Soul-Searching (Closed for Cum_Inside)

[Cum_Inside]

The pace was practically blistering. Damon didn’t hold himself back and Harper felt so relaxed despite the elation and excitement singing through her veins. He was finally taking what he needed from her and being selfish. He’d always been too good to her, letting her have all of his attention but never demanding anything else from her. Without even realizing, Harper had been selfish.

It mostly made her sad.

Feeling the way his hips hammered against her own and the rough way he impaled her on him, Harper felt that morose mood slipping away as quickly as it had came. With her nails clenched and digging into his shoulder blades, Harper allowed her body to unwind and took the brutal punishment he gave her while she sloppily sought out his mouth over and over.

This was about him. She needed him to take what he needed; he’d been sweet enough to give her one orgasm but she didn’t need another. Well, unless it was his - she wanted it to leak out of her and soak her panties to remind her of the decision she’d made. Even if it was still selfish, at least this decision wasn’t based on fear and being backed into a corner.

Harper smiled against his mouth, playfully reaching down to smack his ass before grabbing a handful. Maybe it was supposed to be a serious moment but her genuine elation was too much to hold back anymore. When she rested her cheek against his shoulder, Harper’s mouth was curled in soft affection.

“I love you,” she repeated, feeling the intimacy they’d never been able to express before now.

 

[Lucian_Devine]

Harper's playful nature in that moment of all moments actually caught Damon off guard. He felt her smile against his lips, and felt the playful smack on his bare ass before her hand grabbed a handful of the firm muscle there. His lips smiled along with hers, even as his hips continued the assault.

The three words that Harper whispered against his neck were finally enough to make even his lust-driven brain and body stop in their tracks. His hand dropped from her hair as the other one lifted from her hip, enclosing her in a gentle embrace. He then pulled his head back far enough to meet her gaze. "I love you too, Harper..." He said, his face flushing as the blood rushed to it. His hands reached up to cup her cheeks. "You're the only person I've ever loved Harper.

One of Damon's hands dropped back down to Harper's hip as he started to thrust again. He held her gaze, his brown eyes almost black with his lust and arousal. His thrusts meanwhile, were long and slow, and his hand fisted against her hip as he held her in place. He hesitated a bit after each push in, gyrating his hips slowly, almost as though he was trying to massage the cervix that he'd been relentlessly battering just moments ago.

 

[Cum_Inside]

Their kisses were softer after that, and their lovemaking too, though no less rushed.

They were still in a public place and the risk of being caught was dangerously high.

With Damon’s confession, Harper knew she needed to show him that she was telling him the truth and not just speaking empty words. Harper began to cant her hips back against him in small circles with her arms wrapped around his shoulders and her face buried against his throat. His grip on her didn’t allow for much movement but she took advantage of what little freedom she had.

That telltale tingle chewed at the bottom of her spine.

Harper whimpered, hips working faster against him.

“Cum for me, baby,” she entreated. “Let me take care of you, for once.”

 

[Lucian_Devine]

Harper's whimper against his throat as she started to move her hips faster and faster only spurred Damon on. He met her movements step for step, thrusting faster and harder, using his grip on her hip for leverage.

The plea that came from Harper's lips, begging him to cum and urging him to let her take care of him touched a spot deep within him. His grip on her hip tightened as he redoubled his pace, pounding her cunt with reckless abandon. He even went so far as to lift his hand that didn't have a death grip on her hip. That hand fisted in her hair and pulled her lips away from his throat.

Damon forced Harper to meet his gaze as he felt the tell-tale tingling stirring in his belly. His eyes didn't blink though, and his attention didn't waiver. Every fiber of his being was utterly focused on the task at hand, pushing and striving for the release she begged him for.

Damon's lip quivered as he got closer, his breath coming in sharp and raspy pants. It was his turn to force himself to hold back, his eyes twitching as he was forced to bite his own lip to keep from crying out or at least grunting and groaning. Both of his grips held strong though as the tingling rushed quickly down to the balls that slapped relentlessly against her ass.

It was impossible for Damon to remain completely silent when his cock erupted. He let out a low hiss as the first pulse of cum surged from him and splashed against her cervix. His thrusts didn't even hesitate though, even as his eyes started to burn with their need to close. He wanted to watch her as her orgasm overtook her and force her to watch as his overtook him. If this was to be the last time they would meet, let alone fuck, he wanted to make sure that they each had something to envision and remember.

