One an angelic face with blue eyes, haloed by the blond hair she always wore braided over one shoulder, except for when we were...together.
She was touching my face with her hands at the moment, her eyes teasing me as her lips touched mine, the passion promised only an arms length away....
Only I didn't reach for her. I couldn't. My hands were bound by the promise I had made to her...not to kill with the guns I wore at my hips...and because of that she was to die...
Her face was still beautiful, the halo of her hair now changed to a dark red moon that spread behind her as she lay still and looked up at me and I begged her forgiveness.
I woke then as I always did. Unable to sleep and knowing I would lay quietly staring at the pale ceiling above until dawn...
Only this time it was different. The house was filled with noises of a person moving about...My mind still filled with the memory of the face of the woman I had loved and let down...And as I padded out in silent, bare feet I saw a figure silhouetted in the moonlight, turning away from me and to the table...
I moved quietly and wrapped my arms around the figure, intent to capture and find out who was in my home and why...and feeling the full softness under my hands as I locked my arms around....
Her?
Awareness came to me quickly as I loosened my hold and she spun, her voice complaining in a loud gasp as her too tight clothing failed her and she stood with bared breasts...
The moonlight filtered in and over her, her eyes bright with unknown emotion as the pale light washed over her full breasts that were heaving...
What could I do to save this moment, what could I say???
Her lips and body were stiff, unrelenting and then just as suddenly soft and compliant, the only sounds coming from her throat being moans which I took to be pleasure...
Encouraged I became bolder, my hands stroking her vulva and feeling her body quiver, my lips tasting the soft, sweet lips as they began to move of thier own accord, her tongue creeping out to meet mine...
My own hardness brushed her thigh as she shifted, my one hand freed to move to her shoulder and slide off the nightgown, baring her body to the moonlight and my eyes.
She was stunning. Breath taking and for a minute I pulled back and took in with hungry eyes every full curve and erotic hollow her body possessed, to consider the hunger it aroused in me.
"I want you Mary" I confessed as she made no move to conceal herself "Want you here...now, but if you say no I'll apologize and leave you safe and untouched?"
Long seconds our eyes held, the moonlight making her features a wild combination of pale tempting flesh and dark, erotic hollows...as my heart stopped beating as I waited for her answer.
"I want you to show me what it's like ...to be a woman, your woman."
Nodding it was useless to stand here and talk, useless to stare at each other and want...to need...
Stepping forward I lifted Mary into my arms, cradling her lighter form in my arms and kissing her as I moved...up the stairs and to my....OUR room.
"Then my woman is a lady...no matter what happens between us, what we do or where..." I whispered into her ear as the door opened to my foot. "She is my lady"
Smiling I gently laid her on the bed, admiring her body and then her eyes, so full of want and tinged with fear...my own brannigans sliding off and leaving me as bare to the world as she was as I bent to kiss her again, then trail kisses down her face, to her neck, the peaks of her breasts, sucking and teasing the nipples as she gasped and held my hair with her hands.
"Am I hurting you?" I asked gently and smiled, knowing it was a form of torture but one she wouldn't refuse by the look in her eyes, laughing at her answer and then moving my kisses lower...
Her legs parted and my lips sought out the fragrant sex, nuzzling the downy matt of her hair below and teasing the lips...her belly heaving at the sensations as she cried out to me....
"Ahhhhhh, what is happening? Tom????"
She had spoken of marriage...children...and I had assumed coming from a large city she was experienced....and now with one keening wail it came to me...
"Mary? You're a v...v..virgin?" I choked out, her body quivering under me as I held her tawny waist...my lips hovering over her sex to invade and enjoy it...
Eyes wide she held my head with her trembling hands, her hips bucking, her breasts swaying and damp with passion that would not...could not be denied...
"Tom...please?"
Lowering my head I knew it was up to me...to take my time and let her enjoy this pleasuring, to make sure she did....for with the gift she was about to share with me came pleasure to show her how to enjoy the loving...
My tongue flicked at her moist lips, her thighs opening without any need to tell her, my fingers toying with and gently parting her sex as I delved deeper into her sex and captured one tiny, swelling nub with my lips and felt her response in the form of wetness flooding her fragrant cleft, washing my cheeks as she cried out...and I delved deeper, ever deeper to her pleasure...
