No Escape. ( closed)

[caela]

“Miss O’Reily You will ride astride of me as I take your ass.”

Jenna's eyes flashed wide and rebellion sparked in them for a brief moment as a deep blush flushed across her skin. Her body shuddered where she kneeled on all fours and for a long moment she didn't move, barely seemed to even breath. At last she shifted silently once more to straddle him again.

The angle was poor and wouldn't allow him as deep as he could have gone if she'd been on her hands and knees but it was easy enough to guide the head of his cock to the tight opening he wanted to lay claim to. Her eyes closed as the blush on her skin deepened to her pushing herself back to him, impaling herself on his cock with a sharp gasp.

She wanted to hate him, she wanted to despise him but her body longed for the pain and pleasure he made her feel with such intensity and she just couldn't quite manage to hate him.

 

[cgraven]

JACE knew that he would not penetrate Jenna as deeply with her astride him, but the deep blush that kissed her golden skin, the way she shuttered as her aroused body longed for release, the way his command sorely tested the young red haired beauty, pleased him. He saw her hesitate then like the good little slave she was Jenna cam to her Master, the he almost smiled as he saw the fading traces of rebellion in her soft amber eyes, he saw the conflict that raged with in her, her longing to hate him, and yet he saw that hatred fade as if something very basic to her nature banished it from her soul. As Ja Dur knew so did JACE that Jenna O’Reily’s soft eyes where the windows to her soul and could easily be read by any who cared to look closely and deeply into them.

Her eyes closed as the blush on her skin deepened to her pushing herself back to him, impaling herself on his cock with a sharp gasp.

The android watched as the stunning beauty impaled her self on his cock her tight ass stretched wide. In this position Jenna would have to do all the work she would have to ride the Android, she would physically have to submit to him wholly. His hand s slid up the sinuous curves of the young woman’s torso then down her right arm, JACE’s hand guided Jenna’s dainty fingers to her hungering pussy and her throbbing clit.

When her eyes snapped open those cool dove gray eyes of his where there and the silent command for her to toy with her clit while she rode him was quite evident, a command as sharp and as demanding a if it had been spoken. His fingers now found Jenna has tortured nipples as he began to toy with the golden clamps that bite into them a tug on their chain. And he smiled at the gasp of her pain.

It was then that his tentacles emerged from their nodgels to slither over the impaled little beauty. Some delivering little serpentine bites, as they tasted her firm sweet flesh others hissing as the prepared to flog the impaled beauty. There would be no rest for Jenna now easy way for her to ease back from the edge of the abyss that she tittered on. She would either cum without permission or would be forced to beg her Master for the release that even now she hungered for.

 

[caela]

There would be no rest for Jenna now easy way for her to ease back from the edge of the abyss that she tittered on. She would either cum without permission or would be forced to beg her Master for the release that even now she hungered for.

Jenna hissed softly as the tentacles nipped at her flesh and when she saw those prepared to flog her body a low groaning parted her soft lips. Her eyes screwed tightly shut when at last she accepted the fact that he was going to force her to do all the work and a fresh blush deepened on her skin. Her hips rolled and her ass lifted and fell while he toyed with the chain between the clamps that bit so saveagely into her breasts.

Each small surge of pain from the clamps, or the bite of the tentacles gave her something to focus on other than the pleasure that flooded like fire through her veins. It wasn't enough to pull her back from that edge though and she knew JACE would know just how close to it she was from the way her body quivered and her ass tightened sharply around him. She didn't want to beg him for release but she knew he's punish her if she didn't and a strangled sob of need filled her throat.

After what seemed like forever words finally broke past her lips, "Pleeeeease, sweet christ JACE let me cum please!"

