Kismets_Paramour
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- Sep 15, 2017
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"You see?" I frowned at the way he said it, feeling like he was dissecting something I had said. "Is it the act or science of having children that causes you pause?"
His laughter caught me off guard and I stilled no understanding it reasoning until he said something. "I, I do?" It wasn't really a question that needed to be answered because when I thought about it, it proved true. "You make me nervous. No one has ever made be nervous but around you." I hadn't realized until that moment that he had a way of getting under my skin, pass my walls of defences and to the core of me. I found myself worried over his happiness, well being and his perception of me.
My eyes widened as I came to realize that I cared.
With Killian it was just assumed, he would do as I said or he wouldn't and most time he wouldn't and I would find myself bending to his will. Riordan might press upon me terms of endearments and surprising signs of affection but it was never in a way that made me move. He came to me and waited. In fact he had been the one to break out of his comfort for me need, being there because I need him to be despite how uncomfortable that made him.
It was like dead weight being cut from my line and I felt lighter and more at ease. Closing the space between us I daringly brushed my lips against his. "Thank you." It might have sounded silly for that to be the words out of my mouth but I felt that he needed to hear them even if he didn't understand why.
"Let's study first. I have a feeling we might need to blow off some steam afterwards and I've found training to be a good outlet." With the decision made I lead the way, still in only my undersuit, to the library.
His laughter caught me off guard and I stilled no understanding it reasoning until he said something. "I, I do?" It wasn't really a question that needed to be answered because when I thought about it, it proved true. "You make me nervous. No one has ever made be nervous but around you." I hadn't realized until that moment that he had a way of getting under my skin, pass my walls of defences and to the core of me. I found myself worried over his happiness, well being and his perception of me.
My eyes widened as I came to realize that I cared.
With Killian it was just assumed, he would do as I said or he wouldn't and most time he wouldn't and I would find myself bending to his will. Riordan might press upon me terms of endearments and surprising signs of affection but it was never in a way that made me move. He came to me and waited. In fact he had been the one to break out of his comfort for me need, being there because I need him to be despite how uncomfortable that made him.
It was like dead weight being cut from my line and I felt lighter and more at ease. Closing the space between us I daringly brushed my lips against his. "Thank you." It might have sounded silly for that to be the words out of my mouth but I felt that he needed to hear them even if he didn't understand why.
"Let's study first. I have a feeling we might need to blow off some steam afterwards and I've found training to be a good outlet." With the decision made I lead the way, still in only my undersuit, to the library.