Homerun2611
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The Captain was more distraught than she would ever know. He wanted to grab a bottle of rum and let the Devil take him, if he so desired. However, that was the coward's way out, and the Captain was no coward. He had not intended to take her, not without her permission. Yes her body had responded, and he knew he had taken her to the peak of passion, nevertheless she had never said, "YES". And for that, he couldn't forgive himself.
Taking her had happened so quickly, reflexively, naturally, he hadn't thought, he had just acted. His body taking command, his desires consuming his soul. God, he had wanted her. God...he whispered ths frightening next statement to himself, "...I am in love with her." And there it was, a truth he had not wanted to admit. He had never been in love before, but this, this had to be love, and now he had destroyed it.
He wanted to make amends, but couldn't, but he could do the next best thing, he could give her th option of freedom. He tossed the rum to the side, he never took a drink. He would face her, try to pick up the pieces. He felt like an animal. He was not a rapist, but what had he done, please God help me, either way he had to face her, and take his medicine.
He walked back in, knocked on his own door, and entered. She was laying there, he feared broken. "Clarabelle, I...I'm sorry. I...things got so out of hand, and I wanted you so much...but I had no right...and I understand if you can't forgive me...but I have something for you..."
He laid down next to her, "I cannot give back what I have taken...and I can't honestly say I would take it back if I could...as never have I felt such passion...never have I felt what I feel for you..." He stopped and swallowed, "You are free...you are no longer my captive, if you want to leave I will take you to the next port and give you the money you need to go home. Or as a free woman...I would like to ask you, not command you, but ask you to stay...be my pirate queen, there at my side.. Rule the seas with me. I want you and only you, but not as my slave, but as my queen, in our bed...and our ship? I know I stole your virginity, but I want you and only you. I am in love with you Clarabelle, and I have never loved another. I want you to be mine."
Taking her had happened so quickly, reflexively, naturally, he hadn't thought, he had just acted. His body taking command, his desires consuming his soul. God, he had wanted her. God...he whispered ths frightening next statement to himself, "...I am in love with her." And there it was, a truth he had not wanted to admit. He had never been in love before, but this, this had to be love, and now he had destroyed it.
He wanted to make amends, but couldn't, but he could do the next best thing, he could give her th option of freedom. He tossed the rum to the side, he never took a drink. He would face her, try to pick up the pieces. He felt like an animal. He was not a rapist, but what had he done, please God help me, either way he had to face her, and take his medicine.
He walked back in, knocked on his own door, and entered. She was laying there, he feared broken. "Clarabelle, I...I'm sorry. I...things got so out of hand, and I wanted you so much...but I had no right...and I understand if you can't forgive me...but I have something for you..."
He laid down next to her, "I cannot give back what I have taken...and I can't honestly say I would take it back if I could...as never have I felt such passion...never have I felt what I feel for you..." He stopped and swallowed, "You are free...you are no longer my captive, if you want to leave I will take you to the next port and give you the money you need to go home. Or as a free woman...I would like to ask you, not command you, but ask you to stay...be my pirate queen, there at my side.. Rule the seas with me. I want you and only you, but not as my slave, but as my queen, in our bed...and our ship? I know I stole your virginity, but I want you and only you. I am in love with you Clarabelle, and I have never loved another. I want you to be mine."