The Confessional

[dragonrazor]

I'm gonna regret this. I know it. But.
I worked with a guy with Cerebral Palsy.
I worked with a guy who could barely MOVE, was in a wheelchair, communicated with a computer.
I worked with a girl that was told that she shouldn't be working at all.
But they were working. Because they all said the same thing. "I can still do what everyone else can. Don't treat me differently."

So, what exactly is wrong with you that you can't work?

It's about what I can do. Therein lies the problem. I can do computers. That's about it. Where I live, there's not much opportunity for that, and what little there is, insists you have a degree before they'll consider hiring you. As I told him *jerks thumb towards LI* repeatedly the other day. As for my disabilities, even I don't know all the diagnoses. I'm epileptic, so working in an industrial kitchen or around cleaning supplies is out. I have Tourettes, too, though medication has kept that under control for years. I have heart problems, having been born with a murmur. Most of the rest are psychological as far as I know. Things like ODD, ADHD, and such.

 

[xOxCherryxOx]

Only once more. But after you were finished entertaining him (I am nothing if not polite)... I couldn't stop begging.
He indulged, covered me, and I sank into a blissful sleep. (this is the short version)
Like all girls when properly fucked.
Falls over giggling.

Now that is what I love to hear Dirty little girl runs off giggling

Such a dirty girl, Ausus... you have tainted my virgin ears!

FD Your ears or anything else are anything BUT virgin..please, we all know what a slut you are you write porn like nobodys business, why do you think you're such a wanted man? Yeah you're smexy..but a virgin nuh uh, so suck it.

ICT I have a hard time finding anything sexy that has more body hair than I do, let alone any of the other features of a furry.

Ditto..just can't see it. Holy Fuck we agreed on something! Wooooooo throws a party

ICT seeing Aus say suck it all the time has rubbed off on me. It's what got my ass beat this morning when I didn't wanna get outta bed. Thanks Aus for the inspiration.

 

[Ahren]

Man, what the hell happened in here. For once it wasn't me who started something.

I confess that I would like a show of hands for all those people who are NOT reading Massacre State Asylum. Seriously, anybody?

I don't. I don't read any threads I'm not involved in.

 

[Mephistophelily]

I confess that I would like a show of hands for all those people who are NOT reading Massacre State Asylum. Seriously, anybody?

Nope.

 

[Light Ice]

I confess that I would like a show of hands for all those people who are NOT reading Massacre State Asylum. Seriously, anybody?

I didn't even know you had a thread called Massacre State Asylum.

But now that I do. I went and checked it out and confess I won't be tuning in. Amazing group of writers. Very bizarre and illogical premise.

 

[princesssexci]

I confess that I would like a show of hands for all those people who are NOT reading Massacre State Asylum. Seriously, anybody?

I didn't even know you had a thread called Massacre State Asylum.

But now that I do. I went and checked it out and confess I won't be tuning in. Amazing group of writers. Very bizarre and illogical premise.

I confess to not reading it. Why? I dunno. Didn't really catch my eye, unfortunately. No offense intended.

 

[dragonrazor]

I confess to not reading it. Why? I dunno. Didn't really catch my eye, unfortunately. No offense intended.

I dunno, I think if something caught my eye, I'd be in a hell of a lot of pain.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

No matter who you are or what you do, someone is always going to hate you.
Some people, more than others.

I realize I have people who hate me. That think I probably say stupid things, that I do stupid stuff. That I complain sometimes, or that I have dumb ideas. That I act too childish, that I come off as a bitch or a snob or just flat off a fool.

And you know what? I don't give a shit.

No matter what you do, no matter how nice you think you can be, someone WILL hate you.

Some people also have no filter when it comes to cynicism, being totally oblivious to how people are reacting around them. Those are people I'm somewhat jealous of, because I am completely the opposite. If someone says something in spiteful ways without pointing it in a direction, I assume its toward me.... and get defensive in my head.

Ignorance can be bliss, I suppose.
But sometimes being too ignorant just fuels the fire.

ICT seriously? Knock it off. This whole damsel in distress thing is getting really fucking old. I don't swoop anywhere. I don't take anything from anyone. Maybe this is too public, but I don't really care anymore. I've never stepped on your toes, and I've done everything I could to help you feel strong with you. So check it. Grow up. Stop complaining to my friends and come to me with your overdone, self absorbed, Scarlett O'hara, woe is me, I can't handle it anymore attitude.

Cause frankly my dear, I don't give a damn.

This is my confession from last night. A passive aggressive stab at a party. It's not really my style. Usually I am in the middle of some one's shit if they start something with me. Or I try to be.

Mostly, this is a confession for me. Because while I read everyone's confession in here, and enjoy most of them. This is all me. And really I don't really care if you comment on it.

I confess that bit of passive aggressive nonsense didn't feel like me. I am better than that.