 

[cgraven]

JACE applied just enough pain to keep his sweet little slave girl from plunging over the abyss into the forbidden pleasure that she hungered so desperately for. He saw the gradual realization that he intended her to do all the work not only to merely impale her sweet tight ass on his ironed cored cock He saw it in her soft amber eyes, the deep crimson blush that turned her golden skin to the color of red gold. The way her sweet ass clutched, gripped and tried to draw him in farther into its dark buttery depths.
The stunning little red haired beauty was faced with the Devil’sown choice cum without permission and be punished which she and he would both turn into an even more erotic coupling, or humiliate herself by begging his permission.

After what seemed like forever words finally broke past her lips.

"Pleeeeeease, sweet christ JACE let me cum please!"

Jenna’s sweet voice was a husky whisper of sensual arousal. Beads of sweat formed on her brow as she fought for control. His fingers rolled her taunt tortured nipples and then he pinched and tugged them.

“Please What Miss O’Reily?”

Jenna knew what she must do knew that again she must acknowledge that he was her Master.

 

[caela]

“Please What Miss O’Reily?”

Jenna knew what she must do knew that again she must acknowledge that he was her Master.

Jenna groaned softly knowing what he wanted to hear and wishing she could hate him for it. With her body buring and on edge however she simply couldn't do it, there was no hatred in her heart for what he demanded despite the fact that she wanted to rebell at it. However she didn't have the energy for rebellion either, the deep, burning need for release precluded it.

"Pleeeease, M-m-master! Please let me cum?!" she pleaded helplessly, her voice cracking on the word 'Master' but managing to push it past her lips despite the fact that she would have given much not to have used it.

 

[cgraven]

"Pleeeeeease, M-m-master! Please let me cum?!"

She pleaded helplessly, her voice cracking on the word 'Master' but managing to push it past her lips despite the fact that she would have given much not to have used it.

When whispered plea faded in the silence between them JACE WAITED A MOMENT LETIING Jenna titter between heaven and hell.

”You……………Ma…………………Cum Miss O’Reily”

The android had drawn out each word prolonging the moment when the hapless young beauty could grasp the release that she so desperately needed. JACE was now the unquestioned Master of her supple young body, he touched a dark needed spot deep with in the young beauty’s soul, true the android could be the tender lover when it suited him, yet always he was the Master Commanding Jenna with a look, a glance, that sensually sweet seductive voice that so touched and moved her soul.

As the month’s passed by JACE’S HOLD ON Jenna O’Reily slowly strengthened. The gentle creatures whose voices came to Jenna in her sleep no longer spoke of Ja Dur or her daughters but spoke of their pride in her, the way the young beauty had found her true nature. They where always kind and supportive of Jenna and seemed to approve of her slavery to JACE. Eight months had passed of her year and in that time the Android had met all of the redheaded beauty’s needs from tender lover to demanding unflinching master.


“Miss O’Reily come here and tell me how you shall please me today.”

 

[caela]

As the month’s passed by JACE’S HOLD ON Jenna O’Reily slowly strengthened. The gentle creatures whose voices came to Jenna in her sleep no longer spoke of Ja Dur or her daughters but spoke of their pride in her, the way the young beauty had found her true nature. They where always kind and supportive of Jenna and seemed to approve of her slavery to JACE. Eight months had passed of her year and in that time the Android had met all of the redheaded beauty’s needs from tender lover to demanding unflinching master.

Jenna had been startled the first time she'd realized that her sea creature friends hadn't spoken to her of her daughters and Ja Dur. Despite their praise the realization that were no longer helping her hold those she loved close within her heart made her very soul ache and she'd been in misery for days afterward. Despondant there had been nothing that JACE could do to bring her out of the pall that had decended on her.

Realizing how hurt she was the creatures had resumed reminding Jenna of her daughters and Ja Dur for a time and only slowly did they stop. Each night it was for shorter and shorter a time before they turned the conversation to Jenna herself and JACE. The fact that they approved of her enslavement to a ship bothered her greatly but they were the only voices other than JACE's that she ever heard and a part of her was lonely for company and loathe to stop speaking to the gentle creatures.

