Armphid
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Brigitte's sudden sway of sympathy for the titanspawn took Evan by surprise. She had proudly, almost joyously talked of fighting and killing monsters a minute ago, only to now wonder if they were right to do so. His face showed his shock; eyes wide and wondering for several long moments as she started to speak and pace again; slowly at first but with more intensity as she went on.
He mastered his features quickly and focused on the pale skinned beauty. He wasn't sure if she understood what working with titanspawn would mean as she said it, but the thought sent a chill through him. His eyes slipped over to the massive sword. Was that why she was here? To see if they'd turn and kill them if they didn't? Or if they did?
Evan dismissed the thought with a shake of his head. He wasn't going to doubt her; not until he had some real reason to. It might cost him but he liked this girl already and he chose not to suspect or distrust her. She was hurt, deeply, by her past and confused about her purpose and he couldn't blame her for either of those. And it wasn't as though she didn't have some decent points.
He leaned forward slightly, turning her words over in his mind as Crystal spoke about war and it's necessities. Also not a bad argument, though it might miss what he thought the crucial aspects of Brigitte's comments. After a few moments he licked his lips, "I think," he said slowly, "that you may be right in some cases, that it's not as easy as it seems. In others, I do think that it is. I'm not an occult scholar, I don't know anything about the monsters you mentioned, other than vampires, so perhaps they don't have any choice. But I'm also not sure how much that changes things."
He leaned forward and frowned, thinking of how to couch his thoughts. "If a hungry lion and a human were put in a room together, the lion would attack the human, and you'd try to stop it, right? The easiest way would be to kill the lion. I wouldn't blame the lion, and I'd feel bad about it, but I wouldn't let that person die. For some monsters, it's the same as that. Maybe they're not evil, but I can't let them kill people." Then he looked over at Brigitte, "But now let's make the lion sentient. Let's say it knows what pain and suffering are, and the grief of losing someone you care about. In the room, there's an argument to be made for survival, but what if we put that sentient lion out in the world and it chooses to kill the person. A lot of the monsters seem to be that way, and that does make them evil, in my mind. Maybe I'm not being fair, but I admit that."
Evan leaned back and sighed, "As far as killing human monsters, well, you're right that the gods haven't sent me out to do that so far. But I also don't know that they'd mind if I did." He shook his head again, "I think a lot of what you're saying about this comes down to the place and time." He took a deep breath and prayed he wasn't about to hurt Brigitte or open old wounds, "The people who hurt you in the past, the humans, if you had the abilities you do now, you'd have killed them. If you saw someone doing or trying to do what was done to you now, you'd kill them. So would I, I hope." Evan looked into the fire, his eyes thoughtful, "Before our parents...did whatever they do to turn on our powers, we didn't have the ability to do anything about it or thought that we didn't. And maybe that's something that I have to make up for. But the fact remains that it's not that we won't or are told not to stop them, but that we're not there to do it."
He chuckled ruefully, "I'm sorry, I'm talking too much, aren't I? I could say a lot more, but I shouldn't monopolize the conversation. And Crystal's right, it might be good to sleep. If you two want, go ahead and use the shelter to rest up." Evan tapped his right temple with a finger, "I've got a lot to think about so I don't mind keeping watch. But I'm glad to keep talking too, if it won't bother whoever wants to rest."
He mastered his features quickly and focused on the pale skinned beauty. He wasn't sure if she understood what working with titanspawn would mean as she said it, but the thought sent a chill through him. His eyes slipped over to the massive sword. Was that why she was here? To see if they'd turn and kill them if they didn't? Or if they did?
Evan dismissed the thought with a shake of his head. He wasn't going to doubt her; not until he had some real reason to. It might cost him but he liked this girl already and he chose not to suspect or distrust her. She was hurt, deeply, by her past and confused about her purpose and he couldn't blame her for either of those. And it wasn't as though she didn't have some decent points.
He leaned forward slightly, turning her words over in his mind as Crystal spoke about war and it's necessities. Also not a bad argument, though it might miss what he thought the crucial aspects of Brigitte's comments. After a few moments he licked his lips, "I think," he said slowly, "that you may be right in some cases, that it's not as easy as it seems. In others, I do think that it is. I'm not an occult scholar, I don't know anything about the monsters you mentioned, other than vampires, so perhaps they don't have any choice. But I'm also not sure how much that changes things."
He leaned forward and frowned, thinking of how to couch his thoughts. "If a hungry lion and a human were put in a room together, the lion would attack the human, and you'd try to stop it, right? The easiest way would be to kill the lion. I wouldn't blame the lion, and I'd feel bad about it, but I wouldn't let that person die. For some monsters, it's the same as that. Maybe they're not evil, but I can't let them kill people." Then he looked over at Brigitte, "But now let's make the lion sentient. Let's say it knows what pain and suffering are, and the grief of losing someone you care about. In the room, there's an argument to be made for survival, but what if we put that sentient lion out in the world and it chooses to kill the person. A lot of the monsters seem to be that way, and that does make them evil, in my mind. Maybe I'm not being fair, but I admit that."
Evan leaned back and sighed, "As far as killing human monsters, well, you're right that the gods haven't sent me out to do that so far. But I also don't know that they'd mind if I did." He shook his head again, "I think a lot of what you're saying about this comes down to the place and time." He took a deep breath and prayed he wasn't about to hurt Brigitte or open old wounds, "The people who hurt you in the past, the humans, if you had the abilities you do now, you'd have killed them. If you saw someone doing or trying to do what was done to you now, you'd kill them. So would I, I hope." Evan looked into the fire, his eyes thoughtful, "Before our parents...did whatever they do to turn on our powers, we didn't have the ability to do anything about it or thought that we didn't. And maybe that's something that I have to make up for. But the fact remains that it's not that we won't or are told not to stop them, but that we're not there to do it."
He chuckled ruefully, "I'm sorry, I'm talking too much, aren't I? I could say a lot more, but I shouldn't monopolize the conversation. And Crystal's right, it might be good to sleep. If you two want, go ahead and use the shelter to rest up." Evan tapped his right temple with a finger, "I've got a lot to think about so I don't mind keeping watch. But I'm glad to keep talking too, if it won't bother whoever wants to rest."
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