Talking to Myself

[MischiefMakerAlways]

2025 is not starting well. Damn.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

I've retyped this beginning sentence no less than 8 times. Ugh... Consent. It's such a pivotal aspect. I never, NEVER want anyone to feel pressure or coercion from me.

I also don't want to ever be thought of as that stereotypical guy that thinks a woman being friendly, even a little flirty must obviously have the hots for me. I don't want to inject that layer in the (highly likely) situation that I have misread the room.

Though I am a sex focused horndog on an erotic-based website, I'm not chasing after every pretty thing here. There is a seemingly unlimited supply of beautiful women here, and I genuinely enjoy chatting, seeing, and otherwise interacting with them.

But, when the moment arrives that I develop genuine interest, I don't want to ruin what I've got by misreading. I haven't dated since I was a teenager, so my skills never developed beyond that.

Does everyone feel this way?
Would you rather someone say something, it not be reciprocated, but you try to keep things the way they are?

Maybe I should just get some sleep?

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

I don't care how it comes across. If you read that and thought I meant you - I did.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

Experiment



Ah... It depends on the size of the gif. Longer ones won't load.

Now I know, and if you're reading this, so do you.

Thanks cactus man!

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

Ugh.... Shut up brain! I want to sleep!

 

[dynamo24]

Hey I can’t sleep and just read all your posts! Thanks for sharing. Has given me a ton to consider. I’m scared to proclaim that I’m going to do something like you have done by creating this thread. It scares me that I may have to address my addiction issues! I quit booze and drugs almost 23 years ago, cigs like 8 years ago. I don’t even want to acknowledge it by saying it but maybe I need to consider my relationship with porn, sex and Lit overall. Then I have these fantastical visions that a place like Lit can actually unlock some of the healthy discussions I need/want to have. Don’t mean to be a downer to anyone but your thread has been thought provoking to me so I wanted to express my appreciation. Wishing you a great 2025!

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

Hey I can’t sleep and just read all your posts! Thanks for sharing. Has given me a ton to consider. I’m scared to proclaim that I’m going to do something like you have done by creating this thread. It scares me that I may have to address my addiction issues! I quit booze and drugs almost 23 years ago, cigs like 8 years ago.

Congratulations on the sobriety! That's a hard thing to accomplish!

I don’t even want to acknowledge it by saying it but maybe I need to consider my relationship with porn, sex and Lit overall. Then I have these fantastical visions that a place like Lit can actually unlock some of the healthy discussions I need/want to have. Don’t mean to be a downer to anyone but your thread has been thought provoking to me so I wanted to express my appreciation. Wishing you a great 2025!

I'm glad you stopped by, and certainly no more of a downer than I already am! Here's to a great new year!

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

I started a RED Friday thread in Am Pics. I hope people enjoy it, participate, and have fun.

 

[Adventure_N_60s]

Ugh.... Shut up brain! I want to sleep!

I desperately need to shut off my brain to sleep. I can’t sleep with it dead quiet and pitch black dark is a must. Music or Old Time Radio playing is a must or, I hate to say it, the voices in my head take over keeping me wide awake.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

I desperately need to shut off my brain to sleep. I can’t sleep with it dead quiet and pitch black dark is a must. Music or Old Time Radio playing is a must or, I hate to say it, the voices in my head take over keeping me wide awake.

I have 2 fans on, and as dark as possible. Tinnitus is a bitch. My mind does race.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

== Results from bdsmtest.org: ==
99% Voyeur
95% Experimentalist
93% Switch
92% Non-monogamist
87% Brat
87% Rigger
87% Rope bunny
81% Dominant
80% Submissive
80% Degrader
74% Brat tamer
72% Primal (Hunter)
64% Primal (Prey)
62% Slave
62% Sadist
57% Masochist
55% Master/Mistress
54% Exhibitionist
48% Owner
48% Vanilla
31% Degradee
15% Daddy/Mommy
15% Pet
13% Ageplayer
0% Little

 

[Adventure_N_60s]

I have 2 fans on, and as dark as possible. Tinnitus is a bitch. My mind does race.

As a fellow music lover, tinnitus is a bitch! Why they didn’t have better warning labels at concerts or on my headphones while growing up! Mom did always yell at me to turn it down. But, but mom wasn’t a music lover as much as I was. Lol

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

As a fellow music lover, tinnitus is a bitch! Why they didn’t have better warning labels at concerts or on my headphones while growing up! Mom did always yell at me to turn it down. But, but mom wasn’t a music lover as much as I was. Lol

Hahaha! On top of those issues, grew up at race tracks then was in aircraft operations for several years.

 

[Adventure_N_60s]

Hahaha! On top of those issues, grew up at race tracks then was in aircraft operations for several years.

Yes, that would be problematic. I, on the other hand, ended up in loud factories.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

Fuckin hell, another headache setting in? That's 3 of the past 5 days!

 

[Adventure_N_60s]

Stress?

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

Stress?

Unlikely. I'm just prone to them

 

[Adventure_N_60s]

I’m get migraines to often so I get it.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

I’m get migraines to often so I get it.

Same, in fact, most headaches result in a migraine for me.