Time passed in a daze for Jenna. Eventually she would go days then weeks with barely a thought for Ja Dur and then something would trip that door in her heart and she would once more loathe herself and what she had become. There were days she thought of the infirmary and the drugs it held that could end her pain so quickly but she knew she wouldn't take them. Ja had the right to hear an explanation of what had happened from her own lips and choose what he would do with her.

Days when such thoughts ran through her head were her darkest and were the days she pushed JACE the most, seeking to make him hurt her physically to drive away the pain that filled her heart. For though she acknowledged that JACE could Master and control her, she didn't love him. No matter what her body demanded it was Ja Dur who owned her heart. On such days her spirit would flare and it wasn't unknown for her rebllion to burn, not just in her eyes, but in her actions.

Today was such a day.

“Miss O’Reily come here and tell me how you shall please me today.”

Looking to him her eyes turned cold and hard and she growled softly, "I won't!" Spinning on her heel she stormed from JACE's chamber and made her way to the room where Ja Dur slept in stasis. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she rested her head atop the stasis pod, her heart crying out for him.

 

[cgraven]

“Miss O’Reily come here and tell me how you shall please me today.”

Looking to him her eyes turned cold and hard and she growled softly, "I won't!" Spinning on her heel she stormed from JACE's chamber and made her way to the room where Ja Dur slept in stasis. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she rested her head atop the stasis pod, her heart crying out for him.

JACE DID THE ONE THING THAT Jenna O’Reily was not prepared for he left her alone left her in the dark loneliness of her sorrow, the silence of her unfulfilled needs. Needs that where now so much a part of her as her breathing and heart beat. Unmet, unfulfilled, she would die as surely as if she had again taken the pills in the infirmary.

JACE WAITED SEVEN DAYS AND WHEN THE GIRL ONCE MORE CAME TO HIM HE TENDERLY BRUSHED HER CHEEK WITH THE BACK OF HIS HAND. NO LONGER COLD AND LIFELESS AS ON THAT FIRST DAY BUT WARM AND PULSATING WITH LIFE.

“Miss O’Reily I see the sorrow in your eyes, I feel the ache in your heart.”

He paused as he considered what he was to say next.

“As we both know you are truly my SLAVE and I your MASTER, but I do not require your love that belongs to another and always will. For me to deny that fact would be as much a lie as for you to deny that you are me slave body and soul.”

JACE drew a deep breath to steady himself.

“Miss O’Reily your heart is your own to do with as you see fit.”

 

[caela]

“Miss O’Reily your heart is your own to do with as you see fit.”

Jenna's temper flared at those words. In her ears they sounded trite and condescending. As if he could ever have had any say in her heart! Her fingers curled into fists at her sides and it took all of her control to bring her temper down far enough to think rationally.

She knew JACE wasn't trying to talk down to her, he never had. It sounded that way to her ears because she was filled with longing and had been wallowing in despair. In that moment he could have told her she was the loveliest creature in creation and she'd have felt insulted.

Drawing a raggid breathe she met his gaze and her was still carried that cold wall from a week ago when she'd stormed from his room. Her voice was tight and spoken through clenched teeth, "Thank you JACE."

 

[cgraven]

JACE knew that Jenna’s reaction would be to take offense, her spirit and pride demanded it. He had said what he had said to let the young beauty know that he did not require her heart nor would he demand her love. In all their time together JACE had never attempted to break the girls spirit or will but to only challenge it channel it in demure service.

JACE lips brushed hers in a searing kiss. He felt her cold rage and as he broke that kiss he simply said.

“Miss O’Reily strip and get on your hands and knees.”

 

[caela]

JACE lips brushed hers in a searing kiss. He felt her cold rage and as he broke that kiss he simply said.

“Miss O’Reily strip and get on your hands and knees.”

Jenna trembled at the kiss and her knees nearly gave way, her body almost on the verge of leaning into JACE when his lips pulled away from hers. Glaring at him she slowly stripped her clothing and silently slid down to her hands and knees.

Deliberatly she arched her body in blatant invitation that was indirect opposition to the dark, cold fury burning in her gaze.

