Nina's Nook

Mmm let's
I had one come up recently that I didn't know was... as intense as it actually is.

I had very little experience with degradation or humiliation, giving or receiving.
That shit confuses the fuck out of me.

BUT I was on a phone call a few weeks ago and figured out that if I'm in the right mood and know enough about the person to make it really fucking personal. Fuck. It left me high for fucking DAYS.

I'm an extreme caretaker and a sadist. Makes no sense but... humans make no fucking sense.
 
Oppositional to my personality always surprises me. I know exactly which half of the coin I am when it comes to degradation and it actually has to be the right person with enough knowledge about me to try it on too. Because if I get told I'm bad at something, I go the other way completely. I turn off and shut down. There's a very specific way degradation can work for me. No one can tell me I'm bad at something, I can be told to do something else but I will shut all the way down if I'm put down for not being enough. I found that out when I was like 20 in a real world scene
 
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