RainingHeat
Beautiful Storm
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This story is Closed for myself and Se7en
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(The song below is "Nightmare" by Avenged Sevenfold)
Nightmare!
Now your nightmare comes to life
Dragged ya down below ... Down to the devil's show
To be his guest forever ... Peace of mind is less than never
Hate to twist your mind... But God ain't on your side
And old acquaintance severed ...Burn the world your last endeavor
Flesh is burning... You can smell it in the air
Cause men like you have ... Such an easy soul to steal
So stand in line while ... They ink numbers in your head
You're now a slave ... Until the end of time here
Nothing stops the madness, Turning, haunting, yearning... Pull the trigger
You should have known... The price of evil
And it hurts to know.. That you belong here, yeah ...
it's your fuckin' nightmare
The music thrummed thru the apartment. She wanted it loud. She needed it loud. It helped her to not think. And she did NOT want to think right now. Think about what he... he being her now ex-boyfriend Stan, had done to her. Stan the man she often called him. Of course she meant it lovingly. She loved him. And she thought that he loved her. She had just found out, the night before, that she thought wrong.
Emma... he had said... My sweet sweet Emma... it just isn't working out.
What.. what wasn't working out? But deep down she knew. She knew all too well. She wouldn't sleep with him. That's the reason. Didn't matter what else he babbled on about. It was simple. She didn't want to have sex until her wedding night. She wanted that night to be special. To make love for the first time with the man she would spend her life with. That was all she wanted. And, she had told him that. Stan the man. He had thought it... admireable. He had thought it cute. He had been ok with it, at that time. Now... months later.. he was not Ok with it. Not OK with it at all.
It's your fucking nightmare.
It was HER fucking nightmare.
And it fucking HURT....
Can't wake up in sweat... 'Cause it ain't over yet
Still dancing with your demons ... Victim of your own creation
Beyond the will to fight... Where all that's wrong is right
Where hate don't need a reason.. Loathing self-assassination
You've been lied to ... Just to rape you of your sight
And now they have the nerve ... To tell you how to feel (feel)
So sedated as they... Medicate your brain ... And while you slowly ... Go insane they tell ya
"Given with the best intentions ... Help you with your complications"
You should have known ... The price of evil
And it hurts to know ... That you belong here, yeah
No one to call... Everybody to fear
Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah.. Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare...
Little did Emma know what Nightmares lay ahead for her...
This particular morning, the morning "after"... she had showered and was planning on going to work. She hoped that a day in the classroom with the kids, she being a teacher, would take her mind off Stan the man...
But seeing his shaving kit, perched innocently on her on her bathroom sink, had sent her into a tailspin. Gazing at her reflection in the mirror, she wondered why... why would he hurt her like that. She was pretty.. right? Well, she certainly was... with those crystal blue eyes and that mane of flaming red hair.
http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb160/RainingHeat/9753049.jpg
Stan....her Stan the man... had told her his favorite thing about her was that natural, fire red, long mane of hair. Emma knew it attracted attention. It always had. She was always a bit embarrassed by that. Sometimes, often times, she wore her hair in a pony tail, just so it would NOT attract the attention of guys. She was not a flirt. She was actually very, well... innocent. Alittle naive... sweet.. and still young, being all of 19 years old. Stan, was 25. Much more experienced then she was. Stan the man had bedded his share of women. Surely he thought he could bed the beautiful red head, no matter what she said. When he couldn't, that was when he broke up with her.
Now, staring at his shaving kit, she felt that awful wave of emotions once again. Sadness.. bewilderment... confusion... and that hint of anger.. How dare he... asshole.. she thought to herself.
No, she'd take the day off today. She just needed to... regroup.
After calling the school... Emma put on her favorite pair of jeans, a grey college sweatshirt... Go UConn.... and her coat. Slipping her boots on last, she then ventured out into the cold to just go for a walk, clear her head. Pulling her hood up against the chill, she found her way to the park nearby. One of her favorite places, winter or summer, to just sit and relax. A cup of hot tea from the nearby coffee shop, warming her hands. She was alone, and that was ok with her. It was too cold for most people to be out for a walk, let alone sitting in the park, but Emma welcomed the chilling bite of wind. A sip of tea kept her toasty on the inside, as she sat and thought about.. well.. him... Stan the man... Fucking Loser...
"I should have brought my IPOD" she mumured to herself.. then at least the music would stop her from thinking of him...
