poohlive
Silly Ole Bear
- Joined
- Jul 24, 2000
- Posts
- 11,389
His breathing finally came down. He still looked at her, focused on her. His eyes not dazed before, but wild. They were opened as far as they could go. He brought in just about every color he could, looking straight at her.
She had turned out so well. Despite everything, she had turned out so well. He had raped her, and she was the one who turned out to be a fucking saint. Through all of it, she was in control. Back then, he had been tied up. False hopes of trying to score with a virgin.
He had forced away from her the only thing she ever had that was her own. He had raped away her innocence, her dignity, her normal life.
And still, after all that, she picked up the pieces and moved on.
Now, here he was to show for it.
The virus that had infected her. He was the vaccine now, for her to slowly cleanse herself with. That's what this was all about, wasn't it? She was using him to clean herself.
He was a virus. A stupid germ that causes nothing but pain. Pain to everyone.
"I... I'm better now."
He said, to himself more than anything. He was better, under more control now. He still didn't feel any better about himself. Less than human.
Only ten years ago, he thought himself a God.
She had turned out so well. Despite everything, she had turned out so well. He had raped her, and she was the one who turned out to be a fucking saint. Through all of it, she was in control. Back then, he had been tied up. False hopes of trying to score with a virgin.
He had forced away from her the only thing she ever had that was her own. He had raped away her innocence, her dignity, her normal life.
And still, after all that, she picked up the pieces and moved on.
Now, here he was to show for it.
The virus that had infected her. He was the vaccine now, for her to slowly cleanse herself with. That's what this was all about, wasn't it? She was using him to clean herself.
He was a virus. A stupid germ that causes nothing but pain. Pain to everyone.
"I... I'm better now."
He said, to himself more than anything. He was better, under more control now. He still didn't feel any better about himself. Less than human.
Only ten years ago, he thought himself a God.