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I must admit. I have fantasized and thought about sucking a nice cock for many years now. Although I am very curious. I am also very nervous. Trustworthiness, cleanliness, discretion and safety, have always been top priorities! Along with finding that one, special, understanding, friend. If anyone was to ever find out about my secret desires. It would be embarrassing and damaging to me and my family. But that desire is strong and always there. šŸ‘€
You are not alone in your concerns for safety and security. I am only 22 and am trying to get a reaching license here in Ca. If anyone ever found out my secrets (like my little dick inside my panties) I and my family would be ruined. So, I and many others understand how you feel.
 
My first time I was dressed skirt thigh highs heels ect, hosted a guy off of Craigslist but had him wear a condom since first time and super nervous but I did learn, that I do so enjoy sucking on a cock and providing pleasure for a guy, he did cum in the condom, but the next one no condom and that sent me down the rabbit hole lol that I do like to dress and suck
 
i'm not sure i would go through with it. i'm just thinking about it.
That is sort of how I felt when she told me what she wanted to see happen. That was 15+ years ago. I been sucking cock ever since. Just do it.
 
I have never been a fan of lip gloss, but for the right guy, I would put my hatred aside for it to please him.
My ex-g/f and I had a regular for for years. She had called him once to ask him to stop by and play. He had her put the phone on speaker. He asked her if she planned to have me suck his cock. When she said yes he told me to find some chapstick because he wanted my lips to be nice and soft when I was sucking his dick.
Not exactly lip gloss but your post brought back some fond memories.
 
My ex-g/f and I had a regular for for years. She had called him once to ask him to stop by and play. He had her put the phone on speaker. He asked her if she planned to have me suck his cock. When she said yes he told me to find some chapstick because he wanted my lips to be nice and soft when I was sucking his dick.
Not exactly lip gloss but your post brought back some fond memories.
And did you?
 
I do love fantasizing about it. The fantasy really turns me on, but I don't know if i'll ever really do it.

I've shared this true story earlier in an earlier post. For me, and I'm pretty sure most guys who think about sucking cock, are trapped by this deep seeded urge to satisfy a very powerful and unexplainable sexual emotions ( submission and lust ). Back in the day if you acted on those emotions you were branded by society's hypocrite's as an evil and maladjusted individual. I did it anyway and found it to be a very pleasant and important part of my sexual being. I love women but as I matured and became more confident with my sexuality I learned to accept the fact I enjoyed being a cocksucker. I also found that the love for both pussie and cock were complementary to me as a sexual being. I also found a non-judgemental woman who accepted my interest as part of my makeup.

Taking a cock in your mouth is an event which just doesn't happen for most of us. It starts first in your mind, right about the first time you're exposed to porn. For me it started when I found myself getting extremely excited watching a woman orally servicing this beautiful cock on the big screen. Excited, not because of a beautiful woman baring it all, for all to see, but because of what was happening to that wonderful penis penetrating her mouth. I was completely consumed with lustful interest at what this woman was doing to this penis. Back in the 70's it was very rare to see a man cum in a porn stars mouth, but I still found what she was doing very arousing, nonetheless. The seed is planted in your mind now and whether you're aware of it or not, you are about to begin an internal struggle which will stay with you for the rest of your adult life. As time goes on, many things will change in your life, you may get married, have a successful career, even have children but one thing will stay the same, when you watch a blowjob scene you will be focused like a laser on the man's penis and not so much on the woman. As time goes on you secretly search porn movies, fast forwarding to the blowjob scenes and as your curiosity builds, watching turns to wanting. As porn became more sophisticated I found myself frequenting porn cinemas watching the movie as well as spying on the clientele. That's when I found out that it wasn't only Amber lynn sucking cock, guys too! It was then that I saw my first blowjob up close and personal. A black man was receiving a blowjob in the restroom from this older white man when I happened upon them. They must have been going at it for a while and made no attempt to cover up so I watched them finish. What happened next blew my mind, the black man grunted as his sperm squirted onto the white man's face and into his mouth, and in disbelief, I watched the white man swallowed all of it, cleaned him up, thanked him and left. When I went back to my seat I relived in my mind what I just seen, RELIEVED by the fact that other men enjoyed orally servicing other men's penises. Now it's real for me and the fever builds inside me.

