The Assignation

[wideeyedone]

I went to bed that night thinking of Rusty and his desire for me. That desire almost felt like a drug. Each taste I had of it only left me jonesing for more. I wanted the rush of knowing he wanted me. I had a hard time sleeping, but whispered to myself, "He desires me just as I am."

The next morning we got up and started our trek to the hill country of central Texas. The trip was easier than I had expected. The girls slept most of the way and Dan was in a great mood. I was able to relax beside him and listen to him talk about his work aspirations. He told me how Jack, the big boss, loved these family excursions and it was important to him that everyone get along and have a good time.

When we arrived, the other execs and their families were already there. The ranch was sort of remote, but well appointed. The kids and nannies were staying in a bunkhouse just beside the main house. There were movies and games arranged for them. One of the other execs had brought their nanny as well, so their were three adults for the seven kids. It was sort of nice to be able to hand the kids over while we unloaded the car and got settled into our room.

Dan being the most junior of the guys on the trip, we got the smallest bedroom, but it had a gorgeous view and he was just glad to be included. I unpacked our bag while Dan made small talk with his co-workers.

His boss was smoking a brisket and passing out beer. Hiss wife, Joann was pouring wine and making a fuss over baby pictures and stories of kids' milestones. I joined the wives on the patio and had a glass of wine.

The kids joined us for dinner. The patio was full of laughter and conversation. Our youngest daughter was nestled in my lap as we sat around the table.

I was trying my best to be a charming wife for Dan's benefit.

"Andi, you look so familiar to me. Did you work for Dillard's a few years ago?" Jack asked me as he cracked open another Shiner.

I took a sip of wine. I knew Dan was sensitive about the weekend and I wanted the focus to be on him.

"I met Dan through work." I said with a smile. "I was an accessories buyer for the stores in the metroplex."

Jack laughed. "I remember. I remember. Every manager we had was all the sudden interested in accessories. Dan,you didn't tell me Andi used to work for us." I felt Dan stiffen beside me, so I tried to catch his eye.

"That was six years and two kids ago." I said with a light laugh. One of the other wives at the table piped up.

"I worked in the lingerie department in the Galleria store and I sold bras to several Miss Texas contestants." That got everyone laughing and people started telling stories.

The kids were kissed and cuddled and then taken to the bunkhouse by the trio of nannies.

As the conversation was dying down, I took the opportunity to take a glass of wine to our room and soak in a hot bath. I soaked in the hot water and pressed my thighs together thinking of our assignation in NOLA. I could imagine Rusty's hands on my skin, his strong hands pushing my thighs apart, placing me just how he wanted to see me and touch me.

I heard Dan come in. He sat on the edge of the tub.

"We are going skeet shooting tomorrow. I told Jack that you don't really like guns, and he said if some of the wives wanted to do something else, that that was fine."

He traced his hand up and down my leg.

"He is right you know. All of the young guys in management were coming up with excuses to work with you. Sexy little brunette with the killer heels and the silk blouses with one too many buttons undone."


I finished my glass of wine and got out of the tub, I took Dan's hand and lead him to the bed. I wasn't sure why he seemed interested, but I didn't care. If it was because his boss thought I was cute years ago then so be it.

"Hands and knees, babe. Ok?" He asked. I nodded and did as he asked, getting on my hands and knees on the bed. He cupped my pussy with his hand and started rubbing and it didn't take long before I was gasping softly. He knelt behind me on the bed and I almost cried out when he pushed into me. He didn't last long, but it was good. I felt like he was hungry for me. He fucked me good and hard, his fingers biting into my hips, pulling me back toward him.

He groaned as he came inside of me. We sunk into the bed and stayed spooned together for a while.

"That was good, Andi girl." He offered sweetly, kissing the top of my head as he settled into sleep.

 

[a_libertine]

I went home almost whistling. Which I can't. Not worth beans. I was in that good of a mood. One Friday until Memorial Day weekend and on Memorial Day I was driving to NOLA for a lot of work and hopefully as much sexual R&R as I could stand.

Which would be a lot.

Best part having checked who was attending only one or two people had met Gail in the past so I may not have to hide as much as anticipated after the first night or two.

The jubilant mood soured no more than two seconds after I got home. The house was quiet. Way too quiet.

I eventually found Gail in the basement staring at the wall. "How long has this been password protected? " She asked pointing to my personal laptop.

"A month after I bought it. Why?"

"I wanted to see what you have been up to down here." Her voice was flat nearly emotionally drained of all feeling. Frankly it was kind of scary.

"Where are the kids?"