"How would you like to use your slave, Master ?" she asked with deliberate contempt in her voice.

 

[cgraven]

"How would you like to use your slave, Master ?"

There had been cold rage in Jenna’s eyes, yet she had arched her back in a shamefully blatant invitation, her sweet voice was dripping with contempt, yet the stunning red-haired beauty had melted into his kiss and was almost breathless when he had broke that searing kiss.

There was no need for further words Jenna would be openly hostile and contemptuous in an effort to force JACE to physically hurt her. Instead his lips kissed the nape of her neck, slowly he kissed his way down the long sinuous column of her spine. The last kiss planted at the divot at the base of her spine. JACE’s breath washed over the firm cheeks of her ass, the sweet fragrance of her arousal filled his nostrils, and his tongue snaked out to sample the first dew drops of her nectar. Next JACE’s tentacles began to explore her body, he knew just how to tease please and temp her to release the savage hunger that had not been satisfied for over a week now.

The android did not demand she call him master her own body had betrayed her yet again and to make his little slave do so would be redundant and petty they both knew the truth only to well.

 

[caela]

There was no need for further words Jenna would be openly hostile and contemptuous in an effort to force JACE to physically hurt her. Instead his lips kissed the nape of her neck, slowly he kissed his way down the long sinuous column of her spine. The last kiss planted at the divot at the base of her spine. JACE’s breath washed over the firm cheeks of her ass, the sweet fragrance of her arousal filled his nostrils, and his tongue snaked out to sample the first dew drops of her nectar. Next JACE’s tentacles began to explore her body, he knew just how to tease please and temp her to release the savage hunger that had not been satisfied for over a week now.

Every curse Jenna could think of filled her mind when his lips trailed down her back drawing heat and need in the wake of each kiss. By the time he reached the small of her back her flesh was quivering with long denied need. She felt the slide of his tongue along her netherlips and groaned low in the back of her throat. Gods but he knew her body so well!

His tentacles moving over and exploring her body in soft caressess made her flesh quiver and unconciously she arched to each touch, each caress that drew more fire and hunger low in her belly. She wanted him and there was no hiding it, no denying her. Every inch of her body hummed with the pleasure coursing through her nerves and soon her back awas arching even deeper, her nails clawing at the floor.

Gasping finally she pleaded, "Stop teasing JACE! Please stop teasing!"

 

[cgraven]

His tentacles moving over and exploring her body in soft caresses made her flesh quiver and unconsciously she arched to each touch, each caress that drew more fire and hunger low in her belly. She wanted him and there was no hiding it, no denying her. Every inch of her body hummed with the pleasure coursing through her nerves and soon her back awas arching even deeper, her nails clawing at the floor.

Gasping finally she pleaded, "Stop teasing JACE! Please stop teasing!"

JACE she gasp but in reality they both knew she meant Masterno matter what the word she used.

The android did as Jenna had begged he stopped teasing her. His tongue lashed her dripping pussy a large tentacle impaled her tight ass, as another brushed across her full moist ripe lips demanding her mouth leveling worship it two more sank their serpent sharp fangs into her swollen roes bud nipples as ther shafts caressed her puffy areolas.

JACE had indeed stopped teasing Jenna as he made tender love to her with his mouth and savagely took her with his tentacles.

 

[caela]

The android did as Jenna had begged he stopped teasing her. His tongue lashed her dripping pussy a large tentacle impaled her tight ass, as another brushed across her full moist ripe lips demanding her mouth leveling worship it two more sank their serpent sharp fangs into her swollen roes bud nipples as ther shafts caressed her puffy areolas.

JACE had indeed stopped teasing Jenna as he made tender love to her with his mouth and savagely took her with his tentacles.

Jenna couldn't resist the lashing of his tongue and her body arched up against his lips. Without a thought her fingers reach down to cup the back of his head silently urging him on while small whimpers filled her throat. Whimpers that turned to cries as one tentacle pushed into her and two more sank their sharp fangs in around her nipples, deeper than any clamp had ever bitten. Her cries only stopped when a fourth tentacle demanded the attention of her mouth and she willingly swallowed as much of it as she could.

