4degrees
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Cool, I thought, as you agreed to wait for me. "I'll only be a few minutes, Jess..don't worry", I said as I disappeared into the brick building.
I climbed the two flights of stairs that led to the small apartment that I called home for so long. Trying the door, I found it locked and that gave me hope that the place was empty at the moment. I fished a key out of the front pocket of my jeans and unlocked the door. As I stepped into the dim room, I saw a form on the mattress on the floor. I couldn't make out which of the guys it was, but trying to be quiet enough to not disturb him, I tiptoed past into another room where I kept my few belongings.
Once there, I quietly grabbed an old duffle bag from the corner of the closet, and began loading up with some clothes. I opened a dresser drawer that held all my other personal belongings...which weren't much. A few old pictures, business cards of past johns who were on the richer side, a watch, some condoms and a dildo that I'd gotten for personal reasons, and some other junk. Then I wondered, Why am I bringing that stuff? Just an automatic thing, I guessed..I didn't think that I'd need that stuff at Jesse's.
A few packs of cigarettes and a lighter, a couple books and a razor and toothbrush later, I was ready. I swung the bag over my shoulder and grabbed a faded army jacket from the closet, and carefully re-entered the main room where the sleeping person was.
I didn't make it though. After I took a couple steps, I heard a soft, "Hey, Er, where you been? You get some good ones last night?"
"Hey man", I whispered back at him. "It was a good night..yeah..and he wants me to stay the weekend. I was...just grabbing a couple things."
"Dude..will you hook me up? I've only got enough for one left...and I need it now. And I'm broke.."
I sighed and sat on the thin mattress next to him, and looked around for a syringe on the floor. I reached under the mattress and found a piece of cellophane containing a small brown chunk. He looked pretty bad, I noticed as I was closer to him and my eyes adjusted to the dim room. I felt around for a spoon. I looked at him, saying nothing. He smiled up at me as I held the lighter under the spoon turning the brown chunk to liquid.
I never wanted to do this again. As I sucked the shit up through the needle and then flicked the air bubbles out with my finger, I thought about how he was just gonna end up dead. It made me so sick to see him like this, but I knew I had to oblidge him while I was here. He managed to thrust his skinny arm out to me, and I tightly gripped his arm above his elbow, waiting for a vein to appear. I quickly stuck the needle into his arm and gave him the last boot. After seconds I saw the familiar look of bliss come over him, and I was glad that he felt some relief.
I reached in my pocket and pulled out three twenty dollar bills and stuffed them under the mattress where the cellophane of dope had been. "Ok, man..you take it easy..I'll see you..soon", I lied.
"No, wait...lay with me for a minute, Er..."
I told him I couldn't, that I had someone waiting..I knew he'd be nearly unconcious again in no time. Before he closed his eyes I said, "Hey, make sure you get something to eat with some of that money." And I walked out the door, locking the deadbolt as I shut it
I trotted down the steps and was glad to see Jess sitting there in the same place he'd parked, still smoking a cigarette. I didn't really think anyone would bug him, but..you never know. I smiled as I tossed the bag behind my seat and got back into Jesse's 'Vette. "Thanks, man..I'm done..no need to come back here again."
I tried to believe that fully.
I climbed the two flights of stairs that led to the small apartment that I called home for so long. Trying the door, I found it locked and that gave me hope that the place was empty at the moment. I fished a key out of the front pocket of my jeans and unlocked the door. As I stepped into the dim room, I saw a form on the mattress on the floor. I couldn't make out which of the guys it was, but trying to be quiet enough to not disturb him, I tiptoed past into another room where I kept my few belongings.
Once there, I quietly grabbed an old duffle bag from the corner of the closet, and began loading up with some clothes. I opened a dresser drawer that held all my other personal belongings...which weren't much. A few old pictures, business cards of past johns who were on the richer side, a watch, some condoms and a dildo that I'd gotten for personal reasons, and some other junk. Then I wondered, Why am I bringing that stuff? Just an automatic thing, I guessed..I didn't think that I'd need that stuff at Jesse's.
A few packs of cigarettes and a lighter, a couple books and a razor and toothbrush later, I was ready. I swung the bag over my shoulder and grabbed a faded army jacket from the closet, and carefully re-entered the main room where the sleeping person was.
I didn't make it though. After I took a couple steps, I heard a soft, "Hey, Er, where you been? You get some good ones last night?"
"Hey man", I whispered back at him. "It was a good night..yeah..and he wants me to stay the weekend. I was...just grabbing a couple things."
"Dude..will you hook me up? I've only got enough for one left...and I need it now. And I'm broke.."
I sighed and sat on the thin mattress next to him, and looked around for a syringe on the floor. I reached under the mattress and found a piece of cellophane containing a small brown chunk. He looked pretty bad, I noticed as I was closer to him and my eyes adjusted to the dim room. I felt around for a spoon. I looked at him, saying nothing. He smiled up at me as I held the lighter under the spoon turning the brown chunk to liquid.
I never wanted to do this again. As I sucked the shit up through the needle and then flicked the air bubbles out with my finger, I thought about how he was just gonna end up dead. It made me so sick to see him like this, but I knew I had to oblidge him while I was here. He managed to thrust his skinny arm out to me, and I tightly gripped his arm above his elbow, waiting for a vein to appear. I quickly stuck the needle into his arm and gave him the last boot. After seconds I saw the familiar look of bliss come over him, and I was glad that he felt some relief.
I reached in my pocket and pulled out three twenty dollar bills and stuffed them under the mattress where the cellophane of dope had been. "Ok, man..you take it easy..I'll see you..soon", I lied.
"No, wait...lay with me for a minute, Er..."
I told him I couldn't, that I had someone waiting..I knew he'd be nearly unconcious again in no time. Before he closed his eyes I said, "Hey, make sure you get something to eat with some of that money." And I walked out the door, locking the deadbolt as I shut it
I trotted down the steps and was glad to see Jess sitting there in the same place he'd parked, still smoking a cigarette. I didn't really think anyone would bug him, but..you never know. I smiled as I tossed the bag behind my seat and got back into Jesse's 'Vette. "Thanks, man..I'm done..no need to come back here again."
I tried to believe that fully.