"Have you fucked around on me before Rusty?"

My concern for the kids took over and I spat, "I will play your damned 20 questions game once I know where the kids are."

She looked up at me her eyes sadder than I had ever seen them. "They are at you folks house spending the night. "

I sighed then said , "No. And I haven't yet."

"You are going to though."

"Unless you give me what I need again."

 

[wideeyedone]

I awakened early, Dan was still sound asleep and the house was quiet. It was light outside but barely. I dressed in my running clothes and tied on my shoes. I was excited about getting a good trail run in. I put my hair up in a ponytail and headed out.

The trails near the house were pretty smooth and I ran hard. I thought about my trip to NOLA as I ran. I knew I would run out of steam, so I evened out my pace. With each strike of my foot, I thought about Rusty's mouth on my throat, his hands on my hips. I thought about him chasing me through the woods and pinning me down on the ground, tearing my running clothes off of me. My thoughts were getting more and more lewd as I ran.

I decided to head back, and sprinted, trying to focus on anything but Rusty and his body and my desire.

I arrived back at the house and sat on the patio for a little while. I got a glass of water and sipped it slowly. The house was starting to stir. I knew deep down I was just counting down the days until my trip.

 

[a_libertine]

It was the weekend from hell. Gail and I fought both damn days. Friday night and Saturday more openly than is customary for her. After the kids got home late Saturday afternoon it, meaning the argument, turned to the more normal format of silence, sullen looks, and recriminating quips whenever the kids were not immediately present.

That I know how to deal with. Work. I decided that it would be the perfect time to build a fort around the swing set for the kids to play in. So I began the process of planning it.

I was in the backyard when Gail came out and asked, "Are you planning to sleep with her?"

I glanced up and replied, "Yesssss. " The desire and craven need in my voice surprised me and caught Gail equally off guard.

Her face blanched and she sunk down slowly until she landed on her tail. "You are that unhappy, " she asked around the tears welling in her eyes.

After a long deep breath, "Sexually, yes. Intellectually and emotionally no. You don't give me what I need Gail; hell, you don't even try anymore. "

Her tears were full stream at this point and I felt my heart aching for my wife. "Are you going to leave us?"

I looked at the plans in my lap and then up to the swing set. I shook my head and replied, "As long as we can make an at least cordial marriage work, no. I will not have another man, or woman for that matter, raise our children. "

Gail ' s affect changed drastically, "I DON'T LIKE THIS!"

"I know, ' was my reply. "I will stop of you address my needs as I have yours," I said as I waved my arm vaguely around the house and yard.

I stood and turned to fave her fully, "Admit it Gail, somewhere along the way, you or I, or both of us, elected to be comfortable in our marriage and not loving or attentive to our needs. "

She looked at me and whispered, "But I am not unhappy. "

I nodded, "I know, that is why this can work. Most of the time things won't be any different than they are today. I will just get what I need physically from someone else and everything else from you. "

She turned and walked away, leaving me there to wonder what the future would bring.

 

[wideeyedone]

Saturday was filled with activities. Skeet shooting, swimming, and some hiking. I spent the afternoon slathering my little ones with sunscreen and splashing with them in the pool. Normally, I would have felt a little self conscious in my swimsuit. I was wearing a red one piece. Nothing scandalous, but with the words, "He desires me just as I am" in my head, I felt desirable. I felt sexy.

I noticed when eyes lingered on my skin. I noticed glances to my breasts and I liked the way my legs and my ass looked in my suit. The pool wore out the kids and soon it was nap time. The nannies swept the kids out to the bunkhouse and put the kids in the air conditioning and put on a movie.

The guys were grilling and drinking beer. The wives were chatting and playing card games.

I was lost in my own thoughts. I could only think of being on my knees in the hotel room in New Orleans. One of the other wives tapped my shoulder.

"Andi, are you okay? You sort of moaned." I wasn't sure what to say. I looked at my hand of cards and just told her that I had bad cards and I should have folded.

 

[a_libertine]

Sunday was filled with church and the respite that polite company required. The irony of sitting in church thinking about a woman, not your wife, and the things I wanted to do to her, all of which I was pretty sure qualified as adultery, was not lost on me. Fortunately there was no way in heaven or he'll Gail was going to tell anyone about what was going between us; or what was going to go on between Andi and I, assuming I had some say in the matter.

After church she went to her parents house with the kids and I went home, the lack of an invite being made abundantly clear with, "The kids and I are going to Mom's."

I went home and pulled up the photo of a naked Andi and masturbated to that photo. As I was about to cum I snapped a quick photo of my turgid cock, pre cum glistening off the head.