Fast forward a few years ( 1978 ) and my divorce from my first wife is complete and I'm single going through a sexual dry spell. I decided to treat myself to a porn flick and head on down to the infamous Enfield Ct. cinema stopping on the way for a pint of brandy. Upon entering the theatre i gave my eyes a moment or two to adjust to the lack of lighting and scan the area for a seat hoping on hope that the black man who was serviced a while back was here, but to no avail. I sat myself towards the front of the theatre where no one sits. As I watch the movie i'm also sipping my brandy, the more brandy the more my inhibitions melt away. I find myself loosening my belt and pants to allow freedom to massage my cock while watching the movie. Of all the scenes to watch it's Ginger lynn giving Peter North a fantastic blowjob and I'm really pleasuring myself when a tap on my shoulder nearly gives me a heart attack. A guy quietly seated himself behind me and asked permission to join me.

Caught between extreme embarrassment and excitement I agreed to let him join me. As we watched the movie together he pulled out his penis and began to fondle it. As I watched him fondle himself so close to me I relived the bathroom scene telling myself this is real and I'm about 10 inches away from paradise. While staring at his beautiful cock he asked me if I wanted to touch it. By now I'm blinded by pure lust and nothing else matters to me. I slip to my knees between his legs, his cock just inches from my face. My hands are shaking as I undo his belt and pants while he lift up a little and I pull them down to his ankles. I now have a clear view of his beautiful cock. As I lean back against the seat behind me he inches his bottom towards me his cock so close I can feel the heat from it. We both know what's about to happen. I am the white man in the bathroom with lust so intense it blocks out anything and everything except this beautiful penis now touching my lips leaving a noticeable trace of precum on them. I'm about to become a cocksucker! I wrap my fingers around it and draw his six inches to my mouth and place the tip of my tongue into his piss slit scooping up the clear liquid to moisten my lips. Just to feel the moist head of his cock against my partially opened mouth is intoxicating. I slowly lower my head, savoring every moment as this man's sexuality completely penetrates the deepest part of my mouth. I held it in my mouth trying to contain my emotions, felt soo good sooo right. Something I wanted for so long is now happening. I can feel it touch the back of my mouth but not far enough to gag me. I can feel the blood pulse through it as I tighten my lips around his shaft wishing I had more room to truly worship this man's genitals. I place my hand on his testicles and begin a very slow but deliberate up and down head motion from the very tip of his penis back down to the base constantly reminding myself I'm the white man tonight and my prize is just minutes away. After a few minutes of stimulation I tighten my lips around the shaft and pick up the pace a little. The anticipation of what's to come elevates my sexual awareness to the highest point of my life. I'm realizing my submissive nature to its fullest, my mouth is giving the ultimate pleasure and I can hear my partner's labored breathing as I bring him to that magic point of no return. Im shaking like a leaf as I deliver excruciating pleasure to this beautiful penis. The silence is broken as I hear him gush out " I'm cumming ". I continue my efforts, my lips tight around the shaft as the first pulse of his wonderful sperm travels from the base up and through my lips depositing onto my tongue this warm, velvety smooth, creamy liquid. I can taste and feel the difference now. As I gently suck just the head of his cock, four more really large pulses explode in my mouth completely submerging my tongue in sperm. I am in a state of sexual nervina as my partner is pulling in and out of my mouth really messing up my face with cum for everyone to see. I hold the head in my mouth as he finishes swirling my tongue around it, bathing it in his own sperm while my mouth and taste buds come alive with millions of sperm cells. Sperm tingles when in contact with your tongue. As he pulls out I opened my mouth and show him his generous offering puddling in my lower jaw. While he zips up I move to my seat still holding his wonderful load in my mouth savoring the unique taste and texture. To my horror two older black men watched the whole event with a big smile on their face. As my friend left I swallowed his treasure and thanked him for a great night and would do him again next week if he'd like, smiled, gave me his card and left. I looked over to the black men and smiled and proceeded to go to the bathroom to unload my bladder. After I finished urinating, I washed my hands and while looking into the mirror, to my embarrassment, I had a large deposit of sperm in my moustache leaving no doubt to what I just did. Just as I was about to leave the two older married black guys came into the bathroom. As they moved to the urinals to take care of business one of them commented on the show I put on, me standing there with cum on my face. As I stood there speechless the larger man turned to me with his big fat beautiful cock hanging out of his pants and asked if I had a couple more left in me. The white man in me was burning red hot for the rest of the night as we went back to our seats. I did those guys all night. Another story for later on. All true story. That's what it's like for me taking a cock in my mouth.