"I... thought you'd want to... to... to mate with me now, Tom."
Her expression was one of dead seriousness, her eyes showing how vulnerable she truly was at this moment, how easily she could be hurt...
"Am I not in the right position then?"
And then I understood...
"Mary, Come here, please?" I asked gently, laying back on the mound of pillows and enjoying the sight of her body as it moved and she turned to me.
"The difference I was told between an animal and humans..." I began slowly, wanting the words to come out right...for Mary to understand...."Humans make love...their eyes on each other and the souls within can touch thru those very eyes...Animals mate and satisfy the need to create others like them...though we can do the same as the animals I want to see you this first time, to be able to touch....?"
Her hair hung over her head, covering her eyes as she hovered over me and I touched her shoulder, guiding her to the bed so she lay on her back looking up, my hands brushing away the mass of shining hair to see if she understood.
"There is no shame in sharing pleasure, Mary, As long as we both care...it is one of the greatest gifts we can share together..."
Her body relaxed, the confusion and pain leaving her eyes as she opened her legs and I knelt between them, smiling and kissing her as I poised my hard length and rubbed her still wet sex...and she murmured to me...
"Then share with me Tom, and show me how to make love...to you"
I laughed. There was no other possible reply to her concern or any other way to relieve her fears.
"Let's try if you can trust me, Mary...I won't lie and tell you at the first time it doesn't hurt, but eventually you'll feel like the first time you came with my tongue...."
Her face blushed and I laughed again, not at her but the joy I was feeling for her being with me and how she made me feel.
"Mary, I will never hurt you, I promise" I sobered and rolled on top of her, my lips covering hers as I carressed her full breasts, my kisses trailing down her cheeks and to her neck and ear lobe.
Quickly she responded and began to gasp, her own tentative hand moving to touch my body, my lips encouraging her in telling her it felt good and encouraging her to do more.
Minutes later she moaned, her hands coming to my head and lifting it so her eyes were on mine...
"God help me but I trust you Tom...and want you to.....to...love me?"
Gently I positioned my swollen head over her wet sex, rubbing it against the entrance and gently pushing, watching her eyes as I carefully moved into the tight entrance of her womanhood, waiting between each slow thrust that moved me a scant quarter inch deeper into her at a time....
"Are you ready, Mary?" I questioned softly, looking into her eyes and lowering my lips to her ear lobe.
"Yessss, ready...yes" She moaned and bucked her own hips in exploration, the head of my cock pushing against the maidenhead and making her gasp.
I had captured her earlobe in my lips, held it with my teeth and as she finished her assent I nipped at the delicate peice of skin, making her gasp at the tiny flush of pain from the bite....
And as her mind went to the point of that pain I pushed into her, breaking the barrier to her womb and pressing deep within her, then stopping to look into her tear filled eyes...
"Are you...allright?" I asked carefully, my arms holding me over her...
"Yes...yes I am" She replied in a whispered voice and seeing the look in my own eyes, smiled gently. "But is it...over?"
This time I didn't laugh. Instead I kissed her then lifted again to smile at her and promise as my hips began to slowly move again.
Eyes locked on each others our bodies moved in slow unison, Mary's arousal and my own growing with each loving motion, her moans and mine blending together and echoing off the walls of our room.
"Maryyyyyyy" I heard my own voice moan to the woman under me, her own eyes clouded with our combined passion, her body now matching me thrust for thrust, pushing up to meet me with slick passion.
Time had run out for me, my control weakening from the too controlled pace, the need to see this woman in my arms enjoy her...our first union as she gave up her body to me so willingly...
It was now a matter of holding back, making sure the orgasm that was already quivering deep within her breast, causing her to growl as if possessed, her already tight body to close around my slick shaft even tighter and send a jolt of pleasure rushing to my brain and nearly forcing me over the abyss...
Arms corded, my back and neck bunching I fought back, sliding my hands under her buttocks and lifting, moving her so with each stroke I rubbed her clitoris and sent a wave of pleasure through her own body and into her mind....
"Now, Maryyyy, Now" I moaned and opened clenched eyes, seeing her own green orbs staring intently at me as her mouth opened and she literally screamed her reply.
