Returning Home

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Can we just let it go? Just for tonight?" Anna asked "I didn't know it was an issue... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have even brought it up..." She let go of his hand "I really didn't mean to cause any issues. I didn't know what was supposed to happen, I wasn't prepared for any of that..."

 

[GPLockwood]

"It's not your fault, and I'm not upset with you. But if you had to pay for the funeral, then the casualty assistance officer screwed up horribly in the one thing that he was supposed to be handling, and I am very upset with him. I can't believe that someone would ask you to go into debt over this, especially if they hadn't even paid my Servicemember's Group Life Insurance policy to you yet! You were supposed to have gotten $350,000 after I was killed, since I kept my SGLI paid up and you were my sole beneficiary. I suppose that it's just as well that they hadn't paid my life insurance to you, since you would have to pay it back now, but if I had actually been killed then you should have at least gotten the money. I feel like everything I did to try to take care of you failed because the people who I was trusting to look after you when I was gone were incompetent or worse. I'm so sorry that you had to go through that, Anna. That never should have happened."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Well it happened and there isn't anything we can do to change it." She said "please, let's just try to enjoy the rest of our night. It's been a long day, I don't want to worry about Things right now. We can get things straightened out tomorrow."

 

[GPLockwood]

"Absolutely," John agreed as he sipped his water. He had finished off his entree, and was snacking on some of the homemade bread sticks. "So are you going to want some dessert?"

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Depends..." Anna said "what are my options?" She asked "I can't decide if I want dessert before I even know if there is anything good on the menu..."

 

[GPLockwood]

"Well, I would highly recommend the cannolis, although Tony also makes a mean tiramisu and the cheesecake is the best you're likely to ever have. I'm totally going with the cannolis myself."

John smiled at Anna. "I hope that my coming home hasn't been too much of a shock for you. It's going to be a pretty big change for both of us, I suppose. But I do know that I'm glad to have you back."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"That sounds good, I'll just have the same thing that you are having." Anna said "I don't think anything could have shocked me more than when I saw you today...but you're worth the shock and I love you. I'm glad your okay..."

 

[GPLockwood]

John smiled at her. "I'm glad to see you, too, Anna."

They finished their dinner, and John paid as well as left a healthy tip. It was dark when they left the restaurant, holding hands. John opened Anna's door for her, and then drove them both back to her apartment.

John brushed his teeth and showered off. This time, following Anna's example, he left the bathroom door open. Leaving the shower and drying off, he smiled at Anna as he climbed into bed.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

Anna brushed her teeth and showered as well before getting into bed "it's been a long day... I'm guessing you just want to go to sleep..." She said as she curled up next to him.

 

[GPLockwood]

John chuckled. "You know that I'm interested in more than sleep if you're up for it!" He wrapped his arms around Anna and kissed her.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

" I think I could manage it..." She said laying her hands on his chest "as long as you're sure you want to do this now. It's all up to you..."

 

[GPLockwood]

John took Anna into his hands and kissed her tenderly. He ran a hand through her hair, caressing the side of her face and kissed her again. For the first time in a year, he felt Anna's body against his. He ran his hand up her back, holding her close, and ran a hand down to caress her buttocks.

His heart skipped a beat as the tip of his erect penis brushed against the softness of Anna's pubic hair.

"Anna, you know that I always want you," he said as he kissed her again.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"I want you too, you have no idea how much I've missed you..." Anna said as she wrapped her hands around him. "I think I'm more nervous now than I was the first time. It's seems like it's been so much longer than just a year."

 

[GPLockwood]

"You don't have to be nervous, my love," John whispered softly. His hands caressed her body as he held her close to him. She felt his firm muscles against her flesh, his hard cock pressing against her vulva. He kissed her again, running his hands through her hair.

"Would you like for me to go down on you first?" John asked. He could tell that Anna was nervous, and he wanted to make this as special as it could be for her. After all, he truly did love her.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

Anna shook her head "no, I'm fine, I think it'll just make more more nervous to be honest. I can't take all this suspense..." Taking a deep breath she looked up at him "do you want me to?"

 

[GPLockwood]

Josh lay fully exposed upon the bed, his magnificent body on display to Anna's gaze. His proudly erect manhood was a full 8" long and 2" thick, a healthy specimen by anyone's standards.

"I would love it, but only if you want to," he replied. His voice was husky with desire as his eyes roamed Anna's body.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

Anna sat up carefully straddling his legs. "Of course, whatever you want." She looked away from him as she leaned over, slowly taking his hard cock into her mouth, her tongue slowly wandering over him.

 

[GPLockwood]

Josh groaned with pleasure. Anna's mouth felt amazing on the thick ridged surface of his hard cock. He looked down, seeing the face of his beloved fiancee taking his member into her mouth, and for a moment their eyes met. He loved her so much.

"Anna, when we make love in a few moments- would you mind if we don't use any protection?"

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

Anna stopped and froze as she looked up at him. She moved off from him and sat beside him "I guess it's fine... But why?" Anna asked a little confused by his request "I thought you wanted to wait to try and have a baby..."

 

[GPLockwood]

"We can wait if you want, Anna. I thought that I wanted to wait to have a baby as well. But now that I'm here with you- maybe it's just my basic instinct to want to make the woman I love the mother of my child. Maybe it's the desire to form the deepest bond I can with you. Maybe it's the fact that I don't want anything- anything at all- between you and I the first time that we make love after we've been away for so long. I want our bodies to be able to join as naturally as they can. I want you, Anna. Please share yourself with me."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

Anna took a deep breath "John you haven't even mad me your wife yet and you're talking about babies...." She lay down next to him "are you sure that's what you want? If it is I'll do whatever you want, I just want you to be certain. It's a big decision, I don't want you to just make the choice in the moment."

 

[GPLockwood]

"More certain than I've ever been of anything before in my life," John said as he kissed Anna's lips. Their lips met wetly, his arms holding her close to him as he deepened the kiss. She felt his hands roaming her body, caressing down to her ass. His muscles were tense with desire and excitement as he reached between Anna's legs, touching her pussy. They kissed sweetly as he moistened a finger in her sacred juices and began slowly massaging around her clitoris with it, teasing between the folds of her labia with his fingers and moving his fingers slowly inside of her. He curled them upwards, rubbing the front wall of her vagina while a moist thumb began playing near the clitoris, close enough to stimulate it, but not close enough to stimulate it directly. He wanted to build her pleasure slowly without trying to make her peak too quickly.

"Tell me what you want, Anna. I'm yours as much as you are mine, and tonight should be special to both of us."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"I just want you..." Anna said "I don't ever want to be apart from you ever again. I want to make you happy, whatever it takes. If you're happy, I'll be happy." She said as she ran her hands over his arms "I just want this to be what you want."

 

[GPLockwood]

"Then make love to me, Anna. Climb on top of me and let me admire your beautiful body as I feel the love of my life fully mating with me. Let me feel you against me; share your body with mine until I pour my love deep inside of you. Perhaps tonight, we can create something beautiful that is a part of both of us."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"I... I just need a minute..." Anna said pulling away and getting up. She grabbed a robe, quickly pulling it on as she walked out of the room. She closed the bedroom door before heading to the couch and sitting down. She wasn't as sure as he was about a baby but she couldn't tell him that. Maybe right now wasn't the best time, she still had a couple of months of school, they weren't even close to getting married, he had just gotten back home, and there was no way she could afford a baby.