I attached it to an IM to Andi and wrote:

One week​

 

[wideeyedone]

Sunday we all slept in and then had a big breakfast. Then we made the three hour trek back home. I dispensed snacks and drinks and spent half of the trip turned around backwards in my seat.

Dan was thrilled with the weekend and felt as if he had made inroads with his bosses. He talked about his next move and his big plan.

When I got the chance, I checked my messages on my phone. I found myself licking my lips as I looked at the picture of Rusty's cock.


I can hardly wait. I replied.

I snuggled into my seat and closed my eyes. I thought about travelling to New Orleans and pleasing Rusty. I thought about being his submissive behind closed doors. I did my best to relax and enjoy the few moments of quiet as we rode back home.

 

[a_libertine]

Monday morning I rolled out of bed and began getting ready to go to work. Gail, uncharacteristically, woke with me and laid out my clothes for me. I figured she wanted something and would eventually get to saying what that was.

As I was dressing she asked, "Can you stay home Friday? Spend the day with me? "

I looked at her and nodded, "Sure provided it isn't to argue all day."

She shook her head, "No. I want to spend the day with you before you leave for your business trip. "

"Okay."

I left for work and sent an IM to Andi,

"I want you to put on a pair of white cotton panties and nothing else and send me a photo of yourself before lunch. I should be able to see all of you from your beautiful face down to your toes. "​

 

[wideeyedone]

I was exhausted when it was time to get up Monday morning. I had a suitcase full of dirty case from our trip and my usual Saturday chores were all waiting for me. I got Dan breakfast and had his lunch ready to go. He gave me a quick kiss and was off to work.

I got out my tablet and saw Rusty's message.

I loaded the girls into the jogging strolled and went for my run. I knew it was stupid but somehow I knew I would feel sexier if I had gone for my run. I pushed them up and down the hills of our neighborhood and then fixed the girls breakfast.

After breakfast, I took my shower. I stood under the hot water and began playing with my clit. I used my knuckles and rubbed hard, until I climaxed several times. The whole time I uttered my devotions to him. "He desires me just as I am, and I am his."

Afterwards, I dried off and put on a simple pair of white cotton panties. I stood before the full length mirror in my bedroom and snapped the picture. Without looking at the picture, I sent it to Rusty.

 

[a_libertine]

It was late morning when my phone vibrated and I looked at the photo Andi sent me. It, she, was exquisite. The dichotomy of innocence exhibited by the white panties was completely offset by her clear arousal. Her nipples were hard and her skin was flush. She had a satisfied smile on her face.

I sat and studied it several minutes my cock hard tenting my slacks. I stroked the length absently while my eyes continued studying her and her bedroom closely.

I replied:

I am in my office staring at you and my cock is so very hard for you. You are very beautiful, my lovely toy.

We have a few more days until we are together.

In preparation for that time; I do not want you to have an orgasm between now and then. You are to tease my pussy and my titties at least three times a day. By tease I mean masturbate long enough to get excited, to get close to cumming. But do not. You are strictly forbidden to cum. You next orgasm is to be for me at the hotel. Not a moment sooner than when I say. Understand?

​

At lunch I went out for a long lunch to an adult play store on the outskirts of town to browse and purchase a couple items. He found what he was looking for in fairly short order and made his purchase.

He went back to the office and began his preparations to be gone a week, not for the first time amazed at how much work went into being gone for a conference.

 

[wideeyedone]

I was doing my best to get through the extra chores and keep the girls occupied. At naptime I rushed to check to see if Rusty liked my picture. I was looking forward to cumming for him but as I read his message I sighed in frustration.

"He desires me as I am, and I am his." I laid back on the bed and brought myself to the edge of orgasm but I stopped. I moaned softly.

I took a picture of my wet fingers and sent them to Rusty.

Sir, I did as you asked. I brought myself to the brink but I made myself stop. I said my devotions. I am going to pack my bag tonight, just as an act of devotion. Do you have any requests? Andi

 

[a_libertine]

It was mid afternoon when the phone vibrant I saw two very wet fingers with strands of quim between them and read Andi's message.

I thought about it for a moment the replied:

You will need one dress suitable for a semi formal dinner. You will need one dress for a casual night out. For that matter the only garments that you need that covers your legs at all are whatever you wear to work out in. Other than when you work out bras and panties will be forbidden to you while you are in NOLA.

While I suspect you will have to bring your cell phone with you, while we are together you will have it off. You will be there for my oleasure, and through that your own pleasure.