"Yessssssssssssssssssssss"
And as her body arched, nearly lifting my own off the surface of the bed, it tightened about my own sex, the sensation pushing me too far...and over my own peak.
Mary was astonishing. I tried to tell her so as we held each other. Kissed her lips and spoke of how sweet she was, running my fingers through her hair as I did so, then smiling as I found her sleeping in my arms...
After a time I slept as well. Closed my eyes and fell into a heavy sleep...and dreamed.
Becky was back. Her eyes filled with joy. Joy at riding her new horse and how easily she set atop of it. Confident and poised she radiated being a woman. The woman I swore I would spend the rest of my life with.
She smiled at me and rode away, her face shining and the wind pulling at her hair, her long, blond hair...
And then she screamed. Falling as the sound of a rifle echoed behind her scream, and her hair turned red with blood.
I woke. Something telling me not to sit upright, that I had someone with me, that it was only and just...a dream.
The sun was rising. A beautiful woman was curled next to me, our bodies wrapped around and over each other as the sun's rays flickered over the walls. I felt at peace, the world at this moment was good and right...
I was loath to break the moment and the feeling, and wished I make it last forever...
"Wake up sleepy head" I teased Mary and then tickled her as she moaned and rolled away, my hand straying to her full breast and swelling nipple.
Mary's look reminded me of the first days Becky and I had shared, the balance we sought still not comfortable between us, leaving us with an odd sense of discomfort as we moved about each other.
Gradually it had disappeared, the pretense between two strangers gone as the love between us bloomed, blossomed and joined us...
Mary's unease was like that, despite our intimacy of the night before, each and every movement proved she was far from comfortable with it...with us...
Time to show her some western humour it seemed...
Smiling inwardly I rose from under the covers and stretched, my hands reaching to the ceiling and touching it, my eyes innocently focusing over Mary's head as I turned and faced the window, my bare backside to the woman in my bed.
"I slept like a baby" I smiled over my shoulder and then grinned as I saw where her eyes had settled. "How about you, honey?"
Turning to face Mary I knew I should be ashamed of myself and my boldness, but somehow it seemed the right thing to do to break the ice...
"Why don't you come over here and watch the sunrise with me?" I asked gently, wondering if it would be enough of an incentive for her to slide out from under the covers and join me.
Instead? Mary wrapped the sheet under her arms then stood, wrapping the entire bedding around her as if it were a toga and she a roman goddess.
Keeping my face neutral I let her walk by me then placed a foot on the trailing cloth as she moved to the offered window....and the sheet pulled from her nude, gorgeous body...
"Now that's what I call a sunrise" I smiled in admiration, thinking for sure I had broken the ice...then back pedalled as the look on Mary's face testified to her ancestors bloodline...
"I just want to give to you the same ... thing.... you gave to me. That is what I'm supposed to do, right?"
Smiling I cupped one hand over a full breast and let my thumb circle the nipple, feeling the flesh swell and harden, and hearing her tiny moan.
"Do what feels right, Mary" I offered and kissed her hair. "What feels good, what pleases you...not because you think you have to, but because you want to. What I did... I did to make you happy and in return found my own happiness, my own joy..."
She felt so good pressed next to me, felt so right that the feelings made me feel whole...and made me forget....
Rising slightly I pulled her to me to kiss her lips, my hand brushing her hair back to reveal her face and the curiousity in her eyes.
"What would make you happy Mary... satisfy your curiousity? "
Stroking Mary's hair I guided her, moaning when she touched me, telling her how good her lips felt, how nice her hand felt on my length...shivering when her tongue crept out and teased the head of my length....
"Did I hurt you?" She asked with worried eyes and I smiled again
"Just the opposite, Mary, it feels good and makes me want more"
"More, Tom?" Mary asked curiously and I explained, how her mouth....what to expect when she....and what would happen if she.....
Eyes wide Mary nodded and I felt almost ashamed...Until she began to gently suck and swirl her tongue around my length, then took it into her mouth...
Shame was replaced by lust...and lust guided me by encouraging her on, my body quivering as she drew me deeper into her mouth...
"Mary....stop" I moaned and repeated it again "Stop...please"
Worry came to her eyes as she stopped and I lifted her to me, kissing her lips and running my hands over her body, to rub her thighs and feel her own heat ...to press my own to hers and move into her...