But she was thinking of him.... That was the reason she never heard the crunch of boots on the hardpacked snow as someone approached. And when she felt the bench shift a bit, as that person sat down, she was a bit... surprised. Turning, she had hoped that maybe... just maybe... Stan had a change of heart. Right? He knew this was one of her favorite places. She had told him. She had walked here and sat here... with him... Maybe he had come to find her, to tell her that he really did love her and his breaking up with her was a mistake. But her cool blue eyes did not meet the warm brown of Stan's. It was nothing more than a stranger.... And Emma just wished he would... well.. just go away....
She almost said it... those very words... Almost...
"Hello, my name is Mike, can I sit here please?" ..... He smiled.
Glancing away, she hoped it did not look too obvious that she'd been crying. Had she been? She didn't even realize it til just now. She gave him a slight nod of agreement...why not... it wasn't like she owned the bench. Would she rather be alone, of course. Go away... she wanted to say... Just go away... But she stayed silent.
But... she could not help but feel the heat of his gaze. Roaming over her. Taking in every detail, even tho she was bundled under the heavy coat. It was a bit... unnerving... it was almost as if she could feel his touch across her breasts... fingers sliding down her torso, slipping between her legs... Bethany suddenly shook her head, trying to get the sensation to cease...
As if reading her mind he, not wanting her to stop thinking about HIM.. he quickly took her right hand gently and planted a kiss on her cool slender fingers “I would love to get to know you more, will you go out with me? We can go drink coffee or have lunch in your choice of place”…… He gave her a warm smile and another tender kiss was planted on her fingers as he awaited her reply. He resisted licking his lips as her delicious skin, soft, smooth, along with the perfume that was her, assaulted his senses, and it was a damn fine assault at that. She was sweet and her scent was intoxicating. Her eyes were pools in which a man twice as good as himself would find hard to escape.
The question caught her completely offguard. She had not expected, just one day after Stan had told her he did not love her, that she would be asked out by another. And truth be told, it did not make her feel good. She loved Stan. She didn't want, or need, anyone else. And certainly not this stranger.
"you are very kind, but no thank you" her words were soft, but firm. Or at least she hoped they were. "I already have a boyfriend" Ok, that was an outright lie, at least now it was, it had been the truth only yesterday, but what would he know. She really just wanted him to go away now... please....
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(The song below is "Nightmare" by Avenged Sevenfold)
Nightmare!
Now your nightmare comes to life
Dragged ya down below ... Down to the devil's show
To be his guest forever ... Peace of mind is less than never
Hate to twist your mind... But God ain't on your side
And old acquaintance severed ...Burn the world your last endeavor
Flesh is burning... You can smell it in the air
Cause men like you have ... Such an easy soul to steal
So stand in line while ... They ink numbers in your head
You're now a slave ... Until the end of time here
Nothing stops the madness, Turning, haunting, yearning... Pull the trigger
You should have known... The price of evil
And it hurts to know.. That you belong here, yeah ...
it's your fuckin' nightmare
The music thrummed thru the apartment. She wanted it loud. She needed it loud. It helped her to not think. And she did NOT want to think right now. Think about what he... he being her now ex-boyfriend Stan, had done to her. Stan the man she often called him. Of course she meant it lovingly. She loved him. And she thought that he loved her. She had just found out, the night before, that she thought wrong.
Emma... he had said... My sweet sweet Emma... it just isn't working out.
What.. what wasn't working out? But deep down she knew. She knew all too well. She wouldn't sleep with him. That's the reason. Didn't matter what else he babbled on about. It was simple. She didn't want to have sex until her wedding night. She wanted that night to be special. To make love for the first time with the man she would spend her life with. That was all she wanted. And, she had told him that. Stan the man. He had thought it... admireable. He had thought it cute. He had been ok with it, at that time. Now... months later.. he was not Ok with it. Not OK with it at all.
It's your fucking nightmare.
It was HER fucking nightmare.
And it fucking HURT....
Can't wake up in sweat... 'Cause it ain't over yet
Still dancing with your demons ... Victim of your own creation
Beyond the will to fight... Where all that's wrong is right
Where hate don't need a reason.. Loathing self-assassination
You've been lied to ... Just to rape you of your sight
And now they have the nerve ... To tell you how to feel (feel)
So sedated as they... Medicate your brain ... And while you slowly ... Go insane they tell ya
"Given with the best intentions ... Help you with your complications"
You should have known ... The price of evil
And it hurts to know ... That you belong here, yeah
No one to call... Everybody to fear
Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah.. Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare...