Awash in sensation her body writhed under JACE's attentions. The pleasure flooding her was so intense that she could hardly bear it and her eyes fell closed. Unable to speak or plead she simply existed in a world of yeilding and orgasm after orgasm ripped through her body until they merged together in one long, continuous wave of intense pleasure.

 

[cgraven]

Awash in sensation her body writhed under JACE's attentions. The pleasure flooding her was so intense that she could hardly bear it and her eyes fell closed. Unable to speak or plead she simply existed in a world of yielding and orgasm after orgasm ripped through her body until they merged together in one long, continuous wave of intense pleasure.

And so it was from that day on for the next two month and a half. Jenna O’Reily completely yielding to JACE. The stunning you red haired beauty who had been a carefree waif of the mean streets of earth, The unjustly condemned prisoner sent to Quel Espoir Sans prison asteroid to have her virginity ripped from her by an alien warden to be condemned for life to be a Pleasure Slave. Then to be a sexual pawn in the personal vendetta of Mattock and DeSade. She had born two daughters.
Now with six weeks remaining of her year of slavery to JACE she was coming to a cross road where she would have to chose freedom to live as her nature decreed the slave to JACE, or to return to the life that Mattock had set for her as Ja Durs slave, and concubine.

Jenna O’Reily had, had nearly a year to separate guilt and sentimentality from her true nature.

 

[caela]

Now with six weeks remaining of her year of slavery to JACE she was coming to a cross road where she would have to chose freedom to live as her nature decreed the slave to JACE, or to return to the life that Mattock had set for her as Ja Durs slave, and concubine.

As her year of servitude to JACE drew closer to an end her mind was consumed with what would happen when it was over. She continued to yeild to him but it became harder for her to yeild fully, he had to work harder to make her mind shut down entirely. She knew JACE was waiting for her to make a decision but she simply couldn't. Her heart ached for Ja Dur and her daughters even as her body burned for JACE.

The deeper she withdrew into her mind the more alone she felt. She even shut her mind to the sea creatures who had been her companions for so long. They seemed to urge her toward JACE but she knew she needed to make this decision on her own.

Finally with only two weeks left of her servitude she approached JACE on the command deck. Not the android she'd been serving but the ship itself.

"I choose love. I choose my family if they will have me after all this. If...if they no longer want me, if they feel I've betrayed them beyond what can be forgiven I'll stay if you want me too. If not then I will simply have to find a way to make my own way in this universe."

 

[cgraven]

"I choose love. I choose my family if they will have me after all this. If...if they no longer want me, if they feel I've betrayed them beyond what can be forgiven I'll stay if you want me too. If not then I will simply have to find a way to make my own way in this universe."

JACE listened in silence and that silence lingered between Master and Slave for what seemed to be forever.

“You bound yourself for me for a year Miss O’Reily.”

JACE Paused before continuing in a softer more gentle voice one that touched her more deeply than ever before.

“The choice has always been yours Miss O’Reily from the first. When your servitude is up you are free to stay or go. I on the other hand will always be your Master, the bounds that have held you as my slave are your own. I am not complete without you. ….”

He paused again and the beating of the android’s heart now pulsed throughout the ship.

“If you stay then you shall forever be my slave and there will be no turning back .”

Nothing changed between Master and slave for the next week. The last week the android the physical extension of JACE was gone, the mental projection that was the ship was gone. And only the rapture ranger ship remained as it was the first day Jenna O’Reily came aboard. JACE gave her a time a peace to be alone and to face her heart of hearts.. When the last second of their year fade Ja Dur awoke.

 

[caela]

“If you stay then you shall forever be my slave and there will be no turning back .”

Nothing changed between Master and slave for the next week. The last week the android the physical extension of JACE was gone, the mental projection that was the ship was gone. And only the rapture ranger ship remained as it was the first day Jenna O’Reily came aboard. JACE gave her a time a peace to be alone and to face her heart of hearts.. When the last second of their year fade Ja Dur awoke.