"Why did you ask me to stop Tom?"
"So I can do this, hun" I replied, sliding into her wet sex and kissing her passionately. "So I can do this"
Eyes...Dark sparkling green, so green they pulled me deeper into them with each thrust into her own slick sex, and with each moan from her lips those eyes threatened to consume me.
There existed no pain now, no fear in Mary's eyes that I would hurt her, only amazement and hunger for more. My hands under her muscled thighs I lifted her away from the support of the wall and smiled at her expression.
"Wrap your legs around me Mary" I instructed gently and watched as she did so shyly. Everything Mary did with me was shy, as if she were embarressed for enjoying what we were doing or because of it...It would need correcting if she were to ever enjoy the finer points of what a man and a woman did together, or even admit to herself she could and did.
"Mary, I want you to tell me what feels good, if it does and you tell me so I'll continue, if you don't...I'll stop"
"I'll try Tom" Mary returned with a gasp as I thrust into her and once again buried my entire length in her tight canal.
"How was that, Mary?" I asked and held her still, teasing her by not moving and making her answer...
"Good, Tom...that was good." She moaned and I moved in her again, this time lifting her to the full length of my shaft and then slowly lowering her down as I pushed upwards and into her.
Again I held her still and waited, her arms locked around my neck as her eyes locked on mine...
"And that Mary?"
"Even better Tom, I liked how it felt when we moved against each other....before..."
Again I lifted her and with a slow teasing motion moved in her, her body pressed to mine as she began the slow descent again and I asked...
"Before what Mary?"
"Before?" She asked, her eyes closed as my hard flesh slid into her rapidly moistening sex.
"You said you liked how it felt when we moved against me before......before what?"
Again I was deep in her, our stomachs hard against each other as I held her and watched her open her eyes and meet my curious ones.
"Before your...thing was completely in me..." She admitted shyly and I smiled as she continued. "But I like how it feels when it's in me too"
A small victory for both of us and I rewarded her with another thrust as I lifted and lowered her, then another...and another as I watched her eyes...
"Do you like that hon?" I teased and continued to thrust faster and faster into her, feeling her legs tighten around me and begin to imitate my own motions.
"Yes....yes...yes...I dooooo....liiiiiiike it" She confessed and this time the shyness was gone, her eyes holding mine and her legs beginning to tighten and loosen as she lifted and lowered in tune to me now.
Kissing her full and hard I felt her full lips soften and then open...and slid my tongue between them to attack her own...An action that created another reaction in Mary pulling back and almost releasing her legs around me....
"What was that?" She giggled and I grinned.
"You didn't like that, it was called kissing?" I returned
"I've kissed before...but never like that..." She admitted and then lifted up and nearly off me, lowering herself down as she smiled at me "But I liked it...and this too"
Again we kissed and this time I felt her own tongue greet mine as her lips parted...then wind around mine for long seconds as our bodies moved below....
Mary's hands wrapped in my hair we kissed, my hands holding the heated flesh of her backside and thighs, our pace increasing faster and faster as my heart pounded in my chest like a hammer-drill....
Until suddenly Mary broke the kiss and arched backwards, her full breasts swaying erotically as she moaned and clamped her legs around me like a vise....
Mary's release and her body tightening about me was more than enough to drive me to my own...
But this time it was different. Different as I looked into her passion filled eyes and then at her body, how both had lost the restraint of our previous love making...and how large of a difference it made in the woman wrapped around my hips.
Gone was my own restraint in that moment and I began to move in her with my full strength, my arms lifting and lowering her as I pumped into her in a near frenzy...driving myself closer and closer to the release I wanted...the one I needed....and as I reached that boiling point I yelled out my approval...
"Yessssssss"
Time passed and reality returned, to find my arms wrapped arounf Mary, holding her body close to me and feeling the cool of the room around us.
"Mary?" I began after my voice had returned to normal, after I was able to speak without it shaking...
"There's something I'd like to tell you" I was ready to say the words I hadn't spoken for a long, long time...
"You're right, Tom" Mary replied softly and kissed me, leaving me wondering how she knew what I was going to say...or did she feel the same way?