​

I hit send and returned to work and after a few minutes started a new message for Andi:

Are you on birth control?​

 

[wideeyedone]

I read Rusty's message. I knew which dress I would take for the dinner.I imagined his hand on the small of my back as we walked through a restaurant. I felt my body respond to his requests, even though they hadn't been overtly erotic.

I sent him a message.
I know just what to pack. And I am on birth control. I have the sexiest pair of shoes that I haven't ever worn, but I am bringing them. They will go perfectly.


I found a little bit of privacy and brought myself to the edge again whispering my devotions.

 

[a_libertine]

I read her reply and smiled; it seemed she was every bit as ready to meet as I was. Thinking back to the handful of toys I had purchased earlier in the day, I hoped she was as ready to receive those as she was me.

I worked late into the evening at my desk, having called Gail that I would be late. As I packed up for the night I pulled out my phone and scrolled through the pictures that Andi had sent me and sat in my chair stroking myself.

I pulled my cock out of my slacks and wrapped my hand around it. Slow steady strokes up and down, it was only moments before I was hard as iron. I shot a photo of it and attached it to an IM for Andi:

Working late and thinking of you kneeling under my desk sucking my cock.​

I hit send, and headed to the restroom to finish myself off, not wanting to leave a mess in my office.

 

[wideeyedone]

Dan was sprawled on the bed with the remote. He was clicking through the channels as I folded the last basket of laundry.

I heard my phone chime and couldn't keep myself from grinning as I read the message.

"He desires me just as I am, and I am his." I whispered to myself.

Dan didn't even look up. I messaged Rusty back.

I just said my devotions and now I am going to slip into bed and think of you.


I put my phone in my nightstand and slid into bed.

 

[a_libertine]

The next couple of days flew by. Our IM'S fell into a comfortable routine a couple times in the afternoon and one just before bedtime. It seemed she was saying her devtionals and masturbating to the edge of orgasm frequently. I would know the truth of that soon enough for if she has then when we meet up her body would let me know.

It was Friday and I was chomping at the bit for Saturday to come. I had decided to go to NOLA early partly to get away from Gail and partly in anticipation of what promised to be the best week of meetings ever; which, of course, had nothing to do with the agenda and more to do with the extra curricular activities.

As I finished packing Gail came in and asked, "You are seeing her next week?"

I looked and asked, "Why do you say that? "

She gave me an exacerbated look and replied, "You never look forward to traveling and here you are leaving a day early. "

The look I gave probably closely resembled that of one of our kids when they got caught. Sighing, " Yeah, she will be there Sunday night. "

Her voice warbled as she asked, "Do you love her? "

I shook my head, "No, but she and I seem to have similar unmet needs in bed."

"Do you love me?"

I nodded ad I stood and hugged Gail, "Yes, I do. This is about what I need Gail. I need to periodically let some of this pent up need go and traditional sex doesn't entirely sate that craving. "

She looked up at me a moment then said, "You can go tonight if you want. We will talk when you get back."

That was an invitation that I could not refuse. If nothing else I would be there. I sent an IM to Andi as I pulled out.

Heading to NOLA see you there... here is the confirmation number for your room. Change the booking information to you.

Rusty​

 

[wideeyedone]

I was so anxious to go to NOLA, but I had all of the events that go along with the end of kindergarten. There was a field day, a party, an awards ceremony and even kinder graduation.

I had bags to pack for the kids, they were going to go to see my in laws for a week. And my mother in law was delighted to have them to herself. She had made all sorts of plans and since she adored them, I knew they would have a great time while I was gone.

Dan had two tee times with his boss and seemed thrilled that he didn't have to feel bad about going and having fun.

I fixed the billing info on my hotel room. I packed and repacked my bag. I soaked in the tub, I shaved my body smooth, I moisturized my breasts.

I had my nails done, and my hair done. I did my best to be ready in every way.

Sunday morning, I dressed in a white sundress and sandals. I kissed my girls and Dan. I drove myself to the airport and as soon as I got in the terminal I ordered a whiskey sour and hoped it would keep my knees from shaking on the plane.

 

[a_libertine]

After the twelve hour drive from OKC to NOLA, I checked into the hotel and settled into my room. After sending my suits down to be pressed for the week I began unpacking the goodies bag I had brought with me and laid them out in the night stand.

A couple hours, three drinks and a flirtation with a statuesque brunette, later I went to sleep and woke early enough to go for a run on the treadmill in the weight room.

