Hello. My name is Lana. Forgive my writing as I am from Ukraine and not good at English. I love reading the stories and imagining myself living within them but haven't had any experiences in BDSM or D/s myself. I was with my long term boyfriend from being very young until quite recently but he wasn't into this kind of thing. Now that I am single and have nothing to hold me back I would like to feel some experiences of submission and having someone dominate and control me. I'm sure you're all very nice but I hope to find someone who makes me feel used, exploited, abused, and treated badly even though your intentions might not be bad, but I feel like they are. I don't know if I'm making any sense. My fantasies are of rough treatment and humiliating treatment. Perhaps they are too extreme sometimes but I find it hard to ignore them any more. When I'm reading the stories and having my fantasies things that I like the most are girls being humiliated sexually, forced to do slutty things, tease and denial, I love stories where they aren't allowed to orgasm and get more and more desperate and naturally become more slutty. If anyone wants to get in touch or even talk about being a dominant online over me that would be great.