Thank you everyone. I have seen the responses before, and I wasn't ignoring anyone, but well...step into my shoes.
I'm just gonna post the rest of my pics that I have on my hardrive and then I'll more then likely delete them.
I know I'm no where near as good looking as most of the guys here on lit, and suck even worse at taking pics.
I think I'll leave the pics here on lit up for now, maybe someone can enjoy them someday.
Maybe one day I'll take more. But it would take a lot for me to take more. But maybe, just maybe if I feel if it isn't all in vain, then one day I might. Until then, this is the last time I'll embarrass myself on my thread.
'cause you never know maybe we could be soul mates ,
but maybe not or maybe so
if you never try, then you'll never know
the grass could be greener (could be)
and it'll always be greener on the other side
but you just never know.
This could be the one
i do believe that you and me
we could be so happy and free inside a world of misery
I don't know what I was thinking when I seen her
I just had to find a way I could meet her
Cuz I've been dyin' for a chance to treat her
like the ripe little peach she is
Wouldn't even cross my mind to deceive her
But she could lie through her teeth
and I'd believe her
I don't know her but I know that I need her...
I don't even think she knows how she moves me
I can't explain it but she does something to me
If she ever looked she'd see right through me
and I don't think that I could keep my cool
I could tell her that I want to get to know her
Take her places that I'd really like to show her
But I hear she's got somebody and he loves her...
Everytime we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roomate kept awake
By every silent scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still dont missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
You're not the one but you're the only one who could make me feel like this
You're not the one but you're the only one who can make me feel like SHIT
Something never meant to be
Everything you meant to me
Wake me when this punishment is done
Those who try and get away
From the one who gets away
Someone's always someone else's one
Staring at the white above
One day I closed my eyes and here I am
A cold, unhappy man
I've come to realize the life I have I hate
The pulse I need is slowly fading
Until I've lost it all
I've been waiting for an inspiration
For a chance I never got to take
Before it's much too late
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright,
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit...
Tonight...
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door, I try to catch my breath again...
I hurt much more, than any time before, I have no options left again...
Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain
It takes control
I think about you
I think about me
I think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
And I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on
A friend to depend on
When life gets rough
So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way.
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away.
'Cause I can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart,
Or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart.
life sucks sometimes
friendships turn to lies
a hatred in disguise it brings tears to my eyes
I can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind
confusion cripples me unto my element of control unsureness
emotional times I'm just
traumas etched in my mind
I can see it all the time
I've seen more than my share of pain and suffering
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally like lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you, has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you
All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothing’s gonna change
Until I'm broken
She don't care about my car, and she don't care about my money
And that's real good 'cause I don't got a lot to spend
But if I did, it wouldn't mean nothin'
She likes me for me, not because I look like Tyson Beckford
With the charm of Robert Redford, oozing out my ears
But what she sees, are my faults and indecisions
My insecure conditions, and the tears upon the pillow that I shed
She don't care about my big screen, or my collection of DVD's
Things like that just never mattered much to her
Plus she don't watch too much T.V.
She don't care that I can fly her, to places she ain't never been
If she really wants to go, I think deep down she knows
That, all she has to say is when
She likes me for me, not because I hang with Leonardo
Or that guy who played in "Fargo", I think his name is Pete
She's the one for me
And I just can't live without her, my arms belong around her
And I'm so glad I found her once again (x2)
Gazing at the ceiling, as we entertain our feelings in the dark
The things that we're afraid of
Are gonna show us what we're made of in the end
She likes me for me, not because I sing like Pavarotti
Or because I'm such a hottie, hah
I like her for her, not because she's phat like Cindy Crawford
She has got so much to offer
Why does she waste all her time with me
There must be something there that I don't see(I don't see)
She likes me for me, not because I'm tough like Dirty Harry
Make her laugh just like Jim Carey, unlike The Cable Guy
But what she sees, is that I can't live without her
My arms belong around her
And I'm so glad I found her once again(x2)
When you see love
And you don’t know what it is
And You might find yourself in fear to show your heart
When you feel it
And it’s oh so wonderful
And You might find yourself in fear to let it part
In fear to let it part
So hold her closer when she cries
And hold her closer when she feels she needs a hand to hold
Someone who’ll never let her go again
And hold him closer when he tries
To hold the tears back from his eyes
And Say good-bye, say good-bye
When your heart decides
That it’s time to let it through
There’s no reason to be scared to open up
Love may be blind
But all of us don’t see it.
So just once in your life
If you hear the knock of love, just let it in
To hold her closer when she cries
And hold her closer when you know it’s time to say good-bye
Hurry back to see her smile again
And hold him closer when he’s down
When his world is upside down
Turn it around, Turn it around
So hold her closer when she cries
And hold her closer when she feels she needs a hand to hold
Someone who’ll never let her go again
Hold her closer when she’s down
When the world is upside down
Turn it around, and hold her close.
I never thought this could be me.
I guess you never do until it's happening to you.
Like all the fun turns into shame,
and all the "could have been's" rearrange.
So little time so many crimes,
guilt like a chain chokes my will away.
Redemption never seemed so cruel,
and all my gods never seemed so weak