever the hell you want." Jon said in a angered tone
Sarah felt horrible at that moment, it was true, he held his promises. She turn to him:" i"'m sorry, Jon, I am not trying to upset you....I just...this is a real messed up situation for me and I don't know how to make head or tail of it..."
She felt confused on the right thing to do though she did not feel ready to have sex with him:" please don't be angry at me...I do trust you...I just need time"
Sarah lowered her gazed as she felt as a child being scowlded:" cuddle and talk...." She bit her lower lip, feeling she over reacted* " I did not mean to upset you, I am just scared and feel out of place...how about..."* She hesitated* " I promised to give us a chance as....a...couple?" * She knew she could not exactly leave as she did not even have her own clothes*
Jon says "I would like that but the question is would you. I have a feeling you would turn it around and make it out like I wanted to rape you or something? Do you think I am that stupid to realize this is hard for you? Did I or did I not start out being perfectly nice. How long till I started to beat you?" Jon lets out a sigh then says "Do what ever you want. I am going to get lip for it anyways and I am tired of hearing how hard it is for you. How you got it so ruff. I am sorry I am not good enough for little miss princess to try and trust me."
As he said the words he knew they would hurt. He wanted her to want to be with him, not because she had to. He wanted her to feel like it was her choice to be with her. He only hoped he could get her feeling that way soon.
She felt even worse and wondered how the hell she got into this mess. It was true that he had been good to her,buying dress and was nice to her parents. Maybe it was cause she was not used to being with nice people.
She decided to take a chance and risk getting to know him at worse it gives her time know the place and get out on her own. She bit her lower lip:" Jon, I am really sorry...I really did not intend to upset you. I am willing give us a chance to know each other...if your still interested to know me..."
She scoothed closer and kissed his cheek :" I would really like to get to know you and see how this work out..."
He smiles looking up at her, He asks "really"in a pleased tone and kind shocked. He then says "Well come on and cuddle up to me. If it helps to think of me as a pillow to relax into me. I wanted to ask you about what kind of things you wanted to get on the shopping trip tomorrow? Jon keeps smiling at her...
He hopes getting her mind on shopping she will really cuddle into him as if he was her pillow out of habit. He didn't know even if she cuddles with one but just takes a shot in the dark that most females on there slides do.
Sarah summoned the courage to lay beside him, she rested her head on his chest. He could feel her very tense and awkward as she made an effort but had no idea how to cuddle.
"Mmmmm ya almost there.. Lean in over me and move your arm and leg to my far side get comfortable." Jon said in a friendly and encouraging tone. "Just let your body relax into my hun."
He smiles and says "Think of something you love to hold. Something you want close by you. Then think of it on me. Could be something fluffy like a cloud or your favorite pillow. Don't worry about anything. Just hold on and enjoy the object that makes you so happy"
She imagined the puppy she always wanted and began to relax. She closed her eyes and cuddled to him. She wondered if he allow her to have dogs as she always desired.
Jon could feel her relaxing into him. With the arm behind her. He moved it up to her back and started to rub her shoulders. His far arm started to lightly run his fingers threw the front of her hair to the top then thel them move out of her hair back down to the forehead and back up.
He asked softly "Now what kind of clothing would you like to get tomorrow on the shopping trip?"
He hopes as he talks to her she can stay relaxed with him.
He smiles and tucks the blankets around them. He says in a friendly tone, "if you get cold feel free to rub your arm and leg on me, but being this close should keep you warm. Unless you want to lay on top of me." *he laughs* He says while chuckle "Like you would have the guts to lay on top of me."
As she stumbbles for words he smiles and gives her a soft kiss... While she sleeps he shifts her body slightly so shes now laying on top of him.Jon's hard cock lightly pressing on her hips. He puts his hands on top of her night shirt letting them rest on her butt cheeks as she sleeps.
Sarah woke up as the sun rose, yawning. She was startled to find herself on top of Jonathan. She quickly slid off him as she was embarresed at being on top of him. She gasps as she felt him pull her against him, she could feel his cock pressed against him as he began kissing her neck.
he holds her and kisses her in his sleep. As he sleep talks to her he says "Come back to bed hun" As he holds her but gently on top of his body. In his sleep he says "love this cuddling"
Sarah gasps as he pulled her on top of him:" that's more than cuddling....I need a shower.." * she kissed him for the first time before she slip off him. She made her way to the washroom, undress and slip into the shower.
As she slips off of him.. He starts to wake up.. He wakes up fully hearing the water running.. He walks into the bathroom to pee then puts the lid down and sits on the closed lid while he sticks his head in the back of the shower curtain. He asks "How did you feel sleeping on top of me? I love having you lay like that. I want to sleep like that more often if your willing to sleep on top."
She jumped as she was finishing washing her body. She glanced at him:" it's not comfortable....I can lay beside you...." *She went to grab a towel and realized there were none*" can you get me a towel,please" * she felt to shy to be naked infront of him*