Little did Emma know what Nightmares lay ahead for her...
This particular morning, the morning "after"... she had showered and was planning on going to work. She hoped that a day in the classroom with the kids, she being a teacher, would take her mind off Stan the man...
But seeing his shaving kit, perched innocently on her on her bathroom sink, had sent her into a tailspin. Gazing at her reflection in the mirror, she wondered why... why would he hurt her like that. She was pretty.. right? Well, she certainly was... with those crystal blue eyes and that mane of flaming red hair.
http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb160/RainingHeat/9753049.jpg
Stan....her Stan the man... had told her his favorite thing about her was that natural, fire red, long mane of hair. Emma knew it attracted attention. It always had. She was always a bit embarrassed by that. Sometimes, often times, she wore her hair in a pony tail, just so it would NOT attract the attention of guys. She was not a flirt. She was actually very, well... innocent. Alittle naive... sweet.. and still young, being all of 19 years old. Stan, was 25. Much more experienced then she was. Stan the man had bedded his share of women. Surely he thought he could bed the beautiful red head, no matter what she said. When he couldn't, that was when he broke up with her.
Now, staring at his shaving kit, she felt that awful wave of emotions once again. Sadness.. bewilderment... confusion... and that hint of anger.. How dare he... asshole.. she thought to herself.
No, she'd take the day off today. She just needed to... regroup.
After calling the school... Emma put on her favorite pair of jeans, a grey college sweatshirt... Go UConn.... and her coat. Slipping her boots on last, she then ventured out into the cold to just go for a walk, clear her head. Pulling her hood up against the chill, she found her way to the park nearby. One of her favorite places, winter or summer, to just sit and relax. A cup of hot tea from the nearby coffee shop, warming her hands. She was alone, and that was ok with her. It was too cold for most people to be out for a walk, let alone sitting in the park, but Emma welcomed the chilling bite of wind. A sip of tea kept her toasty on the inside, as she sat and thought about.. well.. him... Stan the man... Fucking Loser...
"I should have brought my IPOD" she mumured to herself.. then at least the music would stop her from thinking of him...
But she was thinking of him.... That was the reason she never heard the crunch of boots on the hardpacked snow as someone approached. And when she felt the bench shift a bit, as that person sat down, she was a bit... surprised. Turning, she had hoped that maybe... just maybe... Stan had a change of heart. Right? He knew this was one of her favorite places. She had told him. She had walked here and sat here... with him... Maybe he had come to find her, to tell her that he really did love her and his breaking up with her was a mistake. But her cool blue eyes did not meet the warm brown of Stan's. It was nothing more than a stranger.... And Emma just wished he would... well.. just go away....
She almost said it... those very words... Almost...
"Hello, my name is Mike, can I sit here please?" ..... He smiled.
Glancing away, she hoped it did not look too obvious that she'd been crying. Had she been? She didn't even realize it til just now. She gave him a slight nod of agreement...why not... it wasn't like she owned the bench. Would she rather be alone, of course. Go away... she wanted to say... Just go away... But she stayed silent.
But... she could not help but feel the heat of his gaze. Roaming over her. Taking in every detail, even tho she was bundled under the heavy coat. It was a bit... unnerving... it was almost as if she could feel his touch across her breasts... fingers sliding down her torso, slipping between her legs... Bethany suddenly shook her head, trying to get the sensation to cease...
As if reading her mind he, not wanting her to stop thinking about HIM.. he quickly took her right hand gently and planted a kiss on her cool slender fingers “I would love to get to know you more, will you go out with me? We can go drink coffee or have lunch in your choice of place”…… He gave her a warm smile and another tender kiss was planted on her fingers as he awaited her reply. He resisted licking his lips as her delicious skin, soft, smooth, along with the perfume that was her, assaulted his senses, and it was a damn fine assault at that. She was sweet and her scent was intoxicating. Her eyes were pools in which a man twice as good as himself would find hard to escape.
The question caught her completely offguard. She had not expected, just one day after Stan had told her he did not love her, that she would be asked out by another. And truth be told, it did not make her feel good. She loved Stan. She didn't want, or need, anyone else. And certainly not this stranger.
"you are very kind, but no thank you" her words were soft, but firm. Or at least she hoped they were. "I already have a boyfriend" Ok, that was an outright lie, at least now it was, it had been the truth only yesterday, but what would he know. She really just wanted him to go away now... please....
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