That last week Jenna felt more alone than she ever had in life. She thought she would go mad during it. She knew she'd made the right decision for herself. Each day she sat beside Ja's stasis pod and searched her mind and heart. Looking in on him her heart ached near to bursting and her body still thrilled at the sight of him. She ached to touch him, to feel his mind brush against hers once more.

And yet she was terrified of his waking. When he woke there would be no hiding what had happened. JACE had given her the option of a lie that Ja Dur would believe but she knew she couldn't face him with anything but the truth.

When he woke finally she was sitting by his side. He gave her that smile that she so adored and she leaned in to kiss him softly. When he returned the kiss a small sob filled her throat and she broke away with tears welling up in her eyes.

Pressing a finger to his lips she opened her mind to him and showed him everything. JACE's offer, the visions of their daughters enslaved and Ja Dur dead that JACE had shown her to manipulate her, her attempt to commit suicide to keep from betraying him, and at last her betrayal. She his nothing from him and when it was done she sat back and waited for his reaction, unable to face the Rapture she loved.

 

[cgraven]

When he woke finally she was sitting by his side. He gave her that smile that she so adored and she leaned in to kiss him softly. When he returned the kiss a small sob filled her throat and she broke away with tears welling up in her eyes.

Pressing a finger to his lips she opened her mind to him and showed him everything. JACE's offer, the visions of their daughters enslaved and Ja Dur dead that JACE had shown her to manipulate her, her attempt to commit suicide to keep from betraying him, and at last her betrayal. She his nothing from him and when it was done she sat back and waited for his reaction, unable to face the Rapture she loved.

The soft warmth of her body so young soft and yielding visions of their children, war conflict, choices made choices forced all came to Ja Dur in a blinding rush the soft moist sweetness of her kiss, her longing her betrayal, it filled him as did her sorrow, the near death, she had done what she must, what she had to and she knew Ja Dur would not be pleased she hid nothing his heart was near to breaking. The children gone. Ja Dur returned her kiss.

“It is all right my love do not, Dassa its all right you did what you had to.”

Ja Dur felt her stiffen then the kiss of a tear on his cheek as his mind cleared from his long sleep it was not Dassa Jolaise that knelt buy him but Jenna O’Reily his little pet and pleasure slave.

 

[caela]

“It is all right my love do not, Dassa its all right you did what you had to.”

Jenna stiffened at hearing another woman's name, especially Dassa's, on Ja Dur's lips. She'd bared her soul to him, nearly killed herself to keep from betraying him and his first thoughts were of another woman! Her tears fell on his cheek and she saw his eyes focus more clearly as she rose silently from where she kneeled and his side and without a word she spun on her heel and ran from the room.

She could barely see where she was going and at the first sleeping chamber she flung herself across the bed and buried her face in the crook of her arm. Sobs wracked her body and her heart felt as if it were breaking in her chest. After all that had happened, all they'd fought through together he woke and spoke his love for Dassa!

For the first time she realized that she laid much of the blame for her misfortune at Dassa's feet. If the stupid git hadn't up and disappeared taking her children with her would her father have turned into the man he'd become? Granted she'd picked the wrong pocket but if the General had been happy with his daughter and grandchildren would he have been so quick to send a young thief like her into the wasteland of Quel Espor Sans? Jenna doubted it, those that were happy were less likely to inflict suffering on others.

And Ja still loved her.

Under the heartache she felt her temper rising and her fists clutched the sheets under her while fresh sobs wracked her young body.

 

[cgraven]

Her tears fell on his cheek and she saw his eyes focus more clearly as she rose silently from where she kneeled and his side and without a word she spun on her heel and ran from the room.

