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Dream, Thank you for thinking of me. I am slowly feeling a little more normal and am adjusting better to the meds. I was treated for severe agoraphobia and major depressive disorder. I have made several trips out of the house over the past week and am getting more comfortable with going out without panic attacks.

Prop, thank you. I hope you've seen some of the newer ones, too.

Follow me, good afternoon. :kiss:
 
Dream, Thank you for thinking of me. I am slowly feeling a little more normal and am adjusting better to the meds. I was treated for severe agoraphobia and major depressive disorder. I have made several trips out of the house over the past week and am getting more comfortable with going out without panic attacks.

Prop, thank you. I hope you've seen some of the newer ones, too.

Follow me, good afternoon. :kiss:

I am glad you are doing better. Take your time and go at your pace. I have faith in you that you will overcome these problems. As for the bling. I would love to have that bling of an ass on my arm. Take care sweetie, I look forward to seeing more of you, in more ways than one.
 
I might be a mom of three, but I also like a little bling (can't see it very well, though) and you won't catch me in "mom jeans."

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Your ass looks FANTASTIC in this pic...

Love to rub against your ass with the jeans down at your knees..

Damn...Here I am hard again thinking of your smokin' HOTT ASS


And yes...I THINK I HAVE SEEN ALL YOUR PICS...Do not mind a REPEAT though
 
Hello darlings! I hope the day finds you well. I woke up grumpy annd not wanting to deal with any aspect of being in recovery (from agorapnobia and depression), but I put on my big-girl panties, took a few deep breaths and my meds, logged on to Lit, and now things seem much better. :D

Here is also a picture of me from the new Hands thread: http://forum.literotica.com/showpost.php?p=59315682&postcount=21

Nicely done!! Glad you got to feeling better. .... shared that naughty smile.... well I am assuming you have on the same naughty smile I do right now. :D
 
I hope you're being kind to yourself through your treatment. And that RL is kind to you also. Glad that Lit helped today, and glad that you helped the new hand thread!

People here care about you, odd as it may seem.
:kiss: Mara
 
Hello darlings! I hope the day finds you well. I woke up grumpy annd not wanting to deal with any aspect of being in recovery (from agorapnobia and depression), but I put on my big-girl panties, took a few deep breaths and my meds, logged on to Lit, and now things seem much better. :D

Here is also a picture of me from the new Hands thread: http://forum.literotica.com/showpost.php?p=59315682&postcount=21

It is good to see you. I miss your bright, lighthearted banter. You are in my thoughts and prayers. As for your hands photo. I think this is the first time you have posted a photo that had a body part that I didn't wish to see. I so wish your hand was not in that pic. :D

Get well sweetie. This place is less without you in it.
 
I hope you're being kind to yourself through your treatment. And that RL is kind to you also. Glad that Lit helped today, and glad that you helped the new hand thread!

People here care about you, odd as it may seem.
:kiss: Mara

This is true Mara. Though on this board people seem to care about people that have earned it. I don't mean lust or desire. I mean really care. I really wish I could do something to help her. But I will be here whenever she needs me.
 
Dream and Mara, thank you both so much. My disability related to my MS drove most of my RL friends away, and this just pushed others away even more. You both made me teary. Today was better.

Here is a quick shot I just took: View attachment 1513058
 
Dream and Mara, thank you both so much. My disability related to my MS drove most of my RL friends away, and this just pushed others away even more. You both made me teary. Today was better.

Here is a quick shot I just took: View attachment 1513058

WOW! That is a beautiful shot. You know what I like.

I want you to know that you are a kind, sensitive, intelligent, beautiful, and sexy woman. That is what you are, not disabled, you have some diseases that is all. Those RL friends were not friends at all. Friends do not run and they do not hide. When you get your diseases under control and get out you will find you a host of real friends. I just know that I will be eternally disappointed because the only thing keeping me from being one of those real friends, is proximity. I am happy that today was better for you. Just know that I will be here for you in whatever capacity you wish. By that I mean as a happy and ardent fan or someone to just talk to. If you wish for the latter all you have to do is PM me. Here is hoping tomorrow is even better.
 
I just noticed my panties are a bit saggy in that pic. It's probably because I lost 18 lbs in 3 weeks. I've regained 4 so far. Woot!
 
I just noticed my panties are a bit saggy in that pic. It's probably because I lost 18 lbs in 3 weeks. I've regained 4 so far. Woot!

Well heck you know me. I would prefer if the panties were not even there LOL. I am just happy that you felt well enough to at least come say hi. What, if I may ask, caused the weight loss. I know that when I take certain meds they just remove my appetite. But make no mistake, you are still beautiful.
 
Well heck you know me. I would prefer if the panties were not even there LOL. I am just happy that you felt well enough to at least come say hi. What, if I may ask, caused the weight loss. I know that when I take certain meds they just remove my appetite. But make no mistake, you are still beautiful.

The weight loss was due to the depression, anxiety, and agoraphobia. Truth be told, I didn't leave my house for almost two months and barely left my bedroom for almost three weeks (except for potty, shower, and sometimes to eat). I also have some phobias regarding food/potential allergies. The good news is I am now on the proper meds (haven't missed one pill in 2 weeks 2 days), am following my aftercare counselling plan, have gotten out of the house every day for a week, and am eating actual meals. My husband has gotten bossy (in a good way). I think it was easy for him (and me and other family members) to blame my mental health issues all on my MS and pretend they didn't exist.

Sorry for the dissertation. ;)
 
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The weight loss was due to the depression, anxiety, and agoraphobia. Truth be told, I didn't leave my house for almost two months and barely left my bedroom for almost three weeks (except for potty, shower, and sometimes to eat). I also have some phobias regarding food/potential allergies. The good news is I am now on the proper meds (haven't missed one pill in 2 weeks 2 days), am following my aftercare counselling plan, have gotten out of the house every day for a week, and am eating actual meals. My husband has gotten bossy (in a good way). I think it was easy for him (and me and other family members) to blame my mental health issues all on my MS and pretend they didn't exist.

Sorry for the dissertation. ;)

Glad for the dissertation!

It helps us understand what's going on for you so we can better support you. BRAVA, woman -- those are some serious changes you've made! Good for you for sticking with your regimen. I'm so glad you got the medical help you needed, and that things are moving in a good direction. :kiss:
 
I agree with Mara. You are doing great. You are putting forth great effort to get past these illnesses. I have faith in you and I believe you will be able to cope with them. I for one am extremely proud of the effort you are putting in to this and not giving in, and in the progress that you have made. Keep fighting, and never give up.
 
The weight loss was due to the depression, anxiety, and agoraphobia. Truth be told, I didn't leave my house for almost two months and barely left my bedroom for almost three weeks (except for potty, shower, and sometimes to eat). I also have some phobias regarding food/potential allergies. The good news is I am now on the proper meds (haven't missed one pill in 2 weeks 2 days), am following my aftercare counselling plan, have gotten out of the house every day for a week, and am eating actual meals. My husband has gotten bossy (in a good way). I think it was easy for him (and me and other family members) to blame my mental health issues all on my MS and pretend they didn't exist.

Sorry for the dissertation. ;)

You have nothing to apologize for, I hope it is therapeutic for you to write about your days. It sounds like you have gotten things going in the correct direction. The meds can sometimes take a little while to get everything balanced, but the end result will hopefully be a much better life for you. I can tell you that the journey is difficult but worth it. I applaud you for the counseling and hope that also continues to improve for you. I wish you the best. The most important thing is that you realize how much you mean to your family and friends and fight any feelings which cause any self-doubt.
 
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