So I'll apologize to the intended party. Sorry. She knows who she is. Moving on.

I posted Lily's comment here because she hit the nail on the head with this. It's exactly how I am feeling about things. Sure, I prolly got haters, well in fact I know I do. But I am over it.

ICT while the relative anonymity of this screen allows certain behaviors, I will refuse to give in to that. Because that's what is important to me.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

gropes my girl's boobs and bootie

Nope, you don't feel anything like passive agressive.

you feel like yummy

 

[Ausus_girl13]

gropes my girl's boobs and bootie

Nope, you don't feel anything like passive agressive.

you feel like yummy

Busts out laughing

You positively amaze me.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

Busts out laughing

You positively amaze me.

you are what we in the biz call 'an easy room'

 

[FuckFantasy]

It's about what I can do. Therein lies the problem. I can do computers. That's about it. Where I live, there's not much opportunity for that, and what little there is, insists you have a degree before they'll consider hiring you. As I told him *jerks thumb towards LI* repeatedly the other day. As for my disabilities, even I don't know all the diagnoses. I'm epileptic, so working in an industrial kitchen or around cleaning supplies is out. I have Tourettes, too, though medication has kept that under control for years. I have heart problems, having been born with a murmur. Most of the rest are psychological as far as I know. Things like ODD, ADHD, and such.

I have a heart murmur and OCD and A.D.D. I can still work and attend school.

I don't know much about epilepsy or Tourettes, but if you take your medication for the latter, you can still find a way to work around the former.

Why don't you get your degree? Take online courses at the nearest junior college. If you see that as your only obstacle towards getting a computer job, then do something about it. Fix it. Apply for financial aid, or get a student loan.

It really can be that simple.

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

you are what we in the biz call 'an easy room'

no shes just easy XD

 

[Firmhanded_Daddy]

Paints himself green and runs in next to Ausus, slipping himself into her pocket

Now whatcha got woman? That's right, nothin'. I can't even see that lip licking you horrible cock tease.

As for you Cherry...

Your welcome to suck it any time you want. Just let me know in advance so I can plan something devious to pay you back for being so sexy you shut my fucking brain off.

Not...right. Your grounded just on sheer principle.

 

[Ahren]

I have a heart murmur and OCD and A.D.D. I can still work and attend school.

I don't know much about epilepsy or Tourettes, but if you take your medication for the latter, you can still find a way to work around the former.

Why don't you get your degree? Take online courses at the nearest junior college. If you see that as your only obstacle towards getting a computer job, then do something about it. Fix it. Apply for financial aid, or get a student loan.

It really can be that simple.

Because he doesn't want to. He's in a nice comfy position where he can tell himself that he doesn't have to do anything because he's disabled, nevermind the fact that he's fully capable of doing things. He's using his disability as an excuse, not a reason.

But frankly, I don't care. He can waste away his life at the computer moping about everything because obviously he's not going to be convinced that we working adults know better.

 

[zydrate]

ICT I'm curious as to how many people have me on ignore....

Yet I won't know because they can't read what I'm saying giggles

 

[marauder13]

ICT I'm curious as to how many people have me on ignore....

Yet I won't know because they can't read what I'm saying giggles

Well, I don't have you on ignore. Does that make you feel a little better? Looks a little hopeful about a positive response

 

[Daydream_weaver]

ICT I'm curious as to how many people have me on ignore....

Yet I won't know because they can't read what I'm saying giggles

ICT I can't imagine anyone wanting to ignore you, Zy

 

[Jokas_Wild]

ICT being surprised everyone kinda went batshit nuts today. Full moon or something?

 

[zydrate]

Well, I don't have you on ignore. Does that make you feel a little better? Looks a little hopeful about a positive response

Awww leans up and gives M13 a kiss on the cheek You're too kind

ICT I can't imagine anyone wanting to ignore you, Zy

Thank you so much sweety! takes said rose and eats it Mmmmm...giggles again

 

[zydrate]

ICT being surprised everyone kinda went batshit nuts today. Full moon or something?

I got my nails done

 

[Jokas_Wild]

I got my nails done

*bursts out laughing* That is spectacular. That was so random and so awesome, thank you Zy.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I confess , Sorry Minx I am in the No's for Massacre State Asylum too, just because I haven't had time with all my threads and others I am reading...it does sound interesting though.

I confess to missing my baby girl, she has been holidaying with her cousins since last Sunday and is having a ball but this house is way to quiet without her and I miss her.

 

[marauder13]

Awww leans up and gives M13 a kiss on the cheek You're too kind

Well, I wasn't... uhhh... I meant that... ummm... oooohhh thanks

You're very kind too

 

[zydrate]

*bursts out laughing* That is spectacular. That was so random and so awesome, thank you Zy.

Well, I wasn't... uhhh... I meant that... ummm... oooohhh thanks

You're very kind too

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