Fast forward to today and I find it nearly impossible to find that one partner to have fun with. With CL gone and silverdaddies a bust where do you look? Porn theatres and abs's are all gone in my area.
 
To cum, to ejaculate free and wild, to orgasm spontaneously hands-free just because you have another guy's cock deep-fucking your mouth is a wonderful sensation beyond compare, it urges you on to suck that cock harder as the feelings rage through your body...
 
Oh so very true Tristan, it also for me compounds those feelings of excitement, release, but also submissive sensations. To have climaxed and ejaculated (most probably in my panties) purely from a man using my mouth as he wishes.
I love that we share this joy, Sir Fuchs...
 
I have this fantasy about going to the dentist after hours and he wants a blowjob as payment.
This is a wild fantasy. Honestly today i had a root canal done. My mouth was spread wide open using some sort of object. I think to cope, i was thinking how hot it would be to have this same thing done to keep my mouth gaped open as a guy stick his cock in my mouth. Forcing me to only use my tongue as his cock went in and out of my mouth. Held down so i had no choice but to comply. Is that Weird?
 
Sorry to hear about the root canal but if you’d like another root to stretch your mouth……I’m living on the Crystal Coast, interested?
 
I have this fantasy about going to the dentist after hours and he wants a blowjob as payment.
I lived in a small southern town for a while working in a loan office. Next door was an eye doctor. The big draw in our office was a receptionist that could have been Miss America. She was fucking the OP. The lens and frame lady was hanging out back smoking a cig when I introduced myself. She was pissed as the eye guy "was home fucking the bimbo next door". I said nah I saw him leave with the chick in my office. She said next time you see that knock on our door. She took me in. I had no idea eye doc exam chairs reclined. The foot rest stays stationary and worked like a back rest as I leaned in and puller her dress over my head. After that we went home to my place for lunch. Until finally when the office manager figured out why our lunches were so long. Was great while it lasted. She was horny like me. 69 till we both got a nut and then fuck till we were exhausted. I don't know if licking her in that exam chair counts for a blow job. I did get head that say. Standing next to that chair with her sitting on the doc's roller stool. It was the first time I didn't give a warning and she swallowed it all. Made me weak in the knees.
 
I had my cocked worshipped by a random guy once, it was wonderful, I still remember how wet and warm it felt inside his mouth, my only MM experience to date, but I have decided to do the sucking and worshipping next time, I get hard just thinking about it, just haven’t figured out how to find a willing specimen yet…
 
My first time was in a group situation. The girls watched as we sucked each other. Eventually ended up 69ing. He didn't cum as he told us oral didn't trigger a full orgasm.... however weeks later he private messaged me to say he was trying his best not to cum. Something he didn't have to worry about when his wife sucked him
 
This has become a habit, a fun habit. LOL. A guy came over. Nice looking guy, good shape, 6' 160 lbs. He was looking for someone to worship his cock and I luv worshiping cock.
Having done only a MMF with a Bi-husband & wife team He had not been alone with a man before and was a bit nervous. We talked a bit and put on some straight porn. As he warmed up, we took off our clothes and I got on my knees and started to fondle his cock while he watched porn. I loved watching it grow in my hands and it really grew when I took it in my mouth. He did not want to cum to fast so I made love to his balls, kissing and sucking them, kissing his thighs and licking all around his groin. I even played with his ass a little. I sucked his cock some more, careful to not make him cum yet. I got up and rubbed our cocks together then took his hand and place it on my cock so he could wank me a little. Finally, I could wait no longer and really got busy on his cock, telling him that I wanted his cum in my mouth, soon I could feel his cock tense and taste his sweet load. I kept milking his cock to get the last of his cum.....and we were done....but he will be back
 
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