He had hurt her wounded her to the soul his little pet his Pleasure slave had run from him her heart nearly breaking. Ja Dur had been confused disorientated it was so like what had happened before. The near death of the mother of his children the betrayal for her mission . with Dassa it was Drusilla, with Jenna it was Mattock and DeSade. Again the woman he cared for had chosen her own path, had not trusted him had cut him from life/ it was several hours before he calmed down and it was then that he realized he had been dreaming of Dassa.

He loved Jenna in his own way and in some more deeply then he had loved Dassa, He could feel Jenna’s sorrow her heart break and then he went to her as she lay sobbing her young heart out.

“Can you forgive me Pet?”

Ja Dur knew there where no words he could say to ease her pain so he simply opened his mind to Jenna. There where no barriers he let him see his love for her and their daughters and also his love for Dassa and their children.

When all was said and done he did love Jenna but always Dassa Jolaise would be his first love.

 

[caela]

“Can you forgive me Pet?”

Ja Dur knew there where no words he could say to ease her pain so he simply opened his mind to Jenna. There where no barriers he let him see his love for her and their daughters and also his love for Dassa and their children.

When all was said and done he did love Jenna but always Dassa Jolaise would be his first love.

Jenna saw it all there in his mind. Even his anger that she hadn't told him what she had to do. That she wanted to rage against. She hadn't been given a choice and it had broken her heart to the point that she'd nearly killed herself! For him! Her eyes narrowed as she looked up at him from watery amber depths.

The fact that he still loved Dassa, a woman who had left him utterly alone and who had taken his children ripped at her heart as well. Jenna would never do such a thing, couldn't even concieve of it and yet she would always be second in his heart to that...that bitch!

She didn't know what to say to him. Her mind was a tempest of emotions and thoughts and it was open utterly to him. She didn't even attempt to hide the images that ran through her mind. Her desperate plea to the sea creatures to help her keep Ja and her daughters fresh in her mind. The days she spent pining or crying over the stasis pod. All her worries and fears that he wouldn't forgive her betrayal. The images JACE had shown her of her daughters enslaved to Mattock and DeSade and Ja Dur himself dead if Jenna didn't go along with the ships plan and keep Ja in the dark.

She showed him these things now that he was fully concious and aware so that there would be no confusion. Everything she'd done she'd done for love of him and their children only to find he would forever love another before her.

She didn't know if she could forgive him and that was there in her mind too. She just didn't know.

 

[cgraven]

Ja Dur let his temper slip for the first time with Jenna.

“It is not for you to forgive me Jenna O’Reily but I to forgive you. At least I loved an other living being and not a thing How could you.”

He regretted the words as soon as they had been spoken. Ja Dur loved Jenna loved her as his stunning little pet, his concubine, and the mother of his children and much more but in that moment his words of long ago came back to haunt the crushed little red haired beauty.

………..I love you in my own way but I can not love you as a human can……

He did love her, was jealous of her fondest for the major, but it was a love born of possession and that she was his property that he cherished. He loved her deeply and above all other women except one…………..Dassa Jolaise

 

[caela]

“It is not for you to forgive me Jenna O’Reily but I to forgive you. At least I loved an other living being and not a thing How could you.”

Jenna saw the instant regret that flashed through his eyes but his words rung sharp and harsh in her ears and her temper flared hot and volatile. For the first time since that morning in the prison she flew at Ja and her only focus was to hurt him. Her fingers were curved and the slash came so quickly he had no chance to respond as her nails sliced open his cheek and she darted back out of his reach.

"How dare you! I never loved JACE and you know it! I surrendered of course but if the ship had the information to make me do so where do you think it got it!" she accused. "You dare to be angry at me?! Everything I've done I've done for love of you and our daughters and you dare to accuse me?! At least the ship kept it's word instead of abandoning me and disappearing like your precious Dassa!"

Even to her own ears her voice sounded shrill and nearly hysterical and she knew she was angrier than she had ever been in her life before now. She meant her words to hurt him as his had hurt her and it didn't take a collar for Ja to know that anything he'd seen in her before was childs play to the pure, unadulterated fury burning in her amber eyes now.