SinisterSpiders
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My mind was racing yet empty all at once. My eyes were raw and puffy from the crying, my throat was sore and my head was pounding. I was finding it hard to think, but I had no problem interpreting my emotions. My body was frozen, cold and shivering uncontrollably with the aftershock of fear and rage, disgust and shame. I felt utterly violated. Those fuckers had come into my space and raped me in my own home. I had tried to fight, that I knew, but I had failed completely. And then... when they used my own body against me. My clit still ached, thumping from an orgasm that I hadn't wanted. One that had sent my body into ecstasy while my mind was cast down to hell.
The smell of steam wafted into my nose and I turned around, seeing the water cascading from the shower head. I felt dirty. So fucking dirty. I had cum leaking all over my thighs, by battered pussy was covered in juices, and my throat was stinging from the invasion and the coating of cum that I could still taste on my tongue. The thought made my stomach heave, and I barely had time to make it to the toilet before I was sick- throwing up the contents of my stomach, the acid of it burning all the way up. I was shaking even harder now, the strain of the vomiting bringing tears to my eyes. I still felt disgusting though, like I was not yet cleaned of them.
I flushed the toilet as I got to my feet. I needed that shower, now. I tore my shirt off and cast as far away from me as I could. It hit the door with a soft thwack and slid down to a puddle on the ground.
I walked over and stepped into the shower. I could see the steam, feel the sting as the water cascaded my body, but I couldn't feel the heat. Judging by how quickly the bathroom had clouded up I thought that this water should be scalding my, but it wasn't. I couldn't feel a fucking thing.
My body was still shaking and I put my head beneath the stream, resting my hands against the wall and trying not to fall apart. After a few moments my shaking slowed enough for me to trust my own legs and I began to scrub. My arms, by legs, neck, back, face... When I got to my pussy I was rough. Running my fingers over my battered lips and jamming a finger into myself. In and out, trying to scrape out every last bit of that foul fluid inside me. I let out a low whine as my clit thumped hungrily at the action, as if my body craved the roughness. As I tried to empty my body of the evidence I angled my face up, catching some of the falling water in my mouth. I swallowed some, gargled some and then spat it out, my hands still scrubbing away at my pussy.
Then I heard the door open. My heart lurched and my stomach dropped, I froze, terrified that the guys had come back. That they had decided they needed more from me.
But then I heard Tommy's voice. The sound was a balm to my breaking soul, it should have been enough for me to switch the water off and to stumble into his arms.
But his words.
Fuck, they hurt more than anything else right now.
There was a small part of me that wanted to yell at him. To scream, to rage against the implication and the unfairness of it all.
But the words didn't come. Instead, my body went into flight mode. I shut the shower down, reached out from behind the curtain and snatched up my towel. I wrapped it around me in the privacy of the cubicle and then stepped out. Out of the corner of my eyes could see that my skin was red and patchy, scalded from the water that I hadn't been able to feel. I didn't look at him, I didn't say anything, I merely pushed past him and went into my room, slamming the door behind me and locking it.
The smell of steam wafted into my nose and I turned around, seeing the water cascading from the shower head. I felt dirty. So fucking dirty. I had cum leaking all over my thighs, by battered pussy was covered in juices, and my throat was stinging from the invasion and the coating of cum that I could still taste on my tongue. The thought made my stomach heave, and I barely had time to make it to the toilet before I was sick- throwing up the contents of my stomach, the acid of it burning all the way up. I was shaking even harder now, the strain of the vomiting bringing tears to my eyes. I still felt disgusting though, like I was not yet cleaned of them.
I flushed the toilet as I got to my feet. I needed that shower, now. I tore my shirt off and cast as far away from me as I could. It hit the door with a soft thwack and slid down to a puddle on the ground.
I walked over and stepped into the shower. I could see the steam, feel the sting as the water cascaded my body, but I couldn't feel the heat. Judging by how quickly the bathroom had clouded up I thought that this water should be scalding my, but it wasn't. I couldn't feel a fucking thing.
My body was still shaking and I put my head beneath the stream, resting my hands against the wall and trying not to fall apart. After a few moments my shaking slowed enough for me to trust my own legs and I began to scrub. My arms, by legs, neck, back, face... When I got to my pussy I was rough. Running my fingers over my battered lips and jamming a finger into myself. In and out, trying to scrape out every last bit of that foul fluid inside me. I let out a low whine as my clit thumped hungrily at the action, as if my body craved the roughness. As I tried to empty my body of the evidence I angled my face up, catching some of the falling water in my mouth. I swallowed some, gargled some and then spat it out, my hands still scrubbing away at my pussy.
Then I heard the door open. My heart lurched and my stomach dropped, I froze, terrified that the guys had come back. That they had decided they needed more from me.
But then I heard Tommy's voice. The sound was a balm to my breaking soul, it should have been enough for me to switch the water off and to stumble into his arms.
But his words.
Fuck, they hurt more than anything else right now.
There was a small part of me that wanted to yell at him. To scream, to rage against the implication and the unfairness of it all.
But the words didn't come. Instead, my body went into flight mode. I shut the shower down, reached out from behind the curtain and snatched up my towel. I wrapped it around me in the privacy of the cubicle and then stepped out. Out of the corner of my eyes could see that my skin was red and patchy, scalded from the water that I hadn't been able to feel. I didn't look at him, I didn't say anything, I merely pushed past him and went into my room, slamming the door behind me and locking it.
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