GeppettoNoir
Shadow Work
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- Jul 10, 2025
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So I found out I can deepthroat today.
Came across this "--REDACTED--" thing and was shocked at the implication. I remember using Casual Encounters on Craigs List back in the day but this was next level. Clean interface, gps approximation, pics and bios pinned to location areas... it was like a tracking system for dick on demand. Could it really be that easy now-a-days? I posted up some pics and boom, the messages started coming in... Which led to my next shocking discovery.
Gay guys are incredible nice... I almost never, ever get genuine-feeling compliments from a woman. Compliments on my cock. Compliments on my ass. Always said out loud I was maybe a 6 (deep down figuring probably a 4), these guys are like, "dude, you're perfect". I was practically blushing. It might sound out-there but it was probably the first time in my 35+ years of life that I felt seen or appreciated physically. Over the years I've had 4 long term girlfriends and I've slept with at least 30-something women--just in the course of living life--and you better believe I had to put in the work for each and every one. I can only think of one girl who ever made me feel special, temporarily. This revelation was an experience I'm still processing...
But anyways! I decided to meet with someone who had the right timing and availability. When the time came, I still had no idea what the guy looked like. I just knew his stats--6 foot 2 and 285lbs--and that he had a dark-skinned penis from his pic. So I all I knew is it probably wasn't a white or Asian guy. As I waited, fighting down my nervousness, I heard someone coming down the basement stairs. In stepped a big, stocky black guy who looked exactly like the sort of person I'd probably hang out with. Calm, kinda chill, dressed in bulky/baggy skater clothes. Big hoodie, oversized jeans, hat... the moment he walked in he dropped his pants to reveal a thick, meaty slug of a cock.
I don't know if I'm any good at it but I gave it my best. I tried to mimic all the things girls had done for me in the past. I noticed throughout the entire encounter his cock would vary in hardness, often thick but still very flexible and only sometimes full-on hard. So maybe my inexperience was a weakness. But pretty early on I decided to just go ahead and see how much of him I could fit in my mouth. Maybe it was that flexible erection he had going on but for whatever reason, I was surprised how easily it slid past my tonsils and slipped down my throat. It was so thick, it felt like it filled my esophagus perfectly. And the sounds he made were definitely an encouragement. After that, I was kind of hooked. I would let him push my head down as far as he wanted. Even if I needed air, I just kept my throat relaxed. I gagged, sputtered, and choked. Huge, thick strands of throat spit gobbed on his cock and dripped to the floor in long sticky strands. I only had to tap for air once. And the level of firm-to-gentle... there was always that worry of being in such a vulnerable position with a stranger but even when he was rough he was a downright gentleman throughout.
So that's how I found out how to deepthroat... To be honest, I have no idea if I pleased him or not. Sometimes he would moan or groan in a way that I knew I was on the right track but he was definitely the strong silent type, if you know what I mean. And why was his cock hardness fluctuating so much? Maybe my performance wasn't up to snuff.
But I guess I'm still learning.
EDIT: I redacted the app name to avoid further accusations of being an ad bot or something lol
Came across this "--REDACTED--" thing and was shocked at the implication. I remember using Casual Encounters on Craigs List back in the day but this was next level. Clean interface, gps approximation, pics and bios pinned to location areas... it was like a tracking system for dick on demand. Could it really be that easy now-a-days? I posted up some pics and boom, the messages started coming in... Which led to my next shocking discovery.
Gay guys are incredible nice... I almost never, ever get genuine-feeling compliments from a woman. Compliments on my cock. Compliments on my ass. Always said out loud I was maybe a 6 (deep down figuring probably a 4), these guys are like, "dude, you're perfect". I was practically blushing. It might sound out-there but it was probably the first time in my 35+ years of life that I felt seen or appreciated physically. Over the years I've had 4 long term girlfriends and I've slept with at least 30-something women--just in the course of living life--and you better believe I had to put in the work for each and every one. I can only think of one girl who ever made me feel special, temporarily. This revelation was an experience I'm still processing...
But anyways! I decided to meet with someone who had the right timing and availability. When the time came, I still had no idea what the guy looked like. I just knew his stats--6 foot 2 and 285lbs--and that he had a dark-skinned penis from his pic. So I all I knew is it probably wasn't a white or Asian guy. As I waited, fighting down my nervousness, I heard someone coming down the basement stairs. In stepped a big, stocky black guy who looked exactly like the sort of person I'd probably hang out with. Calm, kinda chill, dressed in bulky/baggy skater clothes. Big hoodie, oversized jeans, hat... the moment he walked in he dropped his pants to reveal a thick, meaty slug of a cock.
I don't know if I'm any good at it but I gave it my best. I tried to mimic all the things girls had done for me in the past. I noticed throughout the entire encounter his cock would vary in hardness, often thick but still very flexible and only sometimes full-on hard. So maybe my inexperience was a weakness. But pretty early on I decided to just go ahead and see how much of him I could fit in my mouth. Maybe it was that flexible erection he had going on but for whatever reason, I was surprised how easily it slid past my tonsils and slipped down my throat. It was so thick, it felt like it filled my esophagus perfectly. And the sounds he made were definitely an encouragement. After that, I was kind of hooked. I would let him push my head down as far as he wanted. Even if I needed air, I just kept my throat relaxed. I gagged, sputtered, and choked. Huge, thick strands of throat spit gobbed on his cock and dripped to the floor in long sticky strands. I only had to tap for air once. And the level of firm-to-gentle... there was always that worry of being in such a vulnerable position with a stranger but even when he was rough he was a downright gentleman throughout.
So that's how I found out how to deepthroat... To be honest, I have no idea if I pleased him or not. Sometimes he would moan or groan in a way that I knew I was on the right track but he was definitely the strong silent type, if you know what I mean. And why was his cock hardness fluctuating so much? Maybe my performance wasn't up to snuff.
But I guess I'm still learning.
EDIT: I redacted the app name to avoid further accusations of being an ad bot or something lol
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