After the run, I sent Andi an IM

You are not to wear panties or a bra. Once you arrive, check in and wait in the middle of the lobby until I approach you. When I do, you are not to turn around and look at me. In fact you will not look at me until I give you permission to do so.

On the taxi ride from the airport, if you are flying, or if you are driving, at every stop light, press your thighs together and say your devotional to me.​

By the time I hit send I was so hard I couldn't stand it, and headed back to my room with my cock leading the way.

 

[wideeyedone]

On the plane, I did my best to relax. I noticed the man across the aisle looking at my legs. I couldn't help but smile.

"He desires me just as I am. And I am his." I told myself. I tried to read my book, but couldn't concentrate. I closed my book and just relaxed. The flight wasn't long.

At the airport, I checked my messages. I saw his message. I found myself chewing my lip as i thought about waiting for him in the hotel lobby. I slipped into the ladies room and took off my bra and panties. I was a little worried my nipples would show through the thin white cotton fabric. But I tucked my bra and panties in my purse anyway. I refreshed my lipgloss and smoothed my hair. Then I claimed my bag and caught a cab.

It seemed as if we hit two dozen stoplights. I clenched my thighs and whispered my devotions. I could feel the wetness on my thighs.

I could feel a slight tremble in my legs as I got out of the cab and paid the driver. It took all of my will to keep from shaking as I walked into the lobby. I checked in and then went to the center of the lobby.

"He desires me just as I am, and I am his. I am his." I whispered. It felt like I had stood in the middle of the lobby for ages. But I knew it was just my nerves.

 

[a_libertine]

I wasn't sure when Andi was supposed to arrive so it was pure happenstance that I was walking through the lobby when I saw her standing there. It looked like she was quivering, whether from need, nerves, or both it was hard to tell.

I looped around her and stepped up until my quad was pressed against her hamstring. My hand dropped below the hem of her skirt and I ran my fingertips up and could feel her slickness.

Pulling my hand out and up I tasted her for the first time. It was sweet and earthy, like a good scotch. "Very tasty, " I whispered into her ear.

"Head for the elevator and once inside close your eyes."

 

[wideeyedone]

I think I whimpered when Rusty walked up behind me. I felt his body pressed to mine and then his hand was under my skirt.

I followed his instructions and headed toward the elevator. And as we walked, I said just loud enough for him to hear. "You desire me just as I am, and I am yours."

I stepped into the elevator and closed my eyes. I sipped in a deep breath and did my best to steady my nerves.

"I am sorry that I am so nervous." I whispered, but then I bit my lip and did my best to wait, to be patient, to submit.

 

[a_libertine]

Andi was fortunate that we had the elevator to ourselves. I hit the button for our floor and pressed her against the wall, the hardness of my cock against the top of the crevasse of her ass.

Brushing her hair to the side I licked and nibbled at the base of her neck before biting it firmly. "I would be worried if you weren't nervous," I whispered against her earlobe just before taking it into my mouth and licking along the ridge.

As arrived at our floor I pulled her key cards from her hands and said, "Place your hand on my arm, keep your eyes closed and I will lead you to the room."

 

[wideeyedone]

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as he nibbled and kissed my neck.

"You desire me just as I am and I am yours." I offered in a soft, warm whisper.

I could feel myself trembling, but I told myself to let go, to submit. To find that soft and submissive place that I used to find.

I kept my eyes closed and when the elevator opened. I reached out my hand and allowed him to place it on his arm.

I gave myself over to Rusty.

 

[a_libertine]

It was the longest and hardest walk of my life.

I wanted to sprint to the room and begin my play time with her. But I held back and walked slowly enough that she would not stumble. Her hand rested on my forearm and I swear I could feel her quivering already.

When we finally got to the room I opened the door and steered her to the middle of the room. I left her there facing the door with the command, "Don't move and don't open your eyes."

I went to the door between our rooms and opened it then turned back to her.

I had an elaborate plan I mind but found myself no wanting to wait any more. I walked up and grabbed her blouse in my hands and pulled violently in opposite directions sending buttons flying around the room.

 

[wideeyedone]

He left me in the center of the room. I could feel myself trembling.

"He desires me just as I am, and I am his." I whispered over and over. I tried to stop thinking, to stop trying to figure out what was coming next. I heard his footsteps. And then I felt him close to me.

He pulled my top open and I heard the buttons fly and scatter on the floor. I bit my lip. My breasts were too big, soft and full after having my kids. Pregnancy had changed my body and even when I lost the baby weight, my breasts hadn't snapped back to the way they had been before.

I hoped he would like my body. I sipped in slow breaths and tried to keep calm.