When Damon's eyes finally had to close, he dipped forward, pressing a firm kiss to Harper's throat before closing his lips around her heated flesh and giving it a long and firm suck. Even his hips stopped in that moment as he hilted himself inside her. His cock was not so easily exhausted though, and as the sensitive tip pressed firmly against her cervix, it throbbed and pulsed a couple more times, emptying the last of his cum into her hot and fertile cunt. His arms moved to encircle her once more, holding her close as his sucking lips lingered on her throat.

 

[Cum_Inside]

Meeting that emboldened stare of his, Harper held on to the tenuous control she had for as long as she could.

Eventually, the pit of fire in her pelvis exploded, correlating with his own orgasm - they burned together, bodies trembling in the public bathroom of the town's little grocery store. They held on to the intimacy with tight fingers; they both knew that this just might be the last time.

The bubble had to burst at some point.

With a sigh, muscles relaxing, Harper began to catch her breath from their rigorous sex.

They kissed softly for a few minutes before they were forced to pull back, clean up and sneak their way back out of the washroom. Sneaking around like horny kids was a feeling she hadn't had in a very long time but she had to say - it was exhilarating.

****

Her cart was exactly where she'd left it, the grocery store practically empty at this time of day. Damon joined her after a minute when she let him know the coast was clear. The both of them headed up to the checkout, paid for their groceries and paused just at the entrance of the store.

In the process of saying their goodbyes, or figuring out what they really wanted to say, the television on the wall next to the mini-lounge/cafeteria area began to flash with a breaking news bulletin. One employee eating some kind of wrap turned up the volume.

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This is Jenna Matheson at FLM News reporting with breaking news: with all the rainfall over the last several days there have been multiple landslides in the Glendon Canyons area of the National Forest Park. Early this morning a hiker stumbled upon what has been confirmed to be human remains just off the Falls Brook trail; experts say that the skeleton was buried in the detritus and debris from one of the biggest landslides that occurred last week and they are urging hikers and other trail-goers to avoid the area as it may still be feeling the aftershocks with the possibility for further erosion.

As of now, police have not been able to identify the victim, but they have told reporters that they do suspect foul play. With the investigation pending, police did not have many details to share with us here at FLM News however based on bone size and structure the skeleton has been confirmed to be a female, estimated to be 20-30 years of age. Police are hoping to have more information shortly. Over the last fifteen years, there have been four female missing persons reports in Jensen county...

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Any happiness Harper had been feeling over the rendezvous was sucked out of her just as quickly as it had come as though it had never been there in the first place. Her stomach was in knots and she felt as though she might vomit. Something must have shown on her face, because Damon's hand clamped around her wrist so tightly she had to jerk it away. She turned to face him, face pale and sweat beading in her hairline.

Falls Brook was only about forty-five minutes from her house outback in the woods.

She was going to have a panic attack.

Her lips formed the words but no sound escaped.

Leah. Have they found you, Leah? Is it you?

 

[Lucian_Devine]

It was sad to see the moment end, but that sadness was only lightened by the knowledge of it's inevitability. It never could have lasted forever, or even as long as the pair wanted. So there wasn't really a reason to wish for something that couldn't happen, but rather enjoy what did happen. As it was, Damon just hoped that he'd given Harper the happy memory of him he'd wanted her to have, rather than that quick blowjob in a dark car behind a bar.

Harper took the lead then, exiting the bathroom first once they'd put themselves back together. He hated knowing what was coming next, but again, it was inevitable. He headed out when the coast was clear, met back up with her at her cart, and was happy to see that his basket was as undisturbed as her cart. They each grabbed the last thing that was on their respective lists, their candy of choice, before finally heading towards the register.

Harper was being rung up when something strange happened. He'd of course heard the news story that got turned up, but he just filed it away in the back of his mind. It was sad, but bad stuff happened everywhere, and their small town was no different. The strange thing though, was Harper's reaction to it. She just stared at the TV for several long moments, her mouth half-open, and her eyes glaze over.

"Harper, you okay?" Damon asked, moving his hand to her wrist. "Harper...?" His grip tightened as his concern grew, and he was genuinely shocked when she jerked her hand away. When she looked at him, all color had drained from her face, and he could see beads of sweat forming at her hair line.

The employee at the checkout counter pulled Damon back to reality, and the fact that the woman behind the counter had finished ringing Harper up, and was asking how she was going to pay.

"Um...I'll take care of it..." Damon said, offering up an awkward smile to the woman as he handed her his credit card. Another employee was helping bag the groceries, and in that moment he forgot all about his own groceries. overwhelmed with his concern for Harper.

