The Confessional

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Confessing that I want to call off work and spend all day doing absolutely nothing...

I won't. I have bills to pay, kids to feed , BUT I feel so lazy today.
 
Confessing that I am exhausted and after being awake for 32 straight hours...I'll be crashing shortly.

I confess that I am using a photo of someone on Lit as my desktop picture...and they know I have the photo...they just don't know that I see it and sigh everytime I shut a window :rose:
 
More than anything else...and then I still take the time I get with whoever I am missing for granted...

I confess...it has been you on more than one occasion my Luna...

You haven't left my mind in weeks, baby doll. I worry for you, about you and with you. The missing happens whenever I withdrawal to maintain some semblance of sanity.

That's when I want to pull everyone from my sigline into my den and just puppy pile. Y'all are constantly missed...
 
You haven't left my mind in weeks, baby doll. I worry for you, about you and with you. The missing happens whenever I withdrawal to maintain some semblance of sanity.

That's when I want to pull everyone from my sigline into my den and just puppy pile. Y'all are constantly missed...

I have the same linkage and I add things to it, I confess to updating it just today...adding more quotes and pictures...I still haven't got enough to say how much everyone here means to me, you mean an awful lot to me Miss Luna, one of my first friends ever here :rose:

You're always on my mind dear wolven...
 
I confess that I've allowed myself to get into a bit of a rut as far as any creative and/or sexual writing is concerned. I still enjoy myself, but I feel like I need to push myself to the next level if I want to continue writing and role playing for pleasure. I'm actually bored with my own language and style, and my only rush comes from my partner. And then I end up feeling inadequate, and I think it puts a damper on his play as well.

It's time to hop into some writing exercises.

I also confess that in spite of all the trash I talk? *Smiles* I allow my insecurities to get the best of me. I'm a perfectionist, and when I don't succeed, or succeed at the level I'd imagined I could, I get REALLY down on myself. I have to be the best, or else what's the point? This doesn't apply to writing as much as it applies to everything else in my life. In terms of getting things accomplished, it can be a valuable mindset to have; because I want to climb to the top, I work my ass to the bone in an effort to achieve my goals. However, if I make a mistake or embarrass myself along the way, I tend to get a defeatist attitude. "Well, I've failed already, I'm going to fail this whole thing, so screw it, I'm done." And that's idiotic. That's quitting. And I hate to quit. So I think it's time to be a bit kinder to myself, for the sake of my own sanity. And in context of my RPs here, for the sake of my partners as well.

And this concludes Dr. FF's personal psychoanalysis for the day. :)
 
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I confess that I got home from my errands today with almost no cash in hand, but much closer to being paid off entirely and happier because I found a GameBoy Advance SP (minus the power cord, which I'll have to buy at some point) for ten dollars, and put a PSP 3000 and memory stick on layaway (I needed to replace both)
 
I confess that my Alpha is making me very angry with his lack of posting to our thread...*glares at Logan*
 
I confess that my Alpha is making me very angry with his lack of posting to our thread...*glares at Logan*

i confess i have been Lacking in my posting due to the insane work hours i have had to put in this week and that i am currently working on a post right now :D
 
I confess that the bond I feel with the women I SRP with is even deeper than i would have expected.

I confess that there's a girl who lives too far away...but who I often feel I would throw my life away for

I confess I hate when i see people I care about trapped by their own mistakes.

I confess I hate not being able to fix everything
 
I confess to being an idiot and not reaching out to a friend sooner...

so now...

I get to confess to doing much better than I was this morning..
 
I confess that I still need someone to play the alien Galaxy Police supervisor for my character in my Galaxy Patrol thread
 
I confess that I'm in a shitty mood, and will willingly snap at the first person that pisses me off, whether they mean to or not.

I also confess that, therefore, I'm not the cute and cuddly Oreo some people seem to think I am, and right now, I'm perfectly fine proving people wrong. I'm fucking mad, and desperate to take it out on some pathetic bastard that I deem worthy. Something tells me, I know who that poor sap is going to be, and if I cause a fucking scene, I don't give a shit.

This is the real me. The one I hold back from everyone on here because I don't want to lose them. But I'm done playing nice, I'm done trying to remain peaceful, and I'm done filtering my thoughts from my fingers. I advise you to keep that in mind, should our paths corss.
 
I confess that I'm in a shitty mood, and will willingly snap at the first person that pisses me off, whether they mean to or not.

I also confess that, therefore, I'm not the cute and cuddly Oreo some people seem to think I am, and right now, I'm perfectly fine proving people wrong. I'm fucking mad, and desperate to take it out on some pathetic bastard that I deem worthy. Something tells me, I know who that poor sap is going to be, and if I cause a fucking scene, I don't give a shit.

This is the real me. The one I hold back from everyone on here because I don't want to lose them. But I'm done playing nice, I'm done trying to remain peaceful, and I'm done filtering my thoughts from my fingers. I advise you to keep that in mind, should our paths corss.

Oh wow...I hope I do not end up in your cross hairs.

Hell hath no fury...is coming to mind.
 
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