"I-I'm sorry, but forget about my stuff for now. I'm going to help my friend to her car...Sorry for the inconvenience."

 

[Cum_Inside]

Harper felt herself being led out to the car but she felt as though she was underwater; her ears were ringing and it seemed like no matter how hard she tried to tread water she just kept getting sucked under with life moving normally around her. Only when Damon opened the passenger door to his rental to push her down into the passenger seat did Harper snap back to reality. Her fingers clutched at his wrists, eyes wide and panicked.

“I know her,” she said firmly. “I know...”

Pausing, knowing that her statement might make more sense to him in this context, Harper swallowed down the pounding fear that Trey might hunt her down, believing she’d been somehow involved with the body being found even if she knew that it was unrealistic and even Trey would know better.

“Girls who gab get what they deserve,” she echoed hollowly. “Cameron and Trey raped that girl in our basement four years ago and they killed her after everything was said and done. I can’t prove that last bit but I know they did. Damon, it’s the only reason I’ve stayed for so long in this hellhole.”

Her voice broke. “I don’t know her last name. I just know that Leah — that girl — her family has been missing her for so long. Leah has been alone and scared and in pain and I couldn’t do anything to save her!”

 

[Lucian_Devine]

Damon had just pushed Harper into the passenger seat of the car, and was about to pull away and close the door when he felt her fingers grab his wrists. Her eyes were wide with panic as her fingers squeezed with a strength that surprised him even more.

Harper's first words were firm and confident. The second batch was hollow. He still didn't know what she meant, by them, but the words almost seemed to be losing their power over her. Nothing could have prepared him for the third batch of words though. His jaw dropped open in shock. As quickly as he was able to, he looked around, making sure nobody was nearby or could have heard her words. He then crouched down beside the car to meet her gaze. He of course heard her last words, but there wasn't time to process them in that moment.

"I hear you Harper, I do, but it wasn't your fault. You couldn't do anything. You couldn't say anything. We both know why you couldn't. We can make it right now though, Harper. With the body being found, and your testimony, we can set everything right."

 

[Cum_Inside]

She sat there in the passenger seat quietly digesting what this whole thing meant. Damon was right — things could change if Harper spoke up but the chance of the county actually doing anything about Trey or Cameron was miniscule, considering how entrenched their parents were in the community and police force. Harper would be strung out, made to take the blame or the beating accordingly if she blabbed. The thought of speaking out was easier said than done.

Harper turned to face Damon. Her face was pale and expression saddened. “We both know that I can’t, Damon. If I do... I’ll probably end up just like Leah. You saw the bruises. You’ve seen me melt down. I’d never be safe,” she choked out, eyes shuttering and body almost curling in on itself.

“I want to just run away with you,” she said after a few moments. “Please take me with you — I’ll talk to Leah’s parents and tell them the truth. Then we’ll just run. Go so far away so that they’ll never find me.”

She reached for his hand, palm open expectantly.

When he grasped her hand in return, Harper sat up straight and took one deep breath. Something seemed to change in the air inside the vehicle, and when Harper met Damon’s eyes next, there was a firm set to her jaw.

“You’re right. I can’t sit back and do nothing. Will you take me to the station, please?”

 

[Lucian_Devine]

Not many things are harder than trying to sort out some really fucked up shit, but Damon was going through one of those things right now. He had to watch and listen to Harper as she did exactly that, likely reliving every decision she'd made that involved Leah, even pleading for him to take her with him. Yet the whole time, he could do nothing but hold her hand when she reached out to him, and let her decide what she wanted to do.

The decision that Harper reached, and the path it meant she was going to take was undoubtedly the hardest of them. Even knowing that she'd effectively done nothing to help Leah, there was no way of knowing if the cops, investigators, and ultimately the potential prosecutors would feel the same way. Yet there was only one thing that Damon could really say to her.

"Sure thing, Harper."

It took literal conscious effort for Damon to force himself to pull his hand away from Harpers. He bent to pick up the bags of her groceries, and it wasn't until he went to open the trunk of his rental car that he realized what he was about to do.

"I uh...need your keys, Harper. We should probably take your car. Here's hoping you didn't get anything perishable..."

Damon said the last bit with as much humor in his voice as he could muster in this moment. There were so many ways that what Harper was about to do could go, and a lot of them ended...badly to say the least. Still, the decision was hers to make, He'd told her before that he wasn't going to run away this time, and that he was ready to give all of himself to her, and as much as it pained him to take her to potentially get arrested, he would do it...for her.